/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I legit can't get out of /beg/ after 3 years of drawing.

I've been through; anatomy for sculptors, light and color, figure drawing for all it's worth, fun with a pencil, figure drawing: design and invention, and perspective made easy.
I don't know what else to do.
I even read some other books here and there but it's not working.
I've taken advice from others here and tried to improve.
Like adding gesture, trying to think in 3D, stylisation and more. However I'm stuck and can't improve.

I keep venting on different threads too so I annoy even more people.