/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Look up my inspiration Joe Mad's early life to see how he got into art
>literally had a rich family send him to a highschool for art in NYC
>interned at marvel at 16
>had opportunity after opportunity all through teens to early 20s
>wrote sneering comments at people on facebook about how he wants to stop seeing people submit painfully amateurish portfolios with low confidence at the interviews
>literally had a rich family carry him all the way into a successful art career

this whole industry is only built for rich nepo babies isn't it. what chance do i even have starting in my mid 20s from a lower income family and podunk shithole education

i cannot get myself to draw, i have ADHD and I'm not sure how to force myself to have the same creativity at home as I do when I'm bored at my desk at school/work

For the life of me I cannot figure out how to use digital art programs on a basic level like Krtia, Clip Studio or gimp. I am literally autistic and adhd and my brain gets so frustrated trying to understand the basics like layers and colors I give up after about an hour of fandangling around like a retard and can't even sit through an entire youtube tutorial. I don't know how zoomers can do this it feels so humiliating I have spent almost a decade unable to figure out a basic art program