Fashion Feels

[Anonymous No.14099850]

How is life treating you /fa/?

[Anonymous No.14100031]

Alone on Valentine’s Day posting on a Mongolian frog forum. Thought I was beginning to start something with a cute girl but she’s talking to other guys now. Been lonely for so long

[Anonymous No.14100075]

>>14100031
The worst feeling, anon :(. Praying for you.

[Anonymous No.14100093]

>>14100075
Probably gonna just drink alone at home tonight. Why am I never anyone’s first choice?

[Anonymous No.14100094]

>>14100031
well valentine's day is not some sex holiday

[Anonymous No.14100182]

>>14100075
>Praying for you.

[Anonymous No.14100254]

>>14100182
/fa/ is a Catholic board.

[Anonymous No.14100258]

>>14100093
Considering the fact that you plan on drinking alone on a Thursday it's probably because you aren't even your own first choice anon.

[Anonymous No.14100262]

Don't know if I should pull the trigger on some pants because skinny, slim, straight and sizing are all unknowns

[Anonymous No.14100263]

>>14099850
>tfw 2 m (6'7") and 110 kg (242 lbs)

There are literally no fits for /bigguys/

[Anonymous No.14100264]

>working in a warehouse
>all friends studying see them few times a month
>no interest in going to gym since if im not working im probably studying for entrance exams
>feel like a laggard since im not in school
>no real motivation to do anything "fun"
>dont really have anything I want to cop , but still keep window shopping mr porter and the likes
On the bright side I have ~90/% chance of getting in to school this year so thats something to look forward to

[Anonymous No.14100432]

I've been coming here for almost 3 years now and I finally developed my own style in which I feel comfortable and self conscious all the time I'm outside. People compliment my looks both irl and in WAYWT threads. Feels good.
Thank you /fa/.

[Anonymous No.14100829]

>>14100432
>*he says as new wave music plays in the background*

[Anonymous No.14100881]

>>14099850
I started running and it feels pretty good. Just finished week one of c25k and I feel like I'm getting fitter already.

[Anonymous No.14102154]

>>14099850
im a lonelyfag and i finally started texting someone and its making me miserable and desperate just waiting for their replies.
god im pathetic.

[Anonymous No.14102572]

is lying to a girl about your intentions to get sex effay?

[Anonymous No.14102578]

a girl i secretly admired a couple years ago added me on snapchat out of nowhere.
thought i'd initiate conversation but not expecting anything at all, was surprised to see her replying quickly and in a very friendly manner.
looked on instagram and her profile is a mirror shot with a boy???
bummed out and confused by this, i stopped trying to initiate conversation, i think i sperged out and came off as too interested/needy so i aborted anyway due to minimal communication with humans
and despite my already low expectations of not thinking it would have went anywhere it's still bothering me.

and my fire as fuck fits and hobbies will never soften this empty void maintained by my reproductive reptile instinct and natural human desire to be around people.

[Anonymous No.14102774]

>>14099850
The girl i love just got an arab bf and i am all alone

[Anonymous No.14102788]

>don't want relationship
>family thinks I'm gay
>don't have enough time to focus on my hobbies
>have to work to pay the 15k in credit card debt I accumulated during my suicidal depressed years

The only good thing that I can say has come out of my depression is that I've become numb and apathetic, it's such a nice feeling, I'm truly freely now.

People still give me shit for not wanting to get into a relationship though, I just need money to buy things I want, what the fuck am I going to do with a girlfriend? I'd just get one to pound her out and then tell her to leave me alone until next time i want to hit it again. I don't want none of that gay romantic shit,

[Anonymous No.14102794]

>>14099850
i bought a shirt to fill the void so im happy for a lil bit

[Anonymous No.14102853]

I made a Tinder and got a couple matches. They all unmatched after I sent my shitty jokes and that felt bad but the fact that I got matched at all gives me hope. Might get a job at costco to escape NEETdom and got some new anti despressants. Overall, it is improving I suppose.

[Anonymous No.14102859]

for a few years now ive felt just off. i cant feel properly and nothing really genuinely makes me happy. i dont get angry anymore, im either just blank/depressed/really upset. i would chalk it up to my mental health but i think everything ive been through has taken on a toll on me.

feels like ive lived a thousand lifetimes already, im so exhausted and drained. so sick of always living with anxiety, i just want to feel good on my own. i feel like im going crazy sometimes.
my day to day life is unbearable and i cant ever get out of my head. ive felt so lonely recently too, more than i have in my whole life.

>help me haha

[Anonymous No.14102958]

>>14102859
Sounds like you are not following your real passion. The simple thing that is right in front of your face. But you are looking everywhere below it, on top and around it for some complicated answer.

[Anonymous No.14102976]

I’ve decided to drop out of uni. My only strengths are in math and science but they bore the shit out of me. I don’t know how I’ll ever find satisfaction in a career that actually makes me money.

[Anonymous No.14102984]

>>14102859
you think you're depressed but you're not
you just think you are because some famous person claimed that they are

[Anonymous No.14103014]

>>14099850
Been working out my mental state, felt really strong anxiety and obsessive thoughts for a few months. Was considering suicide. But I've been keeping myself busy with school and I have a pretty good social life. So things are looking up. If it gets really bad again I'm going to see a doctor and hopefully get some help.

[Anonymous No.14103575]

Saw a picture on insta of my ex. Thought i had blocked all of her accounts but apparently missed one. Even though i broke up the relationship i still felt sad, without any reason for it. Besides that its going great. I've been keeping myself busy with various projects and work and im definately improving my mental state, which was in the gutter a couple months ago

[Anonymous No.14103615]

Found out my ex girlfriend hooked up with one of the girls I'd been casually dating bi girls are the fucking pits man you're never safe.

On the plus side I've kind of seen through the matrix on tinder all you hate to do is wear a double rider and be physically present but emotionally vacant and from there u just collect cheap hookups like fucking baseball cards.

The performative softboi act is doing a number on my lungs with smoking more but I guess it's worth it I'm still as active as usual.

>feels good
>also feels bad man

[Anonymous No.14103665]

>>14100263
dress jojocore

[Anonymous No.14103681]

My fashion sense gets tied up in my interest-of-the-week brain and I always have to be very careful to not blow money on stuff that I won't actually want to wear once I move on to my next hyper-fixation.

[Anonymous No.14103849]

>>14100262
are there returns?

or maybe a size chart you can use to eyeball the fit?

[Anonymous No.14103854]

I'm 2 poor to afford the designer shit i want :(

[Anonymous No.14103860]

>>14100264
thats good man. similar situation n im glad ur continuing ur education itll be good stuff

[Anonymous No.14104062]

>>14103860
Thanks dude, hopefully you get to your school of choice too

[Anonymous No.14104201]

>>14099850
Lost 2 and half stone last year. None of my clothes fit anymore.
Bright side, going to buy a new wardrobe come Spring.

>>14100263
Know that feel, learn to sew and make your own fashion.

>>14100264
You'll make it, Anon. Try getting out of your own head some nights.
Head out on the town and do the opposite of what you think you should.
Dont normally go to new restaurants? Go.
Dont talk to strangers at a pub? Talk.

>>14100432
Nice one, Anon. Proud.

>>14100881
Exercise is its own reward, keep at it.

>>14102154
Dont live by your phone, find other things to get between messages.

>>14102578
Alls fair in love and war. If you like someone and think you can be a good couple, go for it.

>>14102788
Glad you over came depression, Anon. Well done. You do you.

>>14102853
Baby steps, Anon. Keep making them.

>>14102859
Could be a "speed bump". Start figuring yourself out. find out what you need and dont be afraid to ask for help. Best of luck, Anon.

>>14102976
Maybe get a job in math/science and have it fun your hobbies.

>>14103014
Very brave of you, Anon. Overcoming depression is difficult, proud of you. Take care of yourself.

>>14103575
You moved on, reminisce in peace and joy. Dont let it take you over.

[Anonymous No.14104229]

>got a good job after years of being a broke student
>finally have the money to spend on effay clothes
>don't have the time or energy to actually put in effort

it's good not to worry about money but i miss having free time. i come home from work beat and i am just another zombie, netflixing my days away

[Anonymous No.14104653]

Girlfriend is becoming intertwined with parental issues. To put it simply, they're emotionally abusive, and cold. It's been taking quite the toll on her and has begun to impact our relationship. I care about her, so I try to see what I can do to lift her spirits, or talk about it, but obviously it all fails - I didn't expect anything else. She's been more distant, suffering from all sorts of emotional problems, and lashing out at me; I'm not taking it personal, but I don't know if I can do it anymore. Our relationship went from the two of us to her and her parental issues.

She's pretty cool, but fuck bros. I'm in a bit of a twist though considering she's all I have.

[Anonymous No.14104668]

>>14099850
I feel like such a fucking loser lately.
I started Wellbutrin a month and few weeks ago and it was great at first but now I feel unusually insecure all the time.
Trying to get my cs meme degree
I’m a stupid fucking girl and I belong in humanities I probably look like such a try hard to people. But I should be done in the fall so what ever I’m in too deep now.
There’s this guy I have a crush on in class and i want to talk to him so bad but he prob thinks I’m ugly as fuck but I’m such worthless piece of shit I have nothing to lose so might as well try something.

[Anonymous No.14104672]

>>14104653
Get her to move in with you

[Anonymous No.14105011]

>>14104668
you should offset it with benzo or quetiapine, ask your doc tell how y9u are too rigid, u might be bipolar

[Anonymous No.14105017]

>unemployed
>no money
>live in parents basement
>no social interaction
not going so well

[Anonymous No.14105027]

>>14105011
I take it with adderall on the weekdays for school but my 10mg dose is so low that it makes me tired. I might tell him to up my addy to 20mg. i heard benzos are addicting

[Anonymous No.14105060]

>>14104668
U sound horribly autistic.

[Anonymous No.14105065]

>>14105017
R u me? It gives me hope knowing it isn’t just me

[Anonymous No.14105076]

>>14105065
there's lots of people like us anon
you aren't alone

[Anonymous No.14105078]

>tfw after 6+ years, your dream wardrobe is finally complete

[Anonymous No.14105109]

>>14105060
I'm not. I'm pretty self aware and can socialize just fine. im sad and feeling shitty right now thats all.

[Anonymous No.14105165]

I've never been intimate with someone in 4 years and it feels like im starving. no hookups, real intimacy, love, care.

[Anonymous No.14105194]

I've been fucking randoms and tinder sluts since my breakup to prove my self worth and ended up catching feelings for the one girl that didn't sleep with me. She's so fucking cool but just got out of a relationship, has famous people in her dms.. she calls me pet names and says she's attracted to me and it's made me want to be loyal to someone I'm not even dating and I fucking hate it.

>having feelings in 2011+8

[Anonymous No.14105364]

>bought shoes used online that looked good in the pics but look shit irl for 40€
>a very good friend of mine I haven't seen for a month is now addicted to benzodiazepines and opiates and acts like a piece of shit to everybody
>have to do a dumb practical month for my degree course in a pharmacy and basically sit around 6 hours a day doing nothing
>I have weird proportions so it's very hard to look effay

[Anonymous No.14105369]

>>14105364
Sell the shoes or take it as a loss. Be there for your friend. You’re going to make it.

[Anonymous No.14105413]

>>14100031
Me too anon, she told me the day before Valentine's that she still likes her ex. I'm glad I didn't tell her my feelings.

[Anonymous No.14105605]

>>14105078
Imagine losing your identity in a fire, you are owned by your belongings

[Anonymous No.14107141]

>>14105194
She's using you as an orbiter, snap out of it before it's too late.

[Anonymous No.14107278]

>>14099850
On break with long distance long term gf. She’s seeing someone else. So am I. I wish it didn’t hurt but it does. Seeing her in a week and we’re gonna hang out and probably act like a couple but it’s gonna be weird knowing some other fuck out there has been all over her body. Not really sure how I’m feeling about this but I need to remain calm and be mature but not austere because she wants me to be emotionally transparent and I know it’s more healthy to be open about my feelings
Anyone been in a similar situation? We still really love one another

[Anonymous No.14107297]

>>14107278
Lol no you don’t. That’s not true love I f she can be with another man and you can be with another woman. Cut it off, you’re one step away from being a cuckold, don’t be a fucking degenerate and continue this open relationship.

[Anonymous No.14107299]

>>14107278
That's far from love, and doesn't sound anything like it. Call it off, don't meet up with her. You're both seeing other people.

[Anonymous No.14107343]

>>14100182
You are a fucking asshole
T. idk but def not a religious person

[Anonymous No.14107361]

>>14105605
Lol Im really not, it was a side project for me.
I can promise you that I have a lot more going on than you do, you fucking faggot lmao.

Also
>talking down about wardrobes on a fashion forum
never go full retard

[Anonymous No.14107367]

Just feel cooped up as fuck being in MN winter. I hate the cold so my social life grinds to a halt every winter. I want to move to a new state some day but im still at my first job out of college so I don't have a lot of profesh experience or savings to do that.

Can't wait till it's warm enough to walk to the bars, enjoy my time outside, see the green grass and plants again, feel so hot that it's almost uncomfortable. People in warm/warmish states don't know how lucky they are.

Would /fa/ recommend moving to Austin Texas or Raleigh NC if given the option? Austin seems to have a cooler scene, Raleigh seems to have the most perfect weather in the country imo

[Anonymous No.14107368]

>>14105605
t. watched fight club once

[Anonymous No.14107383]

Eh, nothing new

[Anonymous No.14107465]

>>14107278
Piss on that. If you guys loved each other, you wouldn't be "on a break" fucking other people. You're not Ross and Rachel, there's no coming back from that.

[Anonymous No.14107500]

>>14107278
Gotta move on man. I know it's easier said than done but you're clouded by the situation whereas I and other anons are outside and can judge more accurately (at least based on the info you've given us).

Personally I have never continued a relationship after being cheated on/she sleeps with someone else. That's a tell-tale sign from god that it's over and you need to get out of that.

A relationship that's based on comfortability and self gratification isn't a relationship worth having. I understand passion doesn't last forever, but that initial passion is supposed to be the thing you STRIVE for even when things get hard and your SO becomes boring. Once you've eschewed that completely, your relationship isn't one that is based from love but one that is based off comfortably and convenience. And once one of you finds someone better, someone that you get school-girl crushes on, someone that reminds you what it's like to fall in love, that person is going to drop this comfortable temporary arrangement so fast it'll make the opposite partner's head spin.

This path has no good endings. You're already in debt to pain and you will have to pay this debt eventually, and if you stay in this "relationship" you will feel more broken and betrayed than you should. Relationships should end on a melancholic note, not a note of resentment. Because ending relationships on resentment affects all of your future relationships. It's something that is nearly impossible to repair.

Get out

[Anonymous No.14107532]

>>14107297
>>14107299
>>14107465
love comes in all shapes and sizes you incels. you dont know shit. well shes cucking the dude for me while im visiting. also im visiting regardless for other reasons.
>>14107500
the thing is that we still very much have that honeymoon phase feeling even after having been together for 2 years. i actually cheated on her in the spring and came clean. it was rough but we made it through and still loved one another. we excite each other and learn things from one another constantly. we understand one another and have no ill feelings between us even given the current situation. like we're literally best friends but also have great sexual chemistry. i guess to contextualize the break, she's a year younger than me and still in college, and we have both agreed our relationship's future is ambiguous but also agreed that itd be stupid to allow something that is up in the air to affect our choices to the extent of not allowing ourselves to follow through with other desires in the mean time

[Anonymous No.14107543]

>>14107367
I've heard Austin is pretty hip but i feel like it might be about to blow up due to that. Also heard Raleigh is very slept on. Depends on what you like to do. Also Austin is probably wayyy hotter and more humid than Raleigh. I'm a midwesterner as well, and Texas is definitely a fair amount hotter. Honestly dude I know that portland is a meme, but the Pacific Northwest in general is a really chill area and the winters arent bad at all. it rains a fuck ton but you get used to it (i did undergrad there)

[Anonymous No.14107545]

>>14107532
Disagreeing, and pointing out the ridiculousness of your warped version of "love" doesn't make us incels, you moron. Do you even know the meaning of that word?

[Anonymous No.14107570]

>>14107545
im calling you an incel because i disagree with what you said and also based on what you said im making the assumption you are/have been unable to have sex with a girl and be in love
What is love to you then mr. "im not an incel"?
because it means different things to different people and theres no "right" way to do it

[Anonymous No.14107619]

>>14107570
You're a fucking loser and a coward. Afraid of losing the safety net that is a comfortable relationship

[Anonymous No.14107629]

>>14107619
i dont give a shit about being in a relationship. i do however care about this girl deeply and want to pursue what my heart tells me to

[Anonymous No.14107736]

>>14107629
100% can guarantee it will fail and the longer you rationalize this the more you inhibit future relationships, your own mental health and the well being of this girl you 'care' so much about.

[Anonymous No.14107737]

>>14102976
Money is the satisfaction - find a job you just don't fucking hate. Math and science are the best for that.

Dropping out of uni is a shit decision.
>They bore the shit out of me
"I am too lazy to put the work in when it got hard"

Get a degree and a job. Anything else is just going to set yourself behind. I know you can do it.

[Anonymous No.14107755]

>>14107367
>>14107543
Austin lives up to the hype but is on the verge of Cali 2.0. It's can be expensive and is getting worse - Raleigh is definitely the sleeper.

Go live in the NC smoky mountains and don't look back. Better weather than TX. What is your career, that might affect this?

[Anonymous No.14107761]

>>14107736
we dont think were gonna be together forever thatd be delusional so youre correct in that it will fail. but we figure we may as well enjoy one another while we can

[Anonymous No.14107860]

>>14107368
I got the knowledge from the lyrics of a "Marina and the diamonds" song if you must know

[Anonymous No.14108162]

>>14104668
Whew good luck man, what are your plans after you graduate?

Also, post feet

[Anonymous No.14108204]

Yesterday I was in a house with a bunch of people in the same age as me and we played games like truth or dare and stuff like that(I'm over 18 I swear). I had to answer with which of the girls would I date and have relationship with, and I chose a girl who I talked with a few times and I had a slight suspicion that she might be into me. When I answered, I didn't get a good look of her but my friend told me that she blushed. Is that a good thing? After that I didn't really mention it and we said goodbye normally. Did I fuck up? Because I feel like I did now

[Anonymous No.14108207]

>>14108204
oh my god how are you this clueless. you didnt fuck it up. just ask her if she wants to get a coffee or a drink or something. this should be even easier if youre already acquaintances

[Anonymous No.14108213]

>>14108204
autism

[Anonymous No.14108221]

>>14108207
I'll ask her out the next time we meet but should I mention what I said last night or should I just ask her to go out like last night didn't happen?

[Anonymous No.14108234]

>>14104668
depends I have rejected girls that have hit on me for having ugly features such as an ugly nose stuff like that. But here is the thing even if a pretty boi rejects you it doesn't means you are trash we welcome it, it's very kind that you show those feelings like dudes it's essential to know how to move on. those who don't learn how become stupid ass incels.

[Anonymous No.14108237]

>>14105017
>>14105065
you are in 4chan dude this place has losers like you guys all over the place. It's unhealthy not gonna lie.

Install meetup or visit the website. Please don't be awkward when showing up to meet ups. Be polite. If you hold stupid ass extreme radical views just don't show up, you are not cut for socialization try when you have grown the fuck up mentally.

[Anonymous No.14108252]

>>14108204
dog. such a stupid minor incident.
it's like calling a girl "hey you are pretty I would totally date you" and thats it.
Just imagine a meh girl does the same to you "hey I like your personality and your looks I would date you".
She doesn't seems to be into you for the moment ngl, might be later on who knows but dont stress over normal stuff like that you were honest & that is cool not awkward. Unless you said it with a desperate tone that you TOTALLY NEED her in your life or something creepy like that. If you said it casually nobody took it the wrong way trust me.
Yeah you would date her but for now it doesn't matter, if she is interested you will know later on just live your life it's good to express yourself honestly because of that the ones interested will tell you later on, the ones not interested will never say anything and thats fine.

[Anonymous No.14108253]

>>14104201
thanks man, Your message snapped me out of it. Have been feeling low since i saw the pic and having second thoughts, but you helped

[Anonymous No.14108298]

>>14108252
Thank you dude. I was pretty sure that's how it went as well and it's nice to know that it wasn't awkward

[Anonymous No.14108306]

>>14099850
Talking to a girl for a few days who I really like but I feel isn’t really into me and who I feel is below me and above me all at the same time. Wearing clothes I bought for lots of money a couple years back since I want to wear them out but they won’t wear out. Fuck skinny jeans.

She isn’t going to text me back I need to just accept this.

[Anonymous No.14108316]

I got a date for valentines this year for the first time after having ages of basically no social life.
It went well and I think the girl is into me but I feel none of the satisfaction I thought I would and think I might actually have no interest in a relationship so I'm probably just going to blow her off.

[Anonymous No.14108359]

>>14108306
How about you talk to her normally rather than via messages? You can unterstand someone's feelings better when you're face to face with them

>>14108316
If you're sure about your decision then at least explain to her why you don't want to be together because if a girl did what you're thinking to you, I'm sure you'd be annoyed and/or confused

[Anonymous No.14108366]

>>14108298
it never is weird if it's casual. It's a compliment. Do not believe most people from this website they are stupid and lie a lot or generalize their own experiences.
Another thing that happens when you show off your personality like that and even better doing it so maturely is that the girl you were into even if you are not her type she will recommend your ass to her single friends. Which you might or might not be into. That depends on you.

But its good you made that social move of "hey im available for a relationship" without being a creepo fuck. It's useful, smart.

[Anonymous No.14108367]

Got bullied in waywt

[Anonymous No.14108532]

>>14107361
T.Affected

[Anonymous No.14108666]

>>14102976
Just graduated with a math degree and I'm about to blow my brains out because I can't find a job.

[Anonymous No.14108682]

>>14107532
>like we're literally best friends but also have great sexual chemistry

How many people in bad relationships have said this? I literally told myself this in my last failed relationship. It just doesn't work

[Anonymous No.14108685]

>>14107755
Marketing Communications major lel. I'm doing ad trafficing, email newsletter design, marketing strategies, and event planning for a magazine publisher. It's a small company so hopefully if I work there for 3+ years (im at 2 already) the range of my work will translate well on a resume for my next job

[Anonymous No.14108780]

I like smoking but I spend like 40 euro a week on it and I want that money for clothes instead :(

[Huckleberry !0FTILDoI8. No.14108800]

>>14099850
Oy
I went to Nola for the first time and tripped acid in the sculpture park. I’m pretty sure I’m the devil. But it’s okay. I’m gonna be okay.

[Anonymous No.14108880]

It's over guys, she said she never wants to be together. I knew it was coming, but hearing it from her mouth just destroyed me. I feel sad, but not for myself and I feel angry that I'm not good enough.

[Anonymous No.14108903]

>>14108880
she does not deserve such an amazing person as you are. forget her and move an, there'll be plenty of women looking just for you.

[Anonymous No.14108942]

>Checking out some deals at a plaza
>cute black female cashier
>want to ask for her number
>spaghetti everywhere

I couldn't say anything at the end, feel so sad. A rejection would have been better than this feeling

[Anonymous No.14109243]

Broke up with my gf of 10 months ON VALENTINE'S DAY after she said I was not giving her enough time, that she didn't feel loved, and that she didn't feel like I see her as a friend. This after she -almost- cheated on me 3 months in with a friend of mine, and claimed it was because I hadn't said 'love' yet.

I decided that if my efforts weren't going to be appreciated, there was no point in sticking around. So I canceled dinner and broke up with her soon after. I walked around, hit a dab pen, and listened to music for hours to calm down. She keeps trying to guilt me to get back with her.

Feels terrible yet right.

[Anonymous No.14109262]

>>14102774
Time for another crusade brother

[Anonymous No.14109281]

>>14108880
>getting sad over a girl
ok

[Anonymous No.14109289]

Broke up with gf of 2 years, about to fail university for the second time
Shitty family situation, dont want to see them again for the first time
I see no hope, I need therapy and sobriety
Havent been out or sober since November

[Anonymous No.14109297]

>>14109243
This after she -almost- cheated on me 3 months in with a friend of mine, and claimed it was because I hadn't said 'love' yet.
You did the right thing.

[Anonymous No.14109609]

>>14099850
i have no fashionable friends and it fking sucks, all my friends are either normies or nerds who think fashion is dumb. w2c /fa/ friends????

also im insecure and self conscious as shit. i try the >just b confident meme but its not working because its not genuine. my self esteem is in the gutter rn.

i have no motivation or discipline, i just use the internet all day. theres a bunch of different hobbies im interested in i could be doing and i need to be studying but i dont, i just get high and listen to music and jack off. if i dont get my shit together im going to fail my upcoming midterms. ive wanted to start lifting for two years but i havent even been to a gym.

>>14105364
>I have weird proportions so it's very hard to look effay

iktf bro
>short legs compared to torso
>big head
i have the body of someone 5'7-8" but my big head makes me 5'9" lmao, its fking weird. most people irl arent autistic enough to notice that shit tho

>>14109289
what're your drugs of choice?

[Anonymous No.14109716]

Recently, my autistic brother has gone completely nuts and apeshit, due to his recent treatment given by his psychiatrist, it has completely altered his mental capacities, and he broke everything at his center for autistic and mentally disabled people, and now the center want him gone.
In consequence, my parents have taken him into our house, but now he is going apeshit, and he break everything around him, and throw tables around the room by screaming.
Today, he broke everything in the house, and my parents had enough so much that my mother cried.

Everytime I hear something something getting launched toward the wall, or him or my parents screaming, it feel like having my heart being stabbed.
So I go into the Internet, talking with people on Social Media, but everytime I discuss something with people I know on the Internet, but everyone is treating me like shit.

Also I'm competely addicted by porn.

Yeah, I feel like shit right now.

[Anonymous No.14109751]

>>14107737
Good photo and good advice.

[Anonymous No.14110230]

>>14108316
pump n dump

[Anonymous No.14110641]

>>14109243
Good riddance breh

[Anonymous No.14110645]

>>14099850
swore off women for about a year after my first GF and i broke up. last week i went on a blind date for fun, the girl is way more into me than i am into her (see: not at all) but it definitely rekindled my confidence and interest in dating. still gonna keep all my paychecks to myself and my lavish tastes but i might try to get out there and fuck/date some hoes soon. after basically 2 years of non-stop smoking i haven't smoked weed for the past 2 weeks, feels whatever man, been slightly more productive but can't wait for the break to be over. also going to glorious nippon for 2 weeks with 2 friends in less than a month, gonna ball out.

[Anonymous No.14110748]

i hate myself and want to die

[Anonymous No.14110775]

I’m having an argument with a bunch of instagram thots.
I wasn’t trying to provoke anyone but they’re hanging up on me now feels kinda bad but fun at the same time

[Anonymous No.14110786]

Sometimes I have fleeting thoughts of killing myself. I recognize that I have these thoughts, and they don't predominantly take priority over all of the thoughts in my head, so I really don't want to make a big deal out of it so I don't tell anyone.


I've been kinda putting myself in debt lately with fashion because this and music are the only things that I have that makes me feel emotionally invested. If I could, I'd talk people's ears off 24/7 about both subjects. I know that sounds super whiny "oh woe is me" type bullshit, but it feels good every now and then to be selfish and unload my thoughts when I write.


If I had to express my deepest fear, it has to be letting down my parents. They worked so hard to get us out of a bad neighborhood into the suburbs, and now my mom has mid stage MS that's putting them in debt. I try to help every time I can, but I still feel like a loser living at my parent's house at 23.


I love all of you here, even though it's an anonymous board and some of you are probably degenerates and little shits in RL. Checking this board and talking to you all makes me feel a bit more normal from time to time.

[Anonymous No.14110789]

Just got a whole bunch of new shoes, and then got toe fungus. Had to go on a harsh drug for 3 months, and rebuy all my shoes to minimize risk of re-infection.

[Anonymous No.14110791]

>>14110786
>Sometimes I have fleeting thoughts of killing myself. I recognize that I have these thoughts, and they don't predominantly take priority over all of the thoughts in my head, so I really don't want to make a big deal out of it so I don't tell anyone.


You should head this off before it becomes a problem. Discuss this with a doctor and get on some anti-depressants, as well as regular therapy. Early intervention is key here.

[Anonymous No.14111280]

>>14100263
Milsurp and sportswear

[Anonymous No.14111379]

Lost my virginity on Valentine's Day and I'm losing my hair.

[Anonymous No.14111657]

>>14100093
>Why am I never anyone’s first choice?

>why don't good things fall down from the sky?
Cause they don't, you whiney fuck.

[Anonymous No.14111662]

>>14107343
>T.
>t retard

[Anonymous No.14111671]

>>14100432
>People compliment my looks [...] in WAYWT threads.
that's not a good thing

[Anonymous No.14111675]

>>14102572
No, degenerate. Stop it before its too late for you to come back to normalcy.

[Anonymous No.14111921]

>>14099850
I work too much, but at least I look good doing it.
Coffee break is over, back to the grind

[Anonymous No.14112004]

>>14099850
>one size

[Anonymous No.14112297]

>clown feet
It's so embarrassing bros

[Anonymous No.14112355]

>>14109289
Hey man. Take those steps to get better. I've been struggling with keeping my substance use (now just weed and alcohol) at a reasonable, socially-acceptable level for the past two years since I got out of the military.

Starting to cut back probably seems terrifying. Being with your thoughts might seem scary. But it gets better when you start taking those steps. You're going to stumble, but it's up to nobody else but you to make things better.

Good luck Anon. I hope things work out.

[Anonymous No.14112377]

>>14110786
>>14110791
everyone has suicidal thoughts, anon. don't jump straight in to the antidepressants and therapy pill if you don't need it. it's a drastic change, and could fuck you up irreversibly or make things worse.

[Anonymous No.14112390]

>>14111675
nvm I got oneitis afterward
fuck me

[Anonymous No.14112706]

I want to go to a prostitute to lose my virginity (30 yo, never even been on a date) but I don't want to end up at some sex trafficking victim

what do? I'm just a broken, lonely man, I don't want some kind of a sex slave

[Anonymous No.14113286]

>>14112297
>thin as a rail
>size 11 boots

[Anonymous No.14113295]

Im balding

[Anonymous No.14113543]

>>14112706
HAHAHA NO FUCKING WAY

30 YEARS OLD!? Dude I’m going to be thinking of this for 2 days. That’s amazing. You’re a loser

[Anonymous No.14113782]

In so many ways I am so far behind normal people and at this point I cant catch up
I have defects that are just plainly me, I've missed out on things you can only experience at certain ages and with certain individuals.
When I speak with old friends and acquaintances I come a accross I can hear the maturity and see the experience while I have just spent my days in my room stagnant not even doing anything productive with those solitary days. Im smart enough to get myself through a pleasant conversation but any deeper and you will see that I am a child.
I hate it and I just want away from this place and my feelings

[Anonymous No.14113791]

lifes alright, been doing a lot of rock climbing. getting up in the morning and running, switching it up tomorrow and only doing a 20 minute run + some jump roping and ab work. then school and work at the gym. gonna train before work. probably wear the same thing i usually do.

i miss my gf and need to stay busy and focused

[Anonymous No.14113980]

>>14102859
draiiined

[Anonymous No.14113984]

>>14102859
For real though this is the exact same thing as me. Haven't figured it out yet

[Anonymous No.14114023]

>>14102859
MY WHOLE LIFE
MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE
MY WHOLE LIFE
MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE

[Anonymous No.14114256]

Just broke up with my gf of 2 years, mixed emotions currently.

[Anonymous No.14114411]

how the fuck do i stop saying cringy shit on 4chan

[Anonymous No.14114636]

>>14114411
checked

[Anonymous No.14114647]

>>14108234
>having ugly features such as an ugly nose stuff
my nose is the worst part of my face FUCK

but i saw the boy i liked on tinder and he's more nerdy than i thought also his tinder prof sucked ass. shitty android quality pics and obviously from 3-4 years ago and zero pictures with friends (concerning)

he might not be as cool as i think he is. will probably still get rejected or just fucked and forgot about. might be okay with the latter though

[Anonymous No.14114651]

>>14114647
Why is zero friend pics concerning?

[Anonymous No.14114655]

>>14108162
move to a relevant city (NYC probably )for the sole purpose of better dating options then obviously look for a job beforehand. probably in some meme field like web dev or front end bc brainlet

[Anonymous No.14114665]

>>14114651
well i assume most college guys that go out with friends to parties and stuff would have at least a few groups pics with their "boys" usually people they would consider close friends. that would tell me he's more likely to be a well adjusted normie that people like being around. it's not a deal breaker though

[Anonymous No.14114671]

>>14107297
>>14107299
>>14107465
glad im not the only one that see's open relationships for the cuckhold shit that they really are.

[Anonymous No.14114706]

>>14113980
based

[Anonymous No.14115147]

Cant feel anything.
I'm a stripper and I took a bunch of pills after I got fired from my job for no reason and like 3 of my friends worked there last night. I would be really depressed right now if I could feel anything

[Anonymous No.14115165]

>>14115147
Yo if i die or something I'm gonna leave this open bc thatd be kinda lit

[Anonymous No.14115166]

>>14115165
What kind of pills did you take? Are you in a safe place?

[Anonymous No.14115167]

>>14115166
im by my self at my apartment and Im on benzos

[Anonymous No.14115177]

>>14115167
You think you’re going to make it? Seek help if you think you overdosed, they’re not going to arrest you or anything at all.

[Anonymous No.14115182]

>>14115177
I honestly have no idea how much i took since last night bc i get them in hundreds but I dont sell them

[Anonymous No.14115186]

>>14115182
>>14115182
i get hundreds of them*
Wtf lol

[Anonymous No.14115187]

>>14115182
Do you have someone you can ask to visit you today and help you out? Better to inconvenience someone for a single day than be found dead rotting because your neighbour can smell your corpse. Try to recall how much you took.

[Anonymous No.14115196]

>>14103665
he said 110kg not 110lbs

[Anonymous No.14115201]

>>14115187
im pretty sure they wont smell it for a minute. i cant recall shit yo like its been since like midnight last night

[Anonymous No.14115212]

>>14115201
They will in a few days or a week.

“If you seek medical assistance in a drug-related overdose, you cannot be prosecuted for drug possession. The overdose victim is also protected from drug possession charges.”

Get to a hospital before your system fails you.

[Anonymous No.14115631]

How do I find a drug dealer?
I would like to enter the k hole

[Anonymous No.14115744]

>attractive enough that I catch girls eyeing me
>too socially retarded to do anything

Doesn't bother me on that much (because it shouldn't) but it still sucks. Really I'm being a beta and waiting for a chick to make a move on me.

[Anonymous No.14115782]

I think I'm going to do shrooms this week. Any tips?

[Anonymous No.14115915]

>>14115631
the internet

>>14115782
any plans you have aside from looking at pictures you'll be disinterested in.
prepare to be floored because shrooms are sedating (compared to for example LSD)
the high feels weirdly 'natural' and ticklish and is quite enjoyable especially considering you'll be sitting or lying down. prepare for fits of laughter and a lot of forced yawning
Have fun

[Anonymous No.14116009]

>>14114647
Update on this I stumbled across one of alpha male redpill videos on YouTube and became so salty that I don’t care about men anymore

[Anonymous No.14116136]

pretty great, still having momentum from a good latesummer and fall of 18. got a new sexual partner, new job/passion project in one, studies and hobbies dialed in, couldnt be more stoked about life really

[Anonymous No.14116301]

>>14099850
Steezin. Finally grew into myself. Long hair beard bitches be vibin. Men think im isis or arab so always get them eyes.. Just a dude . Broke but fuckin bitches. Mucho bueno.

[Anonymous No.14116320]

>>14115782
Never done shrooms, done LSD a handful of times.

Speaking as someone whos had a bad (LSD) trip:
If it goes bad, remind yourself that what you're experiencing is a drug and it will end eventually. Try and calm yourself down, deep breaths. You'll be fine.

Listen to some Jazz or something. Some of those lofi instrumentals are good too. I recommend: Bohren and der Club of Gore, and Jinsang. Super calming.
Have fun.

[Anonymous No.14116328]

>go to college
>school is shite outside the program for my major and it being close to my house
>no friends
>after a really shitty fall semester I'm gonna transfer out
>apply to a ton of schools
>am a current junior at my school, have no idea what's gonna happen
Life sucks.

[Anonymous No.14116686]

>>14115782
Do not leave your house or whatever safe place you're in. Be with people you really trust if you're not alone

[Anonymous No.14117164]

>>14113543
Jesus dude, why do you have to be such a dick to the poor guy.

Socialization doesn't come easy for everyone

[Anonymous No.14117166]

>>14114411
Just think before you post?

That's pretty much it man, idk what to tell you

[Anonymous No.14117169]

>>14112706
aw anon, ignore the other guy. i don't think it's a good idea to use prostitutes though, it just makes you feel empty afterwards.

why do you think you're having such a hard time with your sex / dating life?

[Anonymous No.14117194]

Anon who thinks they overdosed on benzos, let us know how you are. Hope you’re okay.

[Anonymous No.14117202]

>>14117194
you cant OD on benzos. it's only in combination with other GABAtogenic drugs (or alcohol, whose pharmacology is basically unable to be determined).

[Anonymous No.14117231]

>>14113543
you arent covering your own issues well anon

[Anonymous No.14118181]

>>14107278
>but it’s gonna be weird knowing some other fuck out there has been all over her body.
If you don't fuck her then leave you are literally a cuckold why the fuck would someone voluntarily do this to themselves. Try again.
>Anyone been in a similar situation?
Yes
>But she loves me
Nope