/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

What should I exactly study/copy? I was thinking I should copy anatomy. Biggest problem is that im not truly analytical or smart.

Is there any hope for an autist like me who is probably suffering from brain damage. Im not smart or analytical, my brain is in a mix of constantly on autopilot while being hazy and hyper. I just can't "think" my brain is easily distracted by stuff. I really want to get better but I don't to surf through thousands of art books or bullshit like draw a box. What else can I do?

Im probably pre /beg/ but oh well. I didn't like draw a box or fun with a pencil.

I do accept I am a bad artist and I am pre /beg/ I need to go back to basics? Where do I even start at? I was thinking of keys to drawing. I hate books but thats the only place I can start.

The latest drawing I did, blah blah call me Chris Chan etc. I will do keys to drawing soon. I just wanna get my shit together. I don't understand how drawing with your eyes and quitting symbol drawing will help my style.