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>>3754666
Not sure if the bottom part was for me but I'm not christian, although the religion is close.
I'm from a much stricter religion, you can probably guess it.

I remember when I was a kid I used to cry in fear of how harsh the judgement was, I was pretty shocked at the time how anyone could lead a normal life believing it, but I quickly realized that these people are simply going through the motions, not a single one of them stopped to think about the prayers, or the books, or what they said.
My issue was that I understood the religion/language more than I should've at a young age and I suppose might have fucked me up to an extent

>>3753616
I'd come to the realization that other people will never have any bearing to my happiness ages ago, the shit where someone lends a helping hand just doesn't happen to people like me.

Everything I want I'm just going to have to take it myself which is easier for me, but when I see others working together I just can't help be jealous of them since it seems so much easier.

I feel like I'm going to be living an isolated life like this unless I find out what's wrong and fix it, even then I doubt I'd be happy