/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4067821
>Haven't drawn in years

Just wondering if I'm normal or if I'm really weird and I'm messed up in the head. Thought some of you might be able to relate.

>be me
>grew up with japanese content since birth thanks to weeb siblings
>spent childhood watching anime and reading manga with siblings instead of watching cartoons like my peers
>started using my dad's computer to look at hentai when I was 8-9
>i also started thinking about my favorite anime characters all the time around then
>got my first computer when I was 13
>have spent almost all day everyday since then using my computer, very little interaction with family
>have often spent periods of months filtering through and expanding porn of my favorite characters for hours every day
>i often spend hours procrastinating while thinking about sexual scenarios between said characters
>such thoughts include lolixloli, imouto play, almost all yuri (I'm a guy btw)
>turned 20 last week
>just realised I have spent the last 11 years thinking about my favorite characters having sex EVERY NIGHT without fail
>i am now unable to sleep unless I think about these sexual scenarios I create in my head

Does anyone else do this? If not, how do I go about correcting this behavior? I genuinely have sleep issues when I can't think of an appropriate pairing and scenario before going to bed.

>>3616842
>The feeling when your porn is actually more fapable to you than anything on the internet