/fa/ - Fashion

[Anonymous No.13186942]

Twisted /fa/ feels. Get ready to listen to my cancer rant.

I fucking miss the cancer easthetic. It sounds fucked up, but I loved being super skinny, smooth bald head, pale skin, and ill expression. When I wanted hair I would wear wigs, when I wanted to look alive, I'd put on a little makeup. Now I'm not sick anymore. "Hooray!", I know, but I've gained some weight (still skinny but not skeletal), my skin complexion returned, I now have short curls on my head, and body hair that I have to take care of. But I don't even really care about that. It's mostly the baldness and the smooth, soft skin that I miss. My boyfriend does not want me to shave my head again, because he will simply not be attracted to me anymore. I started working out again, so I hope I hope I will get skinny like I used to be again, but some things will never be the same. There is just something about the dark undereyes, the paleness, and the neutral expression that I will just never have again, and that makes me sad.

So how was your day, /fa/?

[Anonymous No.13186951]

Fuck this board

[Anonymous No.13186952]

Is Cancercore effay?

[Anonymous No.13186971]

Fuck this board

[Anonymous No.13186987]

>>13186952
Fuckyea

[Anonymous No.13187059]

>>13186942
what the fuck

[Anonymous No.13187064]

>>13186942
Did your tits get small? Asking for a friend

[Anonymous No.13187066]

[Anonymous No.13187067]

>>13186942
You're just sad because the only unique and interesting thing about you is gone. No offense, but that's probably your actual issue.

[Anonymous No.13187070]

sincerely hope you get cancer again OP

[Anonymous No.13187143]

>>13186952

[Anonymous No.13187340]

>>13187067
THIS!
that stupid bitch just has a severe case of special snowflake syndrome.

I finish my chemo one year ago. I am so glad that my hair grew back I have yet to cut it. I gained weight and love that I look more alive and healthy. I hope never to look like I did during treatment ever again.

pic is me

[Anonymous No.13187379]

>>13187340
Lookin good my dude!

[Anonymous No.13187394]

just start doing heroin anon :)

[Anonymous No.13187526]

>>13187340
you're a cancer patient and you have more hair than me, fuck you

[Anonymous No.13187529]

>>13187067
Not really. I actually didn't like all the attention I was getting because all you wanna focus on is really just getting through chemotherapy comfortably. And it's really not that nice to talk about how you are doing to everyone all day every day. I used to pretend I didn't have cancer sometimes because you get kinda sick of it ruling your life I guess (haha "sick").

I legit just like the cancer easthetic. I actually fall for pale and skinny men as well, so no sorry.

[Anonymous No.13187535]

>>13187340
Congrats on getting better, anon. I never said I enjoyed being "sick". I'm sorry if I offended you by liking the way I looked back then.

[Anonymous No.13187544]

>>13187064
Actually no. They got bigger actually. I had cancer for about 4 years and it was during puberty so my hormones messed up and they stopped growing prematurely. When I got chemo I started getting my period back and my breasts started increasing again. Luckily they never grew too big after all because I would like having big tits.

[Anonymous No.13187554]

>>13186942

You should seek professional help. Not even joking.

[Anonymous No.13187574]

>>13187554
Fucking hell. My therapist is actually the one who convinced me to go to the gym again and she understands that different people have different tastes. She even said maybe you should try shaving just to see if you do like it or not and otherwise just grow it back like I'm doing right now. Why is it so hard for people to understand that I just may just like the skinny pale look and nothing else?

[Anonymous No.13187629]

>>13187574
>Why is it so hard for people to understand that I just may just like the skinny pale look and nothing else?

Maybe because most people don't desire to look sick and pale. It is pretty weird. You clearly can't see that, but to each their own.

[Anonymous No.13187910]

>>13186942
I actually thought about you the other day. I remembered you from a thread or two last year and thought, "I wonder if chemo anon is doing ok."

Glad you're well. I can't relate to your feels, but having gone through a recent brush with mortality, it can definitely bring out weird feelings.

Also, post tits.

[Anonymous No.13188328]

>>13187910
Thank you anon, very sweet. I wanna know more about your experience. What happened?

[Anonymous No.13188334]

Look, I’ll spell it out for you. Skinny and pale: good. Bald head on a female: fucking disaster. You can be edgy, but be feminine, or you’ll look like a total freak (bad thing)

[Anonymous No.13188338]

>>13187340
you look like a douche
I wish you died

[Anonymous No.13188549]

>>13187535
>I'm sorry if I offended you
The absolute state of 4chan

[Anonymous No.13188612]

u look stinky lol

[Anonymous No.13188638]

>>13186942
oh I remember you posting here before
glad you're alive tho

[Anonymous No.13188658]

>>13188549
The absolute state of */fa

[Anonymous No.13188670]

>>13186942
I can actually somewhat relate. Not on the cancer/chemo side, but back when I was a neet for 5 years I was also thin as fuck, had extremely pale skin, and looked a bit ill. I loved that aesthetic.
Since then my parents kicked me out, I had to get a plain normal fulltime job to support myself, and I've started looking a lot "healthier" simply from having a more active lifestyle, eating regular meals, and being on a normal sleep schedule.
I absolutely hate how I look now compared to my old self. I tried make up to get a bit closer to my old skin tone and started doing cardio to become more lean, but it's just not the same.

[Anonymous No.13188681]

>>13186942
fuck off you dyke cunt

[Anonymous No.13188687]

>>13188681
finally someone said what we're all thinking

[Pseudo Intellectual No.13188707]

Somebody say chemo?

[Anonymous No.13188800]

>>13188707
Wanna buy some of that sweet chemo?

[Anonymous No.13188803]

>>13188707
I can tell u I got some of the better stuff

[Pseudo Intellectual No.13188805]

>>13188800
absolutely.
And some AZT while you're at it