/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>6836621
I feel like I have absolutely no real creativity, idk if it’s just my depression or what it is but I pretty much lack a drive.

Beyond that though I find I really struggle with creating things like backgrounds or places for the objects or people I draw to sit or exist in.

Example the top 3 images are currently what I’m working on, the drawing which started as a study, the original object, and then a quick sorta idk attempt at placing my drawing in some sort of setting. I really lose it at even knowing what to put in a background or how to set it up. The closet I’ve ever come was the bottom image where the background and cloth were from my head (I never finished that piece just sorta lost the drive), but even the other pieces I absolutely fall apart with figuring out how to draw stuff that isn’t directly in front of me. I try taking inspiration from artists and pieces I like, but I find I’ll just end up copying them and not really creating. I feel like I’ve spent too long trying to get better at my rendering skills when I don’t actually have any creativity or ability for real creation beyond copying life or other drawings.