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>tfw a qt teen girl around 14, grimaced at my skinny jeans tucked an inch over all black chucks, whilst walking on the street.

>> No.7652917

give her the d

>> No.7652919

>all black chucks
What's hot topic like nowadays op?

>> No.7652930
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7652930

>tfw saw a guy dressed all black with roshes and HY on campus

>> No.7653750

>>7652902
>People look at me.
>Not sure if i'm attractive or repulsive.

Every day

>> No.7653757

>>7652902
but that's like the most normal shit you could be wearing
maybe she just always has a screwface on

>> No.7653775

why do you even notice teen girls?

>> No.7653788

>>7653775
Maybe he's heterosexual, you know?

>> No.7653805

>>7653788

#REKT

>> No.7653807

>>7653788
#realtalk

>> No.7653813

>>7652902
>All black chucks

well, there's your problem

>> No.7653819

>>7653788
>>7653805
>>7653807
#pedopride

>> No.7653824

>>7653819
Don't think you know what a paedo is, son

>> No.7653828
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7653828

>>7653788

>skinny jeans
>all black chucks
>heterosexual

>> No.7653834

>>7653824
Don't think you know what being a well adjusted person is, son

>> No.7653869
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7653869

>>7652930
>mfw I was that guy today.

>> No.7653892

>>7653824
I think is like a fart but in spanish.

>> No.7653903

should i get all black chucks or all black vans?

>> No.7653930

Allright fucker, this is for you and all other faggots who might make a same mistake as I did. Teenage girls, even those that are 14 years old, do sometime find you hot. What you fail to do is put yourself in their place. You see, she may find you hot but that doesn't really mean that she wants anything to happen between two of you. Think about it - how many hot girls do you see on a daily basis? Plenty. But how many of them do you actualy want to become intimate with? Probably none if you don't know them already well enough to be sure of your desire. By this point you beg to differ. But let me share some more of my insights so that you may better understand the point I'm trying to make: You see a pretty girl, and it's nice, but that should be it most of the time. Enjoy the sight. If you think that you realy do want to get intimate with her, talk to her. If your wishes are true and strong, you won't have any problems leting her know, and more often then not, when a girl feels she is desired that much she will give in. If you are, even subconsciously, doubtful you will begin to sutter, you will act out all weird and sheer awkwardnes of situation is going to block your cock.
And if you think I'm spouting some philosophical bullshit let me just tell you that I had plenty of time to think about this stuff when I did my time.

tl;dr
Cool story bro, but for your own sake you should probably just forget about it.

>> No.7653941

>>7653892
jajaja

>> No.7653947

>>7653903

All black chucks if you want to seem traditional and edgy in a teenage urban oughties way.

All black vans if you want to seem like an early oughties skater wannabe dork teen.

>> No.7653949

>>7653834
>not banging tight teen pussy every weekend
hahahahhaha i feel for you


legal where i live btw

>> No.7653974

>tfw she blew me off

why did she do that? the sex was so good the other night

>> No.7653972

>>7653949
>not looking at pictures of tight teen pussy every day
ftfy

>> No.7654028

>>7653947

we don't live in the eighties, so these shoes today have entirely different connotations. but purely aesthetically speaking, all black chucks look like charlie chaplin shoes to me. i think im gonna cop vans.

>> No.7654043

>>7653930
lol what the fuck is even your point

>"you wont bang every 14 year old you see!!"
this is true for every girl ever regardless of age...

>> No.7654037

>>7653903
if you want high tops, get all leather chucks
dont fuck with canvas

otherwise get vans

>> No.7654045

>>7654028

and with that being said i hope one day i will be able to afford both simultaneously

>> No.7654049

>>7653972
keep projecting

if it makes you happier ;)

>> No.7654061

>>7654037

nah brah canvas ages better than leather. sure it has a shorter lifetime but the patina is out of this world.

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>>7653750

god damn it

>> No.7654087
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7654087

>>7654061
IMO chucks are hella lame. i only got the leather high tops bc theyre edgy and hella cool.

>> No.7654140

>>7654037
the leather on chucks is god awful bonded shit

>> No.7654150

>>7654087
>chucks
>edgy
>hella cool
:^)

>> No.7654176

>>7654087

OG chucks with black laces is edgy and cool

>> No.7654183

>>7654087
no they aren't
and where I live at least they're overpriced as absolute fuck
if you're going to get chucks just get canvas so it doesn't look like you're trying

>> No.7654203
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7654203

>pulling out of a parking space
>grill walking towards my car gives me a disgusting look for no reason

what a bitch

>> No.7654209

>>7653930

>If you are, even subconsciously, doubtful you will begin to stutter, you will act out all weird and sheer awkwardness of situation is going to block your cock.

thats actually kind of true, anon

>> No.7654235

>>7654028
>eighties
?

>> No.7654281

>>7654049
keep pretending

if it makes you happier ;)

>> No.7654339

>>7653869
I don't know if that's a good thing, anon.

>> No.7654418

>>7654183
lol i got them 40% off at my job so i got them for the same price as canvas

>> No.7654457
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7654457

>>7653788

>> No.7654494

>>7652902
I was 14 I use to fuck 19-20 year olds.
Go for it OP next time

>> No.7654588
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7654588

>>7654494

>> No.7654607

>>7654588
I was a qt scene queen.
I saw the chance and took it.

>> No.7654626

>>7654607
I call bullshit.

>> No.7654642

>>7654607
post tits.

>> No.7654646

>>7654607
You wish.

>> No.7654648

>>7654607
I remember those days. You couldn't tell the 16 year old scene girls from the 18 year old scene girls. I accidentally punched one in the face and she came onto me pretty hard shortly afterwards.

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7654674

>>7654626
>>7654648
I was 14 here.
I use to say I was 18 and had a fake ID to get into 18+ concerts

>> No.7654711

>>7654674
You 2 ugly.
Why are all the teen whores ugly?

>> No.7654723

>>7654711
Cause we have daddy issues and self-esteem issues

>> No.7654741

>>7654674
lol you look 12 there

>> No.7654756

>>7654741
I still got away with it and fucked cute scene bois

>> No.7654762
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7654762

>>7654674
This qualifies as "qt scene queen"?

>> No.7654785

>>7654762
Bby u know you'd fuck

>> No.7654791

>>7654756
get outta here sicko

>> No.7654806

>>7654791
Why? ;-;

>> No.7654857

>>7654806
cuz u fuggly

>> No.7654872
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7654872

>>7654674
my god look what all those penises make to you.

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7654892

>>7654857
>>7654872
My boobs are cute tho

>> No.7654896

>>7654892
mods
also, saved to be put on /b/

>> No.7654897

>>7654892
post current face, u look less fat now

also elbows

>> No.7654915

>>7654087
>purple pants
>chucks
disgusting

>> No.7654936

>>7654897
elbows are illegal and unholy

>> No.7654931

>>7654897
I'm still fat.
I'm still not at my goal weight so I won't post current face.

>> No.7654968
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7654968

>>7654892
do you have pancake nipples? I like that

>> No.7654974

>>7654968
how can someone like pancake nipples

thats like liking meat flaps

>> No.7654978

>>7654968
Yeah I hate it ;-;

>> No.7655004

>>7654892
>being this much of a slut

>> No.7655013
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7655013

>>7655004
Can I be the official slut of /fa/

>> No.7655018

>>7655013
if u post elbows maybe

>> No.7655024
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7655024

>>7655013
lel I thought this was the ass at first

>> No.7655020

>>7655013
fuck off

>> No.7655021

>>7655013
only if you post sharpie in pooper. now

>> No.7655026

>>7655018
you too trunks you loser, fuck off

>> No.7655033

>>7655018
Do you have an elbows fetish or?

>> No.7655053

>>7655013
It's time to stop posting.

>> No.7655071
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7655071

>>7655018
Elbow

>> No.7655097

>>7655071
what the fuck
are you a lizard

>> No.7655107

>>7655097
You're a Lizard Harry

>> No.7655111

>>7655071
that's nasty
fucking fat bitches

>> No.7655113
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7655113

>>7655097
found their face pic

>> No.7655123

>>7654418
ah all good then
here canvas highs retail are ~$80 and leather is ~$140
a bit cheaper for lows but leather lows look awful

>> No.7655149

>>7655013
As long as you don't talk to trunks

>> No.7655313

>>7655024
it looks like some kind of dinosaur or mammoth now

>> No.7655319

>>7655024
>that red circle
#exposed you dumb bitch that's not how you spell tomato

>> No.7655322

>>7655013
yeah
sharpie in pooper

>> No.7655339

>>7652919
Ask Damir Doma.

>> No.7655350

>see someone remotely fashionable on campus
>fug wat if they recognize my fit from a waywt

>> No.7655361

>>7655071
wut is yr snapchat

>> No.7655433

>>7655071
im rock hard atm

>> No.7655455

>>7655350
This.

>Spy someone in full black
>Oh shit it's /fa/, I better hide in case he sees the holes in my rick.

>> No.7655476

>>7655433
Add me on snapchat daddy and I'll show you my pussy
My name is cumlov3r

>> No.7655489

>>7655476
it's a trap

>> No.7655499

>>7655476
>>7655489
actually it's not

>> No.7655510

>>7655489
>>7655499
Cumlov3r is my actual snapchat.
I talk to a couple guys from /fa/

>> No.7655513

>>7655013
fucking disgusting, please leave /fa/ cause your pancake ass is far from fashion

>> No.7655528
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7655528

>>7655513
"Pancake"

>> No.7655533

>>7655123
shit really? at UO in NYC canvas are about 45, leather 75? so it was so worth it to me to pay like ~40 for all leather high tops.

>> No.7655540

>>7655528
Post pic standing up. I bet it'll disappear.

>> No.7655546

>>7655510

yeah not anymore love

>> No.7655553
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7655553

>>7655540
Booty still thick

>> No.7655559

>>7655553
wrist thick af too bb

>> No.7655573

>>7655559
I'm still losing weight bbygurl

>> No.7655576

>>7655559
#suppressedshotsfired

>> No.7655582

>>7655559
i like u

>> No.7655590

>>7655553

you give me an upset tummy

>> No.7655593

>>7655582
Got jealous for a second. huh?

>> No.7655587

>>7655553
sequoia game on point

>> No.7655594

catfight

>> No.7655598

>>7655559
Do you even live here in the Pyrenees.

Srs.
I've never met anyone on 4chan whos from here.

>> No.7655605

>>7655593
no i just like how sassy she is

>> No.7655631

what
is her actual snapchat

>> No.7655642

>>7655631
Cumlov3r

>> No.7655647

>>7655631

u dont want it trust me

>> No.7655676
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7655676

>>7655582
t-thanks

>> No.7655680

I don't usually grimace when I see fashion disasters.

With me it's more "Are you fucking serious?" combined with "Watch me as I attempt to hold back my laughter " face.

>> No.7655693

>>7655680

nice dan

>> No.7655829

>>7652930
>>tfw saw a guy dressed all black with roshes and HY on campus

if youre at gsu that was likely me
wanna fight about it

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7655916

>the pic cumlov3r posted earlier
>lel

>> No.7655947

I always went after older guys when I was that age
Go for it next time

>> No.7655972

>>7655829

what hall do you sleep in, pussy

>> No.7655985
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7655985

>>7655947

>> No.7655991

>>7654674
>qt scene queen
>fat
Choose 1

>> No.7656000

>>7655916
>>7655528
>>7655071
>>7655024
>>7655013

Pig disgusting room.

>> No.7656025

>>7655013
spred me plz bby

>> No.7656762

>>7654281
are you like, implying that pulling 14 year olds is actually difficult or some shit??

dude, not everyone is a permavirgin wizard like you, deal with it

>> No.7657054

>>7653750
This so fucking much

>> No.7657123
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7657123

>tfw women and teenage girls love you
>little girls love you too
>tfw you only like little girls
>tfw you can't have little girls
This is true suffering. I have every option, even men, and I hate all of it, and I know if they knew how I really felt they would hate me.

I just want a cute little girl.
;_;

>> No.7657130

>>7657123
kill yourself lol

>> No.7657135

>>7657123
wow a legit pedo ??

have you thought about suicide?
because it would be in everyone's best interests

>> No.7657144

jesus christ this fat yucky 'scene' needs 2 g0

strong morals
strong being fat
strong not even hot

>> No.7657184
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>>7657135
Yes, I've thought about suicide every single day since I was twelve and really grasped what I felt.
It wouldn't be in everyone's best interests though. Mine, sure, but everyone elses?

My cousins 6mo old baby girl and 2yo boy, would surely suffer, and so would their parents because they'll need a new babysitter, and so would the new babysitter when the kids won't stop asking about me...
Then of course all the other people who interact the kids when the kids won't shut up about me, then of course the people who I live with and my mother when she finds out would blame herself, and likely tell everyone why I probably killed myself, and of course that will just bring more suffering.
My cousins will be horrified and assume I molested their kids, especially because I have to change their diapers when I take care of them overnight, or for a few days, then their kids would suffer because of the questioning, and then finally all the people I know would be shaken because they knew, and even liked a pedo, and they hated on his kind till he finally killed himself.

So no, it wouldn't be in everyone's best interest, just mine.
But yes, I'm a real pedo, I'm also attractive, well liked, and /fa/, welcome to reality.

>>7657130
You too, friend.
;~`)

>> No.7657189

>>7657184

Please get help before you scar the children for life.

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>>7657184

>> No.7657197

>>7657123
get help pls
I know it seems like something you can't control, but if you act on this you may hate yourself for the rest of your life. Even if you don't, many other people will.
You have to stop being self absorbed and realize the impact it has on the kid dude.

>> No.7657200

>>7657184

Ian Watkins? How the fuck are you on the internet you're supposed to be in jail.

>> No.7657204

>>7657184
too far man

>> No.7657239
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>>7657189
Liking kids is like liking your own gender, it's un-curable and you're just born with it.
It's really an orientation/sexuality, the modern sense of it being within genders has not always existed, and shouldn't.

>>7657200
I encrypt and never speak of it off anonymous places, he was and is an idiot.
Plus he was deluded and probably confused anime girls with real ones.
I like real little girls, not anime ones. Physically and emotionally.

>>7657204
Fuck off back to /adv/ you disgusting normal.
I'm not joking, go ask /r9k/ or /lgbt/, they're the boards I've been on most recently.

>>7657197
"Help."

>Even if you don't
They already hate me, or would if they knew, and I already hate me, so this is irrelevant.

>if you act on it
If I don't act on it I'll probably rape some little girl, kill one, or kill others, or at best, simply kill myself.
Liking kids, being a pedo, is not just sexual.

>You have to stop
Kids, and really everyone likes me, the impact on the kid is extremely positive.
Obviously you don't get around much either.

>> No.7657240

>>7657200
>doesn't know that prisoners have reg internet accsess

>> No.7657245

>>7657239
My point still stands.
An hero.
And do it for /b/, put on a show.

>> No.7657246

i'm reading these responses, and it seems like most of you don't realize a grimace is a look of displeasure and disgust. I highly doubt the OP was talking about a 14 year old girl who thought he was attractive.

>> No.7657265

>>7657239
>Liking kids is like liking your own gender, it's un-curable and you're just born with it.

you're fucking delusional mate

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7657279

>>7657245
You have no point aside from "I HAVE BEEN TOLD PEDOS ARE SICK AND RAPE CHILDREN AND HAVE NO SOUL WE MUST KILL PEDOS PEDOS FIRE DIE THEY RAPE CHILDREN NO BREATHE ME HATE PEDO PEDO RAPE CHILD CHILD NEED LOVE PEDO HABEN NEIN HERZ," or something along those lines.
Please anon, be rational, I love little kids, specifically little girls, and they love me.
Everyone wins.

You even win.
I'll babysit your daughter for free, just supply diapers or whatever else or give me a few dollars an hour for part of the overhead and I'll cover the rest, be it our paint, television, admission to the zoo or waterpark, or the trip to the museum, she'll be in a good, nice, friendly, safe environment with tons of fun and love.

>>7657265
Wouldn't I know better than you, or even many "scientists" as I have first hand experience, and I know far more pedos than any scientist will ever get their hands on?

These "scientists" agree with it being uncurable and that you're born with it, but don't agree that it's like liking the same gender because they have irrational hate.
Sure, they also have tons of delusions about the population of us, such as low IQ, left handedness, and a crisscross of sexual/parental wires causing us to not see children as kids but partners, but that's all because they only get access to the prisoners.
I don't.
I get the person experience, and I get people who are brutally honest and are not caught.

I can explain away every single misconception about pedos, because I actually looked into them.
Study the prison populations and you will see. IQ is lower in prisoners, and of course smart people aren't as likely to act, or get caught if they do. Left handedness, well, every pedo community has a poll for that and it's always about 80-85% right handed, 12-14~% left, and 6-10% dual handed.

You're the delusional one.

>> No.7657284

>>7657279
Did you ever fuck one?

>> No.7657285

>>7657239
And people still think eugenics is a bad thing.

>> No.7657314

>>7657279

Stop fooling yourself/justifying your bullshit and talk to a professional.

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>>7657284
Define "fuck one."

I haven't as far as I'm concerned, I mean I have probably molested my two cousins in most peoples eyes because I have had to change their diaper, regardless of it just being a diaper change, but that's just normals being delusional. Just because I find little girls cute and pretty and nice to be around doesn't mean if I so happen to see one naked or I have to aid them with something means I raped, molested, scarred, or anything of such to them.

I've never touched a child "inappropriately" by definition though.

>>7657285
Friendly reminder, the majority of people will be against eugenics because it's modifying, or killing their baby, or alternatively, is changing their gift from god, and that is "wrong."

Pedos are a good thing anyways anon.
Seriously, we're basically free babysitters who would do anything for your child to ensure their happiness and safety.
A human babysitter is one of the needed things we'll always need in society, no matter how much we advance. While all the other jobs vanish and you're only left to work with children or other human service things, would you want to work, or just lay back and do nothing? I'd rather work, because working with children isn't working. Be them babies, toddlers, or simply little kids, all of it isn't work to me.

>>7657314
I'm not going to fall for your shit anon-sun, we aren't that stupid.
I don't need to fool myself, I already lost the battle with thee a long while back. It's futile to try to fool or justify something to a wasteland, no matter how much you tell it it's pretty and nice, it won't work, regardless of how true or untrue it is.

>> No.7657452

>>7657336

Right, thanks for proving my point. >>7657314
here.

I've looked at pizza a few times and what I remember of it is that in all the vids the pedo has no empathy whatsoever towards the kid. The only reason it turned me on a bit was the power play factor, but you can dress up your grill in pigtails and stick a lollipop in her mouth to achieve the same thing.
That's what it's about if you ask me. A feeling of inferiority that manifests itself in you wanting a sexpartner you can have control over. Go find a good sub or something.

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>>7657452
>I've looked at
So have I, and yes, some of them are like that.
Others aren't.

I absolutely hate the tara videos, and honestly, the majority of the popular ones.
They're sick.
The kid is often crying, dead in the face and numb, or begging for it to stop.

But then there's other ones I've seen.
The kid is happy, they're talking, it's not silent, the kid smiles, often laughs/giggles, and everything is nice.
Those, while I don't really approve of them uploading it onto the internet, personally, if I knew that type of relationship was going on, which I have through videos before, I wouldn't report it.

The number of good videos are beyond overcasted by the disgusting forceful ones. If this is because there are less of us that actually love children than ones that molest children, or if it's because we have more control, or are simply more respectful and don't film it, I can't say, all I can say is that's unfortunate for everyone. The child, the pedos who "consume" it, and really everyone involved with anyone or thing related to the video.

There's a reason why I don't like CP, and there's a reason why I say it's not good for anyone's mind(s).
While I think the good CP, the nice ones, such as the few german ones and the one American one I have seen, the majority are not. They show the good side of things, they show kids happy, they show non-forceful, happy, fun, "good" sexual times between kids and adults. Rather it is or isn't consensual is not relevant here, but the way the relationship, and sexual time(s) are done, there is no harm being done by that. Weather or not harm will happen later is what can only be determined in a few years, when these girls grow up a little more and I can brutally beat the web with a lead pipe till I find them and stalk them to see how they are naturally.

~Continued~

>> No.7657499

>>7657336
you could talk to a proffessional without stop being a pedophile you know.

It is suppose to help you not act out on your urgues, as long as they don't try to convert you and dont judge you to much, it is probably really good to talk about it with someone.

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>>7657452
>>7657498
>Power
It was, and never is about power to me.
That's one of the most disgusting things to me. It's almost as hard to "get off" to as adult porn for me, and it is certainly more sickening to me. As in physically and psychologically. It literally makes me throw up for days on end and feel physically sick in general.

That doesn't mean it hasn't grown on me, or I haven't jerked to it many times before.
It's one of the reasons why I want the hate from society to calm down, and it's one of the reasons why I dislike this type of CP. Because it's more common, it's much easier to get your hands on, and because society hates on you, you begin to believe them.
Because all you see is this, and all you hear is this, you begin to tear apart. You adapt.
You begin to adopt their views as yours, you begin to think that that's all you want to do, and all of that, but the thought of it hurting them never leaves your mind. So the tearing continues and continues till you finally are beside yourself, and the only thing that can help you is proof you aren't like that, proof that you don't and wouldn't just rape a child like the sick monster you are.
This process has given me tons of mental issues that without being around kids bombard me constantly, and with them, only get better while I'm with then, then the doubt usually returns, and the avoidance begins once again.

When I'm around kids, it all fades, the control, the mental issues: really everything bad.
Before all of it, I still remember, and I still have old evidence, I never thought about it. It was always just wanting to hug them, cuddle them, play with them, kiss them, make them smile, even from when I was 12years old and never had a younger sibling or anything of such.
That side still is there when I'm around kids, but when I'm not, that fades a lot now. I still feel that, but then there's the other side, as I've explained. And so multiple personalities, schizophrenia, and all other stuff comes in.

>> No.7657534

>>7657521
Have you tried looking into therapy? I'm not trying to discredit anything you're saying, believe me. You seem smart, and it would be a shame for you to never work through these issues.

>> No.7657540

what the fuck did this thread turn into

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>>7657540

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>>7657452
>>7657498
>>7657521
But enough with the life story, back on topic.

>Pigtails and lolipop
The thing is, I don't like how adults look, and like I've explained, dominance is certainly not my thing.

>That's what it's about if you ask me, a feeling of inferiority
Well maybe it is to you, and so you have a fetish for dominance, or children depending on how it went down, but that's not the case for me.

As I said before, women like me, teenagers like me, and little kids like me, of both genders, so I don't really see the inferiority coming in, especially because, before you go there, I have an above average dick.

As far as control and sex partner, we've been over it.
But then why do I want them for more than sex? Mostly for non-sexual stuff?

>Go find a sub
People always say for me to find a DD(D) relationship, but that's not what I want.
I want a real daughter/little girl.
Kids are different, and not just in looks. I don't care about abusing them or forcing them to do something, in fact, I'm pussy whiped by children.
That's the opposite from what I want.

>>7657499
Not only am I poor, but I already know how they work.
I'd rather speak on here, or read other pedos stories in the communities that come up and go down every few days.

My issue isn't acting on urges, but not being able to, urges being wanting to be around children and all of that.

>>7657534
Look at b4uact's website, they have some statistics regarding how therapy went for the public, so obviously people may have voted good to make it seem fine when they weren't pedo, but there's a good majority that say it was horrible.
I know the policies, it just isn't an option in America.

Worst thing is I can't even talk to other pedos who understand because they could be the po-po and all that.
Not to mention they often disappear, the one I did make and knew dropped off the web for 3months and isn't speaking to me now after I helped him out of suicide.
One day, a month or so after, he just vanished.

>> No.7657562

>>7657550
could you imagine trying to have a conversation with a kid though? I mean do you just want to treat them like your daughter but have sex with them?

>> No.7657575

>>7657550
I've gone through some of the things you have (albeit to a far lesser extent), and I know that it can be really helpful to just have someone to listen to you. I'm here if you want to talk.

>> No.7657601

>>7657550
you think he finally killed himself?

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white people be like...

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>>7657562
>Could you
Not everything has to be a fierce debate or something of such, sure, at first, when they're young I certainly would have anything spectacular discussion wise, but I don't mean to.
Not everything has to be through words anon, most of my thoughts and feelings aren't even projected by words in my mind like it seems most are, anymore that is. Things just flow naturally, I don't even think about what I'm typing most of the time, I just type.

To be honest, when do you talk with an adult girlfriend/boyfriend?
I mean, what do you talk about that you don't with a kid?
There's rarely any relationships involving deep scientific discussions, usually it's just where/what/how and basic things. Occasionally an issue in their life, but the same is for children, it's just a bit more basic typically.

>I mean do you want to
Well it depends.
I don't really agree with how most people treat their kids, but to some degree, yes.
However I'd like to also do some more relationship type things.

To be honest it's a mix of a parent and a normal relationship to put it simply.
While theoretically I'd like to have sex with them, I'm not sure if it's something I'd do in real life with them. How it plays out, I can't say, but really all I want is a daughter who, like a good parent, I actually pay attention to their needs.
Now if that would turn romantic and we start cuddling, possibly kissing, sleeping in the same bed, or something more, I couldn't really say.
Really it goes from parental stuff down to intimacy/cuddling down to kissing and then finally at the bottom of things, sexual stuff.

I'd be fine with just having a daughter-type relationship with no sex, or any cuddling, although I'm sure it'd eventually happen because everyone likes physical contact, even if that meant I'd die a virgin.
Controlling myself or "urges" isn't the issue, like I've said about my cousins, it's just the fact that it's pretty lonely and hopeless in this reality for me.
Everything is a lie...

>> No.7657629

>>7657623
how many relationships have you been in

don't lie

>> No.7657631

>>7657550
why is this happening on effay
i thought this bullshit was limited to r9k

>> No.7657638

>>7657631
>IMPLYING MODS

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>> No.7657652

>>7657521

So basically your parental instincts are kicking in? You sound like you would really want to have family. Shit, go for it, anon.

>> No.7657659

>>7657652
There are obviously a lot more factors going on here than just parental instinct. Having a family might not be the best idea for him.

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>>7657575
Maybe one day anon, but I still need to create a new secure email and all that...

>>7657601
Suicide isn't my thing.
Regardless of how much I desire and want to die, to either be sent down to hell "where you (I) belong" and where I feel I would be happier, or to fade away into blissful nothingness to experience no more suffering, it's not going to happen.

I'll wait for the day the posts I post on here attracts too much attention and a mod decides to get rid of me, and the bullets fly, for then I would have either tried to do something, or was on my way to doing something for the better of the world.

>>7657629
Define "relationships," you see, I have had a few online as cover, or jokingly with them so people wouldn't ask us out, and I have had a small relationship with a teen girl in 8th grade, really we just did a few dates and was in the same classes, but it worked out as a relationship till I left.
With kids, not really any that I would consider a relationship.

I've been asked out a lot though, hence why I had a few covers so they would back off, but the young teen years are gone and online relationships are futile in after barely-teen life, and would be looked at as a sham.
People always think I'm gay because of the denying of "hot" chicks, even though I deny men too. Thankfully I have my ways of blowing off the entire idea of relationships before 25 down since I was about 13, maybe 14.

>>7657631
It happens on /lgbt/ too m80, welcome to hell.

>>7657652
But I don't like women, and I never have.
Unless parental instincts kick in around puberty (11-13) and I just so happened to always crush on little girls, and just so happened to be Asexual but went crazy because of my parental instincts, then no, that's not the case.

>>7657659
;_;

>> No.7657673

>>7657667
So you've been involved with a total of one people.

In grade eight.

Yeah.

>> No.7657688

>>7657667
Maybe it would be helpful to give a "normal" relationship a shot? I'm not saying you should go into it expecting marriage and all that shit, but isolating yourself is an awful solution. Do you have many female friends?

>> No.7657726

>>7657688
>Maybe it would be helpful to give a "normal" relationship a shot?
Yes, he should start lying to another person about his disgusting self.

>> No.7657734

>>7657726
You think staying alone and being miserable all the time is a better way to live? Fuck being alone.

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>>7657673
Well we never had sex, or kissed, or anything of that.
As I said, I'm not really attracted to them, and I avoid it.

>>7657688
I wouldn't really call them friends, but yes.
The issue I have with it is that I am almost positively assured that they would want me hung for what I like, and that alone, even if I found one that was nice, would kill it.
Plus I don't like sex or any of that too much, and I wouldn't want to do it whatsoever, so it kind of kills the relationship.

I just don't see much of a point in going out with them though.
I've never found them attractive, and I know they hate "my kind" so it just seems pretty useless to me.
Like I feel no sexual attraction whatsoever, and emotionally it's minimal, and that's usually just friend-like, and that's usually, always, crushed by the hate that I know they likely feel.

>>7657726
Basically this.
Like I said earlier, "everything is a lie..."

>>7657734
[youcan'tspoil-spoiler]T-t-t-that's why I'd like to adopt.[/youcan'tspoil-spoiler]
Sadly that's not an option because I was born male, and obviously people don't trust males with kids because apparently males are controlled by their dick and are supposed to hate children.

>> No.7657749

>>7657734
So the pedo is really the only person that matters. The fact that he is constantly betraying the trust of other people doesn't matter, as long as he is doing something for himself it's alright. As long as someone is filling a slot in his life and relieving him of his misery temporarily that's just fine.

This is exactly why no one likes pedos.

>> No.7657758

>>7657750
>and obviously people don't trust males with kids because apparently males are controlled by their dick and are supposed to hate children.
its hilarious because in your case they actually have a reason not to trust you
you just don't get it
regardless of whether or not you are gonna "think with your dick" and molest them no one wants their kid hanging out with a fucking pedophile because they know what's going on in your head
they know that your actions are always going to be subtly influenced by your sexuality even if it's not blatant
they know

>> No.7657775

>>7657750
What I'm saying is you've never been in a real relationship.

Ever.

You're a loser.

>> No.7657782

>>7657758
You're just super helpful, aren't you?
>>7657750
I don't know what to say... I just hope that some day you can find a way to live happily. Everyone deserves that much.
>>7657749
I never said he's the only person that matters. But he does matter. I'm just trying to help.
>>7657775
And you're an asshole.

>> No.7657785

>>7657782
Better an asshole than a loser.

deal w/ it :)

>> No.7657793

>>7657785
So says the asshole.

>> No.7657821

>>7657793
Ikr? Have fun being the loser tho

>> No.7657824

>>7657782
>You're just super helpful, aren't you?
you're just have super self serving delusions, you need a reality check every once in a while, and if you're going to shit up /fa/ then that's what you'll get

>> No.7657829

>>7657782
>And you're an asshole.
No, you're an asshole. For posting on /fa/, for being a pedophile, and for trying to get people to sympathize with your scummy asses then getting whiny when it doesn't happen just as you expected.

>> No.7657837

>>7657750

>upset that people don't trust males with kids because males are controlled by their dick
>is a pedophile who jerks off to CP

y-yeah, those darn prejudiced people, drawing totally illogical conclusions about m-men

>> No.7657841

>>7657184
ANON- there is nothing wrong with you; as long as you don't force yourself on someone you have done nothing wrong

>> No.7657858

>>7653750
>>7654062
>>7657054
damn are u serious? like idk if u know youre well dressed why would you think people find you repulsive? why would you even care actually?

there will always be ppl that dont like your style, why would u care?

>> No.7657861

>>7657829
I'm just trying to talk to this guy. Reactions like yours only make things worse.
>>7657837
masturbation =/= molestation. The main difference being that touching yourself is better than touching little kids.
>>7657824
I don't think anyone ITT seriously believes that molesting children is okay, or that people are generally accepting of pedophiles.

>> No.7657881

>>7657861
Yeah, you should totally be able to adopt if you masturbate to kids. Nothing bad can possibly happen.

>> No.7657878

>>7654183
>>7655123
wtf they cost like 50€ on a lot of websites

>> No.7657890

>>7657782
>But he does matter.
Then why does he matter more than they do? If he matters and they matter, then he can go to a therapist and be honest. Or he can find some other degenerates of his kind to associate with because they're the only people who will knowingly put up with his presence.

>> No.7657896

>>7657861
>masturbation =/= molestation.
Everyone knows this, sherlock. It doesn't mean it's acceptable. If I had a crippled sister, the least person I'd want aiding her is a dude who masturbates to Katawa Shoujo and other shit with disabled girls.

>> No.7657928

>>7657890
I never said he matters more than they do. I think therapy would help him a hell of a lot, but there has to be a foundation of trust for that to happen. How can he trust someone when, if that person tells ANYONE about his condition, he could be fucked over even harder, for life? It's a tricky situation.

>> No.7657936

>>7657896
Everyone needs an outlet for their emotions. He's had these feelings apparently since he was twelve, so I think it's obvious that they aren't just going to magically disappear. I'd say a person touching themselves in the privacy of their own home is infinitely better than him going out and molesting children.

>> No.7657948

Cold i thought you was dead.