/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I feel like I'm turning into a crazy person, despite trying to be more dedicated to studies it really doesn't feel like anything I'm doing is being absorbed and coming through in my regular drawings. I don't know what the hell to work on so I'm just trying to do gestures and figures every day atleast, but shit like anatomy makes me want to gauge my eyes out. I want to draw everything and anything so it drives me mad that none of my ambitious ideas can be done justice when I'm mediocre still, I'm just lost.