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[Anonymous No.13841941]

What ails you /fa/?

[Anonymous No.13841960]

How can you tell if you have genuinely good taste or just a gaudy asshole? People compliment my fits or pieces from my fits irl, but whenever I talk about it here or post my inspo in threads, I get roasted. Am I effay or just autismo?

Pls respond.

[Anonymous No.13841970]

>>13841960
This board is autismo.

[Anonymous No.13841973]

>>13841960
/fa/'s standards are insanely high. unless you are a 10/10 bodybuilder wearing junya, yohji, or whatever is cross-acceptable to the avant-garde and trad circles on /fa/ you will be torn to shreds

[Anonymous No.13841976]

>>13841941
being jobless sucks

going to interviews also sucks

[Anonymous No.13841978]

>>13841960
I always tell people here their fits are shit even if I like them, same thing with hairlines, even if it looks pristine I’ll recommend the guy get on hormones

[Anonymous No.13841988]

I have no friends and I've come to accept that I will always be alone.
I prefer to be by myself anyway, I have an autismal desire to be the best or have the best taste. Most people can't relate to me, even though I try my best to.
I feel a strong desire for the old 4chan to come back, I really only spend time here on /fa/ and on /a/, other boards aren't fun or interesting. All the cool interesting outsiders, introverts, and weirdos have been replaced by ironic shitposts.

What have all you been up to?

[Anonymous No.13842070]

feels like the whole world is against me and just likes to tease
the routine goes i feel an all basic fit, absolutely nothing flashy but presentable to get me through the day in the mirror. my hair looks fine and my face fine too. the moment i step outside i get blitzkrieged with thoughts about my proportions looking wonky, are my colors fine, is my jacket puffing up etc. and then this all gets confirmed the moment i look in a public restroom mirror and i look like a sloppier version of what i saw in the morning. it's like my skin just becomes crusty midway of the day, my hair falls and greases up, and my clothes somehow look exaggerated - a roomier hoodie looks oversized, a puffy windbreaker makes my torso look big, my tailored pants look slightly too skinny and obvious, etc.
i know lighting goes a long way, of course i'd look better in my own mirror, but i don't understand why i look absolutely abysmal under elsewhere.
somebody just tell me i'm delusional and everything will be okay.

>>13841988
this hit me after high school, everybody went off to do their own thing and i haven't talked to anybody since. felt all kinds of me just being other people's entertainment after all that time, all my close friends had several other friends so I began to believe I was just another source for them to reassure themselves if their primary friends weren't with them. it's been hard to learn how to be self sufficient and able to occupy my time by myself but it has progressively become easier.

[Anonymous No.13842174]

I Feel like nothing has any meaning outside my new clothes, so I keep buying them to avoid severe depression

[Anonymous No.13842182]

whatever i buy, i could have done better

[Anonymous No.13842184]

>>13841978
Based

[Anonymous No.13842186]

Guy who I once considered a best friend ghosted me a few weeks ago. Turns out it was because he hooked up with who he knew was the only girl I ever actually had feelings for. At least as long as I'm sad and dress nice I'm cool right guys.

[Anonymous No.13842206]

>>13841941
I feel like nobody is close to me that isn’t obligated to by basic social contract (my family who I love). No gf, my friends like to see me when I see them but like nobody ever contacts me. I met this one guy who I thought was a genuine friend I could talk to about my feelings but he ended up manipulating me into thinking everybody hated me while trying to make that a reality, fuck him. At least I’m not in that situation anymore, but I wish somebody cared for me that chose to.

[Anonymous No.13842209]

>>13841978
why bro

[Anonymous No.13842216]

>>13841941
No gf.
No gf.
No gf.

[Anonymous No.13842221]

>>13841941
I don't wear my /fa/ clothes to work because they'd get trashed and lately I've been too tired after work to go out and socialize so all my fits are just sitting in my closet doing nothing.

[Anonymous No.13842222]

>>13842206
Its weird how that statement about your friend hits home for me

>>13841941
this isn't the first time I've posted about this
but I'm currently in opiate withdrawal...... again
its gotten extremely mundane, tiring and shallow
im aware of the stances regarding addiction but atm one doesn't seem to fit
im rather lost trying to even approach dealing with it

[Anonymous No.13842257]

didn't learn for the test again

[Anonymous No.13842281]

>>13841941
It's the anon from like a month ago in one of these threads I was complaining about myself being too autistic to message this girl from a party but she's my gf now.
Registered for next semester now though and it's gonna be a rough one but I need it to graduate on time. Current academics are going all right though.
Spent over budget on leisure early in the semester, but I've since reigned it in a bit. In the red but not enough to matter.
Thanksgiving is next week, and I won't be able to make it home for it, so I'll be alone next week. Kinda bummed but I'll be skyping them and some friends and I'll seem em soon.
Not bad overall, I guess.
I hope things go better for those of you who are going through shit right now.

[Anonymous No.13842285]

>>13842281
Good for you anon

[Anonymous No.13842287]

>>13842206
fuck i feel exactly the same

im willing to open up and put myself out there way more than my friends do with me and it makes me resentful

[Anonymous No.13842294]

Last summer a runaway UNIMOG took a chunk out of my leg and now it's ugly and it aches when it gets cold.

[Anonymous No.13842309]

i have gyno and will never look good in a shirt or tight tops

[Anonymous No.13842348]

>>13841973
As a rule of thumb if you post in lively thread getting 50/50 split voices between good and bad it probably means your fit is actually very good

[Anonymous No.13842362]

>>13842294
lmao

[Anonymous No.13842402]

>>13842309
I have it too and I'm p sure it just gives the illusion of a buff chest when I wear dress shirts or M t shirts, I wouldn't worry anon

[Anonymous No.13842471]

>>13842174
Are you me?

[Anonymous No.13842476]

>>13841941
Honestly I just want to wear combat boots, NB, and camo jackets. My GF hates everything that I think is cool and she literally said to my face "you'll never go to space." IDK if she knew how bad that hurt but it really stung.

[Anonymous No.13842663]

>>13842257
it went ok. probably got like a 4,5/10 which i can take

[Anonymous No.13842754]

>>13842476
Fuck that ho. If you wanna live the lunar life start training and hit the STEM books.
The odds are way the fuck against you ever making it, but unless you try, you'll never have the smug satisfaction of blasting off to the ISS thinking about that girl back on earth who hated your boots.

[Anonymous No.13842763]

>>13842216
This.
>Tfw every relationship I've had started with the girl approaching me.

Since I broke up with my last gf and moved away for grad school I've seen so many cute redheaded low-key goth girls but I've got no idea how to make the first move.

[Anonymous No.13843076]

>>13842763
Everyone's just a person, there's no magic way to make a first move. You literally just say "hey, wanna grab coffee" and if they do then great and if they don't then it's not the end of the world.

[Anonymous No.13843113]

>>13842476
Listen to >>13842754
Do it spacebro.

[Anonymous No.13843122]

>>13841941
Im too smol for clothes
people are 180-190 where I live and im 173 so thrfifting clothes is impossible
buying from the internet is unsafe and the other places that do offer my size are just normalfag boring shit

[Anonymous No.13843138]

>>13843076
>just bee yourself
amazing

[Anonymous No.13843208]

Attending uni, too afraid to wear anything interesting to me and stick out.

[Anonymous No.13843215]

>>13843208
unironic pussy. this isn't for you. you probably wear some larp shit like slp anyway

[Anonymous No.13843219]

>>13843076
that's so boring tho. ask em if they wanna drive around and sing j hip hop or somthin

[Anonymous No.13843240]

>>13843219
Yeah, it is, but it's a nice neutral thing so you can focus on just getting to know the person, and it's open enough that you can bail early or do something more interesting afterwards depending on how it's going.
If you wanna aim for more out there first dates, more power to you, but I prefer to ramp up to them.

[Anonymous No.13843325]

I was messaging this 8/10 girl that was interested in me and she randomly stopped replying for no reason.
What the fuck bros, i thought I finally made it

[Anonymous No.13843342]

>>13842763
unironically just bee yorself, truth is no one has a fucking clue about how dating works

[Anonymous No.13843363]

>>13843215
not him but I wear full on slp and I can feel the hate from everyone at school. Feels good

[Anonymous No.13843365]

>>13841941
>tfw there will be no fashion houses in our future communist society

[Anonymous No.13843654]

>>13843325
nvm boys, she replied

[Anonymous No.13844001]

>>13842209
people need to learn to make their own decisions

[Anonymous No.13844239]

>>13841941
>got first tinder match
>can't take her out because I have no money at all
can't even afford a rope

[Anonymous No.13844296]

Bought some corduroys off Ebay, they arrived today and their a different shade than in the photos. Disappointing, but I can work with it.
I do need to stop buying clothes for a good while, but Ebay and having spare cash is tempting when i drink/DUDEWEEDLMAO.
Got adjustable weights, going to try to focus on my body for a while before focusing back on fashion, I have been a skeleton my whole life so here we go

[Anonymous No.13844321]

i love my gf so much but in 6 months shes gonna move far away and i know we're gonna have to break up and everyday it kills me to think about it

[Anonymous No.13844646]

>>13842287
(Same guy as post you replied too)
I too am a very open person, I feel like I can’t make connections or something. I might be a little paranoid from that douche fucking up my perceptions.

[Anonymous No.13844766]

my hands are always cold like why the fuck

[Anonymous No.13844813]

>>13841960
People IRL usually lie to be nice.
If you know the person well and are very close you might get a honest answer but don’t bother asking not so close friends.

[Anonymous No.13844824]

>>13843363
no, everyone just wonders why you're wearing a costume

[Anonymous No.13844848]

>>13844766
You aren't moving around enough, stop atrophying in front of your pc screen. Shake your hands and do some sort of activity.

[Anonymous No.13844874]

Am I too cold with her?

[Anonymous No.13844879]

>>13844874
yes

[Anonymous No.13844883]

i have a good relationship with this new girl in my life, we did the whole cuddling making out then eventual sex thing within like 3 dates because we have really close mutual friends, but she fuckin never replies to texts??? whats up with that, she literally will take an entire day to say somethin back and itll be so dry but in person she's completely normal? it makes me fuckin sad when im not wit her and she doesnt communicate well

[Anonymous No.13844902]

>>13844883
>whats up with that
She's with other dudes she intends to fuck.

[Anonymous No.13845220]

>>13841941
I still have like 7 months before ill reach my goal weight and im fucking impatient. my diet cant get any more strict but im gonna stop smoking cigs and jogging everyday, hopefully that might cut a month off but Ive read exercise is actually negligible in weight loss. fuck man i just want to be beautiful.

[Anonymous No.13845225]

>>13845220
>im gonna stop smoking cigs and jogging everyday
You mean start? I'd pick the latter and start doing some calisthenics to supplement it. You're right that diet is 99% of weight loss, but exercise will ensure that you aren't a gross flabby piece of shit when you hit your goal weight. Also it's better to lose weight through a sustainable deficit than major restriction. The former becomes a lifestyle the latter usually leads to yo-yo dieting because your skinny self will just revert to eating like a fat fuck.
>still have like 7 months before ill reach my goal weight
You didn't become a fat fuck overnight so why dyou think getting skinny should be any different?

[Anonymous No.13845235]

>>13844321
it's ok anon, my gf of 5 years recently left me and it really fucked me up. At least in your situation you can keep things amicable

[Anonymous No.13845238]

I'm cruising along, that's all. When I'm not melancholy, I'm complacent. I have one friend, it's some Korean chick, we've known each other for a couple of year, albeit we don't speak much. Schizophrenia is hereditary and very common in my family, there's a good chance I'm next in line - I have a gut feeling. Don't eat much, drink a lot of coffee and tea, that's about it. Not talking to or interested in anyone. I'm a simple man.

[Anonymous No.13845240]

I think it has something to do with that you can be anonymous on here. Which results in that people just talk shit

[Anonymous No.13845255]

>>13844874
im a girl and no, these responses are good and straight to the point.

[Anonymous No.13845569]

>>13841988
>I feel a strong desire for the old 4chan to come back

zoomer detected

[Anonymous No.13845703]

>>13842186
damn bro that’s rough

[Anonymous No.13845713]

>>13842309
Same. That's why I only come here for the shoes. Just accepted that I'll never be normal, I'm also disabled too.

[Anonymous No.13845742]

My roommate thinks I’m a drunk burnout, my classmates think I’m a weird ultra-conservative incel who keeps showing up to class with massive hangovers, my friend’s think I’m an alcoholic slut (male), the girls I’m interested in think I’m a boring geek; after two decades of being the “smart guy” I think I’m gonna lose my 4.0 because I’ve been getting blackout drunk every week. I used to have a very strong sense of self but that’s disappeared over these past few months, and now I have no idea who I am anymore. I think I’m borderline and I can’t stop disclosing my entire life story to anyone with two ears and a pulse. I burn through new relationships super quickly and I’m starting to get tired. I’ve been thinking a lot about how things used to be and I wish I could go back.

I’m also spending all of my income on clothes and I’m running out of alcohol

[Anonymous No.13845803]

>develop style over many years
>acquire gf
>she dislikes most of what I wear and is generally apathetic to fashion so I can't talk to her about it like the /fa/ggot I am
Still happy with her though so I guess I can't really complain

[Anonymous No.13845804]

>>13845742
so none of those people are wrong
stop drinking, get back to studying retard

[Anonymous No.13845843]

>>13844883
sorry to mention it, but unless she has an intense job (e.g. lawyer, vet etc.) she's putting out to other men and testing your eligibility.

[Anonymous No.13845849]

>>13841976
Same man, I've been looking for work on my gap year for like 3 months and haven't found anything. Job market in my city is tough and I'm American born and don't speak the language.

I still can't help but feel like a useless piece of shit though who can't even get anyone to let him wash some fucking dishes.

All my homies got jobs and are traveling the world and shit, I haven't seen them in like 2 weeks. I feel so isolated and depressed and just want something to do beside lurk the internet and go running (can't even afford a gym membership).

I got into really prestigious schools but declined and took a gap year because I wanted to study a different program but now I feel like that was a shitty choice.

[Anonymous No.13845864]

my ex gf , whom ive tried to cut off numerous times in the past year, i keep letting back in my life for a few months at a time because im weak n pathetic!! she inevitably has a breakdown and relapses and goes away for a little while before texting me back saying she's ok. it feels like she wants me to think she is going to or has already off'd herself.

i still have feelings for her obviously and sometimes I think she does for me too , but it seems like she's almost constantly on the verge of having another breakdown. i'd like to get back with her eventually but im going to be in London from January to May so im not going to put her through that.

[Anonymous No.13845867]

>>13844883
I do this to my friends, including one that pretty blatantly likes me. He's nice but sucks at texting (one-word replies and shit) and I get bored quick. Am also antisocial/autistic, so I hate communication outside of irl face-to-face chatting.

If she's normal irl, then I wouldn't worry about it.

[Anonymous No.13845868]

Can't bring myself to buy quality clothing because I never go out. Plus spending money on myself makes me depressed

[Anonymous No.13845872]

just living I guess
I like this girl, I have a feeling she does too but idk
I have a hard time letting loose and talking about my life with my friends considering the last 5 years are a muddy mess of memories where it all kinda blends together. I've forgotten how to feel

[Anonymous No.13845885]

>>13845868
>Plus spending money on myself makes me depressed
The opposite for me. Spending money on sick cops makes me happier. The happy wears off, tho, so I need to buy more.

[Anonymous No.13845888]

>>13844883
>i have a good relationship with this new girl in my life, we did the whole cuddling making out then eventual sex thing within like 3 dates
THOT

[Anonymous No.13845899]

>Have fantastic head of hair all my life, good face shape and body shape
>Big autist, have a bunch of friends but too dense to get GF
>Lose weight, learn how to be fun and not be a fucking dork, learn how to be fashionable
>Even get a GF
>Immediately start losing hair

What the FUCK. This hurts so fucking bad. All my work finally goddamn pays off, and my body betrays me in the most devastating and permanent way aesthetically possible.

Fuck, I don't even want to show my face anymore. The stupid increasing quantities of raggedy hair slowly creeping up my temples haunts me every goddamn day, and it has for about two years. It's only noticeable now, and I hate that so fucking much. I want to die.

[Anonymous No.13845901]

>>13845899
buzz it off faggot and be happy you have a gf

[Anonymous No.13845912]

>>13841941
I want to fuck/maybe date my qt goth/alt friend.
I think she may be interested but don't want to potentionally make things weird.

Should I just kiss her when we're hanging out sometime?
Also college is fucking gay

[Anonymous No.13845916]

>>13841960
This board is retarded.

People here actually dress like shit a lot and believe their style is getting people to like them

[Anonymous No.13845927]

>>13844874
Lmfao

[Anonymous No.13846339]

>>13844874
autism in action

[Anonymous No.13846398]

>>13845912
Go fuck a different chick then see how you feel, if you don’t care about banging her anymore then you’re just wanting to get your dick wet, if you still want her after then maybe it’s worth going for it.

Have guys been friends long? If not then go for it.

[Anonymous No.13847073]

>>13845713
What's your disability? MS?

[Anonymous No.13847088]

>>13845899
Yo uprobably aren;t getting enough nutrients for that big head of hair.

[Anonymous No.13847115]

Gf of 2 extremely close years after we braved a difficult beginning together, ghosted me randomly and changed everything about her life, started hanging out with these two guys in college. Made me sick for a while and I still feel like I've been permanently hurt but overall it kind of feels a bit good to not put hoes on a pedestal anymore, even if she really was the furthest thing from one until that random day. Still think she might be legit bipolar but never showed me any of the signs, kept it really well hidden. Was saying up till weeks before breaking up that she wanted to have my kids, was lucky to have me, and wanted me forever. To be honest I think being aloof and not caring about anyone's attention is very /fa/ so it's not the worst thing in the world even if it was the hardest initially. Trying to enjoy the small things in life, and travelling a lot.

[Anonymous No.13847130]

>>13844874
>>13845255
the absolute state of women

[Anonymous No.13847216]

>>13844848
ill try that anon i do work on my computer a lot

[Anonymous No.13847227]

>>13846398
Not really wanting to just hook up. I'm only considering breaking my rule because I want experience with a girl and she's qt.

Only become proper friends a couple of weeks back. We mainly just get coffee together and she stays over often.

[Anonymous No.13847243]

>>13844824
Muh costume

You just have bad clothing

[Anonymous No.13847246]

>>13842070
It's your imagination.

When I feel self conscious I feel the same way about myself. It's just psychological mainly.

[Anonymous No.13847253]

>>13843122
T a i l o r

[Anonymous No.13847257]

>>13843208
Don't be a fag

I am probably the edgiest dresser at my college and nobody really says anything. I get complimented if anything.

[Anonymous No.13847263]

my dorm is smal

[Anonymous No.13847266]

>>13845569
Literally how. I’ve besn here for eight years and I want a site that is creative and fun again. Less crap to wade through

[Anonymous No.13847270]

[Anonymous No.13847273]

i have a cat and she is a bicth and i get skracht evry day ps my cats name is panalapy

[Anonymous No.13847280]

[Anonymous No.13847286]

my cat

[Anonymous No.13847299]

i am alon

[Anonymous No.13847612]

>>13845843
shes a nurse
but still i think ur right

[Anonymous No.13847642]

>>13847073
A sensory one.

[Anonymous No.13848003]

>>13842763
>>13843342
th big secret: every man on this planet plays a numbers game, thats how nature lay down the rules for us.

compare the natural understanting of life by boomerhauer vs that massive faggot bobby, this is THE best aproach we can have as men, it will also prepare us if/when shit hits the fan, this is how you get confidence and to dont give a crap if you said something stupid:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N7FVmeJXwCY

[Anonymous No.13848055]

not tfw-no-gf anymore, and she's the kindest girl i ever had the pleasure of meeting
hot as hell too
however i'm still not completely over the girl i fell in love with more than two years ago
why am i an idiot

[Anonymous No.13848107]

i feel like none of the shit i'm making will never matter. feel like i'm the type of person that can't start trends or make up something absolutely original. anything i make is just an interpritation of something i really like or liked at some point in my life. this is about clothes and music. i'm working really hard in order to make interesting product, people are liking it but i'm never getting any kind of attention from people that dont know me.

[Anonymous No.13848149]

>>13844874
Actual autism

[Anonymous No.13848739]

>>13847273
>>13847280
>>13847286
Cute cat! I love all black kitties. Shame about the scratching but I'm sure she doesn't mean (too much) harm

[Anonymous No.13849253]

>>13841988
I would make ironic shitposts anyways, whether I realised it or not
>>13848107
>anything i make is just an interpritation of something i really like or liked
Yeah but thats how it always is? Like in the 80s and whatever there was all that rock music that just copied classical music.
But then people make the most generic fucking shit and normies eat it up.
I feel the same way though, and that's why I don't like playing music anymore (plus I'm really not that good anyways, but it's easy as fuck to play a melody that's already been composed).

[Anonymous No.13849593]

>>13844321
been there anon. my advice is to enjoy the moments and dont do long distance. good luck bro

[Anonymous No.13849596]

>>13845235
shit will feel raw for a few months. hang in there anon.

[Anonymous No.13849618]

>tfw no shave november is not going well, i just look like a muslim terrorist

[Anonymous No.13849626]

>>13841941
I like the look of leather boots and I want to buy a proper footwear for winter but I swallowed vegan pill 3 years ago and I don’t want to give up my ideas for looks. What do?

[Anonymous No.13849654]

>>13849618
You need a haircut my man
high skin fade on the sides and trim about half off the top

[Anonymous No.13849660]

>>13849626
Buy used leather boots. My belief is that if you're gonna kill an animal for shoes, at the very least do not be wasteful and kill more when there are still perfectly good shoes out there that just end up being thrown out.

Not even a veganfag but a thriftfag. People are so fucking wasteful. Thrifting is ethical and good for the environment.

[Anonymous No.13849666]

>>13849654
man its only been a month since i last went i dont want to go back so soon. the barber knew what he was doing but he left it way too long on top which i didnt notice because he used a lot of water and gel to push it down. he also felt skin-level sides would be way too short for the shape of my head and how much i needed to keep on top

[Anonymous No.13849681]

i'm so fucking lonely and depressed because i can't relate to anyone
my best friend offed himself
i couldn't save him
now i live in a different town and all my friends are moving on with their lives and my crush ghosted me
the people here are ok but i have so little in common with them
i haven't had sex in 2 years
i've developed major trust issues
i can't sleep until late late hours and have been oversleeping into the afternoon a lot
been feeling very unattractive recently
i cry about losing my homie at least once a week and then don't have the energy to do anything afterwards
it's all getting a bit much

[Anonymous No.13849781]

>>13849626
that was 3 years ago. things change. good luck.

[Anonymous No.13849806]

>>13849681
hang in there dude. start lifting and set some goals. life has ups and downs. when you were chilling and having good times with your homie and your other friends you were having the "good times", now the "bad times" are here and that too will come to end an end soon. dont give up brah. we're all going to make it.

[Anonymous No.13849838]

>still running in hamster wheel of updating wardrobe
>no longer see or talk to any of my friends
>almost never go out to do something for fun
>finally earning enough to afford my own place but paralyzed by the options of living alone in the suburbs or living alone in the city or starting an off-grid homestead alone
>creative output a mere fraction of what it once seemed be, feels more like a chore
>harder and harder to relate to normies, even those who share most of my political leanings
>everything getting overshadowed by the undeniable reality of the extraterrestrial presence and all the unanswered questions therein

[Anonymous No.13849847]

>>13849838
Tell me about the ayy lmaos anon. What do they wear? Are they /fa/?

[Anonymous No.13849874]

Here's a great autistic feel for my fellow /fa/ bros

>i'm your typical mid 20s socially awkward 4chan autist
>bought pic related shoes because I saw them in a photo and always wanted some ridiculous looking clown shoes and these absolutely fit the bill
>have worn them to work 3-4 times (work is pretty much the only social interaction i get and the only place i would have to wear them) on fridays since halloween

>coworkers mob me over them about how cool they are when they first see them and get excited when they see me in them again
>other people who come in to my place of work also talk about them to me
>went to a restaurant with coworkers a few weeks ago and random people there coming up to me to talk a few words about them since they are cool

>aforementioned socially awkward autism results in me being very uncomfortable with the attention these get so i just kinda say "haha yeah thanks" then awkwardly stand there until they leave

[Anonymous No.13849875]

>trying to get back down to a 16.5 BMI
>in a ldr and it's exhausting, I see no end to it being like this
>can feel my brain atrophying as I graduated and am now working

[Anonymous No.13849884]

>>13849874
Those are ass ugly. If true, people are probably making fun of you behind your back.

[Anonymous No.13849887]

>depression slept through one too many sessions of a class, failing it for nonattendance
>no doctors note because never got clinically diagnosed
>stress making my entire face break out (worst of it on forehead, luckily covered by bangs)
>stress leading me to impulse buy things even though I'm almost broke
>stress making me overeat shitty food, don't eat for days to make up for it
>interrupted sleep from anxiety, coupled with above = always tired, can't focus
>going to have to spend all Thanksgiving break working on papers and projects
>broke up with gf because feeling antisocial
>even lonelier now
Honestly just end my life. It was all going well until a few weeks ago.

[Anonymous No.13849888]

>>13849884
>Those are ass ugly.
well that was the point in getting them
also really could not care less if people make fun of me, but i dont think random people stopping what they are doing to come up to me to tell me how cool my shoes are and how much they like them are making fun of me

[Anonymous No.13849889]

I have $10k to get a new car but I can’t decide what to get pls help

I’m in the us of that matters

[Anonymous No.13849907]

>>13849888
>i dont think random people stopping what they are doing to come up to me to tell me how cool my shoes are and how much they like them are making fun of me
They're laughing on the inside, sorry your autism makes it difficult to read social cues

>also really could not care less if people make fun of me
o i am laffin

[Anonymous No.13849913]

>>13849907
>random sperglord on 4chan thinks he knows the ideas of people who he's never seen nor met because that's how he feels so everyone should
oh no, you think random people are laughing at me on the inside?
hell yes bitch, got his ass

[Anonymous No.13849925]

>>13849887
>broke up with gf because feeling antisocial
lost me right here. You worthless bum ass nigga. Get your shit together.

[Anonymous No.13849930]

>>13849913
>random autist comes on 4chan about his ugly shoes, apes out when others give him truth
I know heaps and bounds more than you can ever dream, aspie

>oh no, you think random people are laughing at me on the inside?
I know for a fact they are

[Anonymous No.13849933]

>want to quit smoking
>things keep happening in my life that make me want a cigarette

[Anonymous No.13849935]

>>13849907
damn you're breaking this anon down

[Anonymous No.13849937]

I am extremely stressed, under immense pressure, and face constant crippling angst that I bottle up and let randomly explode on someone at a random time for 30 seconds about once a month and then feel like shit afterwards
However it's caused me to listen to a fuck ton of punk music and dress better because i've been giving less fucks
at least the underlying feeling of constant discontent and anger has made me look cool right guys

[Anonymous No.13849939]

>>13849925
>she always wants to do shit
>don't feel connection with her because don't feel connection with anyone
>break shit off to not be bothered to go out
Not sane but straightforward.
>get your shit together
Working on it. Mental illness is a bitch.

[Anonymous No.13850413]

>tfw dreaming about my ex
>it feels so real

[Anonymous No.13850555]

>>13850413
Holy shit anon I know this feel. The day after she left I had a dream that we had the most amazing make-up sex and just cuddled in bed afterwards. I woke up alone crying.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCCpVl06mC0
Song related
>time and time again
>I see her in my dreams
just

[Anonymous No.13850585]

>>13849933
shit habit desu, but nothing like just sitting down after something happens and rolling a cig

[Anonymous No.13851688]

i feel like life is too long. i can't imagine having to brush my teeth twice a day, showering, getting up and going to work for much longer. it seems impossible to maintain my life for the average life span. i hate my job even though it's very close to being my dream job. i don't think i can do much better and i'm sure if i do i will hate it even more. i want to take a vacation but i'm worried i will feel even worse after the vacation. in my free time all i want to do is go on 4chan and watch porn. I feel like shit if I'm not around people for too long but then when i'm around them i feel stressed and try too hard to make sure they're enjoying me. i want to buy clothes but i feel undeserving. i'm ugly anyway so i'll just look like an ugly guy who spent a lot of time and money on nice things that are hanging off his body. i don't want to kill myself because i don't want to hurt my family or gf. i feel like a mollusk stuck to the ground while time and space and people living fully formed lives float by me. anyone familiar with this feel?

[Anonymous No.13851701]

>>13844874
Dude if it works that's great. Don't change unless she complains.

[Anonymous No.13851736]

>>13849933
This completely. Least I’ve started to cut down when I’m at the pub or getting pissed

[Anonymous No.13851793]

>>13842216
I have an 8/10 gf with a phat ass that I dont even like but I was single for so long I cant bring myself to end it

[Anonymous No.13851801]

>>13851688
i feel you anon. two years ago all I wanted was to quit my shitty serving job, have a gf and go to a nice uni that was way out of my chances given my old high school gpa. I ended up working as hard as I could and now I'm going to that uni, have a gf that loves me, and work a nice job that pays me twice as much for half the work. But I'm just as miserable as I was before and i dont know how to fix it

[Anonymous No.13851811]

>got Tinder Gold since it was half off
>for shits and giggles I enable both men and women in the search
>getting likes from nothing but obese women and men built like Adonises

ayy lmao what a cruel turn of events

[Anonymous No.13851841]

>>13851801
it's such a confusing feeling. when was the last time you were happy? i was into philosophy for a while but now that doesn't seem to help anymore.

[Anonymous No.13851880]

Have to watch girl I dated for a bit get hit on by other guys at work (one of whom her friends say she’s actually into). I was too much of a fuck to keep her interested. All of my friends are starting to get gfs etc and I’m slowly realizing how undesirable I am.

[Anonymous No.13852012]

>>13848055
>no (you)s once again
I've given up at this point

[Anonymous No.13852015]

>>13841941
I'm very ugly and I'd rather not be

[Anonymous No.13852113]

>>13845849

a gap year can feel like that sometimes anon dont worry ur gonna make it

I took almost 3 years off before going to university for something i actually wanted to study and a decent chunk of it was spent being sad and broke and having nothing to do lol

u learn a lot of life skills passively, so don't feel bad about it. it's more of an adjustment period

[Anonymous No.13852293]

>>13849847
Like pic related or basic robes. Sometimes they use screen images of humans dressed in 90s normcore or lowkey goth so as not to distract from the communication. Also sometimes cartoony animals. As I understand it some aren't even physical like us, they don't get old or eat or fuck or wear clothes at all. To them a physical body is clothing.

[Anonymous No.13852323]

Shoes are the only article of clothing I give a fuck about in the slightest, but I wear a size 12 4E. Good luck getting anything that's not an athletic shoe in that size.

[Anonymous No.13852346]

All good feels here bro.

Recently got a much better job in NYC, have more disposable income than ever, Copped multiple grail items for great prices past few months, holidays coming up. Get to see all my family, old friends.

[Anonymous No.13852617]

>>13851841
the summer after my senior year of high school was the best time of my life, everything since then has just felt like one disappointment after another

[Anonymous No.13852646]

>>13852323
>it's another "what size are you"
>it's another "look at those clown feet"
>it's another "you're feet are so big let me put my shoe next to yours haha"
I GET IT YOU FEETLETS

[Anonymous No.13852652]

[Anonymous No.13852673]

>>13852646
What can you find in your size? Shit's brutal for us wide foots.

[Anonymous No.13852675]

>>13841941
I need to stop talking and start a business. I don’t know how but I just need to do it. I can’t work for someone else forever. I’m only 21 and I feel like I’ve wasted so much time, which is straight retarded, but there’s a lot of guilt associated with it.

Thanks for reading.

[Anonymous No.13852725]

>>13852012
Nigga you have a gf let us grieve

[Anonymous No.13852764]

>>13851688
>nyone familiar with this feel?
Yes, I am. I lived with this feeling of not being "real", like my life was not "happening" and everyone around me was "real" and happy. I lived with this feeling for over 15 years. In that time I had gone to school, gotten jobs, gotten laid a couple times, but never had a real gf, I spent most of my time alone. The only thing I can say to you is, you probably have a Narcissist Father or Mother. Who pretends to help you but is just killing you slowly. You have to do what makes you happy, and see your parents for what they really are, which is selfish people who never let you truly grow up and become the "real" person that you haven't become yet. It will cause you to hate your parents a bit, and feel very weird, but you have to do things for yourself. and not what makes other people happy. You need confidence. and that only comes from learning who you really are and what makes you feel "real" in a societal context.

[Anonymous No.13852865]

>>13852652
whoever keeps doing these images
fuck you
stop making me self conscious about all my bad traits

[Anonymous No.13852923]

>>13852764
Thank you. I think you might be right. How do I learn who I am? What steps can I take to learn what makes me feel real in a societal context? Sorry if these are stupid questions.

[Anonymous No.13852949]

>>13848107

Creation is all about stealing and improving dude, don't get inside your head and feel like you can't make an impact. Some of the most ingenious ideas/art are re-purposed and tinkered with.

[Anonymous No.13852953]

>>13848107
this is normal man

the hardest stage for an artist to breakthrough is the one where you evolve from mimicking other works and influences and turning into your own inspiration. You'll get somewhere

[Anonymous No.13852957]

>>13852923
My best advice is to think back to when you were a small child....there was probably moments where you had a feeling of freedom....like the world seemed so big and exciting to you....but (if your parents are narcs) suddenly you were told by your parents it was wrong, or they stopped you from developing that thing you were doing. This is crucial time in development of confidence, because it requires your parents to let go of you, but some/lots of parents refuse to let this happen, because they are selfish. And so your brain gets wired in a certain way, that the world becomes incredibly small, and suddenly your idea of what life can possibly be, is squished into a little pea.

[Anonymous No.13852970]

>>13852957
Point being, the world was always the same size, but your perception of what it was and the possiblitlies it held was condensed into a little space. It's all about what you see as possible. And certain things your parent stold you as a child, that "You" did or did not "Like", like they may have taken you to a lesson ssomewhere but they said you cried and would not stay there... so this creates the wiring in your mind that you "Don't like that thing", but this was only after they had previously wired you to not be left alone and fend for yourself at some other lesson (but you don't remember because who remembers that shit from when you were 5)....so you are basically brainwashed into thinking you hate certain things, because you learned "to hate" them, and learned that pain would come if you were allowed to be free and experience the new thing. So they use their own brainwashing to reinforce the next experience, and then you become this teenager, who retains this idea of what "do or don't like", and then you waste ten more years , and you are 25, and you are now in this brainwashed wasteland of your mind...and then another 10, you are 35, and another 10, I believe some people never truly break out of their mental prison created by their parents, in fact probably alot....and instead they become 30 and have their own children, and then they repeat the same thing on them, rationslizing that they are doing the right thing, by selectively forming the childs mind. Into what is "right" and what is "wrong", and what is "possible". hope that helps you anon.

[Anonymous No.13852972]

>>13844874
Holy shit you're retarded.

[Anonymous No.13852975]

>>13845867
This don't listen to the other people. It's probably nothing

[Anonymous No.13852981]

>>13845868
What's the problem with spending money on yourself? Treat yoself

[Anonymous No.13853031]

Particularity worried about my future as the end of my college career approaches.
e-girlfriend is not as exciting and spontaneous as she used to be and puts a lot less effort into our relationship than she used to. She also forgot my birthday then asked me to not talk about it and that she hadn't done anything when I asked a few days later if she had done something for me after all. Her birthday is quite important to her and I made sure to do the best I could to help her enjoy hers.
I really hate the feeling of growing up. I can't explain much more than that but I expect someone to harass me about this point; don't waste your time.
Finally, just a general sense that I fail at most things I do, or at least don't perform up to the standard I expect from myself. For example, it hurts alot to watch any high stakes video game tournament, knowing that I'll never be able to join them despite trying my hardest to improve.

[Anonymous No.13853054]

>>13851688
Fuck man I feel this. Sometimes I think about how much longer I’m going to be in this life and I just feel exhausted

[Anonymous No.13853202]

>>13845238
Don't smoke pot or do psychedelics. When you feel yourself slipping, withdraw everything from savings and travel then throw yourself off a cliff when the voices become too loud. Idk that's what I'd do

[Anonymous No.13853562]

>>13842763

>>13843138

>>13843365

>>13844239

>>13844902

>>13845225

>>13845569

>>13845899

>>13845888

Okay couldn't bother to @ everyone but how do I do green text?

Like the picture ^

Promise I'm not a new faggot just never did green.

[Anonymous No.13853928]

>Depressed
>Tall, slender, and SLP
>Starting to develop a drug dependency (amps)
>Attractive, can easily land one night stands or whatever
>Lonely, can't actually bond with people
Am I living the /fa/ life yet?

I recently had my heart broken. It's all pretty silly really since we actually had only met each other a handful times and only had sex once, but the reason it hurts more than before is because I actually felt a connection with her. Worst part is that she decided to tell me by ghosting me.

[Anonymous No.13854003]

I'm feeling more and more socially anxious, just don't want to leave the house and hate the idea of meeting with friends or even making friends outside of work...

[Anonymous No.13854010]

My live-in gf is depressed and it's exhausting trying to help her but we've been together for 2+ years so can't just drop it and kick her out... but I don't see lasting this long. Feels like she needs time away from relationships to heal.

[Anonymous No.13854015]

No amount of being /fa/ will bring happiness. Just brief moments of futile satisfaction that is going to be destroyed by an epiphany detailing the insignificance of the mere concept of happiness.

[Anonymous No.13854044]

>tfw not sure if ugly or somewhat decent looking
>tfw no gf
>tfw depressed, demotivated and have 0 willpower
>tfw too poor to dress in the fits and designers i've always wanted to
>tfw no friends who are into fashion
>tfw no good friends at all
>tfw feel disgusted by my appearance
>>13844239
This so much. I've had a bunch and they all fizzled out because I stalled because I'm a poorfag

[Anonymous No.13854281]

>>13844239
Go for a nice fall walk anon and just chat, maybe just go on the swing like you used to as a kid, those kind of dates are always more fun than just sitting and eating.

[Anonymous No.13854458]

i'm probably gonna fail some classes this semester because i'm beyond stupid and care about grades just enough that i want them to be good but not enough to actually put in any amount of effort
my mom found out i almost failed a class last semester and has pretty much cut all contact with me, she actually hates me as a human
i'm a 20 year old kh virgin, i'm ugly but i don't think i'm THAT ugly and i'm a manlet but i'm at least 5'10. i literally don't interact with any girls at all. i can talk to girls just fine but my only chances to talk them are when i'm literally FORCED to talk to them, like for group projects and such
also kommandostore won't restock austrian meme boots until 2019 which has all got me feeling pretty down for the past month or so
hope it gets better bros

[Anonymous No.13855704]

>>13845864
Sounds to me like she's just using you. She might love you, but she might just be crazy and think she does. Either way, it's not a healthy relationship for either of you. Split it off and stop talking to her. Be careful with crazy, and don't let yourself be manipulated by her. You are strong, anon, you don't need someone like her. Treat yourself like someone you are responsible for helping. If you wouldn't want your friend to be in a toxic on-again, off-again relationship, then why would you want yourself to be?

[Anonymous No.13855729]

>>13849681
Sorry to hear about your homie. It wasn't your fault, and it won't do you any good to beat yourself up over it. My advice is get a job if you don't have one. Anything will do, just something to ground you so you can develop a regular sleep schedule. Like >>13849806 said, set some goals. They don't have to be grand, make it something that you know you could do and that you would be willing to do, like taking out the garbage, or doing the dishes. Fix small problems around you and work up to the bigger ones. Don't wallow in misery and despair, stand up straight. Take care of yourself, alright anon?

[Anonymous No.13855741]

>>13852957
>>13852970
Thanks anon. This is very helpful. Saved so I can re-read this many times in the future. How difficult was it for you to get out of this mental prison?

[Anonymous No.13855758]

>>13844874
dial it up maybe 20% warmer and you are good.

[Anonymous No.13855817]

Lack of motivation. I'm a decent looking manlet. I call myself an Incel because I'm a virgin and I've never had a girlfriend, but I literally surround myself with girls. They constantly tell me how attractive I am and many have told me they have/had crushes on me. I have orbiters on Instagram that comment on all my pictures. I have like 25 tinder matches but I just don't talk to them.

But I'm lonely

[Anonymous No.13855836]

>>13853928
can relate anon especially to the ghosting part
shit sucks man but if she's gonna ghost you she's not worth your time

[Anonymous No.13855884]

What ails me is that I have really good taste, an eye for aesthetics, not only in fashion, yet I am a 6/10 and will never be able to be with /fa/ people who on average are at least 8/10. This is a curse.

[Anonymous No.13855920]

My gf has a really hairy back and ass

[Anonymous No.13856019]

>>13855741

difficult

[Anonymous No.13856070]

>>13854015
its like a drug
you build a tolerance
suddenly effay validation from normies isn't quite hitting the spot like it used to
so you kick it up a notch and become fashionable in the eyes of other /fa/gs
but it still doesn't work
now youre trying to impress strangers online
and taking the absolute worst advice as gospel

[Anonymous No.13856074]

>>13855920
fuckin deal w it bussy

[Anonymous No.13856261]

>>13842174
That was me for a period in high school except with watches

[Anonymous No.13856287]

>>13842309
is gyno just another word for man titties? can't you just lose weight to get rid of it ? stop being a fatty

[Anonymous No.13856611]

>>13845916
Preach brotha

[Anonymous No.13856612]

>>13844874
you prob look like this

[Anonymous No.13856614]

>>13845235
how’d it end anon pls :(

[Anonymous No.13856620]

I have little idea how to tell if a brand is supposed to be better than the mallcore I currently have. Uniqlo is kind of nice from where I'm standing, the stitching on what I've got actually holds up after a year, the dye doesn't fade, and it is less "boxy" than the other stuff. I was told to check out muji but they only had boxy fits (still seems nice though) and H&M didn't seem much better than Macy's. Brooks Brothers gave me sticker shock even though I can afford it because I've been a poorfag for over a decade.

[Anonymous No.13856622]

>>13847115
It’s ok bud, tyrone and tyreese is taking care of her now. You’re gonna make it brah.

[Anonymous No.13856632]

>>13850413
Feel ya mate I almost cried on a bus once because a dream like that

[Anonymous No.13856652]

> 21 years old
> college student
> tall & skinny
> attractive
> dress well
> lots of friends, get invited out every weekend
> smart, good future
> haven’t had sex in 7 months

anons what am I doing wrong

[Anonymous No.13856659]

>>13856652
>Doesnt have that bloodborne fit

[Anonymous No.13856673]

>>13856652
u probably just suck at courting women into bed/sex
like perfectly competent people who are good at flirting or even confident in the bedroom don't always know how to get someone in the mood
ya just need practice and a touch of confidence
work on it with girl(s) you know you could easily fuck
then move your way up
unless youre totally incompetent and awkward in which case just kys now anon

[Anonymous No.13856696]

>>13856652
"do you want to come back to my place?" "i have drugs"

[Anonymous No.13856721]

>>13856696
>Hey slut come back to my place i've got tylenol liquid gels and GHB
Wtf it didnt work

[Anonymous No.13856731]

>>13856721
sometimes they say no, let those go. let me get some ghb though

[Anonymous No.13856749]

>>13856731
You seem like a traveled man, where do I meet females?

[Anonymous No.13856761]

>everyone says i'm good looking, at least a 8/10
>try to dress well and sometimes get complimented by it
>has lots of friends
>even though women sometimes approach me i still have no gf
>24 yo virgin
>lonely my entire life, still struggling to cope
>depression hitting hard
>too indifferent about everything, cant hold a conversation with a girl
>destroy my own chances at a relationship

Am i destined to be alone my entire life /fa/? I don't know if i can take it anymore.

[Anonymous No.13856903]

I've always struggled to make and keep friends, since all my friends from uni and school have all but ghosted me.
There's only about 2 or 3 people I irregularly keep in touch with through email, and they're all in different countries.
I struggle to be social and really hate being the center of attention. I couldn't eat on my own in a restaurant or even hang out in a bar to make friends.
I feel like its easier if I just keep to myself from now on...

[Anonymous No.13857231]

>>13856761
Do you have any cool hobbies anon? Not a weird, ultra-niche hobby, but rather something most people are broadly interested in that you really know a lot about (like being into movies or music beyond typically normie levels)? This will help.

[Anonymous No.13857237]

>>13841941
I'm skinnyfat, with annoying moobs. No one notices because I wear loose or thick clothes, but I feel it eating me from inside. I'm thinking of going full ana, but my moobs are a result of gyno, so they won't go away with simple fatloss. I can't go for the surgery, and I just want to die

[Anonymous No.13857260]

>>13856903
Email? Why not use whatsapp or something similar? It's a lot easier to keep in touch.

I would recommend to find a hobby you like. Maybe something like MTG, and join meetings or clubs. You can practice being social that way, if you want.

[Anonymous No.13857289]

>>13849806
>>13855729
thank you bros, i'm feeling a little better this week, getting uni work done and telling myself i'm gonna start going to the gym on monday lel, trying not to let feelings of inadequacy bother me. i hope all is well in your lives

[Anonymous No.13857303]

>>13857260
I could give that a go.
I just feel I would really struggle with going to meetups or stuff, as pathetic as that sounds.
I'm also taking a break from stuff like Discord since this girl I was chatting to has stopped responding to me and even though she says she's busy doing some rehearsal stuff for a play, I still feel like I'm disliked...

[Anonymous No.13857306]

>>13857231
Yea i love music but the genres that i really like are niche as well and the only places to meet people with the same tastes as me end up being raves or underground concerts that are sometimes too far away for me to go.

Same thing with movies, though i don't like movies as much as music or anime.
I may just end up settling down with a normie girl that offers me no interesting conversations but at least makes me feel less lonely.

[Anonymous No.13857318]

>>13841960
>trusting the opinions of shitposters on 4chan
anon, the people on this website are just dicks to everybody for no reason. if people compliment you irl you're doin it right. also, if you like what you wear, you're doin it right. dont forget that fashion to normies is usually shit like h&m so as long as you look good in whatever you're wearing i'm positive they legitimately think you look cool as fuck

[Anonymous No.13857328]

i hate myself and have no direction in my life, i've become a shut in. losing my passion for fashion. been lurking /lit/ for a couple months and now all i do is read books and philosophy and think about how pointless everything is. would've offed myself if it weren't for my dogs and my grandpa who's old and just lost his wife/my grandma a few months ago so i don't want to put him through more loss and grief

[Anonymous No.13857735]

I'm not gonna kill myself but I've got no real problem with dying at any moment. I keep a single bullet on my desk. I like to pick it up and look at it.
I have a drinking problem. I blast cigs while I'm really drunk and choke and puke. Fun times.
Can't shake this feeling of disappointment. Past any anger. I'm just very very disappointed.
Modern society has a severe lack of fulfillment. How many of us are waiting to die. I've wasted so much time, yet there's still fucking more.
I can't stop laughing.
>>13856652
>Listen bitch, I'm dat gorilla dick nigga. I make dyke pussy wet. You got about 10 seconds to show me that hole, cause this gorilla dick daddy's hungry. And if you don't blow me right, I might kill you.
try that one
>>13842476
>you'll never go to space
LMAO

[Anonymous No.13857762]

>>13857735
Go see a psych anon, you don't sound well.

[Anonymous No.13857860]

>>13841941
>coworker gives me a lift home one time
>say i owe her one
>she suggests we could get tea or something
>tell her we should go to that place she told me about
>says okay and she'll text me this last week
>never did
>see her the other day, ask if she wants to meet up for tea on Tuesday
>says she works a mid, but maybe after or before and she'll look and text me
>today comes, never texts me so I text her and see if she still wants to
>asks when I'm thinking
>told her when she gets off, maybe around 6:30
>asks to do it next week instead since she doesn't get off at 8
>thought about it, swore she said she got off at 7 on Sunday
>tell her that's fine and just let me know

damn, heard some rumors that she fancied me, and she even complimented my haircut the otherday. wasn't even like i gave out any creepy vibes either. Kind of bugs me more than it should because I really haven't even made an ATTEMPT to talk to a girl for a while, especially since depression hit me. But pretty sure this confirms she's being nice to me. bad feel.

[Anonymous No.13857932]

>>13853031
>e-girlfriend (?)
>still pretending she cares about you
>literally forgot your birthday

[Anonymous No.13857954]

>>13841978
based & redpilled.

[Anonymous No.13858035]

What the fuck are those pink hats Steven suptic wears called, and where can I get similar ones.

[Anonymous No.13858114]

>>13856622
If that's true than nothing of value was lost

[Anonymous No.13858716]

>>13853562
>yes you are new google it you fucking retarded dipshit.

[Anonymous No.13859874]

>>13857735
good chance of suicide after i retire desu. im with ya

[Anonymous No.13860349]

>dropping out of uni in a couple weeks
>accomplished nothing
>no credits, no friends, still khv
>have no clue what to do when I get back home
>no gf

[Anonymous No.13860379]

>>13856652
Literally normie, get out.

[Anonymous No.13860961]

>>13844874
when i was little i saw sakura fall in love with sasuke cause he ignored her so that my approach with women now, this works

[Anonymous No.13860998]

>>13841941
I want to change my style but I’m both too ugly and fat to pull off what I want.

[Anonymous No.13861016]

>>13843654
:)

[Anonymous No.13861144]

>>13844239
you don't have money for two cups of coffee? that's a bigger issue than not getting girls

[Anonymous No.13861156]

>sleep all day
>failing uni for the 5th? time (i don't remember)
>talked to school counselor and she wanted to put me in the psych ward, so i never went back

I think this is it for me, boys. Every time I've fucked up uni I either work, or take community college. My parents won't give me a break to recover. I'm so tired.

[Anonymous No.13861183]

>>13844321
Stay with her, but don’t pass up other opportunities that may approach you. Live like you’re already single.

[Anonymous No.13861186]

>>13844874
Fine if you’re Chad in person. Otherwise you’re fucked if this is what you’re like.

[Anonymous No.13861200]

>>13843122
This except unironically being 5'4 and 112lbs as a man

[Anonymous No.13861215]

>>13861156
I failed uni once and learned my lesson. Don't let your homo family trick you into falling for the college meme if it's not for you. If it's not working out leave, get a job, and don't waste your time. Going back over and over again to fail is just digging a deeper hole for yourself. It's had to balance all that shit out when your young honestly. Recoup for a few years, and reassess. You'll either be off the idea for good or mature enough to see it through. That's what I did at least. I'm just some 30yo boomer, but doing ok for myself. Car, house, ect.

[Anonymous No.13861220]

>>13856652
Lift

[Anonymous No.13861222]

>>13857237
As someone with experience with anorexia, don't do it. This will absolutely fuck your brain and likely lead to binge eating cycles as a reaction to you starving yourself, which is what happened to me. I'm 3 months without bingeing or starving myself now and I still don't feel normal mentally. Not worth it.

[Anonymous No.13861236]

>>13856652
If you really care it gets easier as time goes on and you focus on yourself.

If you're looking to get laid now go chat up more girls, ask for their number, and ask them on date within the week. Do literally anything as long as it allows for moment alone towards the end where you can go for kiss/makeout, if you're making out invite them over under some pretext. They want to bang you too but helps them to have excuse of 'just going over to listen to records/play vidja/play with your cat'.

[Anonymous No.13861238]

>>13857237
If its gyno get on Test replacement and do some exercise, anorexia will just make you be skinnier with boobs of similar relative size

[Anonymous No.13861245]

>>13856761
>>cant hold a conversation

That's it, practice this more and work your way up. Your confidence is shit and it's something you can build up brick by brick.

Lift if you don't, more sexually attractive and testerone boost gives you confidence and desire to go fuck.

Things don't get better, you get better. You got this.

[Anonymous No.13861287]

>>13861238
>>13857237
gyno doesn't just reverse if you take test anon. In fact it would probably get worse.
I have it and I feel your pain. But it's not the end of the world, just start lifting to fill the rest of your body out a bit more and likely no one will take notice of a little moob moob.

[Anonymous No.13861304]

>>13861215
I'm glad you found the right option for yourself anon. I have worked before (both wagie and white collar), and it didn't motivate me to try uni again, nor was I happy. Still wanted to kill myself. I was so depressed that I'd go days without showering until my boss called me out in front of everyone else. Can't join the military because of medical reasons. Dunno what my options are other than death, desu.

[Anonymous No.13861614]

>>13853562
This is bait

[Anonymous No.13861896]

I don't know what I'm doing with my life desu.
I applied to law school last year because I wanted a good a job but I hated it. So now I'm studying philosophy, but I'm afraid that I'm too lazy to study seriously even if it's my passion. I'm not sure of anything right now. I wrote a novel and I'm not even trying to publish it.
Meanwhile I continue to fall in love and I'm still a kissless virgin.
I think that people around me, exspecially my closest friends, are so different from me, but I'm afraid to be alone so I still hang out with them. And I'm becoming addicted to alcohol and anxiolytics.
>tfw in this moment the only thing that make me happy are my /fa/ clothes, but I know that I need more in life

[Anonymous No.13861917]

>tfw when you're ugly and not matter how well you dress you'll always be

[Anonymous No.13862146]

things are looking up for me. the future is bright and i'm beginning to believe that my dread is coming to an end. even if it isn't, i'm grateful for this period of some degree of happiness. who would've thought that you don't need a gf to be happy. regardless, i wish the same fate for the rest of you. to some extent, we're all in this together, and we'll all make it one way or another.

[Anonymous No.13862147]

I miss inspo threads, I feel /fa/ has changed completely since when i first started posting here, barely any posts are fashionable these days. Everyone is focused on if their wallet, car, or music taste is effay, not how they actually look.

[Anonymous No.13862150]

>>13841978
absolutely based poster

[Anonymous No.13862151]

>>13842754ahhh

[Anonymous No.13862153]

>>13862147
I miss runway threads. Doubt anyone new to this place even knows who Rick or Raf are, as much of a meme they may be. Remember the craze for Gothninja?

[Anonymous No.13862174]

>>13852113
Thanks for the kind reply.

Finally got a couple job interviews coming up, one at Uniqlo who's opening up a flagship store in my country, so now I have at least something to look forward to.

[Anonymous No.13862687]

Got my first girlfriend last year and we split up summer this year. I've managed to get over her but now the loneliness is creeping back in. I know I'm not ugly but tinder is doing absolutely nothing for me either. I just want someone to be close with again.

[Anonymous No.13862775]

>>13862687
Have slept with 24 people. 2 of those were strangers on tinder and 3 were girls on tinder I already knew, who already liked me.

Delete tinder, go meet people outside. If you're not social develop it. Find niches where you're most confident. Join a slasa dancing class and go at it til you kill it.

[Anonymous No.13863224]

Parents have their share of issues. Mother slips in and out of depression, had her first child taken away from her, the second abandoned her the moment she turned eighteen, I'm all she has. She grew up in a horrible household and frequently slips into a depressive state. Came to visit for Thanksgiving to discover her in said depressive state, teary eyed, and won't tell me what's wrong. Father is obsessed with hunting and his romanticized version of country life despite us living in a city. Can't forget that schizophrenia is common in our family and I'm the next in line. University grades are in shambles but that's on me. I'm too focused on other things to even consider a girlfriend but I doubt anyone would want to consider me their partner. Can't forget that I'm pretty much friendless but I really don't care at this point.

Sorry for the blog post but I needed to rant. Aside from that, shit's bitchin, I guess.

[Anonymous No.13863247]

>>13841960
Who gives a shit? No one’s going to hit the mark 100% of the time, being willing to push boundaries is going to cause more growth.

[Anonymous No.13863267]

>>13863224
You will be OK anon, you will see, everything will become clear

[Anonymous No.13863347]

>>13844874
i actually think the 'lets go' reply is really cool

[Anonymous No.13863383]

>>13842222
I can’t imagine the pain you’ve been through but just know I’m somewhere similar going through similar things. Love you.

[Anonymous No.13863393]

>>13851688
a truly based post brother

[Anonymous No.13863426]

>>13851811
good post lad

[Anonymous No.13863435]

22 year old virgin
went on 8 dates yet this year
got 1 friend in total
binge eating and gaining weight now that it's dark and cold outside
suspect I'm schizoid/assburgers

studies are going well I guess

>>13851811
truly dire

got pretty decent, sincerely interested matches on tinder half a year ago, but now it's utter shit - haven't changed anything significant in my profile either

[Anonymous No.13863549]

>wear a just a button down with dark jeans
>"Wow what are you so dressed up for?" x10
>just want to wear nice clothes
>blazers and sport coats will remain in closet forever unused

[Anonymous No.13863944]

>you blew it
>you think about her all the time and what could have been
>she was crazy about you
>you still talk every day and are good friends
>hide the details of your daily life to make her think you're not a pathetic loser hung on it
>but deep down you know it's all your fault
>never talk about it
>she never talks about it
>she might even be lesbian now who knows
>but you will always know
>and you'll always compare everyone to her because you still talk
>and you'll die alone as she slowly moves on in her life, friends or not

[Anonymous No.13864083]

>>13863944
I was there once too.

Become strong anon, and maybe don't talk to her anymore.

Become a new man.

[Anonymous No.13864146]

>>13861896
My closest friends are also very different from me, anon. That isnt necessarily a bad thing. Not even sure why Im typing this but good luck stay safe too

[Anonymous No.13864157]

I've wasted my youth being apathetic and hating myself. Now I'm in my late 20's, basically haven't ever had a gf and have 0 prospects or will to change that. I was always too scared to do new and interesting things so I've missed out on a lot of potential life experience. Lately I've just gone on the assumption I'm going to off myself some time soon because it makes me feel a bit better. Heck I almost succeeded a few months ago. Jealousy and self loathing have pushed away almost all of my friends as well so I'm basically alone. It's all a downward spiral.

Anyway I think apart from my height (5'8") and my generally small stature I'm pretty good looking, I'm friendly and I'm an abnormally accomplished artist/illustrator so people seem to think I have my shit together but fuck man I'm dying inside. Art is the only thing that keeps me going.

[Anonymous No.13864311]

>buyibg clothes after finally getting my first job
>wearing black pants and a knitted sweater as my regular clothes
>small talk with the lady at the check out
>mention to her that this is my first pay check
>she looks really confuse and asks me how old I am
>say I'm 18
>she says I dress sophisticated for people around my age and that I look older
Wtf? It was the first time anyone told me I look older than I actually am and it still feels weird. Any one else experience something like this?

[the boy No.13864422]

>>13856761
>>>24 yo virgin
>>lonely my entire life, still struggling to cope
>>depression hitting hard
>>too indifferent about everything, cant hold a conversation with a girl
>>destroy my own chances at a relationship

when you hit 25 you'll realize that it's time to get your shit together.

[Anonymous No.13864444]

>>13864311
people assume im in my mid 30s based off my hairline and worry wrinkles since i was 22

[Anonymous No.13864458]

>>13862775
I do pretty good with girls IRL I just need to get out more. Work + winter is kinda killing the social life atm

[Anonymous No.13864461]

I think I blew my chance with this girl online, since she's stopped replying to me in the past 2 weeks.
given she mentioned she's feeling isolated and that she's busy with her own personal projects, I don't know what to do, given I'm not feeling too positive or confident as of late either...

[Anonymous No.13864468]

>>13864157
I had a similar situation through my teenage years, I'm now 19. I have embraced being a loner, but i like talking to people and spending time with others from time to time. I accepted it, and I felt better. It may not be the solution for you, but it's always some suggestion

[Anonymous No.13864479]

im getting paid to study right now, and in 1 1/2 years i have a guaranteed engineering job in a huge company but my depression and anxiety is fucking killing me right now and i want to quit just because i cant handle having a breakdown every other day

>>13849933
also this

[Anonymous No.13864578]

>>13864083
Thanks anon, I'm starting to let this fuel me a bit more now. I asked a cute coworker if she wants to get some coffee with me, and she seemed really interested in it so hopefully this will go somewhere. I haven't really dated in a long time, so I'm starting back up.

Guess I'll become the version of me that I should be rather than what I am right now.

[Anonymous No.13864648]

>>13841941
>Credit card debt with no way to pay it off because don't work enough hours to pay it off AND my rent

Man, this is turning into a pretty rough month AND a rude wakeup call on my life habits.

[Anonymous No.13864897]

>>13861156
exact same boat here anon. what the fuck do I do. I don't even have hobbies or interests to be passionate about.

[Anonymous No.13864933]

>>13861304
not him, but get out of uni for sure. I think it's worth taking a break if you're into it but you're burned out (I wish I did that, I wouldn't be in such a financially shitty position right now either), but no point in going back again and again. Find a job, try to figure out what you'd like to do, and see what you need to do in order to get into that field.

As far as the other things, you shouldn't worry so much about the future and should worry more about your inner demons. See somebody about it. They're not going to put you in a ward unless you say "so yeah I'm thinking of shooting up a school." There's no shame in it, and it's a start. Also check out that book called "Feeling Good." I haven't had a chance to read it myself, but a lot of people on here have said it really helped them get a grasp on their mental state. Worth a shot.

>>13864897
What's stopping you from getting hobbies? A hobby can be anything. Read some fiction, watch some movies, etc. If you want to really get into something, try and explore some new creative outlets like cooking, music, writing (even if it's gibberish). If you really can't find anything remotely interesting, then my advice to the previous guy is the same. Go see somebody, read the book I posted and see how you do. Mental issues are a real thing and get amplified tenfold by how fucked the world is right now.

[Anonymous No.13864980]

>>13864468

I've embraced it too more or less, it's just the jealousy that makes me want to tear my face off. Even reading some of these posts about people with (compared to me) pitifully insignificant issues with girls etc triggers a bit of that heart-stopping feeling of shock and jealousy. It's so dumb.

[Anonymous No.13865505]

/fa/-wise I'm fucking peaking I look like a slightly less dying version of mark renton but depression and nonexisting self-esteem makes me self-sabotage everything good in my life

[Anonymous No.13865846]

>>13854458
Sorry, man. I hope you make it. Take it from somebody who's exactly where he wanted to be a year ago.

[Anonymous No.13866044]

>tfw gf absolutely hates it when I wear rick around her on dates or just going out together and gets second hand embarrassment from me
What the fuck do I do bros? I just want to dress for myself and wear what I want to wear but this shit is honestly getting to me and I’m starting to believe her

[Anonymous No.13866046]

>>13866044
is pic related you?

[Anonymous No.13866048]

>>13866046
Yes

[Anonymous No.13866049]

>>13866044

>believe her
stop caring what she thinks about things and start looking for a new one

[Anonymous No.13866078]

>go back to hometown
>flip through your yearbooks and look through your old room and see a few old memories
It really reminded me that I owe it to myself to be better. Getting older is a weird feeling. All these people that now hate me, people whose friendships meant the world to me and i haven't spoken to in years. Guess I'm a friendless loser now, but it's weird.

[Anonymous No.13866087]

>>13866044
she doesn't want to fuck you i will

[Anonymous No.13866268]

>>13866087
That's gay

[Anonymous No.13866279]

>>13841941
I WANT TO BE SKINNY

[Anonymous No.13866578]

>>13866279
do it fatty

[Anonymous No.13866587]

>>13852652
That hit me like a fucking truck Jesus

[Anonymous No.13866603]

>>13842174
Stop being a normalfag for one and you'll be on the right track

[Anonymous No.13866607]

>>13866048
wtf you're cute af I'll be your gf

[Anonymous No.13866617]

>>13866607
nevermind theres to much LoL on your reddit bye

[Anonymous No.13866627]

i'm 18 and am a little bit of a nutcase since i haven't had friends since 8th grade and my parents are not good people. everyone at school hates me and thinks i'm a freak and i don't have friends online either. i've never been able to use social media right i guess. people like to say "it gets better!" but i really do have a lot of mental baggage not to mention physical issues that render me weaker than everyone else. i don't know what to do.
worst of all, i wasn't able to get the shirt i wanted today because it sold out in my size. boo.

[Anonymous No.13866645]

>>13841941
>no /fa/ friends to talk about fashion/browse shops
>no connection with anything useful
>want to study, no idea what
>/fa/ places I'd love to work for are always filled up with much younger and more qualified people than I will ever be

[Anonymous No.13867024]

>>13852652
fuck

[Anonymous No.13867033]

>>13866044
She's right, Rick is cringe and everyone thinks you're cringe

[Anonymous No.13867230]

>>13842476
>You'll never go to space.

Fuck, man.

[Anonymous No.13867242]

>>13841941
I’m too ugly to dress well

[Anonymous No.13867251]

I am vaguely depressed and stressed out because of college
at least I channel this to be more social just to escape from my otherwise shitty state

[Anonymous No.13867483]

>>13841941
>strive for results, but end up getting cold and distant to achieve them
>begin to feel guilty for doing so
>gets confused and divided between the two options
what do
I also need to check my ego constantly

[Anonymous No.13867487]

>>13842174
Gain other qualities in life. Buy proper outdoor gear and just get out into the forest. Try the feeling of being cold, alone, wet, and tired. You'll quickly realise how unimportant these existential questions are. You'll realise it doesn't matter whether clothes is the only meaning you have in life. What matters is to keep on going. Keep working, keep saving, keep running, keep talking. Get friends, get a girlfriend, get a job. Do everything required to get all this and stop at nothing.

[Anonymous No.13867488]

>>13841960
>taking /fa/ spergs seriously
Most of the anons telling you you look gaudy have their moms buy clothes for them.

[Anonymous No.13867490]

>>13842070
I can assure you that everyone else has plenty with their own, similar thoughts and they won't even recognise the flaws that only you can recognise. Secondly, who fucking cares what others would think. Being liked by everyone is just a pain in the ass. Keep close friends and family, that is all you need.

[Anonymous No.13867496]

>>13842476
Your gf sounds cool. Obviously you can't handle the banter.

[Anonymous No.13867499]

>>13867483
I am basically split between empathetic and "distracted" or determined and sort of savage.

[Anonymous No.13867503]

>>13845803
Get her into fashion then
Women are made to be into it, she just has to discover that side of herself

[Anonymous No.13867508]

>>13845901
Everytime someone talks about balding fully bald cunts like you are always delighted to tell them to surrender
Face it, buzzcuts are NEVER a good look for anybody
If you don't want to look like shit transplant is the only option

[Anonymous No.13867515]

>>13867496
What, how? All anon said about her was that she hates how he dresses. You into humiliation or something??

[Anonymous No.13867635]

>>13842221

get sum fa work clothes that aren't pricy by thrifting

[Anonymous No.13867754]

I’m ugly, and alone

[Anonymous No.13867757]

>>13867515
its just a casual joke

[Anonymous No.13868503]

>>13867515
>>>13867515
>you will never go to space
Either she has to convince anon that he won't actually go to space although he dresses like a space man from future or she's joking about him taking a style a little too far that you look like a sci fi character.

[Anonymous No.13868587]

>>13841941
I'm a zoomer (inb4 underage) who only recently realized that I need to get my shit together.