Feels Thread

[Anonymous No.12814920]

These feels are what I'm usually dressed in.

[Anonymous No.12815420]

Thanks /fa/, finally a bit more happier about myself.

[Anonymous No.12815431]

Tfw this thread again

[Anonymous No.12816915]

pretty sure we dont need this thread anymore. its pointless to post my feels more than once

[Anonymous No.12817175]

>>12814920
> told I'm good looking
> probably a 7-8 when I dress well and do my hair right
> dated some hotties who've confirmed this
> only 5'9
> spent a year in shit college situation that ruined my social skills
> can't talk to girls anymore
> depressed w/ anxiety attacks :(
> who cares tho I'll fuck mad thots when I get over myself

[Anonymous No.12817183]

>gonna be 73 degrees tuesday
>hasnt been less than 85 in months here
>gonna layer
>feels pleasant man

[Anonymous No.12817187]

>>12814920
No matter how much I work out, stay thin, and take care of myself, I will always be a jawless, huge noses, acne and mole ridden, balding, lopsided eyes faggot and there's literally nothing I can do about it.

Actually considering buying a gun and shooting myself one of these days.

[Anonymous No.12817677]

>>12817187
tfw

[Anonymous No.12817688]

>>12817187
acne can be fixed
jaw can be fixed
mew

[Anonymous No.12817700]

Tfw Europe is being replaced by third worlders, white history is warped and erased, your kids will be a minority in their homelands, jews brainwash your kids all through school, through the tv and through university, your people are addicted to pornography, cheap corn syrup, opiates and most of your tribe senses their impending demise, and your government won't stop rapists and child grooming gangs because they don't want to be mean and bigoted :(

[Anonymous No.12817855]

>>12817187

[Anonymous No.12817858]

>>12817700
feels bad man

[Anonymous No.12817862]

>>12817855
Thank you cute asian girl

[Anonymous No.12817899]

tfw can't find a boyfriend to get obsessed over and get those special feelings again

tfw still think of bf from 5 years ago every single day

tfw just in general feel neglected all the time

tfw dressing /fa/ covers up my insecurities but the need is crippling and just can't find the right boyfriend to appreciate anything I wear

>why can't I find you

[Anonymous No.12817909]

>>12817899
Literally on the same boat fem-anon, but with gf.
>constantly looking for the love you felt you were with her
>always told I'm good looking
>try and date other women
>I lose interest cause there's no spark like with ex
I actually use clothes to hide the numbness

[Anonymous No.12817923]

>>12817899
>>12817909
You 2 gonna exchange IGs or what? I sense a connection.

[Anonymous No.12817952]

>>12817909
>>12817923
Instagram?

No no i'm too insecure anon's probably too cool for me- plus nobody likes me anyway. I typically can't post contact info without getting shaded.

It's all good, tho, yo. I'm sure I wouldn't cure anon's depression anyway.

[Anonymous No.12817975]

>>12817700
hate when that happens

[Anonymous No.12817981]

>>12817923
>>12817952
I have an IG, but I don't use it. I only really use facebook just to connect with my friends.
I really wouldn't meeting people on /fa/ whether just to make friends or date.
>too cool for, anon

[Anonymous No.12817984]

*wouldn't mind

[Anonymous No.12818000]

>>12817700
Fug
GTKRWN!!

[Anonymous No.12818004]

>>12817952
>>12817981
>tfw when you try to play cupid for two anons, but 4chan is too toxic a place for them to exchange details

[Anonymous No.12818023]

>>12818004
Giving away personal info here is kind of stupid, but had I met fem-anon anywhere else I'd like to get to her cause meeting decent people who go to 4chan let alone /fa/ is hard in my place.
Inb4 /soc/

[Anonymous No.12818028]

>>12817700

/pol/ pls go

[Anonymous No.12818032]

>>12818023
I gotcha. I won't even post fit pics here for fear that I'll reveal some personal detail.

[Anonymous No.12818044]

>>12817700
Iktf :( kinda makes fashion seem pretty unimportant

[Anonymous No.12818049]

>>12817981
What's up babygirl, I'm dat gorilla dick nigger, I make dyke pussy wet. You got about 3 seconds to show me that hole, or I'll kill you.

[Anonymous No.12818058]

>>12818049
But I'm the anon (male), Mr. David Duke!

[Anonymous No.12818060]

>>12817700
Kinda feel sorry for Euros.
Roaming rapists aren't even a thing here and your terror attacks are more frequent

[Anonymous No.12818083]

>>12817899
are you me?

exept for the person I'm mourning over is my ex-gf who died half a year ago. She was a total slut, but probably the best thing ever to happen in my life.

[Anonymous No.12818094]

[Anonymous No.12818098]

Tfw got roofied and raped the other night.
I've met her before and know her, she's beautiful and intelligent so I don't feel too bad. But she finessed me for my dick and I feel pretty used rn. Atm filling the void of my empty life by buying clothes and talking about fashion.

[execrator of florid prose No.12818100]

>>12814920
Because you're a COWARD and SADNESS is just SAFETY and EASE in a scary mask, you pussy.

[Anonymous No.12818110]

>>12817909
same situation
>met this beautiful qt girl
>she helped me to get out from depression
>i was happy af and i has self-confidence
>i saw she was happy too
>fall in love
>but i was lame in sex because i'm inexperienced
>after 4 months she said "i don't love you Anon"


after 5 weeks i can't find any reason or goal to live
>she don't want to meet with me
>fall in depression again
>live on alprazolam but doesn't help
>want to kill myself but i can't do it

[Anonymous No.12818265]

>>12818110
Hang in there, anon.
We're all gonna make it

[R Y S S C A N D V S !KNDYYIIins No.12818280]

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[Anonymous No.12818282]

>>12814920
>went to all boys school
>no friends anymore
>never had a friend who was a girl, let alone a girlfriend
>6'4 and good looking
>Zero (0) social skills though
>Literally haven't hung out or spent personal time with another person in over 2 years
>Now I travel to the city and wander around all day in the hopes that a stranger will talk to me
>All I get is smiles or nothing
>Cowardice + social ineptitude means I never initiate a conversation

Sometimes the smiles are enough to make my day though

[Anonymous No.12818301]

>these people share your interest in fashion
>you empathize with them
>these people have the same sense of humor
>and they are far away, spread across the globe
I wish I could meet you, anons.

[execrator of florid prose No.12818307]

>>12818301
some of them are really good people.

[Anonymous No.12818309]

>Tfw uncurable ugliness aka rosacea

[Anonymous No.12818311]

>>12817700
iktf

[Anonymous No.12818315]

>>12818301
>tfw my real friends bore me in comparison to my anonymous internet friends

[execrator of florid prose No.12818321]

>>12818315
same reason the movie monster is scariest BEFORE you see it.

[Anonymous No.12818322]

How can I become a more interesting person?

[execrator of florid prose No.12818325]

>>12818322
master the practice and understanding of the undeniably interesting in art, fashion, performance, whatever.

[Anonymous No.12818338]

>>12818282
go to school or get a job or something, most people won't chat up strangers on the street.

[Anonymous No.12818353]

>>12817175
tfw you don't want to fuck thots but they keep making advances and you have to pretend you're oblivious

[Anonymous No.12818355]

>>12818338
I go to university, but its like 50% international students at this point (international being chinese) so its kind of hard. I just turn up to the class and have surface level interactions with everyone.
Its actually the only thing keeping me sane because I can at least interact with some people.
Problem is I've been on uni break for the past 3 weeks, so I haven't had that

[execrator of florid prose No.12818358]

>>12818353
not the same guy but ugghhhhhh no donot fuck the thots. no. nononononono. Not worth that shit.

[Anonymous No.12818366]

>lonely
>last couple of relationships have fucked me trust-wise making my standards pointlessly high
>found myself talking about exes with a nice girl i met at a bar
it feels so much harder than it used to bros

[Anonymous No.12818375]

>>12814920
Anyone have a pic of someone irl with this wojak haircut?
I want this cut but I don't want to show my barber wojak

[Anonymous No.12818413]

>>12818282
stop defining yourself by your height and looks. pretend you were 5'5 and ugly, how would that change your behavior

[Anonymous No.12818444]

Idk where to go with fashion, clothes don't give me pleasure anymore. Dressing up in Rick doesn't feel the same it used to when I first got into it. I don't seem to find designers I like nor do I see myself wearing any designer clothes. I don't seem to find my own style despite wearing various clothes and looking at clothes I might like all over the internet, nothing seems to click with me.

>inb4 go full zara/h&m

[Anonymous No.12818453]

I'm 23, turning 24 next month. I am a handholdless, pretty much kissless virgin and I feel nothing nor shame about it. I get along well with others, have an ottermode build, and am fairly amiable but have debilitating social anxiety. I've tried drinking and going to bars with friends, but it has and ultimately will always lead to me breaking down into tears and wanting to disappear. Which is odd, since although I have preeminent self-hatred, I have no thoughts of suicide or killing myself, and my depression and anxiety attacks have largely subsided on their own- I've worked my way to Grad school in an extremely prestigious engineering program, and my future can only track upwards from here. I have a patent inability to express emotions, and internally I fear I am staving off a panic attack, or an inevitability, that I have squandered my youth in self-loathing, and that the train's left the station, with me still standing on the platform.

[Anonymous No.12818469]

I feel comfortable in pants and button-ups but 1. it makes me look like a lesbian 2. I think the guy I have a crush on would prefer a more feminine-looking girl
Oh well, at least he likes my French Revolution memes and responds to my messages

[Anonymous No.12818477]

>>12818413
Honestly, I would hope it makes me try harder. Although its not like my height or looks give me self esteem or confidence anyway; those are non existent

[Anonymous No.12818485]

>>12818469
I like girls who look like lesbians but maybe I like dick a bit too. full heteros have no aesthetics sense

[Anonymous No.12818487]

Here my story about how I improved my self and also fall into depression.

Since may I deeply fall in love with a qt blonde girl. I'm shy but we end up talking and she started kissing me a lot at parties. Happy, I start lifting and lose a lot of wheight start dressing well, the glance of the girls change. We sleep together at a camping trip in august.
But, she don't want to go further ; we talk, we kiss, we fuck and nothing. And since may, I feel worst everyday. I think and dream of her every night.
Suicide is maybe the answer for me.
Now I'm 6'3, fit with blue eyes and many girls hit on me at parties but I only want her.

Wtf is wrong with her. A friend of her told me that she's single since 6yrs.

[Anonymous No.12818491]

>dress out of insecurity
>oversized turtleneck sweaters
>drop crotch trousers
>don't keep my hair shorter than ears length

I also wear the same thing over and over. I'm incapable of enjoying the things I want to because I feel I'm too hideous to be doing that

[execrator of florid prose No.12818495]

>>12818485
I thought I was alone in this life

[Anonymous No.12818553]

>>12817899
iktf, anon

[Anonymous No.12818556]

>>12818355
join some clubs you're interested in when you get back. maybe you'll meet people with common interests and have something to talk about.

[execrator of florid prose No.12818559]

>>12817899
you'll reject him when he comes along and organically, naturally becomes enchanted with your everything, and you will lose the shot.

Why? Well, perhaps because something else is leading you on at the moment or something shiny is over there, and being sad and not trying is safe and comfortable in a strange way.

[Anonymous No.12818701]

>>12818322
Be curious

Apparently the brain has indefinite storage space, so go off and learn whatever you can, and don’t be a prick about it

[Anonymous No.12818711]

>>12818469
Good meme, I saved

[Anonymous No.12819322]

Ended a long distance relationship, my first relationship yesterday. We parted as friends. She told me she did not love me anymore, and that it was due to the distance.

She texted me when she got home. "*sunflower-emoji*. Thats you."

Looked at her spotify a moment ago and found this list.

Im Swedish, so some are in that language, but I can say that they're sad.

[Anonymous No.12819362]

>>12818322
take up more interesting hobbies -- read interesting books, listen to interesting music, do interesting things.

[Anonymous No.12819455]

>>12818110
if you find another, make sure to eat her out vigorously, to help seal the deal.

[Anonymous No.12819459]

>>12817187
Jaw Implants, Rhinoplasty, Accutane, Mole Removal Surgery, Minoxidil/Buzzcut, Oculoplastic Surgery

Got a job? No? Get one
Got a job? Yes? Save up for years. It may take a long ass time to get the money for all of that, but you've gone how long now with no issues? Just embrace it and wait it out. Don't get surgery from non board certified doctors

[Anonymous No.12819596]

>>12818487
Girls are complicated machines, it could be that she's just waiting it out to see if you're different and worth having a relationship with, or maybe she as just hurt in the past needs someone to help her build trust or some shit up again? Either way as long as you keep talking its possible bro

[Anonymous No.12819604]

>>12819322
How the fuck can you love someone if you aren’t even anywhere around them? Did you even meet the person?

[Anonymous No.12819625]

>>12819596
>Either way as long as you keep talking its possible bro
Yeah but it's hard to wait for so long something and so emotionally strong.
But I can't think of any other girl in the world than her.

[Anonymous No.12819665]

>>12818280
Great. Eurotrashy techno. That's relevant to the thread. Thank God for filters.

[Anonymous No.12819675]

>>12817187
Related feel:
>tfw decent jaw
>girl who likes me has negative chin and huge nose
>otherwise hot: tall, blonde, good body
That feel when I don't want to create jawlets with this girl

[Anonymous No.12819690]

>tfw

[Anonymous No.12819693]

>>12818487
Cut all contact with her, delete her photos, number, email, whatever. Then take some time to reflect; why her? What about her got you interested? Come to the realization that you’re in a prime position for finding another girl. If you don’t want to right away, don’t. Shit takes time dude. The longest relationship I’ve been in last 7 months and my heart fucking died when we broke up. I still think about her sometimes, but I’ve moved on and am happy that I had the opportunity.

Time heals all. It’s a meme, but it’s true. Hang in ther anon.

[Anonymous No.12819695]

>>12819675
I feel you but instead it’s height

[Anonymous No.12819700]

I'm effay but still can't talk to girls

Feels bad man

[Anonymous No.12819705]

>>12819625
I feel that, one time I waited a year and a half for a girl I thought was perfect for me but the relationship sucked in the end and the wait was awful and full of false hopes but I eventually got there, but Anyway you shouldn't stop trying and just do your absolute best to show her that'd you'd make her life amazing and just would be a great boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.12819710]

>Get plastic surgery
>Dress in luxury clothing
>Go out like an actual person
>Really attractive people "flirt" with me
>think they're bullshitting because I've been called ugly all my life

I BLEED IT OUT DIG IT DEEPER JUST TO THROW IT AWAY

[Anonymous No.12819714]

>>12819693
>Cut all contact with her, delete her photos, number, email, whatever.
Already done that since last week.

>Come to the realization that you’re in a prime position for finding another girl
I know it because of other girls, the way they look I'm going to spend the next 8 months in Oslo. After that I'm moving to California LA, but she's going in SF next summer to see her little sister. She wants me to be there. What should I do ?

[Anonymous No.12819716]

>>12818487
>fell for retard r9k tier qt
>get a /fit/ /pol/ /out/ qt muscle gf instead
>still yearn for the fembot despite clear rejection and avoidance
Why do men like us obsess and hold onto what isn't and may never be?

[Anonymous No.12819720]

>>12819705
Well I'm moving to LA next summer to start a new life (I'm French).And she'll visit her sister in SF , I think should drive there and spend few days with her. Maybe do a little trip to New York where she's from.

[Anonymous No.12819722]

>october
>supposed to have comfy fall feels and weather
>instead it's humid, damp, wet and more rain is expected for this upcoming week

fuck new york city man

[Anonymous No.12819725]

Are there any psychology fags on here? If so, what do my personality test results mean?

Agreeableness: Exceptionally Low
Compassion: Very Low
Politeness: Exceptionally Low
Conscientiousness: High
Industriousness: High
Orderliness: High
Extraversion: Low
Enthusiasm: Very Low
Assertiveness: Moderately Low
Neuroticism: High
Withdrawal: High
Volatility: Very High
Openness to Experience: Moderately High
Intellect: Typical or Average
Openness: High

[Anonymous No.12819731]

>>12819716
>get a /fit/ /pol/ /out/ qt muscle gf instead
Well I left the /fit/ /pol/ /out/ gf I had because I didn't feel anything anymore for her because of the qt blonde.

>Why do men like us obsess and hold onto what isn't and may never be
Because it's something you can't hold onto like the moon, everything impossible to own is what makes us dreaming and moving.

[Anonymous No.12819736]

>>12818559
this sounds like advice but all I'm seeing is garbage letters.

Do you have anything to actually say, anon? lmao Please phrase it better.

>>12819693
This makes sense but what do you have to say for it working for me? I met my first boyfriend when I was 15, we broke up when I was 17. I am now 20 1/2 and I still think about him every day. Do you think merely blocking him on messenger and deleting all evidence of him will work?

He gave me a stuffie that i'm actually still really attached to btw.

[Anonymous No.12819738]

>>12819725
link for test now.

[Anonymous No.12819744]

>>12818023
>>12818004
Anon wouldn't want me anyway, i'm just a faggot femboy. Not a valuable female. Abuse me desu.

[Anonymous No.12819745]

>>12819738
I paid ten dollars for it but it was really worth it

https://www.understandmyself.com

[Anonymous No.12819746]

>>12819736
What qualities did you see in your ex that you can't seem to find now in any men? I relate to you in a way, as I gave my gf a teddy bear on Valentines day for our second date, and she keeps it at her bedside.

[Anonymous No.12819757]

what's the quick rundown on getting some color? even during the summer when I spent more time than usual out in the sun I only really reddened on my face(before going back to pale) whereas my body did darken slightly. tired of looking like a chemo vampire

[Anonymous No.12819771]

>>12819757
try self tanner you can get from the drug store. It worked for me and I was pale as a ghost.

[Anonymous No.12819781]

>>12819725
Been meaning to do this one since it came out, looks comprehensive af. You should watch JP's video about the release of this test, he shares some thoughts about what the results may mean and things you can do to work on some of your aspects. IIRC, neuroticism can be worked on, but most of the others will likely remain constant.

Be glad you at least have high concienciousness, and find a field in which you can use your low agreeableness to your advantage.

[Anonymous No.12819806]

>>12819746
Well, it's hard to explain. I feel like I was just 'programmed' to love the first man that claimed me and he got to me first and now my life purpose has been him ever since and I loved every single detail about him just because it was him.

But, what really got me 'attached' in the very beginning was how generally 'manly' he seemed to be. His sex drive was super high, he was much more dominant than me, he navigated social circles really well and made me his literal property. He wasn't the top of the food chain but I felt like he was once he started being nice to me.

It created these feelings where all I wanted to do was please him and support him in every way, and I just can't seem to find a guy so deserving of my submission and loyalty. I feel like I just don't appreciate guys anymore, guys aren't as manly as I felt he was, they just say what I want to hear. Sometimes I think i'm too pretty and guys keep approaching me by the truckload and I hate them all.

[Anonymous No.12819810]

>>12819806
lmao this is pathetic

[Anonymous No.12819812]

>>12817700
>tfw can't laugh at yuropoors because america is probably next for forced diversification

[Anonymous No.12819818]

I just want someone that i can connect with. It's hard having the eyes of a schizophrenic hobo and looking permanently sad.

[Anonymous No.12819819]

>>12819810
welp, I guess I'm never opening up to /fa/ again.

[Anonymous No.12819822]

>>12817700
Tfw I can't open a thread on a fashion board without an incel loser trying to redpill me on white genocide and the holocaust. Please consider purchasing helium and a gas mask

[Anonymous No.12819825]

>>12819819
what did you expect?
>my first boyfriend was perfect for me even though he wasn't at first
>he was manly and he made me feel like property and I loved it
>after we broke up all other guys suck and I keep getting hit on I hate it
like are you serious?

[Anonymous No.12819832]

>>12819825
yeah i'm serious

I don't see your point. That greentext sounds fine to me. What is your point?

I guess I can see how i'm pathetic in comparison to you, but we're not talking about you. We're talking about me. We are different, why can't you level with me?

[Anonymous No.12819838]

>>12819806
I getcha, it's the ole' irrational love. Well, maybe not irrational entirely, but obsessed. There are plenty of manly men, machismo hombres who will gladly fuck and dominate somebody else in their life. You are lucky he wasn't abusive, as you describe it in such a way that he held near total power over you. Regardless, I don't really know what much else there is to do. Your ex, I'm sure, isn't a very unique man, but to you he was, and now no one can compare. I assume you're here in sorrow because he moved on and found someone else. There are other guys out there who'd fill your niche, but it's hard to say what you should do if you're stuck on him in an unworkable circumstance.

[Anonymous No.12819849]

>>12819832
>That greentext sounds fine to me.
It sounds ridiculous and kind of fucked up to me, and I'm certain if you posted it a couple of times on other boards you'd probably get a similar if not worse response.

>I guess I can see how i'm pathetic in comparison to you, but we're not talking about you.
Never said I wasn't a pathetic fuck.

>We're talking about me. We are different, why can't you level with me?
Level about what? Honestly just telling you how your post comes off. It feels like the kind of thing where if you actually saved your post and looked at it in a couple of months or a year or whatever you'd feel stupid.

[Anonymous No.12819855]

>>12817175
>finally start becoming more outgoing
>skinnyfag becoming fit, visible six pack and okayish upper body
>not super effay but i do a good enough job
>tall with long dark hair
>go to college with almost no girls

why is life so unfair i just want a autumn gf that i can drink coffee with and watch movies and talk to

[Anonymous No.12819856]

>>12819838
Very helpful perspective, thanks. Other anon is a fucken dickhead.

I've totally realized that too, he is not terribly unique but to me he was, it's so weird.

Youve got a really good sense of what is up with it all- but like you said, I am stuck on him in an unworkable circumstance so it's not very clear and how to move on.

It almost feels like he is wrapped in my identity now as an adult, I'm looking for a counselor to help me make sense of it all and I guess that's all I can do, you're totally right. My hands are tied.

>>12819849
Kind of fucked up? Well, sorry to tell you this but things happen to people and if you think this is sad or disconcerting then wake up and realize this is my life and this is what I'm working with. I don't understand how you are so 'higher' than me. You sound totally out of touch with my problems and you seriously are not helping me so far.

Like, what is your goal here? You straight up aren't helping me in any way, you're just acting like you're some kind of reptillian annunaki overlord who is above my 3D-space love chemicals.

[Anonymous No.12819868]

>>12819856
>Like, what is your goal here?
What exactly is yours if you already know it's
>3D-space love chemicals
time will make it go over if that's all it really is.
My problem is how completely naive you sounded in the first post. How old are you?

[Anonymous No.12819879]

>>12818309
Is there really no cure for this? I got some redness on my cheeks and I'm afraid it might be that

[Anonymous No.12819891]

>>12819855
I personally don't internet date, but if I actually felt so incomplete w/o qt gf, I would. Why don't all you lonely "no qt gf" anons use okcupid or at least tinder to get your dicks/pussies wet.

[execrator of florid prose No.12819926]

>>12819736
I'm clearly projecting my own infinite cascades of failure in the love dept. onto the shoulders of every love I've disappointed or been disappointed by.

And lawdy are there a buncha those, it's like I keep finding new and better ways to shatter better and more beautiful hearts.

And then the other half of me says "bish deserved to get left" or something, and it turns out that the other half is not really me, it's male ego, and it's my ego in particular.
So then I resolved to be a better person if I ever find someone again, and I really try, you know? I build all the furniture in her apartment, help her with crazy shit, like how my last ex was also in real estate but wrote like she was illiterate so I just started penning all these correspondences for her and getting her own personal business and options skyrocketing and making good impressions. We'd cook together, shop together, take road trips, shit like that.
And this is after a while of being mad cold because fuck y'all I'm not gonna get hurt again, I'm gonna be icy and just flip that formulaic pimp psychology skinner box game all day err day, which works - for some reason.

But then I start caring and that's when things go off the rails. Not BECAUSE I cared, but because, in my mind, of my own weak behavior - weak being a simile for "Kind", "Human" or "Caring".

I swear, it's like I only end up with fucked in the head types, and that says a lot about me, doesn't it? Even worse is looking back on the relationships I could have salvaged if I'd only known better, known more about my own emotions and the rivers of her heart...

I'm trying to say we keep ruining things until we figure out how not to shit them up. I'm old. I've alienated more people than I can count. I've chosen art or music or just, like.... reading a book - over girls I should have been there for on the daily.
And I wasn't there because I was afraid, you know? Commitment becomes harder with each failure.
I don't even know sometimes.

[Anonymous No.12819979]

>>12819868
i'm 20. I'm a pretty wise and cautious person otherwise.

Are you sure time will make it go over? Like I said in that other post, i'm 20 1/2, met him at 15.

>>12819926
woah nigga do i have to read that shit

[execrator of florid prose No.12819986]

>>12819979
No, you have 16 more years to live that and become like it.

[Anonymous No.12819988]

>have had a speech impediment all my life
>got sent to therapy in school for it, helped but didn't fix
>sound like a retard whenever I try to talk to anyone who doesn't know/understand me despite being otherwise awkward but relatively smart and socially adept
>consider suicide whenever I listen to recordings of self
>every time someone asks what my last name is I have to sit and try to get the point across in the most embarrassing way possible
>eventually developed habit of never approaching anyone else first but being perfectly sociable when they come by
>no matter how /fa/ or /fit/ people will still think I'm a complete autist
>biggest insecurity, pretty much stuck with it for life
Feels fucking awful man.
On the bright side: Occasionally people mistake it for an accent. No idea how.

[Anonymous No.12819989]

>>12819806
You sound like the type of girl who is going to fall into several abusive relationships in the future.
I would be careful about your ideals.

[execrator of florid prose No.12819990]

>>12819989
Dudes do that shit too brother

Guilty as charged over here, I keep finding myself living FOR them, not WITH them. Or I just ignore them and play live shows every night instead.

[Anonymous No.12819992]

>cute Korean gf went back to Korea in February
>been trying to make a ldr work until now
>think the relationship is ending, haven't spoken in 2 weeks

What do I do? End it?

[Anonymous No.12819998]

>>12819812
>America
>Diversification
How come a country with no culture is not diversified yet?

[Anonymous No.12820002]

>>12819988
I'm sure when people get to know you, they don't even notice it.

[execrator of florid prose No.12820012]

>>12819998
>Jazz
>Hip Hop
>the Internet
>Car cultures
>Hippies
>Rag Time
>So much other shit I can't remember

If america had no culture or cultural impact I couldn't trade a pair of levis for a small car in prague or whatever. We are the WORLD'S cultural dominator. PoliSci fags say we have IMMENSE soft power, as in cultural influence.

[Anonymous No.12820022]

>>12819988
Oh and forgot to mention.
>only one person has ever said anything actually good about my voice
>it's my horrible manipulative ex
>>12820002
It's getting there that's the problem. A lot of people just avoid me.

[Anonymous No.12820023]

>>12819989
maybe I like being abused?>>12819744

[Anonymous No.12820025]

>>12818110
You shouldn't ever let a girl become your whole life, If she 'helped you out of depression' then take a good use of it. You're worth more than any relationship.

If she left you, it's totally her fault, not yours, and by what you're telling, someone has to have some serious problems to tell someone that was supposed to be special that they don't love them. She may not know what's good for her, but that's her fault.

You got a shit ton of reasons and goals to live for.
>Become a better person
>Improve physically
>Enjoy life, discover things
>Pursue any career

[Anonymous No.12820026]

>>12819926
What i find is that relationships are a constant struggle of value. The moment you begin to value her more than you value yourself, it goes downhill. You can never truly open up because then she'll realise how little value you hold over yourself.

[Anonymous No.12820028]

>>12819822
He didn't mention either of these things.

[Anonymous No.12820040]

>>12818322
Everyone's interesting in their own way. But if you want to appear to be more interesting, learn about the things you like (If you read about 'interesting' topics you don't care about, it can turn into hell) and discuss it. Practice whatever you want and earn skills you'd like, pursue the ideal version of yourself and you'll learn a lot.

[Anonymous No.12820041]

>>12819891
There's like max thirty girls on tinder in a 30 mile radius the male to female ratio here is really bad.

also tried internet dating in high school wasn't awful but i would never do it again tbqh

[Anonymous No.12820048]

>>12818366
iktf
It is hard, but it will pass if you want it, exes can be a real pain in the ass, but not all people are evil, stop thinking about them and start worrying about the most important person in your life which is you.

Close those circles, forgive them and try to move on, and don't let any other person become your whole life. I'm currently attending a psychologist, and it's been so nice, while i'm not yet over my ex, I'm getting excited about me and seen she doesn't hurt that much anymore. It's not difficult to love someone, anon, but be careful out there.

[Anonymous No.12820051]

>>12818444
Maybe you trascended and need to make your own, anon.

[Anonymous No.12820054]

>>12818453
>23
>Lost youth
You haven't, there's always time, and there's always help! You can do it.

[Anonymous No.12820056]

>>12818469
Are you my ex?
-M
If so, great way to fuck up my evening, P.

[Anonymous No.12820061]

>>12819992
How do you get to the initial dating stage with a Korean gf?
I'm currently trying, but there is the whole Korean with foreigners stigma.

[Anonymous No.12820063]

>>12818491
If you're actually hideous, there's always room for improvement.

[Anonymous No.12820069]

>great grades
>fairly attractive
>complemented on my outfits every so often
>fits into a social group
>middle class
Even with all of these things going my way, I still can't talk to girls very well, I barely interact with my classmates, and I can't communicate my emotions at all. I remember I had a full hour long conversation with my crush about my feelings and I didn't even budge once. Haven't had an actual convo with her since. I regret it everyday.

[Anonymous No.12820073]

>>12819710
Go to therapy, anon. Physical improvement is something, mental improvement is other separate thing. I'm sorry for the people who told you you're ugly, people are plain stupid, but don't let them win.

[Anonymous No.12820075]

>>12820054
how do I muster the courage to attend social events and not want to either be a wallflower, feign an anxiety attack, or have an actual anxiety attack? How do I tell a girl I've never formally met, but see often, that I think she's cute, without feeling any embarrassment or shame?

[Anonymous No.12820076]

>>12817700
a story as old as time itself

[Anonymous No.12820083]

>>12820075
There's plenty of ways, the easiest is going to a psychologist, which has worked wonders for me. Second one is learning to fuck things up, and if you're a perfectionist like me, you'll try really hard or overthink everything, but really, try not to give a fuck about the outcome. If you think a girl's cute, let her know.. "Hey, we see each other frequently on ******, you always look so cute"

[Anonymous No.12820085]

>>12820069
the few times ive had deep talks with girls about myself, the same thing happened, we dont have actual convos anymore
i dont understand, i dont say weird shit, it was just your typical venting about life and stuff

[Anonymous No.12820095]

>>12820061
Dating website lol

[Anonymous No.12820106]

>>12820095
oh, so it wasn't IRL at first?

[Anonymous No.12820109]

>>12820012
>Jazz
African-Americans
>Hip Hop
African-Americans
>the Internet
what the fuck does the internet has to do with a country's culture?
>Car cultures
Italian-Americans
German-Americans
With Latin-american and other Euro influences
>Hippies
Literally a diversity-based movement
>Rag Time
African-Americans over again
>So much other shit I can't remember

Yeah, basically America has a really rich culture, I didn't made myself clear. Where are Americans from? They're already diverse. Americans are not a fucking race, they're just people living in a sandbox-like country.

[Anonymous No.12820122]

>>12819781
thanks for the advice man. you should do it. well worth the ten dollars.

[Anonymous No.12820192]

>>12819822
He didn't mention the Holohoax, and good luck disproving white genocide when
>Native European under 5s are minorities in most European countries

Good one loser soyboy, keep posting pictures of our dead grandparents

[Anonymous No.12820282]

>>12817187
do it

[Anonymous No.12820293]

>>12819926
You provide a tangible preview of what I see my life becoming. Thanks for sharing.

[Anonymous No.12820732]

>>12820106
We talked online for a couple of months then became bf/gf irl in London for about 9 months

[Anonymous No.12820795]

>>12818485
This gives me a bit of hope. He's pretty preppy though. I've got a skirt in the mail I can't wait to wear.
>>12818711
Thanks :3 I'll be sure to post more in other feels threads
>>12820056
No, but I'm sorry this bummed you out.
Sending love to you, anon. Feel better.

[execrator of florid prose No.12820797]

>>12820293
Take heart. It gets worse, brother.

But I have a genuine gut feeling it gets better a bit later. Pain begets transcendence, etc etc.
stay strong.

[Anonymous No.12820811]

>>12819700
Same here.

[execrator of florid prose No.12820815]

>>12820026
And that is a HARD lesson, you know? I mean, you try, naturally, to sacrifice and give of yourself to those you love.

It backfires consistently. My best relationships (with the exception of one gem of a girl I just dropped the fucking ball and died on) have been mediated by a sort of invisible hand, wherein each party only reveals calculatedly furtive glimpses into their own inner lives, sort of like the scene in ET where the kid lures the fucking alien with reese's pieces?

Are we almost always just leading each other on until shit falls apart and gets hectic? Until she finds me jerking off in the bathroom after 6 months of not touching her and I find her multiple cell phones and large drug stash? Where does it all end? well, for me it ends in solitude.

I want to be alone. I want to make my stupid art, learn more about my faggoty fashion shit and try to be a good person overall. I'll help old ladies take they groceries home two miles by hand but NO ONE gets a key to my apartment OR my heart. Not anymore.

I got a bit broken by the suffering and falsehoods of others, you see? It's brought about a change in me that is not going anywhere anytime soon.

[execrator of florid prose No.12820818]

>>12820109
Dead on, I agree.

[Anonymous No.12820823]

>>12819720
All I can say is good luck, I wish you well

[execrator of florid prose No.12820835]

>>12820085

[Anonymous No.12821014]

>>12820823
Thanks

[Anonymous No.12821118]

>>12817688
Can mewing cause tmj?

[Anonymous No.12821829]

>get a well paying job as a quality inspector for textiles after graduating in fashion and ecommerce
>expect to go full effay
>have to dress business casual because "muh corporate culture"
>basically dress as Raf everyday
>all those nice pieces I can only wear in my off-duty
Should I quit guys? This isn't fun, better more individuality than more money for me I guess.

[Anonymous No.12821841]

[Anonymous No.12821885]

>>12821829
if you quit you won't afford the nice pieces that you wear off-duty

[Anonymous No.12822083]

>>12818265
>>12820025
and what to do when i see her with her new boyfriend or just she?

we have similar interests, same fav clubs etc. here

[Anonymous No.12822099]

Cut my life into pieces

Bought my dad some white Nike Air Force 1s for his birthday. I wanted to update his shitty unkempt wardrobe a little with something more vibrant. Dude exclusively buys old ass sketchers and discount oxfords with shit flakey leather.

I was immediately laughed at by everyone at the party and got told not to try and change my dad's fashion. I felt like almost crying I just wanted to see him enjoy a new look.

[Anonymous No.12822133]

>>12819822

[Anonymous No.12822142]

>>12818049
is that Charles

[Anonymous No.12822641]

>>12820795
My ex also said button-ups are for lesbians, which I didn't think of. But well, great to know it's not you. I told her about effay a while back and I'm afraid she's creeping in into the things I like. Thank you.

[Anonymous No.12822652]

>>12822083
That happens, anon. Sorry I'm replying so late, but I got classes to attend. Anyway, being able to see her regularly without the responsibility to interact with her will make it way better, you'll find out she's just another person, nothing much. *ABOUT THE BOYFRIEND* it may seem harsh at first, but later on, just look at the poor guy, and see how he's just another guy, nothing much. Relationships are pretty simple but we as humans make them so hard.
I really hope you find peace, anon, there's so much to life other than just a girl. You by yourself can do a lot of things. Stay safe.

[Anonymous No.12822783]

>>12818355
>ask something to someone uni related after a class
>while walking and chatting through the uni, casually follow him
>ask if want a drink a coffee, offer a cigarette
>say you need help or find an excuse to exchange phone number
>text “hey I’m at the uni bored, want to hang out”
You can honestly force yourself into relationships, most people just like to have new friends, find the one who are quiet and lonely, specially if you’re good looking, being able to making people laugh is a big big plus

[Anonymous No.12822803]

>>12819856
>>12819832
>>12819806
Omg you sound just like my girl, honestly just try to win him back

[Anonymous No.12822818]

>meteo says it’d be cold
>wear a nice pullover and jacket
>sun is out
>the fit is ruined without the jacket
>mfw

[Anonymous No.12822843]

>>12819604
not the person you were responding to, but i am in ldr but we meet every month or two - depending on our uni schedules and money and when we're not together we skype and watch movies together, it's doable

[Anonymous No.12823121]

>>12820109
amerifag here. Its sad to say it but America doesn't have "much" culture. I'd say our biggest impact on the world is Entertainment. TV and Music. Besides that America as a country is way to new, and much too diverse to have a general culture. My uncle from Mexico loves coming to visit us in America when he is on vacation for fun and entertainment reasons. Europe and Asia have countries that truly have a culture behind them. I probably could have explained it better, but I hope I was clear enough.

[Anonymous No.12823230]

>college
>have friend with benefits
>she is the only woman who I have ever kissed or had sex with
>she doesn't want a relationship
>doesn't want to connect emotionally or really talk about things
>friendzoned by 2 different girls in a month who I really click with
I just want to have someone to confide in who I can tell my feels to, there's not a single person I know who I am close with, just acquaintances and people I have to work with in lab classes, I know my problem's aren't shit compared to being an incel but this lack of emotional intimacy is really starting to get me down

[Anonymous No.12823525]

>>12818353

>tfw you trick yourself into thinking thots are making advances at you when they're actually just think you're kinda weird. And even though you know they're actually not interested in you but pretend that you think they are, you blame yourself for not being able to act upon those illusions. Then you blame yourself for being lonely but find confort in the fact that you actually could have a gf and that you're just have very high standards, even though nobody is showing real interest in you in the first place.

[execrator of florid prose No.12823529]

TFW you wake up every morning

[Anonymous No.12823614]

>>12822783
Yeah, you make valid points. I think I have some other issues on top of this though.
Every friend I use to have I purposefully cut contact with, and I live in this weird middle ground where I don't have any real desire for friends but dream about a romantic relationship.
Pretty sure I have avoidant personality disorder

[execrator of florid prose No.12823620]

>>12823614
Romance is very different than the superficiality of just hanging out. You want something bigger than just chilling. You want to share your inner world with someone who's worthy of it.

That's not a disorder.

Neither is not having the time for bullshit human relations that amount to squat in the long run.

[Anonymous No.12823622]

>>12823230
Are you me ? >>12818487

Be strong lad you're not alone.

[Anonymous No.12823661]

>>12823620
I mean, I think you are correct in a lot of ways. I think I only consider myself having a personality disorder because although I desire for romance,
I :
1. Avoid all situations where romance could possibly arise
2. Have very little knowledge about anything related to what real romance is

I basically destroy any path there is that leads where I want to go, before I even take the first step

[Anonymous No.12823662]

>>12819879
Yes.
The only cure is not being white.

[execrator of florid prose No.12823668]

>>12823661
There is no concrete definition of romance, IMO - outside of a genuine human connection that allows you to cast aside those fears you speak of.

Ergo.... What you want, deep down, is a release from your fears, which I'm guessing are rooted in social shit.

Right direction?

[Anonymous No.12823681]

>>12817187
Post pic mane. People often misrate their face bc they're depressed or just feeling shit

[Anonymous No.12823683]

>>12823668
Yeah you're certainly on the right path.
Big problem is my stunted social development, I don't have the same tools/resources most young adults learned through trail/error when they were growing up.

[execrator of florid prose No.12823696]

>>12823683
Stunted social development is my problem, too. Or it was, at least. I spent every free moment I had that wasn't spent convincing /fa/ to dress like rejects from "Alien" in the pursuit of discovering turntablism, synthesis, sampling and composition in general. From 16-35, that's what I've done. I still do it.

Thing is, I do fine socially and have for some time on the account that my mastery of this thing I respect so deeply allows me to feel worthy of setting down whatever path I feel like traversing.

FFS, I'm bald, nearing forty and have every reason to hate myself even more than I do - but I can look at my accomplishments in a very concrete way, I can listen to them, or see the artwork I've had published, and it makes me feel capable and competent to the core, you know?

TLDR I think you can skip that stuff that most people learn in youth via trial and error IF you figure out another way to get past the proverbial social firewalls.

[Anonymous No.12823739]

Met this girl in class, basic English class, all we have do to is speak English for an hour each week, both of us are good at it and it's pretty fun.
Semester goes by, and just before the final exams I asked her if she wanted to eat with me, she said yes and she added on Facebook. Have to study for final exams, so I don't talk to her, barely see her before holydays. Had to work whole summer to save for studies abroad. Now I know I'm leaving soon and didn't want to go attached to her. Making eye contact when we cross each other is painful

[Anonymous No.12823790]

>>12817700
> Find out recently that white Brits have constituted less than 50% of London's population since the mid 2000's and that this number has dropped significantly since the last census

Literally the only way to ensure my children have a good future is to become rich. I had a bit of a crisis when I realised this and sold all my designer clothes on grailed (which I don't regret in the slightest).

Most people look to fashion or other "culture" created by corporate marketeers as an escape from their despair unfortunately, especially the nog shit like vlone. There's nothing more embarrassing than a suburban white guy wearing Kanye-tier clothing

[Anonymous No.12823887]

>>12818469
>>12818485
>>12818711
>>12820056
Not that you guys care, but, update:
I think I might have gotten him to agree to go on a date with me? I think his preppy fits and my pseudo-beatnik fits would make adorable photos.

[Anonymous No.12823956]

>>12814920

> am 7-8/10 male
> shegging 5-6/10 female.
> shes got a rocking bod, gonna be dr
> tho shes not totally pretty or really /fa/ at all
> I like her, company is nice after a long time of none, but I can't help but feel I could do better.

> torn by natalie imbruglia

[Anonymous No.12824488]

>>12823662
How am I supposed to respond to this.

[Anonymous No.12824629]

>>12814920
tfw have no fucking idea to talk to this grill I like despite being fine with any other grill.

Fucking kill me lads, I know I just need to go talk to her but I always talk myself out of it. I pretty much said hello to her today, was stood around with her on my break and spent most of it talking to her friend instead. I'll do it tomorrow but fucking hell I'm ashamed of myself, it's not like I'm being conscripted, it's a fucking girl.

[HydraSatan !BFPY2kgUfo No.12824854]

>>12814920
Feel this motherfucker

[Anonymous No.12824881]

>>12819879
femanon here, rosacea doesnt look too bad imo. it looks kinda cute sometimes.

[Anonymous No.12824933]

>>12823681
I've posted it on /soc/ multiple times, never gotten higher than a 5. Usually a lot of 4s

[Anonymous No.12824962]

i feel dead, empty, quarantined in an empty space, I'm incapable of enjoying anything besides drugs and sleep, I have no sex life, I live in the countryside and never leave my room. I had a job but I was barely eating because the stress it gave me.

but yeah I'm at the peak of my physical appearance, and recently I starred in a music video as the main character. Still I can't enjoy any of these things and date someone because I just think about how liberating would be to kill myself and not keep on living this useless boring and fake life.

[Anonymous No.12825002]

>tfw kept my head shaved completely bald since i was 10 because my hair looks like draculas
>decide im just gonna grow it out
>slowly realising again that maybe shaving it isnt a bad idea
>doesnt help that im so pale i reflect light
Should i keep it or grow it out? people think im just doing thia for Halloween

[Anonymous No.12825012]

>>12825002
might look good once it's long on top.
doesnt really matter since you're good looking u can basically do w/e the fuck u want hair or not.

[Anonymous No.12825030]

>>12819322
Har du lyssnat på Solen? De är riktigt whiny och väldigt bra. Albumen Till dom som bryr sig är bäst.

[Anonymous No.12825061]

>>12818444
gimme ur rick rags pls

[Anonymous No.12825076]

dad died a couple of weeks ago
abusing benzos so hard im starting to have pretty big holes in my memory (like full days missing)
sincerely considering necking myself.

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12825148]

>>12825076
DO NOT ABUSE BENZOS FFS

[Anonymous No.12825168]

>>12825148
i dont know how esle to get through the day

[Anonymous No.12825184]

>>12825168
Suck
It
Up

[Anonymous No.12825190]

>>12825076
start lifting it might save your life

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12825232]

>>12825168
I posted here a lot like... 4 -5 years back. I'm currently kicking Benzos, after using them medically and not even abusing them for several years.
I've come back to posting as I go through the meat of the withdrawals. To kill time, distract.

But whatever I do, this is hell. Hell. Mind you, I quit heroin cold at 18. That shit, heroin withdrawal? Doesn't hold a fucking candle to Benzo withdrawal. Nowhere near as hard. The worst part is the withdrawal has to be drawn out with a taper, or else... you get seizures and die. I've had two already, even with a medical taper. These are grand mal seizures. Heart stopping shit. I'm literally lucky to be alive, and have had to slow the taper. I would not wish this on my worst enemy.

Please, you are playing with fire.

[Anonymous No.12825237]

>>12825232
I had withdrawals after popping a ton of xanax and etizolam every day for about a month, it was weirdly intense for only a month of use, felt like i was gonna die desu, way worse than kicking vicodins

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12825241]

>>12825237
Now imagine you were taking them for half a decade. The longer you were taking them, the longer and worse the withdrawals are.

[Anonymous No.12825244]

>>12825232
>>12825184
>>12825190

rhank you all for your concern but im not addicted
i just go on weeklong binges and then take a 2 week break

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12825248]

>>12825244
ok, dude. Just please be careful. Please.

[Anonymous No.12825272]

>>12825244
Such a strange drug to abuse. Do you get a buzz? Every time I took more than 4 or 5 klonopin I would just time travel 2 days ahead and magically have a bunch of new clothes I didn't pay for. It's like when you fast forward a dvd/bluray on highest speed. If I take less than that I wouldn't feel any different.

[Anonymous No.12825280]

>>12825272
well i mostly just use xans and lornetazopam.
it makes me feel good about not feeling anything. best eay i can describe it

im just happy i managed to kick my opiate addiction: 200mg IV oxycontin daily plus smoking some diesel now and then

[Anonymous No.12825285]

>>12825280
cold water filter?

[Anonymous No.12825297]

>be 5'3

[Anonymous No.12825333]

>>12825285
if u atalkin about the oxy no
no filter
id just wash off the time release coating, crush the pill into very fine water, mix with suringe plunger, cook until it boils for a second suck it into the syringe through a cottonball and into my bloodstream it goes!!!

[Anonymous No.12825387]

>>12825272
what the fug
I used to take like 6 kpin pills for adderall comedowns and I would just feel kinda groggy in the morning

[Anonymous No.12825417]

>>12824629
Ah, the feeling of regretting things not said. I know this too well. Just try to use that feeling next time, I think regretting something you say is easier than regretting thing left unsaid.

[Anonymous No.12826742]

>>12817175
if it only took you a year (while still going to a social place nearly everyday full of people your own age) for you to lose your ability to talk to people, i doubt you were doing super well to begin with.

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826748]

>>12825387
Vodka or percocet is for addy comedowns, bruh.

[Anonymous No.12826751]

>>12824933
oof that's bad. you're not even allowed to call people that are objectively fat, overweight, on that board without people getting on you for being "mean"

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826759]

>>12826751
So it's a nest of lies, then?

[Anonymous No.12826765]

>>12819675
I have a good jaw and my gf has a weak one
>tfw afraid our kids will ger her jawlet genes

[Anonymous No.12826767]

>>12826759
it's the attention whoring board. everyone is a chick with daddy issues or a self conscious guy/white knight

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826772]

>>12826767
ehhhhh.... What's its purpose? So anons can fuck?

[Anonymous No.12826780]

>>12826772
cams & meetups

[Anonymous No.12826781]

>started fin today

either this works or i just accept my slav self and look like an alien heroin dealer. my worrying over my hair has effectively killed all my confidence anyway

[Anonymous No.12826789]

>>12817700
Damn bro iktf. Only good thing I can think of about this is how awake and redpilled the new generation is.
Spread the word to your brothers and sisters

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826793]

>>12826780
I remember hearing about it back in the day, but I just felt these waves of thirst and sadness coming off that whole chunk of the site. Never been.

Seems like a recipe for shit storms.

[Anonymous No.12826816]

Alright how the FUCK do I get friends I actually like? Everytime I get into a conversation with someone I'm wishing to get out. HOW DO I ENJOY TALKING TO PEOPLE?

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826822]

>>12826816
Learn to feed off of their energy or learn to see the beauty in everyone.

[Anonymous No.12826867]

>>12818453
hi me.

[Anonymous No.12826872]

this is kind of trite, but, as someone who's been really lonely, and has lots of self-confidence issues thanks to this board...
>tfw gf
being loved by someone you love actually is the best feeling on the planet. im happy. i hope you all get to have the same feeling. you deserve it.

[Anonymous No.12826879]

>>12826822
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826881]

>>12826872
What about when it's ripped away from us on account of bullshit reasons? Do we deserve that hole inside?

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826889]

>>12826879
I don't know. But that's what everyone I know seems to be doing.

[Anonymous No.12826893]

>>12826881
i think no one deserves to have horrible things happen to them- people deserve happiness. i don't know your life and what the "bullshit reasons" are, but if something bad happened to a relationship you were in you were probably not on the path to happiness. you will find it one day. as far as I can tell I am on it right now, but i can't be sure until the day i die. for now, be happy you had the good experiences, and look forward to the next ones. you deserve those.

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826898]

>>12826893
Shit, man.

Thank you. And you're right. There was a LOT of good with the bad.

[Anonymous No.12826907]

>>12826898
i'm glad I could help a little bit. good luck with going forward. if i can make a recommendation, once you're feeling a little better about yourself, experiment with psychedelic drugs. start with mushrooms, and then try acid as well. do them with good friends, if you have any, or in a safe place by yourself. bring a notebook, listen to good music, meditate, and explore yourself. they really improved my outlook on life, and helped with the self confidence issues i mentioned above. they may well help you too. good luck anon, i hope things get better quickly.

[Pseudo Intellectual No.12826925]

>>12826907y
Oh, I've done psychedelics..... I done a lot of those. to the point where I take one on a a friends urging and I spend the whole time bored and cynical.

Composing on my synths, scratching and sampling, that's my outlet. Things aren't bad, desu - I'm productive as hell lately and it's just that constant string of reminders I get from shit all day long... And then I think the worst shit.

Also withdrawing from Benzos, and that's gonna shit up anyone's day. Thank you, man.

[Anonymous No.12826927]

>>12817187
>tfw
>defined jaw
>slayer eyes
>defined chin/lips
>defined cheek bones/ hollow cheeks
>none of this matters because i grew up as a fatty and im permanently scarred for life having the fatty mentality that im disgusting and no one finds me attractive despite literally having girls sit next to me on an empty train
>that mentality cost me a chance with a qt shy jap gf
>got fat again and now im invisible again
>feels good except the part where im now fat

[Anonymous No.12827102]

>>12826927
Post pic, nobody is going to belive that

[Anonymous No.12827207]

>>12823525
Stupid.

[Anonymous No.12827217]

>>12824881
I hope more people would feel the same about it.

My case is not that horrible imo, when you google "rosacea" there are some horrible cases of it, for me its just a mild redness in the middle of my cheeks, right next to nose, some on nose and forehead.

That's why I asked cause not sure is it really that or just some other facial redness.

[Anonymous No.12827231]

>>12823525
:^)

[Anonymous No.12827236]

>>12817700
>feels
leave your basement more often, ok?

[Anonymous No.12827237]

>>12825030
Japp. De va sådär live, men helt sjuka annars. Tröstar med Krunegård just nu.

[Anonymous No.12827258]

>>12820069
t. only child

[Anonymous No.12827271]

>>12826927
How long were you post-fat? I was bullied in middle school and highschool because of my weight. Developed into crippling insecurity. Hit puberty year or two later than most of my peers and gained like a foot and became a fucking twig to the point that my mom would try and force me to eat more. Slapped me across the face how much better I was treated once I became skinny, my bully's no longer bullied me and we were on good terms. Girls in my classes began talking with me more. Girls actually flirted with me for the first time in my life but I had no idea how to pick up or exploit this because stunted social development because of my fat diagnosis.

About 4-5 years post fat now and I'm a cocky fuck. Only fucked one girl throughout my high school career and added 7 bodies to my roster the first two years of college (3 of those bodies being best friends with each other, never at the same time tho :'( ). I've been told by women that I'm a sweet talker and that I'm really good at telling girls what they want to hear. I'm still not the best at talking to girls through social media but somehow I'm able to hook up with girls that I've maybe had 3 face-to-face conversations with.

Being apart of the post-fat community really fucks up your social development but given time you start to fall in line with your peers.

[Anonymous No.12827278]

>>12817187
just do it man

[Anonymous No.12827575]

>>12817187
Dont kill yourself my man. Just find a good book to read. A fun video game. Watch a Wes Anderson movin, i dunno.

[Anonymous No.12827975]

>>12823887
I care anon, more updates plz

[Anonymous No.12828141]

>>12817700

[Anonymous No.12829836]

>>12818487
>oneitis
Time to face reality you fucking faggot
Good luck

[Anonymous No.12830163]

>>12818453
Find a good counselor and do CBT
Also lower your standards on girls for a while

[Anonymous No.12830437]

>>12819725
Agreeableness: Exceptionally Low
Compassion: Exceptionally Low
Politeness: Very Low
Conscientiousness: Moderately
Industriousness: Low
Orderliness: Typical or Average
Extraversion: Very Low
Enthusiasm: Exceptionally Low
Assertiveness: Moderately Low
Neuroticism: Low
Withdrawal: Moderately Low
Volatility: Very Low
Openness to Experience: Moderately High
Intellect: Moderately High
Openness: Moderately High

Not sure what to think about mine

[Anonymous No.12830453]

>>12820835
christ i used to know that feel
wired at 11am is not good

[Anonymous No.12830829]

>>12819722
Yup, I feel this. Its really bad in VA too, horrible humidity, overcast weather, and rain. It feels like the inside of somone's mouth.