/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4472534
>>4472537
bait

I don't mean to turn this into another art feels/ngmi/whatever thread, this is a legitimate question and I want to hear the opinion of other artists here who perhaps have been through this.
I stopped having fun at art. How do I have fun again so I can stop slacking off and put real mileage in?
>draw for fun for years a little every day. Not totally mindless and I do a few studies now and again but nothing serious and mostly draw whatever I want rather than what makes me improve the most.
>relaxing and fun, no rush
>decide to get good at art and draw every day and try to work out what my issues are
>i definitely improved but it feels like shit, i'm periodically depressed about my art and pressured myself into getting better quickly
>as a result I am also lazy and unfocused. I don't really look forward to art and envy people that can just draw all day like it's this wondrous thing
It just feels so bad and it's a cycle that repeats itself now. For the record, I don't think I ever stomached drawing for more than 3 hours in my entire life.
Is there any way to become more passionate/dedicated? I'm not gonna say "disciplined" because I am unsure if forcing myself to draw 8 hours a day is ever going to work if it feels bad.

Post art that describes a sociopath or narcissist

>>3332070
I absolutely love how smug skeletons look.

How do you develop patience and a love for the process that is necessary to become a good artist?

>>1949375
Jesus fuck this is a train wreck