/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>been trying for 3 months now to create my own blog where to upload shit daily
>what's stopping me is creating a new email address and being embarassed to form an artist alias
>every idea I have feels cringy as fuck
how the fuck can I get over this shit?
I do not wish to use email that has my actual name in it but just making the new one to be something like "pissdickfucks@something.com" doesn't leave a good impression to people
it's nearly impossible to make an address that isnt incredibly embarassing or littered with numbers, every good one is already taken by some fucking 10 year old that uses it to register to club penguin
Might even consider buying an actual address and not make a free one.

How should i proceed?
I really want to draw but when I draw without a place to put my drawings to, it all feels like it serves no purpose, also it'd create a nice backlog of works which I can compare my latest works to eventually