/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

God damn I let anxiety get the better of me today, made me feel like shit.
>at the gym since I want to be stronger
>waiting for lesson to start so take a seat
>decide I could as well try to draw some people for practice
>wip out sketchbook and do a few scribbles to make sure pen works
>there's a big girl sitting almost next to me who immediately turns her head and starts peeking at my sketchbook
>girl is really big, not fat or overly muscular but still got big arms and legs and even taller than me
>feel a bit intimidated and anxiety kicks in
>barely able to draw anything and decide to just take a few notes
>see that lesson is about to start
>put sketchbook away and nervously walk away from the waiting area

Only afterwards did I realize I had some opportunity to show some things to another person. It could've been a nice conversation but I avoided an opportunity to grow socially like a coward.
And now I still had to rush my drawings.
Someone please bully me.