/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>5048358

>>5044145
https://www.instagram.com/ja.wc

I like to write for each thing I post. I was up late last night and painted this out of nowhere to try and express myself.

"occasionally I find myself in a state of complete dissaray, with no concept of priority or responsibility, distracting myself from the sensation of being saturated with self hatred with endless escapism that brings me lower than before.

I despair at the concept of identity, for in these times my self image is of a meek, short-sighted, mumbling and trembling louse, and I fear that my self identity will align with others perceptions of me, that I'll find myself truly despised and rejected for the reasons I currently choose to hate myself for.

Amid escapism is found dissociation, I'm plagued with a non-present dreamlike feeling as the day numbly whirls past unbeknownst to me. I feel absolutely capable of dissipating completely, as if from some unseen cosmic wind will cast away my consciousness like a dawn-mist burned away from the rising sun."