/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3859111
Yeah... I feel like I have so much info, resources, help and support at my disposal but never have I forced myself to get over my fear of failure and just start...
>>3859114
Tempting

No one knows I draw, I don't even know why it bothers me as much as it does. Stuff doesn't usually get to me because I'm stupid but this isna bit idk

I could spend hours caved in my room practicing or doing commissions then leave to be treated like a pathetic videogame/anime addict by my family, because that's what they think I do.
I hate the way they see me, it's gotten to the point where I'd take the car and pretend I'm going to meet friends on weekends just so I don't have to feel them outside my room

I don't even know why I'm so scared of showing them my stuff, I'm already a disappointment.