/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>Finishing Engineering degree in a year
>Nowhere near the level I want to be to freelance art
>Study more; hands start to hurt
>Absolutely no art-related work in this country
>Planned on saving and moving some place else
>Military service rolls in, taking me out of work multiple times a year
>Missing it leads to massive fees and prison time, so I can't work/study outside the country
>Too expensive to live alone, so I have to live with my parents
It's like every time I think I found a solution I get knocked back down...
I don't know what I'm supposed to do now