/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Blog below.
>contemplating oblivion on a regular basis, having difficulty justifying doing art
>notice drawthreads on /v/
"what the hell, they can't make me feel any worse than i already do"
>post, await the final push
>instead, get wholesome replies, requests for blog links, etc.
>feel pride and joy for the first time in months
>make a daily effort, do at least one drawing every day
>notice repeating autistic posts and petty drama in the threads as the days pass by
>remember why i stopped interacting with others to being with
>lose interest in drawing again
I did it to myself. Dunno why I even bothered.

>Drawing for quite some time now
>Decide to check layers
>Realize have been drawing on the wrong layer
>Turn off the layer
>Half the drawing disappears

>open up photoshop
>doodle for 15 minutes
>get bored and minimize
>open games folder
>stare at it for 2-3 minutes
>minimze
>open browser and scroll social media for 2-3 minutes
>get bored again

How do I stop this bros? I would go 6-7 hours every day drawing but I just dont have it in me anymore. How do I get it back