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I've tried quitting art multiple times but it's no use. Every time, I tell myself this is the last post I'll make I end up getting the urge to draw again and post something like 3 weeks later. It's like a fucking addiction at this point. How do I quit this toxic addiction that has completely ruined my social life?

Last week, I was chilling in my dorm room drawing lolicons when I group of my friends suddenly walked in and saw me half naked in my underwear rendering some underage titties. It's fucking embarassing. I'm probably the laughing stock of my dorm room. Why couldn't I have more normal hobbies like knitting or burning wood. Fuck my life.

So, I've been drawing for like a year now like 4 hours a day and recently I wanted to test the 12 hour meme to see if it really worked. In the end, I was able to draw for 12 hours but it resulted in carpal tunnel. Mind you I was taking frequent breaks(every 30 min-hour) but it still didn't matter. I suddenly felt this extreme pain in my ring finger and when I went to the doctor, they diagnosed me with carpal tunnel. This is a warning for any beginner who wants to attempt anything this risky. Don't do it.

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