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Appear.

Seem.

Words that always stick me to the skin.

Like this undeniable sadness, whose overwhelming loyalty exhausts me.

If only you knew how to have simple discussion with someone asks me a considerable effort.

I want this natural ease that people hold: familiarity with others, this ease of socialization that make life so simple, so ... easy.

I have nothing to say.

I really see the disappointment in the eyes of those who wish to get to know me and well aware that in reality I have nothing of an extraordinary person.

These conversations punctuated by silences and discussions that fall has flat.

I'm so ashamed.

my words are scattered, (which sometimes causes great discomfort) does not develop the conversation (and later, much later, in my bed I think of everything the cool stuff I could say, but, like every time never left my mouth, fixed by nervousness) laugh like an idiot each of the about my interlocutor, nods either affirmative or negative, shrugs ....

I'm not talkative, speaking very little.

I have no charisma.

Holding the charm of a loser.

With the face of a failure.

I spend most of my time daydreaming, reading, watching TV shows, watch movies that nobody knows, listening to Chopin and Mozart (my two best friends since I was little)


The vacuum does not scare me anymore.

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>>8497240
fa in a nutshell

>> No.8497260

>>8497240
b8 or autistic not sure

>> No.8497263

>>8497258
75% sure people will ask w2c.

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>>8497263
ovate fucktard.

Yesterday, returning from work, I started to cry on the bus, the face against the glass. I closed my eyes, and I decided to drop everything.

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crying

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>>8497240
you sound like a ESOL autist OP

>> No.8497288

>>8497258
are there any pics of the hood up where they don't have their head down like they're depressed?

>> No.8497313

>>8497288
No. It's not cool, mom.

>> No.8497328

>>8497284
cyring

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I want this thread to go on forever

Relevant captcha: securing ngryboy

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>>8497285
I took an autism screening test and I'm not a fucking retarded autist.

>> No.8498079

>>8497240
Ease of socialization comes with experience. You're not someone who lacks a sixth sense that guides everyone but you into saying things that keep a conversation going; you're just a loner who hasn't learned to ride the bike yet.
The worst mistake anyone can make trying to get good at conversations is trying to think of interesting things to say, or carefully planning out sentences. The second worst mistake is thinking that you need to be glamorous or even interesting to have a conversation about you.
Recommended reading if you want more concrete advice: "The Shyness and Social Anxiety System"
And don't sit around accepting the 'vacuum,' dumbass, there's a person out there to whom you're perfect, and you're going to leave that person up a creek.
Polite sage for >>>/adv/

>> No.8498391

Take this poopoo butt thread to /b/