/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Everything feels so meaningless.

I quit school, i quit my friends, i quit everything.
Doesn't matter if i go back. I'll still be depressed and suicidal.

There's always regret with the actions i've done.
Art is the only thing that consumes me.

I wanna get good so i can voice out all the stories i have and all the characters that come from my expriences.
To paint another world, the world that i escaped in from my worthless life.

That feels meaningless too.
Feels like nothing is bringing me joy anymore.
Fuck art is fading away too.

I wanna die so bad i wish there was a device to end my life painlessly. I've always given thought to how people would react to my death but their reactions don't bother me anymore.

>Must keep going. Got..to...make....it.....