/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

This board changed my mentality about art and now drawing is more often a chore than a fun hobby and while I don't crit on here, I'm now a crab by normal artist standards. I'm grateful I got put on track to improve but at the same time it's like Adam and Eve eating the fruit.

My parents are cracking down on me for staying home so much and my father is forcing me to go with him to do blue collar work on weekends because "being home all the time unacceptable". This would be acceptable if all the conditions weren't absolute shite. It's labor work in stuffy and hot locations, all day from 6 or 7 AM, for 10-12 fucking hours. It's stressful work that leaves dirty and tired, I got fucking acne breakouts all over my face again from the fucking stress dreading the weekends has put on me. I thought getting home so tired I couldn't work on drawing was bad but it's now at the "getting home so late there isn't even time to work" point. This shit is driving me up the walls.
I've got a resume and portfolio that I've been firing off at all the art jobs in my area but of course it's all fucking marketing or advertising graphic design work. Silly me for spending years learning anatomy, character design and perspective when I should've actually been learning making shitty logos and pamphlets. At this rate I'm going to have to settle for $8/hr part time in retail or fast food if I can't "find something that makes money". And yes, you may now call me a spoiled bitchmade zoomer or whatever.