/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Art used to be what kept my chin up trough all the ugly shit in my life and the world in general, but now it's the source of my darkest depression.
I feel like art went from something that tried to elevate people and remind them to aspire to something greater and reach to something higher like true beauty or divinity, to something designed to satisfy their stupidest thoughts, their worst instincts and darkest desires. When I talk about how the art world is falling apart I'm not even talking to people who understand what I'm saying anymore, they just say art is fine because there are studios that draw fappable anime, or they're like yeah I agree with you them anime girls aren't as fappable as they used to be. It's all so far gone that you cannot even complain about the death of these things and be understood. I guess that's zoomers and porn addiction for ya.
I wish I could completely give up on this stuff but I know that if I stop I will kill myself. All that keeps me going in this mad world is something that gives me pain.