/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

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I'm jumping more to Michael Hamptons figure drawing because I feel like I'm learning more from that than Loomis' FWAP. FWAP is good but I feel more comfortable with that.

I stopped doing keys to drawing because I was feeling antsy and unfocused and when I did do the bottle exercise there was so much fancy writing there that I couldn't get it perfectly accurate how I wanted.

I keep holding myself from drawing what I want since many people here have strict guidelines over when you should try things and what you should study from. I feel like my imagination is limited now since I'm not drawing for me anymore, I was just tired of those harsh criticisms in /beg/ that tire at my soul

My little brother draws what he wants and for a 15 year old he's not shabby, seems to be having fun, and I envy that.

I keep trying to rush muself, listen strictly to others to please them, don't stay consistently on track, don't draw from life as much as I used to and I gotta criticize myself more and not make excuses

I'm a mess