/fa/ - Fashion

[Anonymous No.6394990]

How many of you guys suffer from depression/anxiety/any disorders?

[Anonymous No.6394995]

>generalized anxiety disorder
checking in

[Anonymous No.6394997]

depression

[Anonymous No.6395041]

>>6394990
avpd, depressionn, paranoid personality disorder

[Anonymous No.6395042]

uuuuhhhh has panic attacks i think

[Anonymous No.6395045]

>>6394990
social anxiety, depression

[Anonymous No.6395050]

Anxiety, Major Depression, Manic-Depression. Life is fun and full of wonder.

[Anonymous No.6395056]

>>6395042
Seriously? I thought that guy was just a bog standard person

>>6394995
>>6394997
>>6395041
>>6395045
>>6395050
You guys wanna talk about it?

[Anonymous No.6395059]

major depression, ADD and social anxiety here

:+)

[Anonymous No.6395070]

depression and niggeritis

[Anonymous No.6395075]

yall cowards self diagnosing lil bitches to escape ur petty lil problems get a life fuckers

[Anonymous No.6395082]

>>6395056
I have to make pretty good friends with someone before I can speak comfortably with them (social anxiety)

[Anonymous No.6395091]

Some fun mix of those, sure.

[Anonymous No.6395093]

>>6395075
haha u got me!
i get my kicks out of faking depression on anonymous message boards

[Anonymous No.6395095]

>>6395070
lol'd

[Anonymous No.6395099]

>>6395075
>self diagnosing
>not having been in therapy and prescribed medication yet

Do I sound THAT previous level?

[Anonymous No.6395104]

>>6395070
fucking Japanese girls that were raised by their Japanese fathers who en-grain submissiveness into their daughters personality. I have this cute Japanese chick in my class that is too shy to go up to class for presentations and when I try to talk to her she always agrees with shit and is super conservative and annoying to be with, but she acts way different around her girl friends. WHY JAPS WHY

[Anonymous No.6395105]

>>6395082
oh and I can't pee in public bathrooms

[Anonymous No.6395117]

>>6395105
WTF Last time I was at the zoo I had to pee for 9 hours and finally gave in and went to the closed stalls.

[Anonymous No.6395119]

>>6395093
>>6395099

it's all in your heads

fuckin melons

[Anonymous No.6395125]

>>6395117
It's not even just if someone's looking, if I think someone can hear, I physically can't go.

[Anonymous No.6395126]

>>6395119
You say that as if there's something worse

[Anonymous No.6395151]

>being depressed is /fa/

[Anonymous No.6395161]

>>6395125
I always try to visualize my first piss in the morning and do everything in my power to use a stall.

[Anonymous No.6395168]

>>6394990
Oldboy was a good fucking movie

[Anonymous No.6395178]

all my people that have mild depression or severe dont worry because! theres someone that loves u! and hes a rapper with gold teeth - Lil B

[ugh !!oPRcR2l32bf No.6395180]

Sometimes, when I'm stressed, I have an overwhelming urge to cut my arms off.

[mike No.6395182]

If I was posting anonymously...

[Anonymous No.6395190]

social anxiety
frequent anxiety attacks when outside
depression

[Anonymous No.6395203]

Sever depression, manic-depression, anxiety, schizoid personality disorder. That's all I can remember atm, though my therapist is speculating sociopathic behaviors and multiple personality disorder.

Also, good movie, OP.

I also take no meds, shit's like a rollercoaster.

[Anonymous No.6395206]

no because I am superior

[Anonymous No.6395220]

>>6395056
I haven't had friends since elementary school, i dropped out of college. idk what the fuck i'm doing. i've never felt close to anyone

[Anonymous No.6395222]

>>6395119
>>6395075
>le viper and zomby memes
confirmed /mu/ user suffering from autism

[Anonymous No.6395231]

My anxiety is so bad I can't even make myself book an appointment with a psychologist to talk about my anxiety

am I /fa/ yet?

[Anonymous No.6395238]

>>6395203
your therapist sounds like he's just reaching into a hat

[Anonymous No.6395254]

Quite a few pathologies have been pushed my way over the years. I'd say I definitely have panic attacks. The key is to get exercise and fight through them.
I'f you're having panic attacks, you should be working out, there's no excuses.

[Anonymous No.6395259]

i suffer from sheltered life
>tfw no shitty minimum wage job

wasting my time in college

[Anonymous No.6395293]

I'm just shit with talking to people and I make them feel uncomfortable because I always look pissed and quiet

I wouldn't say I still have depression and anxiety though

[Anonymous No.6395294]

>>6395168
>>6395203
I thought that scene was quite fitting

Yeah, I just take St Johns Wort, which is supposed to be a natural anti depressant but idk whether to make the transition to anti depressants just yet..

>>6395220
I'm a college student myself, and whilst everyone acts all jolly and friendly around me, I know what they think of me. I would say it's kind of saddening, but I didn't think much highly of them in the first place

[Anonymous No.6395310]

>>6395294
>>6395220

dayum and here I thought /fa/ was a bunch of sociable hardcore party type 20 somethings with privileged backgrounds

[Anonymous No.6395312]

depression and paranoid schizophrenia

[Anonymous No.6395319]

>>6395238
Nah, it just took me a while to actually talk about myself and more in-depth look into what I actually feel and do.

[Anonymous No.6395321]

I'm only on /fa/ so I can learn how to look basic and casual as fuck so nobody pays me any attention

[Anonymous No.6395329]

How would I go about calling up a therapist to book a session? Something like "Hi there, my name is X I was hoping to book a session in for sometime this week."? I've never done this thing before.

Dayum I feel like a sperg.

[Anonymous No.6395381]

mild depression/ social anxiety w sparse panic attacks

>>6395294
you noticed any changes with st johns wort? copped a pack but i read it takes 3-4 weeks to give any effect

[Anonymous No.6395383]

>>6395329
Just do it and dont worry once everything happens you arent going to look back and be like "ugghh i should of said X and X differently while setting up my appointment"

[Anonymous No.6395395]

>>6395381
I don't think it's that effective, but it's just knowing that you've taken it that changes your mood, I think. I'd give it a go anyway now you've bought em, I don't think they damage anything

[Anonymous No.6395399]

>>6395383
But I always look back.

I always look back.

[Anonymous No.6395411]

depression. I deal with it by taking adderall.

[Anonymous No.6395444]

>>6395119
Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?

[Anonymous No.6395471]

I am just so fucking edgy every time I fall in love

it's just something I can't stand. I feel sick and sad and everything at the same time, I fucking hate that feel. prolly some kind of retardness.

[Anonymous No.6395472]

>>6395399
Just remember when you get through something hard it's always better afterwards :)

[Anonymous No.6395474]

>tfw all your doctors keep telling you to buy a bike
>finally decide to buy one
>wtf these are all so expensive
>realize I've paid more for pairs of shoes
>what have i become

[Anonymous No.6395476]

Does opiate addiction count..? I have severe anxiety attacks and it's one of the only ways that helps.

[Anonymous No.6395486]

>>6395476
Heroin?

[Anonymous No.6395491]

ADHD inattentive, social anxiety report in.

>never wear nice clothes out because too self conscious
>not good at talking to people, never "pull it off" when wearing outfits
>wanting to die every time I panic

[Anonymous No.6395493]

>>6395472
T-thanks man

I hope I'll make it.

[Anonymous No.6395502]

>>6395486
Tried it a few times recently, wasn't bad but all dealers around here con the shit out of you with the stuff. Im mainly an oxyconton and morphine kinda guy.

[Anonymous No.6395504]

>>6395493
You'll make it if you take the initiative, trust me you'll be much happier sometimes you just need someone to talk too

[Anonymous No.6395522]

tourettes syndrome (only super minor symptoms)
very minor ocd
probably very minor narcissism

[Anonymous No.6395524]

>>6395504
>>6395493

If you're ever feeling down, watch this guys vids http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PGmFT_H2BQ

>>6395502

Pls don't get addicted, mate

[Anonymous No.6395532]

woohoo!

Anxiety, panic attacks, depression, some fucked up eating disorders, hallucinations, mnyehhh.

>TFW no longer afraid of the things that follow me around in the dark since I've told myself that they know the worst thing they could do to me is to allow my life to continue the way it is

[Anonymous No.6395534]

>>6395524
Thanks man. Been off it for a couple days due to a mate stealing my money for heroin. It's been rough but might be a godsend.

[Anonymous No.6395536]

>>6395524
What the fuck am I watching

[Anonymous No.6395546]

>>6395534
Was it a full Trainspotting esque cold turkey journey? Haha, nah but well done anyways. I'm not so much a drug guy but I have experimented quite a bit in the past

[Anonymous No.6395557]

Used to be depressed/suicidal until I started getting laid/dating. Shit worked like a charm

[Anonymous No.6395559]

>>6395546
I lost ten lbs from shitting my brains out, and I've been shaking, but a lot less fashionable than trainspotting. Heroin chic isnt all it's cracked up to be. What have you tried mate?

[Anonymous No.6395563]

>>6395524
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PGmFT_H2BQ
holy shit brings back memories this fucker is so weird

[Anonymous No.6395576]

>>6395559
Damn, sounds a bit disgusting haha. Just psychedelics really, but fucking around a lot with LSD. I used to let them dissolve into my eyes and get majorly fucked up, shroom sandwiches, weed/salvia/agaric extract cocktails, wow I did some dumb shit in the past haha

[Anonymous No.6395579]

>>6395231
i know what that's like, buddy. I never would have gone to a psych in the first place if my computer didn't break. I was using the internet as a crutch and when my pc busted and without a tv I had nothing to keep my mind occupied. I was listening to the fucking radio to keep myself from going crazy.

[Anonymous No.6395589]

idk op but today I had a migraine (probably from anxiety and stress) and now I am awake at 3 AM because I woke up from a dream where I had experienced an intense childhood memory. i woke up feeling delirious and panicky :(

[Anonymous No.6395590]

>>6395254
yeah, exercise can help a bit. bike rides help me deal with anger

[Anonymous No.6395609]

>>6395293
sounds like avpd
>>6395294
is it because you're an odd bird?
>>6395329
tell them you're thinking of committing suicide in the near future :)
that'll get you an appointment right quick
>>6395474
>tfw your shrink owns a bike shop

[Anonymous No.6395610]

>>6395579
Huh. I'm tempted to take a hammer to my computer now.

[Anonymous No.6395617]

>>6395609
An appointment and a perma stay in the pillow house. No thanks.

[Anonymous No.6395620]

>>6395491
just wear good quality basics. really nice jeans, really nice tees and sneakers. that's what i do

[Anonymous No.6395640]

I'm a drug addict. I guess that could be included in behavioral disorders

[Anonymous No.6395662]

>>6395620
hell yeah, this dude knows.

I can never pull of the shit that some guys on here wear, but I use all the knowledge to pull off the basics as well as possible.

[Anonymous No.6395667]

>>6395576
I know that feel man. I've tried psychs and coke for concerts and it was great. Gotta love being young.

[Anonymous No.6395682]

You guys should keep pets around. They make you happy.

[Anonymous No.6395684]

>>6395056
I get some level of anxiety whenever I eat in front of people. My throat just closes up, and sometimes it gets to the point where I'd almost throw up if I taste something that isn't my saliva. Whenever this occurs it feels like my tongue is 500% more effective. Rice doesn't taste or feel like the regular old rice I would have every so often, suddenly I can feel its sticky and slimy texture allover my mouth and can taste every fucking grain. Then my mind relates it to something totally disgusting like vomit, and then I think of myself vomiting and start planning the quickest way to the bathroom in the event that I do vomit. This of course makes everything worse, but I can't help it. It sucks. I go to parties and never eat anything other than water. It gets worse when people say "Anon did you even eat yet?" or "anon you eat so little" or my most hated one "you eat less than my sister". I don't want to tell them because I know they'll think I'm crazy when I tell them that I can't eat in front of people because I get nervous/nauseous. Then they'll make fun of me which is great for them but fucking sucks for me cause I wish I could laugh, but I can't cause having this fucking sucks.

I've had it for about 2 years now and I'm slowly learning more about it. 8 months ago I learned that water really helps me eat, so ever since then I've had a cup of water with me whenever I eat. I know that it's all in my head. I've tried things like fooling my brain by not hesitating to eat something, but that only works until food is put in my mouth, at which point everything in my mouth is 500% more potent and then comes the nausea.


I also have this weird level of anxiety on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays in the mornings on the commute to school. Though I've been dealing with this by listening to music while on the bus. It helps a lot because I can actually listen to music instead of listening to the voice in my head telling me to panic.

[Anonymous No.6395686]

>>6394990
If you have depression you are living in the past.

If you have anxiety you are living in the future.

If you are at peace, you are living in the present.

[Anonymous No.6395687]

>>6395667
Yeah man, I'm only 19, I suppose that's still kind of young. Unsure whether to jump back on that wagon whilst I can..

[Anonymous No.6395694]

>>6395682
one of my cats ran away :0

[Anonymous No.6395697]

>>6395686
and if u post stuff like this, u r a fag

[Anonymous No.6395706]

I'm prone to these weird mood-swings where I'll be fine one moment then crying over some stupid thing I did then fine 30 minutes later. I don't know whats wrong with me.

[Anonymous No.6395708]

>>6395684
similar thing, ive got food allergies and every time I eat I think I'm having a reaction and have an anxiety attack but because the anxiety attack feels like I can't breath I don't know if I'm actually having a reaction or not
so I never eat in front of people, its awkward going to social things and sitting at the table not eating when everyone else is so I rarely go anywhere with people

[Anonymous No.6395711]

>>6395706
Are you grl? My gf told me that she was walking down a stairwell and started crying when she thought of how badly Data is treated in some Star Trek episodes.

[Anonymous No.6395721]

>>6395687
You and I both! You go to uni? And if you have self control, go for it. The key to life is moderation, and just like fashion you gotta learn what works for you.

[Anonymous No.6395722]

>>6395711
No, I'm a boy. But I can relate.

[Anonymous No.6395730]

>>6395711

[Anonymous No.6395732]

But on a real level, does anyone feel extremely depressed when they're alone? I suffer from panic attacks in my dreams etc. whenever I think how 'alone' I am. Realistically I could see people every day -- I'm out in the countryside though, and it's not densely populated. I feel pressure in my skull on days I think about being alone. The subtle drone of existence is like a heavy weight on my head, slowly cracking me open, day by day. All I want is a qt gf to take away all this pain. ;_;

[Anonymous No.6395737]

>>6395711
lol women

[Anonymous No.6395747]

>>6395708
Always ask for something to drink, like water. It helps a lot.

What I do often is prepare my fork/spoon, but before putting it in my mouth I take a quick sip of water and swallow it so that my throat is accustomed to water, and when the food comes in it doesn't have enough time to "close up" before I swallow.

Other, more bearable times, I take a few sips of water to clear my throat, and then take a few deep breaths. It helps a lot after I just swallowed some food.

[Anonymous No.6395775]

>>6395711
To be fair, Data was kinda misunderstood.

[Anonymous No.6395782]

>>6395747
I'll usually get a drink with heaps of ice so when it melts it looks like I've been drinking it, then just poke around the food so it looks like I've eaten a bit

[Anonymous No.6395793]

>>6395732
I know that feel Anon. I've started hanging out with gay guys because it gives me a sense of intimacy and being loved that I can't otherwise get because I'm fucking terrible with women.

No homo.

[Anonymous No.6395794]

>>6395782
Are you able to drink water at least?
Your experiences sound a lot more severe than mine.

I never get too much food because I know I end up fearing what people will say when I don't finish it. It's happened many times, and thinknig about it in advance always makes things worse, so I always get about half of what I'd actually want to eat on my plate, then go for seconds/thirds later, each with a lesser amount than previously.

[Anonymous No.6395796]

>>6395775
I feel like Measure of a Man must have done it. Bruce Maddox was the worst.

[Anonymous No.6395804]

>>6395794
I always deny food when people offer, I think everyone assumes I'm some kind of anorexic dieting freak since I'm already pretty skinny.

[Anonymous No.6395809]

>>6395706
I'm always set off by the stupidest shit. One time i was cleaning the house and went fully radge because the sink wouldn't polish up well enough, ended up on the floor shaking with fucked up knuckles lel.

[Anonymous No.6395810]

Anxiety
Ive been off Xanax for a while trying to live without being drugged
its pretty hard not to go back

[Anonymous No.6395812]

>>6395794
Nah drinking gives me anxiety too, I lost so much weight from it all that I had to go to hospital for a while

[Anonymous No.6395813]

>>6395793
Ik you probably don't think it but that is so deep bro.

[Anonymous No.6395814]

>>6395721
I do yeah! Very true mate, I can handle em pretty well so maybe

[Anonymous No.6395815]

>>6395804
Yeah I always say that I ate before attending the party. Mostly because I know that I'll be experiencing that nausea, but if it's a party hosted by one of my relatives, it's because my they're pretty fucked up people.

[Anonymous No.6395825]

—anxiety and anxiety attacks
—Depression
—B.P.D

[Anonymous No.6395850]

>>6395825
I love KRS One too

[Anonymous No.6395853]

>>6395775
i always related to data

[Anonymous No.6395855]

>>6395825
are you me?
or are those just really common these days?

[Anonymous No.6395862]

>>6395812
Damn that's terrible. I'm so sorry. If you lived in western Canada I'd like to get a meal or something, help you out even though I'm not even 100% capable.

I'd hate to bring this up, but what was eating with others like, as a kid?

I remember when I was a kid, whenever I would eat with my relatives, they would always compare me with my cousins or strangers and shit like that. They'd make fun of me and make the connection to my weight and it would always be a bad time to eat in front of them.
That probably never had an effect on me, but I also remember that when I was in high school, I never ate at school. I always walked home and ate at home in my room in front of the computer. This is probably the biggest contributor to my problem, since I never got used to into eating in front of people.

I'm a pretty social guy and have no problem meeting new people. It's just when there's food involved is when everything goes to shit.

[Anonymous No.6395868]

>>6395814
Sweet! Then go out, do your thing, have fun, but just remember to be safe anon.

[Anonymous No.6395874]

>>6395810
I can't keep myself on the medications. I believe all it does is mask the problem. I want to die after every single conversation I have now.

>>6395855
It's just the websites you visit.

[Anonymous No.6395877]

>tfw opiates just kicked in

So good.

[Anonymous No.6395880]

Getting off benzos is the hardest thing you'll ever do. It can take years. Keep fighting and the neurons will restore, it just takes a while.

[Anonymous No.6395881]

>>6395862
I was always fine as a kid, then one night about 5 years ago I went out to dinner somewhere and randomly had a massive anxiety attack, I've been gradually getting better but I doubt I'll ever completely get over it
I know what you mean about the social thing, so much people do revolves around food and it makes it so difficult to socialize

[Anonymous No.6395896]

>>6395881
i get massive anxiety attacks when i get hangovers
just started in the past year too
makes the next day already more of a bitch then it already is

[Anonymous No.6395901]

>>6395896
Can't you just not get drunk?

[Anonymous No.6395906]

>>6395697
no u r a fag

[Anonymous No.6395907]

>>6395901
no drinking nights are the one chance i have to escape reality
otherwise i'd be more depressed than i already am

cant smoke weed either cause that causes massive anxiety attacks

[Anonymous No.6395910]

I have a penis and therefore, I might become a rapist at one point in my life.
Feels bad.

[Anonymous No.6395920]

>>6395910
you raped your mother when you were inside her without consent for 9 months and then again on the way out

[Anonymous No.6395948]

>>6395920
It's not rape when they want to do "it".

[Anonymous No.6395956]

>>6395125
fukk I've started getting the same shit

>out bars and clubs with friends
>need to go piss
>lines forming behind me when at urinal or awkwardly waiting for the cubical
>can't go at all
>have to leave club/bar to piss in public toilet with noone around
>;_;

[Anonymous No.6395964]

>>6395105
>>6395117
>>6395125
>>6395956
enjoy your bladder cancer morons

[Anonymous No.6395968]

yes

got outta hospital not too long ago and im actually doin pretty good touch wood. when I really crashed I prolly spent like 8-10 hours every day googling methods of suicide etc etc, idk how i even passed my exams that semester its a fuckin miracle. eventually put on the right combination of drugs - avanza, seroquel xr and my intense ruminations about all my accumulated life mistakes and how they had completely fucked up my life kinda subsided and I'm definitely living more in the moment these days.

time really is the best healer, you just have to find ways to distract yourself from your mind's overwhelming bullshit when things get really bad. cardio and lifting are amazing, anything you can get involved physically is great. dat feel after a long hard swim. listening to music was also great at times, esp hip hop coz i could just tune out and pretend I was rick ross pretending to be a drug lord for a few mins. lil b as well obviously. reading wasn't so good for me because my mind tends to idle in the quiet. psychologists kinda felt like they were helping until i realised every session was just kicking up the same memories and ruminations so I kinda stopped that shit. psychiatrists are really only good for prescriptions.
talking and socialising is obviously good. you don't have to tell people everything but it def helps when ur close mates at least know ur not travelling too well. it can be hard tho and im definitely not the type to open up to people, even my own family a lot of the time, but don't feel like you're weaker for doing so

[Anonymous No.6395980]

>>6395968

[Anonymous No.6395990]

>>6395980

ty for superior version

[Anonymous No.6395991]

add, hppd, depression & anxiety

While there have been low times, I think thanks to them I am the boss I am today

[Anonymous No.6396002]

>>6395906
no u fgt

[Anonymous No.6396005]

>>6395532
Tell me more about the hallucinations you get? Do you have shizo or something

[Anonymous No.6396022]

depression and anxiety mostly. i've never tried to medicate (with drugs) and i've never seen a psychologist but i've been at rock bottom a good amount of times

at some point last semester i hooked up with a bunch of guys which was probably a subconscious attempt at medication but it really only made things worse. i would get attached and emotionally invested and keep it to myself and constantly think about guys that only wanted hookups to begin with and cry before sleeping every night. there was also an hiv scare (ugh). i stopped doing that and have been trying to think positively and setting goals and putting myself out there and i've been a little more content since, but there's always those lonely nights. i think i'm still a work in progress

[Anonymous No.6396023]

Depression, frequent sleep paralysis, things in the dark calling my name

[Anonymous No.6396030]

checking in

[Anonymous No.6396034]

>>6396022

The first step is curing your homosexuality.

[Anonymous No.6396052]

>>6396034
lel nah

[Anonymous No.6396061]

>>6396030
oh god i dream shit like this
so fucking creepy ;_;

[Anonymous No.6396074]

I'm undiagnosed, but I'm pretty sure I have:

Trust issues
Some sort of social anxiety (crowds make me freak out)
Some sort of paranoia (superstition gets to me easily, fear of churches)
and an addictive personality
Possibly narcissism as well, but that just may be confidence

[Anonymous No.6396151]

Just narcissism.

[Anonymous No.6396154]

>>6396151
feels so good

[Anonymous No.6396205]

Generalised anxiety disorder, agoraphobia, depression. But drugs are working pretty well.

[Anonymous No.6396206]

Diagnosed depression and mild paranoia.

I used to be a lot worse because I would have no human contact for weeks at a time but be surrounded by people so it would depress me.

I still don't have any good friends I can trust let alone a girl who is an interest.

I feel unattractive so I never hit on women, they always seem really cold to me as well. I get really lonely too it sucks.

I've been getting out more and talking to more people lately, guys I can relate to but every girl met has the emotional capacity of a spoiled 9 year old brat.

I've started tutoring calculus at college to force me to interact with people

[Anonymous No.6396355]

>>6394990
Yep.
>mfw...
>Manic depression
>Depersonalization
>Derealization
>Narcissism
>Autism (this one isn't diagnosed but I'm pretty sure I have it)

Funny thing is I actually have a lot of friends and a thriving social life. No one knows I'm pretty much a wreck inside, they just think I'm eccentric and always high. I think it's partly because I'm a fairly good looking guy.

[Anonymous No.6398789]

You are the way you are because you're weak and give up too easily. Also, modern doctors can cure literally nothing but they can give pills to diminish the hurt inside as you become intoxicated with FDA approved smack leaving you thinking etc happened when you're left with unbearable side effects. Throw the pills back in the cunts face and free your mind even if it means chasing birds foaming at the mouth covered in dirt. You and I are growing madder as the guidelines and laws constrict us linearly until we forget our purpose and die painfully through suicide,junk food and medicine induced cancer and so on. There is hope fir all of us. God loves us and is pleading for you to break free. Allahu Akbar.

[Anonymous No.6398830]

>>6395682
This.

[Anonymous No.6398843]

Depression, adhd. Pretty much it. I'm trying yo break, at.least, the adhd cycle

[Anonymous No.6398894]

bipolar depression, anxiety, recovering from nervous breakdown

i try to escape from it with antidepressives, alcohol, hobbies and forcing myself to work now that i'm stable but i really just want to disappear, too bad i'm too much of a pussy to kill myself

[Anonymous No.6399035]

only depression so far
will probably pick up some addictions at some point or lose it completely

[Anonymous No.6399081]

>social anxiety
>depression

[6BoxxyTum=>6BoxxyTum No.6399100]

I have depression and anxiety, then was lifted when i had a qtgf but then gained back my depression when she broke up with me :(

[Anonymous No.6399104]

I can't smell and never have been able to.
I can taste, but not as well as everyone else.

Also when I was younger I had crippling paranoia, but it went away once I got into Middle School

[Anonymous No.6399113]

>>6398894
Gonna start anti depressants soon, what should I expect. Not for depression by the way just social anxiety.

[Jo$eph $talin No.6399124]

Avoidant, Narcissistic, Dependent, and moderate Histrionic personality disorders. Social anxiety and occasional hallucinations.

[Anonymous No.6399125]

Anyone try sites like okc or pof to help them with social anxiety?

[Anonymous No.6399129]

>>6395075
I got diagnosed by a doc. ;)))

[Anonymous No.6399131]

Bipolar.
Social anxiety.
Paranoia.

Used to be schizophrenic, so I reckon I'm doing alright.

[Anonymous No.6399139]

I have no friends and I think it's because of all the trust issues of being bullied by school mates and parents. It's hard. All I do is take photos.

I'm a NEET also.

[Anonymous No.6399153]

I have depression, I get anxiety in public and think everyone is watching/ talking about me, so I guess paranoia. Pretty sure bipolar. Is depression hereditary?

[Anonymous No.6399169]

>>6399113
most of time during my treatment i was also sedated by mood stabilizers, so keep that in mind

they will make you more active, with more energy to go and do things, but they didn't help me in feeling any better internally. i mean, they did, but sooner or later it got back. i still think about killing myself everyday, but nowadays i have much more willpower to get through the day.


>>6399153
it is influenced by genetics, but not exclusively.

[Anonymous No.6399170]

>>6396002
fg

[Anonymous No.6399182]

mild to severe depression
cyclothymia
borderline personnality

[Anonymous No.6399187]

>>6395968
>time really is the best healer, you just have to find ways to distract yourself from your mind's overwhelming bullshit when things get really bad
>>6395968
It feels to me like this attitude will lead to wasting your life and hating yourself when you're older

[Anonymous No.6399232]

I don't have many friends and I recently cut contact with a girl I really like because she has a boyfriend and didn't value my time. I feel like shit and can't stop thinking about her. What do I do to get over her?

[Anonymous No.6399235]

>>6399232
masturbate

[Anonymous No.6399264]

>>6399232
Spend time with other people i guess.
idk ive been in unrequited love with the same person for years and its still progressively destroying me; i hope you have other friends because it makes it much worse if you don't.

[Anonymous No.6399292]

major depression, bpd or some shit

currently take lexapro, which is massively better than the lexapro/zispin/zyprexa combo I was previously on

i was asleep literally all the time

[Anonymous No.6399308]

Well I've had my fair share of panic attacks for various reasons. First time I got one it was at my parent's house and my mother thought I was faking it, p bad experience.

Also I may have Seasonal Affective Depression according to my doctor, so I take vitamin D, but idk maybe it's just because of school, which stresses me out a whole lot.

I'm on vacation now, and every single night since finals week finished, I've been having nightmares about test scores and studying and shit. It's been going on for 6~ days now, I wake up pretty scared in the morning.

[Anonymous No.6399356]

Social anxiety, from time to time depression (had just three severe phases so far, fortunately).
Thinking about getting meds for the social anxiety. I can't really do lots of stuff. I used to run, photograph and buy food, but I just can't at the moment.
Should I? How do I get them?

[Anonymous No.6399362]

>>6394990
I used to suffer from depression and suicide thoughts when I was on accutane but I'm fine now.

[Anonymous No.6400324]

>>6399182

we are all the same

[Anonymous No.6400372]

>>6399124
Jesus...

[Anonymous No.6400474]

>doctor says i have mild depression, always depersonalised and occasionally derealised
>think i'm developing schizoid personality trailts

tfw no medication
tfw bad at talking therapy

w..w-wat do

[Anonymous No.6400515]

I get depressed once in a while, but it may or may not be medically significant (however that's decided). If I told my doctor she may either prescribe me medications or tell me to go outside more or something (even though I spend a lot of time outside). I don't like the idea of taking medication constantly, though.

When I was at school it was much worse, especially the month before finals. I was sad pretty much all of the time and the only thing that didn't make me miserable was listening to music. It's probably a combination of stress (which I don't have on summer break) and social isolation (which I still have). Sometimes it's hard to tell what caused what.

I always go to the gym or swim several times a week, and eat properly, even when I had finals. It helps a bit. I just try to structure my time a lot more so I'm always busy, which helps too. It's worse when I sit around and do nothing.

[Anonymous No.6400524]

>>6399124
What kind of hallucinations nigga

[Anonymous No.6400552]

>>6400515

Also I think about suicide more than is normal but I don't think I'd ever actually do it. It's pretty much a textbook case of being isolated.

In retrospect my first year college was really stressful and awful. I got sick a bunch of times and didn't even realize how much impact it was having until I went home on break for a week. I got decent grades but didn't do any extracurriculars and I didn't make any friends. I'm doing study abroad in France next semester, which is only 12 hours of classes Mon- Thu and people just travel around Europe on the weekends, so I'm hoping it'll be a useful change of pace. Plus I'll visit all the effaest places in Europe and maybe I'll see Rick or something.

Plus with everyone speaking a different language I'll have to stop being an autistic shit or I'll literally starve to death. Either way I get more /fa/ cred