/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4340233
Some people are not mention to follow trends.
>make instawhore acc to try and gain some following and net some commissions
>draw practically only what's trending like fanart and challenges
>whopping 10 likes at most in each drawing
>5 months later, not even 50 followers
>decide to only draw what I want
>sudden influx of followers
>10-20x the likes
>almost 600 followers
>even liked and followed by some big name artists
>this sudden snippet of fame and recognition fires up my anxiety
>instant impostor syndrome
>delete account and go back to mediocrity
I know I am a faggot and never gonna make it.