/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

is there ever a point in drawing where you just enjoy it all the time? i had so much fun yesterday and today i'm back to being pissed off over not being good enough. even if i technically perform well, then i start getting mad about not being creative enough. i get like 2-3 hours of fun drawing a month, the rest is just pain and complete destruction of my self-esteem. even when i get approval from artists i look up to or literally get paid to draw i feel empty, it's almost never good enough for my own eyes. how good do you have to be to not hate your art for longer than a few minutes at a time?