/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>19 years old
>decide to start drawing, want to be like my heroes
>start on August 2020
>fundies and more, constantly grinding
>never let myself doubt, go on and accept crit
>grind my fundies
>month 1 2 and 3 go by, barely improving, others are better than me but im still trying
>month 4
>finally break, acvept that Im talentless
>periods of giving up start
>now
>6 months wasted draeing and /ic/ told me I had zero progress, a child would do better than me
>had fun before but now I've been completely demoralized, nothing works, literally traumatized
What do? Why can't I improve?