/fa/ - Fashion

[Anonymous No.13889060]

Depressed birthday core?

[Anonymous No.13890130]

>me turning 30 in a month
Going to try my hardest to get alcohol poisoning.

[Anonymous No.13890131]

>>13890130
>Turning 30 this month

My only regret was being a NEET for 12 years, I'm so socially retarded about a lot of things but luckily I've caught up and it no longer terrifies me to do average everyday stuff like driving.

[Anonymous No.13890143]

>>13889060
i stopped celebrating my birthday years ago

[Anonymous No.13890386]

>>13890143
this
i literally stopped celebrating my birthday when i was 10
dont feel very /fa/ about it tho

[Anonymous No.13890400]

>>13890131
Fuck you. I can drive and go out in public but I have autism so I can never be normal.

[Anonymous No.13890418]

[Anonymous No.13890427]

It's my 28th today. I would go without even remembering it, except for that one person in my family who always reminds me. I stopped celebrating it when I was a child and it's never bothered me.

[Anonymous No.13890477]

>>13889060
dumping

[Anonymous No.13890479]

>>13890477

[Anonymous No.13890481]

>>13890479

[Anonymous No.13890485]

>>13890481

[Anonymous No.13890487]

>>13890485
ending with a classic greentext

[Anonymous No.13890517]

stop. stop this.

[Anonymous No.13890522]

Please stop. Too close to home

[Anonymous No.13890536]

>>13889060
yo OP where is this pic from? I study at Maastricht University

[Anonymous No.13890544]

[Anonymous No.13890548]

>>13890536
>maastricht heeft een universiteit
wajooo, wist niet eens dat ze konden schrijven daar, laat staan studeren

[Anonymous No.13890550]

>tfw dont have enough close friends to even have a depressed birthday party

[Anonymous No.13890555]

>>13890487
if ever i needed evidence that this earthly life is in fact hell, this anon's experience is convincing

[Anonymous No.13890603]

Birthday comes. No one says happy birthday to me. Sits alone at home and crys thinking about how I have no friends and I'm only 20 years old.

[Anonymous No.13890607]

>>13890481
the chocolate jesus of losers

[Anonymous No.13890618]

>>13890487
brutal

[Anonymous No.13890638]

>>13890487
truly hell is existence on earth

[Anonymous No.13890662]

>>13890544
that crooked frame possibly with motivational quote feels like a cherry on top of pie of sorrow and life disappointment

[Anonymous No.13890675]

>>13890481
pretty sure /b/ sent this guy a birthday card when they saw this.

[Sieg No.13890686]

>>13890418
Lol still relevant a decade later

[Anonymous No.13890688]

>>13890544
This is how sissy t-girls are made

[Anonymous No.13890815]

Eating alone core

[Anonymous No.13890821]

>>13890815

[Anonymous No.13890830]

post more pics. i want to see reality

[Anonymous No.13890854]

>>13890821

[Anonymous No.13890864]

>>13890821
lol fake scar and eyepatch

[Anonymous No.13890875]

>>13890854
deleed dis

[Anonymous No.13890891]

>>13890854
literally me in 8th grade school dance

>feels
>ptsd

[Anonymous No.13890907]

i turn 25 in february and ive realized more of my birthdays have been like this than i thought

my heart hurts you guys

[Anonymous No.13890920]

dudes this thread hits a little too close to home

[Anonymous No.13890928]

>>13890907
Do something about it anon. Start planning NOW. Have a job where you can get a vacation? Go somewhere, even if it's by yourself. If that's not your speed, start thinking about what you'll do. Even if it's close by to your home, even if it's the most simple thing you can think of that brings you joy. You have time anon. You're gonna make it.

[Anonymous No.13890933]

>>13890928
thanks a lot anon, i was just sorta roped into the habit of thinking they're all bad. i appreciate you. its gonna be a good one this time.

[Anonymous No.13890986]

>>13890477
>>13890479
>>13890481
>>13890485
>>13890487
>>13890544
>>13890815
>>13890821
>>13890854
Oh.. Dear god please forgive me for all the evil deeds that I've done to deserve to live in this hell, I beg of thee to have mercy upon my soul and deliver me from here!
Please help I cant, I cant, I just cant take this anymore.
I cant see the light anywhere anymore.. I am in darkness, lord please help me.
Please guide me towards light and happiness PLEASE!!!!!
aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.13891037]

>>13890907

hey i'm turning 25 in february as well. i haven't had a proper birthday party since i became a teenager. i used to get invited to all of the other kids birthdays parties and then i would invite them to mine. that kinda just dried up and the only people who showed up were my brothers. birthdays became something to dread rather than to anticipate

the only one who really gave a damn was my mom. she would try her best to get me a nice cake and the snacks i used to like to try to make something of the day. one time she forced my eldest brother and his girlfriend to come over to play mario kart with me because i guess she felt sorry for me playing by myself all the time. it was kinda sad really because she wanted me to enjoy it but i couldn't be bothered to even try to give a damn or be grateful for the effort she put it in. it must have been a miserable affair for everyone involved. it must suck being a parent to someone with no friends their baseline emotion is apathy

[Anonymous No.13891060]

>>13891037
You should call your mom and thank her. Or just to say hi. I'm sure she would appreciate it.

[Anonymous No.13891070]

>>13891037
Was gonna say this>>13891060.
Call her.

[Anonymous No.13891076]

>>13890854
looks chaddest between guys. yeah this guy is probably chad now

[Anonymous No.13891121]

>>13890550
its peak depressed when it is just your parents.
bonus if its just 1 parent

[Anonymous No.13891153]

>>13889060
A lot of the birthday pics itt arent so bad. Im 24 and ive spent a few birthdays with only my parents, nothing to be ashamed of

[Anonymous No.13891162]

its my birthday in a few hours....... thank you for this thread

[Anonymous No.13891164]

[Anonymous No.13891171]

i haven't had a birthday party since i was 13 or so

30 now

depending which part of the world i've been in on the date, it's either going solo (as was the case this year), with my parents, with a friend or two but no PARTY SHIT, or with a chick, never mixing the above groups

[Anonymous No.13891172]

My one friend turned 23 a week before my birthday so I gave him a card and some money. When my birthday came he never said anything and passed out on my bed.

[Anonymous No.13891180]

>>13890920
This, I haven’t had a truly fun birthday since I was a little kid and every year I expect it to be different and awesome but it’s just depressing again. I guess I should be grateful that I have FEW friends as opposed to none, but usually when i try to put together something it feels like none of my friends are really that into it, and like I’m being a burden to everyone else on my birthday. Birthdays suck

[Anonymous No.13891181]

tfw always forget ppls birthday
if i remember or they tell me i always do something nice
one time i got some asian chad who used to be nice to me 10lbs of gummy worms
he got expelled by the end of the year tho

i often feel like a pay ppl (not directly but sometimes just by doing things for them) to be my friend
its a hard hard autism life.
>>13891037
playing nintendo games with other people is max comfey

[Anonymous No.13891189]

>>13890548
Haha goeie man

[Anonymous No.13891201]

>>13890400
>wahhh look how bad i have it, feel sorry for me!!!

[Anonymous No.13891214]

Save money and do bunch of cocaine the only way to remember ur birthday

[Anonymous No.13891224]

this thread is evil

[Anonymous No.13891244]

>Birthday is in the middle of summer
>No one is ever around for my birthday
>Always celebrate with family
>It's either on vacation or at the countryside with extended family
>Never felt the feels because every year is different
>This summer on my birthday I was working as an intern at another country
>Had a much of shots with coworkers

Seriously, this has prevented me from so much pain

[Sieg No.13891251]

>>13890854
That's me irl

[Anonymous No.13891286]

>>13890536
Facebook, it's a guy from highschool's wife

[Anonymous No.13891327]

i dont celebrate my birthday. i pretend its cuz i dont care but rly cuz its nobody wld come and it would hurt my self-esteem. im 24 fuck ml. i havent had friends or done shit for yrs

[Anonymous No.13891914]

>>13890821
hooking up is fun and all but its shallow. the next day after they both part ways bowtie kid is going to go back to square one, with the hope and despair that you can see in the eyes of eyepatch kid.

[Anonymous No.13891963]

>birthday parties past the age of 13 lole
lole....

[Anonymous No.13891971]

>>13890131
>tfw semi NEET for 4 years and this year I have to learn how to make friends and interact with people all over again.
one day at a time. one day at a time.
I haven't quite caught up yet but I'm worlds better than I was

[Anonymous No.13892003]

[Anonymous No.13892017]

>>13890815
Fuck me this hits hard.

[Anonymous No.13892026]

>>13892003
Bet his mum posted that on her FB page haha

[Anonymous No.13892027]

this thread made me lol. I've had a few of these but honestly, now I just look back at them and laugh. It's not that hard to find friends. There are hundreds or thousands of lonely people like us and they all want to connect. Just join an online community and go from there. Or go to a record store, concert, book store, just say hi to people.

[Anonymous No.13892042]

>>13892027
>chad
>npc
>neurotypical

[Anonymous No.13892045]

>>13890815
i remember this exact feeling :')

[Anonymous No.13892053]

>>13892027
>There are hundreds or thousands of lonely people like us and they all want to connect.

Why would you want to hang around the thing that resembles what you hate the most?

[Anonymous No.13892066]

>>13892053
because we want to love ourselves but are incapable of it so we overextend ourselves emotionally to other people but dont get back what we want or need or are willing to give out, and we delude ourselves into thinking people like us will understand and be willing to reciprocate

[Anonymous No.13892071]

>>13890487
this hurts

[Anonymous No.13892125]

>>13892003
this is cute hope dale is doing good

[Anonymous No.13892171]

Mfw birthday falls on December 31st. I’ve accepted being lonely I kinda like it

[Anonymous No.13892194]

>>13892003
Dale is comfy!!

[Anonymous No.13892211]

my girlfriend forgot my birthday and didnt do anything to make up for it

[Anonymous No.13892230]

>>13892211
don't worry she made it up to me bro

[Anonymous No.13892255]

>>13892027
>just say hi to people
lol great advice dude

[Anonymous No.13892263]

[Anonymous No.13892265]

>>13892211
Not a good gf. Probably fugging another guy

[Anonymous No.13892272]

[Anonymous No.13892275]

[Anonymous No.13892278]

>>13890603
i love you man you can make friends it's hard and it might hurt but you can find people if you look in the right places and are patient

[Anonymous No.13892279]

>>13892211
Length of relationship? How many days ago was it. We didn’t do anything special except start going raw that day (thanks progesterone). Being the social outcast I was but appreciating company we had a couple of her friends over for the following weekend enjoying video games, drinking and desert.

[Anonymous No.13892282]

[Anonymous No.13892337]

>>13892282
Mum looks fucked up

[Anonymous No.13892344]

It gets better.
My family never celebrated Christmas nor birthdays.
My neet friends never cared for my birthday. Till i turned 18 and my gf started showering me in smoll gifts through the year and Birthday gifts.
She is a pure soul with so much love. Sometimes i feel like i don’t do enough because i never was aware of gifts through my life.

[Anonymous No.13892353]

>>13892255
have u tried it u fucking idiot

[Anonymous No.13892356]

>>13890603
>>13890907
>>13892171
>>13891327
>>13891172
birthdays stop being special after 10. you might get something at 16, 18, and 21 due to being able to drive, drink, shit like that but no use in clinging to childhood idea of being the center of attention. a lot of "suck it up" advice is thoughtless but in this case you guys really need to catch up with the reality that people have their own lives and shit going on. you can only count on yourself to care and give attention to yourself. next time your birthday comes around and nobody remembers but you, celebrate another year of being alive, having all your limbs, senses, and cognitive functions intact. if you want to whine about how life is hard stop wasting everyone's time, including your own, and open a couple of arteries in the shower. if life was easy you'd complain about that too.

[Anonymous No.13892359]

>>13892356
beyond based and extremely redpilled

[Anonymous No.13892362]

>>13892353
have you been anywhere in public in the past 10 years? Do you think people randomly say high to eachother and start conversations all the time, do you live in some backwater in Kentucky? Because i cant otherwise understand how you would think living in a relevant city that people are interested in having conversations with strangers on their daily commute to wherever they are going.

[Anonymous No.13892364]

>>13892362
A commute is very different, he's talking about social situations. Absolutely zero surprise you didn't pick that up though.

[Anonymous No.13892369]

>>13890815
>Me during during senior year and college, now I'm a neet.

[Anonymous No.13892379]

>>13891244
this, summer birthdays fucking suck

[Anonymous No.13892400]

>>13891244
FUCK i feel this, summer birthdays suck.
my birthday is on July 4th. when i was a little kid we used to have my couple friends over weeks before because we knew they'd be gone around my birthday.
my little bro goes out of town every summer too. im 20 and for the past 5 years i've spent it alone with my parents, this year was mostly with my mom tho.
my boyfriend didn't even wish me happy birthday and was off doing stuff with his friends, shit stings

[Anonymous No.13892406]

>>13892400
): happy late birthday anon i love u

[Anonymous No.13892408]

>>13892406
thank u anon, luv you too appreciate it

[Anonymous No.13892413]

>>13892364
>social situations
>just say hi

you mean at a social function? Nobody walks up and says hi randomly even there, they are introduced or organically generate rapport by joining their friends in group conversations with other people and their groups. Jesus what fantasy maladaptive day dreaming existence do you live. I encourage you to actually try this yourself sometime since you clearly havent done it yet. See how that works.

[Anonymous No.13892427]

>>13892413
man saying hi to people and striking up convo is not that hard idk what either of you are on about. unless its obvious the person isnt interested in talking (body language is very important), people are usually fine with talking and prefer it over just sitting by themselves. talk to people! what do you have to lose? id talk to u guys

[Anonymous No.13892435]

>>13892413
Yeah any situation in which there may be conversation between two human beings. Christ dude, call it a function if you want, way to 'get' me. I'm not living any kind of fantasy, it is unbelievably easy to talk to people. I'm not saying everyone is like that, but nothing bad is going to happen to you if you approach someone and act friendly. What >>13892427 said about body language is important though. Don't approach someone that looks like they want to be left alone. You can do it bud.

[Anonymous No.13892446]

wtf is this r9k shit

[Anonymous No.13892480]

>>13892413
>>13892427
>>13892435
you guys are sitting on extreme ends of something that has truth on either side. on the one hand, if you're at let's say a listening party for the release of a record (they still happen in places) i would not find it out of the question at all if someone complimented me on my band shirt and we started to have a conversation about music and shows we have been to. just one example, there are many possibilities where this is normal, if not expected

on the other hand, if you as the other guy are frequently going around social events striking up conversations with strangers you are absolutely an invasive, burdensome presence and people are more often than not humoring you out of politeness because theres no tactful way to tell you "this is weird," or "go away." i have been at parties and events where my friend(s) and i are talking and some rando starts trying to talk to me or us out of nowhere. we give each other looks like "what's up with this guy" and are relieved when he goes away." been to bars many times where a guy start talking to me out of nowhere, but itd be rude to just turn my back and talk to my friend even if that's what i wanted to do in the moment.

[Anonymous No.13892538]

>>13890854
this says a lot about our society

[Anonymous No.13892545]

>>13892344
whered u meet her

[Anonymous No.13892548]

>>13890854
This just looks like he's about to do some breakdance or something

[Anonymous No.13892551]

My life is fucking shit and I want to die. I’ve started smoking, hopefully I don’t live for too long. I don’t think I can endure this loneliness.

[Anonymous No.13892555]

>>13892551
Smoking isn't going to kill you that fast, why don't you share what's going on

[Anonymous No.13892609]

>>13890481
I remember this thread, we all sent him happy birthday wishes on facebook.

[Anonymous No.13892613]

>>13890821
Punished

[Anonymous No.13892619]

>>13891162
dont feel bad!!! we're here to give u the best birthday :D

[Anonymous No.13892744]

>>13890487
>haha looks at how he cuts the cake
everytime

[Anonymous No.13892815]

I dread my birthday. I spend it alone, year after year. It's been that way since I was a young child. Just me and my parents. It's tradition that I come by their place to spend it with them, I'm all they have, and I wouldn't want to break their hearts by not showing up. That being said, once it's done, on the way home, I can't help but feel miserable and break into tears.

Those who have the luxury of a proper birthday. Please, cherish it. There's nothing fun or effay about being a bitter, lonely fuck. And for that other anon in this thread - Happy Birthday.

[Anonymous No.13892831]

>>13891224

[Anonymous No.13892833]

>>13892003
that's so scute
lucky dale

[Anonymous No.13892834]

>>13890986
Amen.

[Anonymous No.13892836]

>>13889060
That doesnt looks depressing at all.
Try when nobody around remembers your birthday except you.

[Anonymous No.13892889]

>>13892555
I’m 25, I don’t have friends, I can’t make friends, I can’t enjoy socializing, I’m always overthinking.

[Anonymous No.13892924]

>>13890400
Autism is normal, fuck off.

[Anonymous No.13892989]

I don't think anybody wanted me at the last birthday I went to. My own birthdays are lonely, and every time that number goes up, I expect something to be different, but nothing really changes, and that's the sad part.

What was nice about my last birthday, at least, was that my boyfriend wrote me a letter, just like the one he wrote me when he confessed to me. We read it out loud together, and it made me feel really special. I guess the past 4 birthdays before that sucked, but my last one wasn't.

[Anonymous No.13893035]

>>13892889
Good that you recognize overthinking as a problem because some people (me in the past) are prideful about their rationality. Their brains go lightspeed but they are so self-centered they have no data to process. You need to gather data instead of process data, pay attention, look outwards. People will calibrate how you SHOULD feel about situations cause right now your calibration is way out of whack.
Start your day with exercises, eat well, sleep decent hours. If your body is doing good it'll significantly cut into the anxiety, then maybe you can start being around people. Get the ball rolling. It's about momentum. It takes about a year. Next birthday, be proud of the progress you've made.

[Anonymous No.13893096]

>tfw you genuinely forget your own age and have to google "how old am I" and use an age calculator
>you end up being younger than you thought but still feel bad

[Anonymous No.13893104]

>>13893096
I still think im a teenager. That was years ago...

[Anonymous No.13893106]

>>13892356
C O P E

[Anonymous No.13893107]

>>13893096
what

[Anonymous No.13893117]

>>13891971
Keep going anon. You're an inspiration.

[Anonymous No.13893156]

>>13892003
that's such a dale thing to do haha

[Anonymous No.13893224]

>>13892356
'bout half of that is right

[Anonymous No.13893234]

>that communist uncle that sends you a communist birthday sms

[Anonymous No.13893268]

What would you want someone to do for your bday anons?
What would make you feel glad you were alive, at least for the day and appreciate you've made it one more year?

[Anonymous No.13893297]

>>13893268
Idk just like tell me happy birthday, spend time with me or something
Like I dont want expensive gifts or loud parties I just like hanging out with people

[Anonymous No.13893340]

>>13890487

[Anonymous No.13893368]

>>13891914
Square one for Chad isn't a bad spot. The chase is rewarding, definitely not disparaging with the right mindset. Im sure bowtie hooked up with multiple more girls before eyepatch got one.

[Anonymous No.13893371]

>>13892275
stealing this for album cover

[Anonymous No.13893373]

>>13890986

[Anonymous No.13893437]

>>13893373
JUST

[Anonymous No.13893711]

>>13890427
happy birthday anon

[Anonymous No.13894045]

i stopped celebrating my birthdays when i turned 18 so i didnt have to remember being alone for them

[Anonymous No.13894085]

My birthday's next week and I'm ridiculously nervous about it. I don't really have close friends but I was thinking of inviting some people I'm friendly with to a bar or something but I'm nervous they'll decline. I really wish birthdays weren't such a big deal but they're a yearly reminder that I have no social life.

[Anonymous No.13894088]

>>13894085
How old are you turning?

[Anonymous No.13894133]

>December 31st birthday
I had two normal birthday parties in my life

[Anonymous No.13894142]

>tfw going to spend my 21st birthday alone
At least I'll be old enough to legally die from alcohol poisoning.

[Anonymous No.13894298]

I will turn 24 next month.
I'm working full time in a big company, it's my first job after uni.

last week one of the emplyees had birthday.
Everyone sang and hugged him but you could see how uncomfortable he and basically everyone else was. I'm so fucking afraight of my birthday now, I can't take the day off but I also don't think I can survive this shit. I'm sweating heavily just by thinking about this. Having a lot of people you barely know and don't care about vice versa singing happy birthday to you and hugging you because it's what you do in this company. Fuck I wish I could spend the day all by myself like I did since I was 18.

[Anonymous No.13894308]

>>13894298
Just hide in the bathroom for eight hours. Fuck dude office culture is the worst. Not just with birthdays but the entire social aspect in general. "How was your weekend/what are you doing this weekend?" Nobody gives a fuck so why do you keep asking everyone Katie? Why did you even bring your baby to show it off at this cesspool?

[Anonymous No.13894658]

>>13892538
it literally doesn't saw anything about society

[Anonymous No.13894664]

>>13894658
fuck you veronica

[Anonymous No.13894908]

>>13892272
i swear i knew that Polynesian kid

[Anonymous No.13894914]

>>13892400
around here we did half birthdays when that was the case

[Anonymous No.13894915]

[Anonymous No.13894928]

>>13893035
How to fix low self esteem?

[Anonymous No.13894933]

>>13889060
My birthday is the 5th, spending it alone again this year

[Anonymous No.13894937]

>>13890481
damn, this is sad on so many levels

[Anonymous No.13895148]

>>13894937
:DDDD

[Anonymous No.13895166]

>>13893035
what do i do when the momentum is interupted because i cant accept or believe that i will actually be happy even if i improve myself?

Like if im not ill, poor, injured, disabled, in fairly good condition and cant like myself or find happiness, how do i convince myself to put in constant effort to improve when i cant even accept the status quo which is above average?

[Anonymous No.13895302]

>>13895166
For me the thing that drives me, or rather part of it is when im old and nearing death (when i finally realise its happening soon) will i be happy with what i did in life. Fear of being forgotten also drives me.

[Anonymous No.13895323]

>>13895302
but i genuinely want to die, my literal fear is growing old and realizing nothing anyone does matters and that i went through a horrible experience living a fake life

[Anonymous No.13895348]

>>13895323
We all want to die, some of us even do be dead. Yeah imma try and kill myself and fail but not anymore. Its just an excuse, find a fishing boat to force you out of the deep

[Anonymous No.13895709]

>>13893035
Pls respond>>13894928

[Anonymous No.13895722]

>>13890854
that hoodie is cool

[Anonymous No.13895763]

>>13894298
you are way overthinking it. just banter through it and maybe go out for drinks after work

[Anonymous No.13895827]

>>13891037
>it must suck being a parent to someone with no friends their baseline emotion is apathy
Why does this suck? It’s not like we’re costing them money or anything, we still work and some of us can even fund their elder life. If it sucks for them, they should understand that it’s even worse for us.

[Anonymous No.13895831]

>>13891914
My life feels worthless because other attractive guys have hooked up at least once. I’m not ugly too (which probably why I feel like I deserve a better life), but I’m too fucked up to even have close friends. Too overthinking, low self esteem, socially anxious, depressed, angry, etc.

I’m always scared of not impressing people enough.

[Anonymous No.13895887]

>>13890400
Everyone has autism. Different degrees, no doubt but you can't escape the 'tism.

[Anonymous No.13895963]

>>13893096
i hate that feel, but i see myself younger most of the time

[Anonymous No.13896121]

>>13890854
>tfw every other normies are less white than you

[Anonymous No.13896125]

I realized I don't know how to make friends. I only had friends in highschool because I played sports and we were forced to spend time together. Went through college at a huge party school and made no friends. Now I work with nobody my own age, still no friends, and all my highschool friends are far, far away.

[Anonymous No.13896127]

>>13892427
It’s hard because I don’t even sincerely want to talk to them. I just feel comfortable with responding to their convos in my head, and later fantasizing about how I would respond better to their banter. It’s not even stressing me out anymore, it feels like the default state of me.

[Anonymous No.13896138]

>>13893035
Sometimes I do listen, but I just can’t respond to them. It’s like I can’t even move my tongue, I can only respond to them in my head, fantasizing about how I can make them laugh, especially those cute girls, cus I’m REALLY scared of being stupid and embarassing in front of them.

[Anonymous No.13896157]

>>13894085
Don’t do it. They’ll judge you. Because they KNOW that they’re not your close friends, yet you’re inviting them to a special occasion. That’s a bit pathetic. I’d rather not celebrate at all.

[Anonymous No.13896166]

I don't like having birthday parties so I usually call a few friends and go out for a few beers.

[Anonymous No.13896168]

>>13890143
Same, I’ve never really celebrated as I just had a cake at home either my parents and brother and got a few presents. But that stopped after they forgot my 16th birdthday and during that day my parents even got to a fight (same happened to my brother’s birthday twice). I have not blown any candles ever since because I just don’t want to.

[Anonymous No.13896174]

>birthday is on halloween
>always went trick-or-treating on my birthday as a kid with my friends
>spent rest of the night playing video games and eating candy
was comfy

[Anonymous No.13896193]

>>13896157
This triggered a memory from high school when I turned 16 and tried inviting casual friends to a birthday dinner and only 2 people showed up :)

[Anonymous No.13896351]

>>13892400
I have a birthday on the 3rd of July and it fucking sucks.
The last party I had was in elementary school. It’s just always me and my family and at first it was ok but it just gotten worse and worse. I never get any happy birthdays from my friends because they are busy doing summer stuff. Usually my birthdays just end with me laying in bed depressed. I always get things that I don’t really want. Like I would just be happier with cash but they won’t just do cash.
I can’t wait for my 20th birthday it is going to be miserable.

[Anonymous No.13896437]

>>13892545
the internet