/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I wasted my day off on fucking /soc/ looking for artist friends to add, and it was pretty much a total waste. Maybe there's a reason they're desperate enough to search on there, and maybe there's a reason I'M desperate enough to go on there. I was an actually interesting person worth making friends with I'd already have friends, wouldn't I? I know someone will say online friendships aren't real, but honestly talking to people irl makes me feel even lonlier than physically being alone. I don't like it. Maybe I need to dive deeper into drawing, and eventually people will naturally take interest in me
>>6373500
I feel this. I have to force myself to play games a lot now, and even then a lot of the time I'll just drop them after like an hour at most. I'd say it's because the industry is so shitty now, but even "classic" games I know will be good don't even interest me now. I think my brain is fried or something because all I can really bother with is music and manga, which can both be accessed with minimum effort at my own pace

>Being able to draw is my only interesting quality and the only reason anyone ever has an interest in talking to me
>Don't want to draw because I literally have 0 friends and the oppresive loneliness just makes me want to spend all day on 4chan trying to find people to add me on Discord

>>6262506
Then again though is it really unfair because I base my own self worth on drawing too