/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I am still in shock over my age. The artists I admire already released some legendary artworks when they were my age while I have 0 skills and experience. I dont know why but i just had no strong interest for art when i was young so i wasted my time with video games and tv. I also have no talent or drive to make up for this large gap. Actually i have trouble with focusing and am always tired which is why i dropped out of stem in college. From what i read the art world is hyper competetive and students often get only 4 hours of sleep. also social skills are crucial and i am a social retard. If anything i needed a head start. i dont see how i can hope to compete.