Arrrrrggggggh....I'm slipping up today, skellies.
I had a bad anxiety attack and had 3 shots of vodka. That's 300 useless calories. Fuck my life. I mean, I was only at 500 calories for the day before that, but fuck, I wanted to eat a decent dinner, with some protein. I hate having panic disorder. It makes me very over-reactionary when I have anxiety, because I'm too afraid it will turn into a full blown panic attack (inb4 meds, yeah, I have some, but I only get so many per month and I like to make them stretch in case I have some really bad days).
I just need to vent that.