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/fa/ feels Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:04:39 2016 No.11129540 [Reply] [Original]

Come along /fa/

What is it that you're going through. Money tight? Mistakes? No GF/BF? Depression? Balding? Let it out

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:17:11 2016 No.11129565 File: 318 KB, 500x750, tumblr_o2wy9b6IkC1sxhln7o1_500.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11129540 All of the above except change balding for doing horrible at school

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:21:14 2016 No.11129572 >>11129540 None of the above so I guess Im doing alright

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:21:30 2016 No.11129573 money tight, wish i took the time to apply myself to school. scared that it's too late.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:26:06 2016 No.11129586 >drank too much coffee >just realised bottom teeth have gotten pretty yellow What the fuck. Plz help. How to quit coffee and whiten teeth

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:30:52 2016 No.11129596 >>11129586 brush your teeth

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:34:27 2016 No.11129604 File: 129 KB, 1050x1443, jwa0124013_ind_02.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >retailer selling exclusive piece from designer >they dont stock my size

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:35:05 2016 No.11129605 >>11129596 I brush and floss twice daily

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:36:49 2016 No.11129610 Feeling kinda shit cause im re-selling some hype streetwear stuff at a slightly higher price, but i need to find money for summer classes and the Canadian dollar is too damn low...

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:39:19 2016 No.11129617 >>11129605 Professional whitening is a completely normal thing to pursue and totally works. source: fellow coffee drinker

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:39:27 2016 No.11129618

>>11129540
loved a girl and fucked it up, on and off thinking about her, finally get her out my system, fuck a few sluts all seems well, couple of months pass. Randomly have the most vivid dream of her and me, feel so fucking happy in the dream. Wake up and now i cant stop thinking about her again. Why the fuck does my brain do shit like this?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:52:44 2016 No.11129635 quit job because i hated it realized shitty job was distracting me from shitty life need a new job now but the life is a bit better

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 02:54:22 2016 No.11129636

dating gf, shes cool but has these fucking awful depression moods. i mean i do too, but hers is literally like twice a day+everyday.

fucks me up pretty bad. our 6 months is monday.

also i got bronchitis, meds are starting to kick its ass but i had to stop running and throwing up for the past month because it hurt my throat too much, and im seeing my body get fatter and fatter.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:03:39 2016 No.11129654

Want to git gud at photography/videography but at the stage I'm at I feel like I'm just another hipsters chasing something that has a stigma to it. I mean someone has to do it, right? Why not me? It's just that there's so many people doing it... Surely one more wouldn't hurt..

>also have a cold

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:05:49 2016 No.11129658

>have a gf
>we both care about each other a lot
>i know she loves me
>i say i love her but it doesn't feel like its genuine
>not sure how i feel about the relationship
>dont even know if i WANT to be in one right now
>miss being single and not having anyone else to worry about
>been together almost a year

/fa/ related
>losing weight so all of my clothes are basic size transition pieces

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:08:52 2016 No.11129663 >tore my ACL skating >had surgery, just barely starting to walk again >depressed, gained weight >don't fit into any of my clothes anymore help

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:15:05 2016 No.11129672

>just spent 2 months in rural italy building yurts (I'm serious)
>the guys I'm with are kinda nuts and fuck up my psyche (was kinda depressed before)
>now not sure who I am, what I want or where I should go.
>also kinda fat (6' - 160)

help me /fa/, which country should I go to to cop some awesome shit and become thin? I have some money and 4 more months of free time

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:16:18 2016 No.11129675 File: 8 KB, 412x314, 1428727323734.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >no money >decide to actually get /fa/, figure out the style i want, then realise im too fat to pull it off

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:19:20 2016 No.11129683 >>11129663 tbqh family, crutches are pretty effay if that's how you're getting around. I'm sure everyone would agree

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:26:49 2016 No.11129695 >>11129654 Same, famn. Additionally, I feel like this perspective ruins any sense of sincerity that my projects could have. :(

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:37:21 2016 No.11129708

>>11129540
Got my Chinese gf in UC Berkeley smart got a lot going for her but not very pretty. Got my Kim kardashian gf with me at my school - really pretty but not the smartest. Don't know what to do. Can't keep the charade going any longer. It's been like this for a year. And it's starting to get expensive. Gfs are real money pits. On top of that coon ass Kanye keeps lying to everybody about those fucking yeezys and I got too much self respect to pay a bum ass reseller $800 over retail just for some "running" styled shoes. I need those pirate blacks for my suit.

Someone plz talk to me

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:39:24 2016 No.11129710 File: 347 KB, 726x1099, Majin_buu_by_anjoicaros-d6fa6o8.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] im ugly and it makes being fashionable, among other things, seem not worth trying to do

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:44:06 2016 No.11129717 tried on old summer clothes today and was too fat for all of them. Need to lose 40 pounds to get back to my normal weight from 3 years ago before I became a fatty who does nothing but binge eat

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:53:41 2016 No.11129739 >>11129708 >please validate my fake problems

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:54:48 2016 No.11129741

>>11129565
pretty much this, although instead of balding there's only the fear of balding with no actual balding or chance of it happening. my mom only started thinning in recent years so I have a solid 20-30 years left of full hair, at worst it'll just thin. but then I look at my dad and I just get paranoid anyways.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 03:56:08 2016 No.11129744 Ex and I broke up about a month and a half ago, still not over her. Blocked her on everything but still thinking about her daily, I just want to be over her already..

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:01:11 2016 No.11129750 >>11129683 >being a cripple >effay pick none

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:06:22 2016 No.11129758 File: 231 KB, 432x438, Roy_Lichtenstein_Drowning_Girl.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw intimidated by the interesting girls and end up pursuing boring basic bitches instead also I'm paranoid I've got conjunctivitis from my dog

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:10:24 2016 No.11129770

>>11129573
never too late, just gets more difficult. I'm in the same boat, but I'm sure we'll be able to buckle down and strap in for the ride soon enough. just don't give up no matter what.
>>11129636
you'll pull through soon enough, maybe this is a good time to stop the whole throwing up deal as well. it might be the whole reason it's taking you so long to get rid of the bronchitis, since your throat's damaged from all the throwing up. as for the girl, consider trying to get help for her. tell her that if she's serious about commitment, she needs to improve on that stuff cuz it's affecting you too.
>>11129695
>>11129654
instead of focusing so much on that aspect of it being a hipster meme, maybe you should think of as a need to be better than them, to not fall to their level. desperation + arts = good things (although you'll be miserable for different reasons, at least it'll be better than being miserable and mediocre), plus you'll find yourself thinking of just doing a better job than what you last did instead of worrying about others soon enough.
>>11129710
instead of focusing on fashionable, which changes so much and isn't worth pursuing unless you have tons of money to constantly stay on top of the game, you should focus for more of a 'core' look, something that clearly states what kind of lifestyle and hobbies you're into and makes you stand out when taken out of your element but doesn't feel autistic when seen in public.
>>11129675
work out! if you don't have time for that, then start cutting calories from your diet slowly but surely, and drink more water. see how far you can get before you need to do any heavy revamping of your lifestyle, you might be able to hit skinnyfat without any major changes.
>>11129672
Japan would be my personal go-to for clothes, but since you seem to be in Europe (going off the Italy thing), you might as well meme it up in Paris or something. depends on your personal tastes in clothes where you decide to go, ofc.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:16:38 2016 No.11129780

>depression is hitting insanely hard right now
>tfw no gf
>just finished my first degree, waiting till september to start another
>no one will hire me right now
>am doing nothing but taking care of my dog rn
>will probably spend the next 5 months like this

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:23:23 2016 No.11129786

>building a wardrobe
>can only afford one nice piece in a really long while
>can't cop nice things because nothing I have rn goes good with them and I don't want to wait for the next time I'll be able to buy something that does to wear them
starting to browse /fa/ in high school was a mistake, I've been here 2 years and I haven't progressed much
if only thrift shops in my town were any good but nooooo

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:25:14 2016 No.11129791 >>11129683 crutches hurt like an absolute bitch and are just a total pain in general. Totally empathise with >>11129663 I reached pretty low points when I broke my ankle, its so exhausting and demoralising. But it will get better!

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:27:11 2016 No.11129793 File: 1.52 MB, 1190x1188, Screen Shot 2016-02-28 at 19.14.07.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >no friends >no gf >no job >still looking dope af

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:29:50 2016 No.11129796 File: 97 KB, 1000x667, blake-griffin.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Have dark red/ ginger-ish hair. Wanna go blonde. y/n? Guy btw. Im not posting a pic but I look like Blake Griffin with thick rim glasses

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:37:02 2016 No.11129809 >>11129540 all of the above

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:39:09 2016 No.11129812

>Have GF for over two years
>We've been growing distant
>Love isn't the same like it used to be
>Distance between uni's doesn't help (which is only half an hour driving)
> I still love her deeply but she's changed
>I don't feel the sincerity or passion anymore from here
> All she wants is sex

What do I do

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:57:38 2016 No.11129846

>>11129770

yeah japan is off budget i could afford the flight there and back but nothing else. i am used to travelling for cheap for short distances but japan would be at least 800€ for the flight.

other than that it's going to be hard to cop anything $$ and $$$ simply because I need to make the money stretch for a while so I was thinking about tripping through europes' thrift stores. good idea? where to find the best ones? i thought about denmark.

luckily i wont be spending too much on food since i'm trying to lose 1lb/week so probably only doing fruit water and almonds for the time being

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 04:59:04 2016 No.11129852 >>11129540 >Feeling like a constant disappointment >no qt to feel sad with >No money >No future >Fat ugly fuck >Constant suicidal thoughts Just another day

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:00:20 2016 No.11129855 >>11129812 don't keep fucking her if it's just about sex, not worth it. I did it with one of my GFs (we broke up and kept fucking for ~6 mos.) and it made me depressed

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:01:50 2016 No.11129858 I'm just very hungover and at work, but I got laid last night, so it evens out

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:07:55 2016 No.11129871

>>11129540

Lifes pretty god damn amazing.
I feel like that episode of the simpsons when bart sells his soul, and has a dream that everyone and there soul are in boats together. But it was like I was born without a soul and I finally found myself, and i've had nothing but amazing happiness since, legitimate "le euphoric" levels man.
That said everythings going incredibly well, have a job that likes me a lot, doing well in my studies, buying nice pieces with my money (so happy I have a job now too!) and I'm busy 6 days a week and its incredible, I love it, I was unintentionally a neet for 6 months last year so to be so proactive is legitimately amazing. Also features are getting more defined, so good haha.
NEVER GIVE UP. I DIDNT YOU WONT.
/rant

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:12:35 2016 No.11129879 >>11129540 Why did I ever get into fashion Fuck this Rick shit, tfw just wanna be a qt azn grill with colorful sneakers

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:14:00 2016 No.11129884

>>11129780

fuck off you're a lucky bitch you got into grad school you have a higher purpose waiting for you fuck off you cunt

>finished degree two years ago
>nobody has hired me, not even bullshit minimum wage jobs
>rejected from all grad schools
>about to start a part time job at a mall, first callback since spring 2015
>unemployable in any meaningful sense
>withering away at home
>my only prospect is a job where i won't even make 200 dollars a week
>never leave my house
>nobody interests me
>nothing interests me
>no future
>nothing

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 05:48:28 2016 No.11129943

>>11129884
lol probably should have mentioned i got an associates at a fashion school
>an industry everyone says no one cares about degrees
>every job requires a bachelors + 3 years min

i'm 19 with a fucking degree no one cares about, working at an internship that doesn't want to pay me (and stopped calling me in when i asked to get paid)
i had an interview at a retail store and they straight up told me my knowledge of fashion means nothing since i have no retail experience

i've applied to 25 production assistant jobs, 15 paid internships, and 5 retail jobs, only got the one call back that pretty much told me to fuck off

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:14:01 2016 No.11129982 >tfw watching 10 Things I Hate About You and realise you will never be as beautiful as a young Heath Ledger life is a cruel mistress

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:14:10 2016 No.11129984

Trying to get into my field of work but it's a niche industry and it's quite competitive even to wedge your foot in the door in London. Doing internships and 1-month long jobs because apparently that's how you eventually get in. Fucking sucks because gf is kinda supporting us atm.

Luckily I have an interview on Tuesday in Amsterdam, maybe peeps will dig me there

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:16:21 2016 No.11129989 >>11129943 I hear ya. Just keep pushing, that's how the industry filters out useless people

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:24:35 2016 No.11130009
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I like fashion but my girlfriend doesn't and she makes fun of me for spending all my disposable income on avant-garde clothing that nobody else recognises or cares about. Do I leave her, or do I stop wearing the clothes I like?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:24:38 2016 No.11130010 >>11129884 fuck you you whiny bitch at least you have a fucking job fucking europe fuck

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:26:20 2016 No.11130014 >>11130009 >making fun of you for having an interest in something nigg do you even have to ask the question

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:26:50 2016 No.11130015 Got one of those below surface pimples and a presentation the day after tomorrow, just blow my brains out.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:51:41 2016 No.11130061 >>11129540 i'm trying to decide whether i stop talking to a friend who i'm falling in love with or just let the obsession and the depression grow

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:52:35 2016 No.11130063
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>best friend cheats on her boyfriend with you after you realise you have feelings for eachother
>they break up because of me
wat do

>>11130061
rah at this point i would recommend you bail

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:53:38 2016 No.11130068 >>11130063 kill yourself you unloyal cunt

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:56:41 2016 No.11130074 File: 590 KB, 983x865, Untitled.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11130068 thx senpai not sure that would help though

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:57:10 2016 No.11130075 >>11130063 Well your best friend is the girl, so it's hoes before bros, keep fucking her

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 06:58:11 2016 No.11130078 >>11130061 Bail. There are hotter people in your future, this is a test of self control

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:03:59 2016 No.11130091 My small dick, that's all. I suck at life but nothing crushes me down except that one little thing.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:07:07 2016 No.11130100
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>>11130075
Really I have no idea what happens now. First I'm trying to understand why I don't feel bad about it and what that means about me.

>>11130078
Yeah back/value yourself. Don't have to settle for that; you'll have other chances; it doesn't mean you're a failure b/c it won't work out with this one person.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:08:10 2016 No.11130103

>>11130078
i'll try, it might just be a silly obsession because i've been a loner for a while and she gave me lots of attention when i met her. So much that we're like bestfriends now, but i'll just try to meet other hoes to fall in love with and keep her as a friend, cause she's cool u know

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:13:22 2016 No.11130115 >>11130103 lol what a delusional nigga she loves you and you love her just fuck already you stupid cunt

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:23:32 2016 No.11130136

>live on the gold coast
>can't cop dope fits because the gold coast is a fucking tourist infested coke den full of nothing but cancerous low quality street and surfwear
>shipping rates are fucking dreadful, and most good retailers don't ship to the gold coast anyway
I j-just want to l-look good senpai

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:25:10 2016 No.11130139

>>11130115
nah man, i would know that, she's just super nice to everybody u know?
although she just texted me that she's coming to my city in 2 weeks and invited me to go clubbing with her and her normie friends, that might be my fucking opportunity to make a move. Wish me luck my dudes

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:26:08 2016 No.11130140 File: 106 KB, 612x612, 1449936697253.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >think i look sick >see someone with a much doper fit >depressed for the rest of the day

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:29:38 2016 No.11130147
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>>11130103
Yeah that's how it started with me. I'm not at all proactive in making friends and connecting with people so really the reason we're such good friends is because she was patient and made a concerted effort. Who knows what that means in your case though.

>>11130139
ah fair. What is yr relationship to them like though? like when you talk is it at all playful or flirty or what? Clueless fuck that I am i did kind of realise before it happened that she felt differently towards me than other people. Dunno whether clubbing is a great place to 'make a move' but at some pt you should definitely have a conversation about this with her. Hope yr doing ok

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:30:53 2016 No.11130153

Recently realized i have tons of clothes i never wear. I kind of just want to throw them away and have a few basic high quality pieces.

Fuck i've wasted so much money it feels bad, so should i just throw them away/donate? Im talking Zara, hm pieces etc.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:33:44 2016 No.11130159
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>>11130153
def not alone on this one

is inevitable though, sell the stuff that's worth selling and pass on the rest to charity. no point keeping stuff for the sake of guilt - think of it as a new beginning

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:34:40 2016 No.11130161 >>11130140 i look sick everyday senpai i have depression

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:40:45 2016 No.11130174 >>11129540 >own somewhat nice clothes >no good reason to wear them

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:49:40 2016 No.11130196 >>11129708 small potatoes

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:49:51 2016 No.11130197

>>11130147
I don't even know man, i don't know if it's flirting or not, she's just like super nice to me. I try to make her happy tho, for example when she asks me for favors i try to please her, and when i do it she tells me that i'm a sweetheart and sends me heart emojis and shit. But you know it just might be her being super nice as usual, and i know she got lots of dudes blowing up her phone, she's your average hot & popular girl so..
I'll just try to be alone with her when we're drunk and see if something happens, no major stuff because i don't wanna ruin what we have tho.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:53:43 2016 No.11130210

>>11129636
Dude, stop throwing up. Trust me. You're fucking up your body. And you can look way better if you gain the bit of weight and turn it into muscle. Eat right, get /fit/ (Their sticky is a good place to start). Proper diet and excercise is the best weapon against depression.

>>11130153
What size are you, friend? If you're a small I might buy some of your shit.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 07:55:59 2016 No.11130212

>>11129744
have you hooked up with anyone since splitting with her? or even had a strong attraction to someone else? try flirting with people, and internally foster and attraction to and an interest in them. sometimes the excitement that comes with meeting someone new and having some fun with them is all you need to get over an ex.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:01:00 2016 No.11130215 finally got a car just need to find a job asap girl ive had a thing with is bein weird cant tell if I should break it off or let things move at their own pace so yea no gf, manic depression and the usual but things seem to be looking up otherwise

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:07:54 2016 No.11130228
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>tfw no gf
>No hipster artsy girls around, everybody at college wears athleisure, most of them are overweight or spray-tanned.
>tfw you haven't even met anyone since highschool who you were attracted to on an emotional level
>tfw been outside of love and relationships for so long that concept itself is starting to look bizarre to you

I quit, I give up, nothing's good enough for anybody else,
It seems
And being alone is the best way to be
When I'm by myself it's the best way to be
When I'm all alone it's the best way to be

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_GkjymuQ9U

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:10:13 2016 No.11130235 >>11130210 Im 173cm 61kg in Europe tho. Any pieces you're looking for? Like jacket, sweater, pants?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:14:40 2016 No.11130243 >>11130235 I'm 167cm and 58kg. I guess right now I'm looking for shorts and shirts for warmer weather, if you got any cool socks though I'm also looking to get some of those.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:15:20 2016 No.11130247 File: 186 KB, 1000x1144, 1414130288934.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw no feel I've stopped being interested in fashion I've stopped being interested in anything. My fits have turned "dude weed" and I'm just not really happy or sad

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:21:03 2016 No.11130256 File: 109 KB, 837x892, 1456173554270.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >18 >literally never had a gf lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:29:41 2016 No.11130275 >>11129658 Think twice before breaking up man, I was in the same boat and even tho I felt free to begin with it crushed me when she didn't want me back next month

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:32:16 2016 No.11130280 >>11130256 >21 >litterally never had a gf Lmaoooo

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:32:22 2016 No.11130281 >>11130247 puberty is tough anon. hang in there

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:33:38 2016 No.11130283

>>11130247

ur depressed
work out or work physically, stop eating fast food and start cooking your own food with fresh vegs
stop smoking weed, at least for 2 months
if you have friends that are assholes stop associating with them (in my case that meant losing all of my friends except for 1. sometimes life is tough)

the hardest part about doing these things is starting to do them, because you have no desire to. you don't want to do them because you are depressed. a normal person would.
i promise if you just start doing it you will feel better in 2 months.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:35:13 2016 No.11130289 >>11129943 you're 19 dude, you've got ages I have a great job now, but i literally had to wait til i was near 21 before anyone took me seriously

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:38:11 2016 No.11130293
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>from post soviet country
>average wage is like 1/3 of USA's
>can't afford shit even though I'm from decent family
>student so don't have time for job
>average part time job pays like 3$/hour
>central bank keeps devaluing your currency to "support export"

Fuck this it will take years before I finish uni and manage to get stable income to afford any designer clothes and by that time I will be probably too old to enjoy it. Why couldn't I be born in another country?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:38:55 2016 No.11130297 >>11129540 I lost her /fa/ three weeks ago we split after a seven month relationship and I was gonna win her back today She got a boyfriend Friday

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:42:48 2016 No.11130300 >>11130293 Know that feel bro. I also am from a post-soviet country, and one of the problems also is copping nice basics. COS and Uniqlo don't ship to here. You may find something at HM or Zara, but they mostly sell cringey designer ripoffs.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:43:25 2016 No.11130301 >>11130297 If she got new boyfriend after not even month already then she didn't care about you anyway. You're better off with someone who actually does care senpai.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 08:52:56 2016 No.11130315 >>11130228 That is so me

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:05:22 2016 No.11130340 >>11130293 lol im from a post soviet country too and spending the average person's 3 month salary on designer every month no excuse for being poor, im self made no excuse for being poor

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:06:58 2016 No.11130344 someone stole my rafs

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:13:00 2016 No.11130355

>>11129540
Need to vent.
Im applying for a new job today while I'll be doing my shift at my current one. They give me shit hours even tho they are fully able to give me full time and the rest of the crew are bitches towards me. I started firing back but now I just want a new job. Im nervous as fuck about applying to the new place just in case I don't get it and then Im really fucked.

>tldr money problems

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:13:05 2016 No.11130356 >>11130289 nah i get that, there's just some things i have to worry about financially doesn't help in interviews that i look like a 12 year old

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:20:14 2016 No.11130373 >>11130315 Thanks for the (You) It is good to share a feel.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:21:25 2016 No.11130375

Girlfriend left me a week ago, a few days after I told her about my depression/shared how hard my childhood was. She has been guilt tripping me ever since, saying it was selfish and that I was speaking over her problems even though it was the first time I even got comfortable telling her.

Class is harder than I thought it would be, and I'm definitely way under-qualified for the research seminar I'm in.

I don't sleep or eat or speak to people as much anymore.

But my tax return came, so that's nice.

>Psychiatrists are frauds so I'll save the money.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:21:31 2016 No.11130377 File: 86 KB, 423x951, 1406453433876.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11130256 >26 >don't even want to have one

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:34:10 2016 No.11130410 >>11129780 That gap of pure nothingness is the worst for depression. Try taking up a hobby or finding a girl somewhere, Tinder maybe.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:35:34 2016 No.11130417

>no gf
>a few friends but i don't share interests with them
>doing shit in school this semester, it felt good slacking off but now that it's almost over i see it's just dumb and i don't want to dissapoint my parents
>i have no idea what i want to do with my life
>not a lot of money for cops
>anxious and self conscious
>almost nobody interests me anymore, everyone and everything it's a bore
>no gf

Seriously if it wasn't for 4chan, fashion, films, music and weebshit i would go insane from boredom, pls help, how do i find motivation, how do i get myself interested in my peers, w2c gf

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:36:29 2016 No.11130420

>>11130301
I keep telling myself that, but she made me so happy. I'm angry and sad and never got any closure which is also leaving me really confused and I hate her but I'm in love with her and I know what I have to do, it's just going to take time and I know I won't enjoy any moment of it

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:46:30 2016 No.11130448

>>11130417
It sounds like a girlfriend is the last thing you need. Better to go out and try some things you once thought were boring or stupid, might teach you a thing about yourself and others. A change from regular pace is just a great way to improve.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:47:09 2016 No.11130452

>Dick has stopped working.
>girl I was seeing has left and I don't see a new one ever happening
>Oldest and closest friend just moved overseas indefinitely.
>increasing depression/anxiety

At least my music is going well and buying clothes still makes me feel good but fuck I feel emotionally unstable these days.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:52:52 2016 No.11130470
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what the fuck why do you even ask if people are feeling bad about no having a gf/bf??

I find it very absurd how some people need other people in their life so much, and by that I mean some kind of partner who you can talk to everyday and spend time with. why? because you feel alone when you go to bed at night and you surrender to that feel and desperately seek someone to lay there next to you and maybe have sex with you? people are so weak when it comes to their feelings. love doesn't exist, it's just good feel chemicals in your brain from thinking about "oh this person accepts me as a loser that I am and I can occasionally stick my dick in this things vagina/ass/mouth whatever and feel good, we also have a little in common". relationships are completely useless. if you've ever been in one you'd know.

if someone reading this feels bad for not having a partner you should consider yourself to be in a good position. you don't have to spend time on another person, money or anything really. you can just do your own thing, have your own money, your own interests and your own life.

if you are the type of person who allways seeks a partner, that means you have no idea what you want from life and you want someone else to fill in that gap for you. fuck you.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:54:18 2016 No.11130474

>>11129658
That other guy is a dumbass. I, too, was in the same boat. Dump her.

You might wind up like that other faggot who needs the emotional support of his bitch to be content in life, but if you're not a complete bitch then single life is better and you'll be happy you ended when you did. I know I do. I know i never really loved my gf although she really loved me, and now I just feel like I wasted a ton if both of our time.

You've only got one life. You can either break up and move on to live it, or you can stay with a girl you don't really want because you're scared that you might want her one day.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:55:42 2016 No.11130477 >>11130470 "You will immediately cease and not continue to access the site if you are under the age of 18."

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:58:08 2016 No.11130482 >>11130228 Same here anon, same here...

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:58:26 2016 No.11130483 Can't get a gf, I just don't know how to approach them Pls help

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 09:59:12 2016 No.11130486
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>>11130470
I agree with you to some extent, I think a lot of folks have the impression that getting a gf will cure their depression and complete their life. That said, how you feel is basically the only really meaningful thing in your existence, and there's an overwhelming amount of evidence showing that good relationships = key to good feels and happy life.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:01:17 2016 No.11130492 >>11130483 go to the club, take some mdma and practice your social skills, worked for me, improved my confidence a great deal aswell

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:05:23 2016 No.11130505

>don't give a fuck about wearing memes or trends

>don't wear milsurpy homeless kanye trash
>don't wear cuckcore
>don't wear hypebeast shit
>too ottermode for slp
>don't do comfycore
>don't do dadcore

i don't really fit in but i like shitposting here. i just wear black boots, jeans, and earthone button downs.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:06:23 2016 No.11130508

>>11130483
I will share all the things that helped me:

- Online dating, good for when you're bad at getting across romantic interest in normal conversation, subverts friendly conversation.

- Drugs / Alcohol. Dangerous I know, but in my life they're changed me into a much better, more social person, even when sober.

- Talking more to people you know about dating / relationships is incredibly helpful, just for the mindset.

And the biggest barrier, fear of failure. Remember, the worst that can come from an attempt is a mildly awkward moment, those are harmless and wont last.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:06:57 2016 No.11130510

I'm talking to twin sisters rn, one is slightly hotter and bad as fuck and the other is the sweetest thing and much more relatable. I want to move towards the gf material one, but I can't bring myself to dedicate that. I also am not even sure if either of them are into me, but I'm sure that won't be a problem.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:07:02 2016 No.11130512 >>11130256 that's not uncommon, I got my first(and current one, we're engaged now) at 18

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:07:27 2016 No.11130513 >grad school over soon >no professional attire >small rotation of casual attire >finally have some money but eternally in poor mindset >cannot bring myself to make sick cops >always settling for cheap substitutes how do you do it guys?

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:07:49 2016 No.11130516
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>>11129540
>never in my life been able to afford anything better than mall tier clothing
>wore fake yeezys while in high school
>used to starve myself because thinspo
>5'11
>confident enough to perform on stagebut too big of a puss to approach a qt boi/gril
>my college plans are a trainwreck
>confused about my gender identity
>polska
>ashamed of my music taste
>barely any social life
>disappointment to my family
>everybody thinks that im a degenerate
>i am a degenerate
>never get taken seriously
>can u be my faggot friend anon u so qt
>wouldve killed myself if not my family
>bored pretty much most of the time
>most definitely gonna suffer from back pain in the near future
>no skills whatsoever
>got ideas but cant express them

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:08:24 2016 No.11130517 >>11129540 can't find the drive to get out of bed and jog i also have laundry to do, i guess it's just laziness but i'm not sure where it stens from, advice /fa/milia?

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:09:55 2016 No.11130523

Despite being an adult i can't just not obey my parents, i've been doing literally everything im told by them since child, how to get out of it? Im not even able to rise my voice when near them, this feels so depressing.
The worst is when they make fun of my clothes because "they don't fit tight enough and are not girly"

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:10:59 2016 No.11130526

>>11130517
I'm giving you permission to do it right now. Close your phone or laptop or whatever RIGHT NOW, get up and out of bed, start moving. This day can be one you feel good about at the end of, but only if you start RIGHT NOW. Don't even reply to this post. Just go.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:11:05 2016 No.11130528 >>11130517 put your alarm clock 3 metres from your bed so you're forced to get up

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:12:06 2016 No.11130533 >>11130516 its not gonna get any better with you whinning on a japanese anime imageboard, do something about it

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:12:19 2016 No.11130534 >>11130009 to be fair, trends move so quickly that the shit you're copping now you'll be embarrassed about having in a year or two and mocking on /fa/ any time someone mentions liking it

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:12:31 2016 No.11130535 >>11130340 what country are you from because not every post gommie shithole is the same

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:12:48 2016 No.11130539 >>11130513 Second hand clothing. Build up to making bigger purchases. I've got an incredible range of designer clothes after 3 years of collecting, I don't think i've ever spent more than $200 on a single item.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:13:46 2016 No.11130542 >>11130140 you get depressed when you see someone more fashionable than you irl? that's really pathetic breh

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:19:22 2016 No.11130560 >diagnosed with a mental illness >ruined my relationship >bf do things to hurts me bc he thinks I deserved it >no friends to share my interests with >nobody around me understand me >suck at school >almost 21 and don't want a future >I must die

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:19:51 2016 No.11130564 >>11130516 >my college plans are a trainwreck >confused about my gender identity >... >never get taken seriously kek

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:20:26 2016 No.11130571

>diagnosed with a mental illness
>ruined my relationship
>bitch to my family, my bf
>bf do things to hurts me bc he thinks I deserved it
>no friends to share my interests with
>nobody around me understand me
>suck at school
>almost 21 and don't want a future
>I must die

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:22:29 2016 No.11130581 >>11130516 >confused about my gender identity >polska that is indeed a feel

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:24:50 2016 No.11130588 >>11129618 Reach out to her my dude

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:27:15 2016 No.11130591 >>11130477 >boohoo I live an uninteresting life filled with a bunch of stuff that really doesn't fulfill my desires and I need someone next to me to tell me everything is going to be okay and to sometimes jerk my dick off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:30:09 2016 No.11130595 >>11130591 >aw yeah my life is so fulfilling I spend my free time telling people on a Tibetan crocheting forum they're losers

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:30:58 2016 No.11130597 Slowly coming to terms with my appearance. It's a bummer whenever self awareness kicks on.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:32:41 2016 No.11130602 >>11130516 but it all doesn't matter because I like you c:

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:32:49 2016 No.11130604 >>11130597 Don't worry it gets better! I used to be able to count on one hand the number of photos i thought i looked good in, now I totally accept my look and love it for what it is. Took me years to get over it though...

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:36:05 2016 No.11130614

>>11130533
the worst thing is that i actually do a lot

>started running
>started eating better
>got a job
>started studying, but I just keep failing over and over again

i'm still at that age where I can grow a little bit taller
i'm gonna save all my money to move out
i approach more pretty people, but most of the time it all ends up being super awkward

but fuck all of that
i really need to focus on school, one of my professors absolutely hates me and her goal is to fail me

>>11130564
dude im not out with everything
people think im a kid whos got it easy
i always look happy and positive and some people told me that they envy that
but for some reason whenever i get serious they just make fun of me

>>11130581
polska not in a sense of /lgbt/ but in a sense of being a poorfag
i mean i can buy expensive shit but i cant really afford it

>>11130602
im not depressed but suicide really is the most logical and the easiest way to fix all of my insignificant and meaningless problems

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:38:27 2016 No.11130620 >>11130614 but anon, the easiest way to fix all of your insignificant and meaningless problems is love c:

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:47:07 2016 No.11130644 >>11130604 that genuinely helps a lot to hear.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:49:01 2016 No.11130649 >>11130614 we all gotta go someday friend. If you're going to go out voluntarily, I suggest having some fun first. Go steal some shit, go crazy. You've got nothing to lose at the bottom.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 10:56:43 2016 No.11130672 >best friend tells me she has feelings for me and can't stop thinking about me >brings back feelings for her I'd been suppressing >can't ever be with her because she's in a long term relationship with a close fiend of mine why is life like this

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:14:26 2016 No.11130712 >>11130210 >Proper diet and excercise is the best weapon against depression. lies t. someone that went to the gym for 3 years

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:22:20 2016 No.11130729
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>depression getting worse
>start preparing for suicide but too much of a pussy to do it
>falling hard for best friend, even though both of us are too mentally fucked up to function together
>gf of 2 years confesses she feels terribly inferior when with me and can't take it anymore
>don't even know what I want from the relationship, school, career, or life in general
>mutually decide to take an indefinite break
>don't even feel sad, just empty

At least I made some nice screen-prints yesterday ...

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:24:13 2016 No.11130735 >>11130672 Fuck, I know how that feels man. You should distance yourself so you don't fall into the old feels too much, if she really wants you, she will do something about it

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:24:36 2016 No.11130737

My friendship group has a person with obvious drug problems who makes out like she is an encyclopaedia of safe drug taking.

My other drug inexperienced friends hang on to her every word

I'm the bad guy whenever I step in and stop her from being a cretinous liability.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:27:13 2016 No.11130742

>>11129658

I am in the same boat, and have been previously.

Take some space, go and do something with yourself that gives you your own space that doesn't make you look like you are distancing yourself from her, for example go and spend a few weeks in another country doing an internship or visiting family/friends.

Then you can figure out whether you miss the person or not.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:30:09 2016 No.11130751 >poor >overweight >living in south america

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:30:12 2016 No.11130753 >>11130712 What is the best way to fight depression then, if not fitness?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:49:47 2016 No.11130807 >>11130753 Embracing the void

>>	Patrick Bateman !!eZg4ZGkAk6j Sun Apr 3 11:52:15 2016 No.11130822 >>11130533 >its not gonna get any better with you whinning on a japanese anime imageboard, do something about it This is literally applicable to virtually every post in this thread. Stop wound-licking, start working.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:57:00 2016 No.11130842 >>11130753 1.5 g of kind bud and a honey berry backwood with some source of fire

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 11:58:33 2016 No.11130848 No gf

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:22:33 2016 No.11131097 File: 46 KB, 1280x720, 1440411351151.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >mfw being fa will not make the love of your life come back

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:38:56 2016 No.11131154 File: 75 KB, 680x684, image.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw want to try incorporating Dadaist principles into my wardrobe but nobody would ever get it

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:42:32 2016 No.11131175 File: 34 KB, 262x348, 287.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >went for long hair because I love the shaggy look of Ronnie Wood/Keith Richards >it actually takes a fuck ton of maintenance to get it looking right

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:42:55 2016 No.11131179 >>11131154 >but nobody would ever get it this is also a dada joke, haha. In fact it's more dadaist than your supposedly dadaist wardrobe.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:49:54 2016 No.11131191 File: 89 KB, 750x670, you did your best jackie chan.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11129770 thank u based anon u r v nice

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 13:58:45 2016 No.11131207
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>lack of money
>my ex still runs through my mind
>falling for another girl that I can never be with
>sleep cycle fucked

Honestly besides loneliness qt3.14 wise, I'm doing good but these cold spoon less nights are hurting

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:03:29 2016 No.11131223 >>11129796 Don't dye, that's a sick hair color my dude

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:07:41 2016 No.11131234
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>>11130159
>>11130153
itf
just dont waste money in the future, cause you've learned your lesson and throw shit out
+ you're gonna feel super good after donating/selling it

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:17:31 2016 No.11131259

>>11129739
>>11130196

They're not senpai.
I have some serious commitment issues.
I don't even want a gf. I just want to sail the world on a small yacht by myself but too much pressure on me to be successful and hold the family down.
Gfs only like me because I got material wealth and a great career. Especially the Chinese one. She's a fucking gold digger. And the Kim kardashian bitch is just expensive as fuck to maintain and keep happy. Should I just say fuck it and commit to my dream of sailing the world? Come back like 5 years later and get on with life? Would the same opportunities still be available to me? Would it be weird if I wasn't married in 5 years or didn't even have a gf?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:26:41 2016 No.11131281 >tfw in a relationship with a girl for almost 5 years >broke up with her in January >get back together with her two days later >she's off at college >regretting getting back together with her

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:29:46 2016 No.11131293 i don't even know i don't like my job my girlfriend wears me out i'll probably feel better tomorrow morning but right now i feel like crying i'll never be as cool, liked, or successful as i assumed i would be

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:33:22 2016 No.11131308 >people keep buying my clothes

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:33:36 2016 No.11131312

>anxiety about health related stuff (most likely nothing, just panicking about every small symptom)
>lost weight, now gotta gain it back, yuck eating 1k more calories than needed
>want to redo my whole wardrobe
>tfw no gf and dont want 1, waht is wrong with me? not gay)

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:36:41 2016 No.11131330 >bored of job >bored of life >no gf >no friends

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:36:41 2016 No.11131331 >>11130571 wanna chat? feelsbad for u

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:37:18 2016 No.11131334 File: 1.84 MB, 475x277, dog gif.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] feeling alright been seeing a therapist for almost a year looking forward to moving out and getting my own apartment. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:38:34 2016 No.11131339 >dress well to impress women >people think I'm gay >only ever get hit on by gay dudes Fuck it, at some point soon I'm just gonna give in and take the dick

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:42:01 2016 No.11131348 >>11131339 >dressing to impress women thats not how it works

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:49:31 2016 No.11131368 >tfw perpetual rain and wind renders any attempt to style hair useless

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 14:57:04 2016 No.11131390

>>11131339

>can't differentiate between dressing well and dressing to signal that you're gay
>get hit on by gays
>talk about "giving in" and "taking dick"

this is coming from a queer guy: you sound closeted. it's 2016. try it out. you'll know pretty much right away if it's right for you

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:01:42 2016 No.11131397

>>11129540

I'm 23 and balding which fucking sucks, since I have/had beautiful black hair, but I'm coming to terms with it.
Plus it has some upsides, it made me realize i'm growing old and basically put a fire under my ass, I'll be traveling all of Europe for the next 3-4 months, living in France for a while to learn the language and after that, living in Switzerland and studying there, if all goes according to my plan which may or may not happen.
I feel if I still had full head of hair I'd be content of working my dead end job, feeling superior to others cuz I spend more money on clothes and picking up occasional 8/10 chick. Overcompensation ftw.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:01:47 2016 No.11131398 >>11129540 moneys kind of tight right now and i have a big fucking pimple on my nose.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:07:07 2016 No.11131417 >Broke up with GF of 2 years >Just as roommates decides to quit drinking and settles down with one of his many girls >tfw they're giggling and fucking next-door right now >trying to study

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:15:41 2016 No.11131441 File: 184 KB, 264x286, owl kill.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw I was happier back when I just wore cargo shorts, metal band shirts, and autism shoes

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:24:56 2016 No.11131468

>get out of abusive relationship
>still have to be friends otherwise she'll probably kill herself
>pressures me to fuck and stuff and usually have to go with it because it prevents her from going insane
>got out of it
>still talk but she's pretty close to the edge I don't know what to do
>met a new girl, studying to be an architect, cute as fuck
>it could be getting better boys
And
>favourite jacket sewing starting to come undone
>the worn thing suits my style though

Life ain't too bad

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:29:53 2016 No.11131491

>>11129658
just broke up with my emotionally depended GF. it sucked but what would have sucked more would be spending another 6 months in a relationship I didn't want to be in. If you're not happy most of the time and you dream about being single again pull the fucking trigger and leave. You'll be hurt for a while but so much better in the long run.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:31:27 2016 No.11131499

>>11130410
yeah that gap is what's scaring me, not having anything to keep my mind busy is when i get really bad
i've been trying to get healthy and get back down to 115 (original weight before i started eating like shit) so that i can go to the gym but depression has been kicking my ass and eating healthy went out the window last weekend

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:42:14 2016 No.11131531
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>GF and I broke up
>constantly getting anxiety and drinking
>slightly better now but still feel like a sack of shit
>work is getting more demending but the motivation is lacking
>copped some sick 90s windbreakers recently
>probably going to a bar and sit in the corner alone drinking writing/drawing and trying to pass off looking /fa/
such is life

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:42:58 2016 No.11131533

>>11131468

hi. i'm someone who has had suicidal ideation and severe depression for most of my adult life.

what i'd like to say to you is this:

you don't owe anyone presence in their lives. even if you broke off all contact and she killed herself "because" of that--it would not be your fault, as you would not be the one to blame for her death. her mental illness would be to blame for her death.

if you stay in her life such that you can't be the "excuse" for her suicidal tendencies, then she, with the help of her mental illness, will just find another "excuse" or external factor to act as the lynchpin of whether or not she commits suicide.

all of these external factors are red herrings. the core cause of the suicidal ideation is depression, trauma, mental illness, etc.

mental illness is real illness. i have it as well. but you don't owe any person, mentally ill or not, presence in their lives. and unless you're fucked up and abusive, or actively encouraging people to harm themselves, or providing them with the means to do so, then you are not to blame for their self-harm.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:44:15 2016 No.11131541 everyday i remember im a meme... im effay but my face doesnt help at all

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:44:18 2016 No.11131542 >fat >dumb >live in russia >got kicked out of uni a year ago, have been a neet ever since >no money >mom is the only family I have left >I lie to her all the time >suicide is literally my only option

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:46:33 2016 No.11131550 >in a major I hate >have no time for hobbies since school and my job take up all my time >no car >no social life >no bf

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:47:36 2016 No.11131556

>Got led on and blown off by an insanely cute girl
>Know it wouldn't have worked out anyways because of the distance between us
>Keep thinking about if I said/did something wrong and what could have been

/fa/-related
>Applied to work at a sweet local clothing store
>Had an interview, just waiting to hear back from them to hear if I got the job

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:47:59 2016 No.11131557

>go to uni in Florida
>am decently fit (5'11" 195 lbs 10-13% bf)
>legs look good in chubbies style shorts (I wear bearbottoms because $$ though)
>so difficult to develop a summer style without looking like a frat douche
>no indie, americana, or heritage equivalents for summer

Currently experimenting with red high top converse, floral and Hawaiian shirts, and loose fitting v-necks to see what works best.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:55:12 2016 No.11131577 >>11131533 Thanks for that anon, it's just hard to remember this stuff when she's bad and is telling me I'm shit etc

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 15:57:03 2016 No.11131587 >>11129540 puffy nipples despite being /fit... fuck being fat and then skinny fat as a kid

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 16:07:29 2016 No.11131628
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>>11129540
>in limbo between being laid off from job and graduate school application
>can't find jobs
>deadline is in fall
>living on brother's couch
>no social life
>shitposting all day, playing video games all night
>dress like a slob
could be worse

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 16:57:33 2016 No.11131814 >>11129540 >rejected from 3/4 ivies >waitlist=light rejection from third >lower scores/lower grades classmates >forget to cop uniqlo ocbds at $10 off

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 17:18:25 2016 No.11131888 >>11129540 I can't do a backstitch everything I sew is done with a terrible whipstitch

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 17:23:30 2016 No.11131910 >>11131888 are you sewing by hand?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 17:27:47 2016 No.11131920 I'm having nonstop relationship problems, but I do at least have a guy hanging off my every word. Wish he could actually date me instead of just wanting sex.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 17:46:47 2016 No.11131979 >>11131259 Stop buying Kardashian shit. Either tell her you wont or break up with her. Stick with chinese if you want since she's with you due to your bright future and you can just leave later if you want to

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 17:51:12 2016 No.11131989 >>11129540 girlfriend and i broke up recently, i broke up w her and i regret it so bad now..

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:10:55 2016 No.11132042 >>11129540 All of the above, but I'm feeling like shit because of muh balding. This week I'm gonna see a doctor to get some fin. Also, I'm autistic as fuck, but now I'm trying to be more extroverted for the sake of my social life. Any tips?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:10:56 2016 No.11132043 File: 1.11 MB, 1630x1600, the-harmony-of-the-spheres.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] hate my college course thinking about quitting to get a job instead but I don't want to disappoint my family who worked hard hard for me to go to college

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:13:11 2016 No.11132057
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>slowly getting back together with a girl i don't love because loneliness
>girl I have feelings for is moving
>can't quit smoking
>empty feeling
>no money for haircut
>no money for clothes
>no money for car repairs
>about to get my license revoked for multiple speeding tickets anyway
>feeling like a loser
>struggling to maintain my work ethic
>classes suck, job sucks, want to change my major but then my scholarship will disappear
>health problems due to car accident manifesting in ways i never imagined were possible
>watching my youth fade away
>on track to die young and loveless

at least i'm not going bald

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:16:19 2016 No.11132070 File: 113 KB, 1024x576, 1437754435771.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11129540 Literally just got a model gf feels fucking great man. [spoiler] Probably will fuck it up soon like every other relationship im in [spoiler]

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:19:42 2016 No.11132086 File: 186 KB, 500x376, boy.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11130228 Thanks for this post, bro. You're not alone.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:24:00 2016 No.11132104

>>11130283
Dude, my girlfriend did that. I've several years of depression behind me. The last 3 months were the worst of my life, lost 8 kilos, looked like a heroin addict, but things are slowly getting better. Started to work out recently, also started running every day. Just try to force feed yourself the minimum you need, eat healthy. Even though you feel empty, life gets better, it's just shit now. It's fucked up what ppl who don't understand mental illness say and do to you. Just cut them out of your life or try to involve them in a way they understand. People are ignorant as fuck, but not all of them are assholes

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:24:35 2016 No.11132106 >>11130614 just kill yourself you sound like a waste of life, none of those things you listed sounded evenly slightly worth being depressed about and if they were they're completely your fault >off yourself m8

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:28:20 2016 No.11132123
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>depressed
>no gf
>work at shit job
>want to be /fa/ but no idea where to start
>stopped talking to literally all my friends
>sleep all day, up all night
shit sucks mayne. I've given up on ever being happy at this point.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:30:16 2016 No.11132135 >>11129540 have had real bad back acne since high school and it's caused this permanent, skin condition looking bumps all across my shoulders and upper back. I can't take off my shirt in front of people. I miss going to the beach.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:33:10 2016 No.11132155 >>11129540 extreme anxiety/ insecurity ive also become a textbook misanthropist

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:34:01 2016 No.11132158 >>11132135 I had pretty bad back acne. My back is full of scars, the acne is gone btw, just don't give a shit about it senpai. Or get it treated, or wear a shirt to the beach, your life isnt fucking over

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:35:21 2016 No.11132165 >>11129758 i know this feel my man

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:36:34 2016 No.11132170 >>11132135 im in the same position my man

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:36:45 2016 No.11132171

I've been unemployed for so long now i'm losing the drive to keep searching.
My social life has slowed to a trick since I'm ashamed to meet new people as an unemployed person
I've been coping with my depression by eating less. ~800 cal/d on average
Some days I feel so weak and cold I can't do anything
Basically I just listen to music all day

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:38:44 2016 No.11132180 >>11132158 I'm not about to kill myself haha, I have a decent self esteem. This is just like my one massive weakness. It almost feels fair sometimes, I'd have a lot going for me otherwise. Still sucks.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:41:52 2016 No.11132194 >>11132180 Thats good man, my back looks like i've been shot with a bb shotgun, my gf thinks it looks cool haha

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:42:31 2016 No.11132198

>Parents pressuring me to finish college and move out
>Applied for re-admission for the summer but don't know if I'll get accepted in time
>Or accepted at all
>Girlfriend is madly in love with me
>I'm questioning this relationship every other day
>Work has been consistent (as of recently)
>Easy work which gives me a lot of free time so I can't complain
>But I'm not proud of what I do either and I waste my free time when I should be working on more creative efforts
>And they have me sitting in a parking lot until midnight today and it's goddamn freezing out its April fuck off cold weather
>Desperately need to find a new job but don't know where to start
>Worked four jobs in the last year, can only find the W-2's for two of them, afraid I won't be able to get replacements in time
>The worst part is I'm breaking out again

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 18:45:24 2016 No.11132211 >>11131542 Work on shit. it's going to suck but you're going to get money to do something else later. Stop eating.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:06:31 2016 No.11132284
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>first year of college coming to a close
>still no GF, still a virgin
>every once and a while I grapple with the fear of dying alone

Fuck me familia I thought I'd have made more progress than this. I've gone on some dates but since I never dated in high school I've fucked up royally with a couple girls and squandered my chances at an actual relationship. I rarely pull of anything more than just making out with girls at parties, and any girls that want more than that from me are wildly unstable/unnatractive so I stay away from them. I'm the only virgin in my friend group and I feel like such a loser for it. Two times now I've had to leave a party alone while one of my friends hooks up with a girl I had a crush on. Why am I so inept.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:08:10 2016 No.11132286

>>11130420
At no point will she be the only person in the world who can make you happy.

Go out and just meet people, fuck some sluts or whatever you need to get your mind off her for a while. You're still emotional and that is going to fuck your judgment right up.

Just chill senpai, your dependence on her can be broken easily but you have to have some time apart to see the relationship and her for what they were.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:09:02 2016 No.11132289 File: 618 KB, 474x619, alpha.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11132284

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:11:18 2016 No.11132294 >>11132289 I'm not the rodge, I don't think women owe me sex and they're wrong for not wanting me. I fully realize that my failure with girls is the result of my own problems, I just don't know how to pinpoint/fix them

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:34:58 2016 No.11132392 File: 48 KB, 500x352, 1453174850868.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11130228 I-it's effay to be single... r-right lads?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:39:22 2016 No.11132418 >>11132392 it is desu

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:47:12 2016 No.11132434
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>slacked off hardcore in HS
>no extracurriculars due to shyness/laziness
>no social life because parents wont let me stay out past 8:30
>college was my only chance at getting a social life
>but 2.8 gpa 27 ACT
> the only thing that might help my applications is a pretty decent upward trend
>at least parents pay bills and food so i can spend all my money on sick fits and vidya

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:52:20 2016 No.11132447
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>really want this jacket
>southern california
>summer is coming
>not exactly looking to lose 200 dollarydoos right now

https://www.jcrew.com/mens_category/outerwear/cotton/PRDOVR~B1552/B1552.jsp

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 19:55:12 2016 No.11132460 >>11129540 Can't go 24 hours without seriously considering suicide.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:03:16 2016 No.11132492 >>11132447 you can get that jacket at every thrift store for $5

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:09:33 2016 No.11132512 >>11130517 This. I am cripplingly lazy and it is affecting every aspect of my life, but because I'm comfortable fiancially (money from parents) and I live away from home, I just do what i want and have been stuck in a rut for the past 2/3 years.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:33:09 2016 No.11132593 >>11130510 >twin sisters gonna end in tears lmao

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:42:18 2016 No.11132616
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>Just got out of mental hospital
>No future
>No money for even basic bitch white sneakers for summer.
>Will have to wear black low rises this summer
>Might as well just end it all.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:44:36 2016 No.11132625

I need a part time job while I'm at college but there's nothing here so I'm just going to end up working at a supermarket unfortunately.
I want to call in and ask if they have vacancies but right now I'm sick so I'm waiting a few days. If they don't have any though then I'm pretty fucked.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:50:02 2016 No.11132648
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>tfw girl you love has a bf who is physically better than you
>tfw the only thing that makes you feel better is telling yourself you're better than him in every way except physical

Shit feel desu lads.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 20:50:40 2016 No.11132651
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>broken up with gf of ~3 years because she wouldn't stop pursuing other guys at her school
>tinder time
>meet promising girl, take her out to party, she kisses me a couple times
>go to different party next day without her
>she's there making out with some other guy

also have homework i'm supposed to be doing, lots of looming deadlines and existential dread

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:05:30 2016 No.11132694 I still feel like I like a girl from high school even though I'm on the other side of the country from her.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:15:16 2016 No.11132723

>shitty grades, college choices are shitty
>no interest in any real job or career
>care very little about anything right now
>5 friends, they do stuff without me most of the time and only talk to me in school
>tfw no gf and very good at relationships
>friends highkey judge my taste in music and fashion, while they all listen to top 40 and shop at tj maxx
>very depressed but very good at hiding it
>everything i like im not good at (design, music, film)
i have a decent job though, for a teenager, and earn the things that i buy, unlike the other kids my age who swipe their parents' card, so im proud of that.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:27:40 2016 No.11132766 >>11132723 Where do u work?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:28:06 2016 No.11132768 >>11132723 you're literally me except I have no friends (used to have the same deal as you though) and I also have no job

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:29:19 2016 No.11132772 Baggy pants are really really comfy and I pray they come back into fashion every night.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:31:32 2016 No.11132783 >>11132766 i referee hockey games at rinks around me

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:32:34 2016 No.11132787
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Where to even start
>no friends
>neet
>trying to get out there but have zero social skills
>really ugly
>lookism.net redpilled me and now I'm even more depressed
>5'3 male
>no gf
>broke
I guess my life isn't too bad. Be happy you guys aren't 5'3, be happy you're not terrible ugly.
>one day I'll get all the plastic surgeries

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:35:26 2016 No.11132800 >>11132787 Im 5'4 and a half (male) but i tell people im 5'5 try telling realistic lies untill about ur height

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:39:04 2016 No.11132810 >>11130355 update. I lost both jobs.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:40:12 2016 No.11132813 File: 66 KB, 296x413, 1399775819249.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11132810

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:48:24 2016 No.11132845

>>11132787
I'm also 5'3" and also ugly as fuck as well. I'm also of Peruvian descent, which goes against me. I have a job, friends, and average social skills. Life was way worse when I was really insecure and didn't get out of my way to talk to people. I was also severely depressed. I realized that people didn't like being around insecure people. It was really hard but I started going out of my comfort zone trying to talk to people. Along the way I improved my social skills a lot, and I'm still improving. Eventually got a job, started going to the gym, and started dressing nice (hence me being here in /fa). If you're really as ugly as I am, being fit, dressing well, and having a nice haircut gets you a long way. Sometimes I wonder how people invite me, this ugly rat-looking Peruvian to hang out, but hey I like it.

The only thing that really depresses me is how I'll never really be able to be with a really cute girl. Lost my virginity at 20 to a below-average girl, but at least she wasn't fat.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:53:16 2016 No.11132857 >>11129793 R I C K I C K

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:53:58 2016 No.11132861
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>>11129540
>6"1
>No real friends, just classmates that I only talk to on campus
>no gf (I have bad yellow fever so Im really picky)
>ginger with nappy african american hair
>ruined my yeezys after spilling coke on them

Im not ugly but I just really low self esteem due to sever bullying in highschool. Though I am a generally contempt person

>Starting to look fit
>won a $50,000 lottery scratcher last week

Life gets better anons, its all bout waiting

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:55:10 2016 No.11132864 >>11130247 dude weed lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:57:25 2016 No.11132873 >>11130508 >Taking Drugs >Changing into a better person pick one.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 21:57:42 2016 No.11132874

>>11131491
This exactly desu, don't prolong the inevitable if you feel like it's inevitable, if you want to work it out work it out but you actually have to work, if you're gonna coast through a relationship you feel might be failing on your side, don't drag her down with a half asset relationship

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:00:56 2016 No.11132884 >>11129717 Are you me ;-;

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:02:57 2016 No.11132892

im in my 4th year of school and have 9 more classes which I'm going to spread across 3 semesters because of other stuff going on with family and home stuff that's eating away at me. i feel like im sort of going insane. i really want to finish school asap but i know that i wouldn't be able to handle 5 classes in one semester and 4 in the following semester with all this stuff going on around me.

on another note i found a sewing machine on craigslist for $30 and it came with the table. i also live near a thrift store so what ive been doing lately is ive been getting random shirts and clothes with cool designs and ive just been tailoring them to my body. thats a lot of fun.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:07:17 2016 No.11132906

>tfw neet and it feels like there's no hope or light at the end of the tunnel
>tfw going out with Austrian girl and she says she's not in love with me. She's going back and I can't do anything

I don't know what to do with myself. I wake up everyday feeling anxious.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:07:50 2016 No.11132907 Just when I thought that nobody could have it worse I read this thread and it makes me feel better about myself. The only things that get me down are: >ugly >virgin >never had a gf

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:08:43 2016 No.11132914

Tfw broke up with gf not too long ago

But I feel better now sometimes because I realized how shitty she really is

But sometimes my stomach turns thinking about her

She was my emotional backbrace, and literally gave me a lot of confidence

Today I went to a festival thing, and there were a lot of QTS but I couldn't talk to any because I was too nervous, I felt super uncomfortable to talk to a girl but I know I look good

Sometimes I feel like I NEED to be in a relationship

I'm doing shitty in school, I always have my entire life and I never have any motivation to do anything ever, I don't know why. But sometimes when I do feel good and work something really shitty happens and it all just crumbles down

I don't want to kill myself but man I'd be really relieved if I had the opportunity to face death.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:10:45 2016 No.11132920

>>11131920
He's not dating you cos you want him to hang off every word. He's hanging off your words to get the pussy and not dating you probably because he feels like it's too much of a hassle. Perhaps make him feel like you can contribute more to him than sex.
t. A guy

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:13:05 2016 No.11132927 >>11132861 Dude just get one of those curly hair fades. They Look pretty decent. Hope the bullying damage goes away anon. Ask some of your classmates to hang out it never hurts to ask because you are inviting.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:15:45 2016 No.11132941 If you're going for a job (it's at a supermarket so I doubt it's that extensive but still) is it alright to ring and ask if there are vacancies? It's either that or I go there in person and see if the manager is around and force him to take my CV

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:17:09 2016 No.11132947 >>11132787 >>11132800 >>11132845 Hello my loyal subjects, your 5'10 King of manlets have arrived. Fear not, one day we will take back sexual dominance from these lanklets and show them what it truly means to be a man :^)

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:18:26 2016 No.11132949 >>11132941 Do the second one. Shows more confidence

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:20:09 2016 No.11132954
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>>11129540
I can't transition male to female because response from people around me would be disastrous. I financially depend on them and feel like I'd completely lose all the respect I have from my family, for my sister and I are the people in the family they have the biggest expectations on. I know I shouldn't give a fuck about what they say (Especially when I have skills which can help me achieve to live by myself) but I am too much of a craven so I haven't come out even to the people who I know would suport me. Everyone around me is also completely oblivious of this situation, for I am exceptionally well at predenting. The sad part is I might actually have been a pretty girl. At least I'm /fa/, r-right?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:24:06 2016 No.11132968 >>11132947 get off my throne peasant, 5'11" true king here

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:24:58 2016 No.11132972 Just got told my feet condition basically can't be improved and it can only get worse Also I was told to ditch my desert boots and wear fucking trainers to make the orthotics work

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:25:16 2016 No.11132973 >19 >balls haven't dropped yet I can't live a normal life like this. Doctor says I'm just a late bloomer and developing slowly but eventually I'll be a man. I'm missing the best years of my life because of this. Fuck I just want to be normal.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:28:03 2016 No.11132984

>finally got a bf
>it fucking sucks
>he dresses like a white rapper
>I'm more into classy guys
>I'm always looking fancy af
>I'm ashamed of going out with him for how awesome I look compared to him
>he always gives me his jacket even though I don't ask him to
>his shitty jackets ruin my expensive fits
>he's a cheap bastard
>always gives me diy gifts
>the best he has given me is an h&m necklace
>it looks like shit next to my catier

I've been wanting to end it for a while but I suck at break ups

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:31:20 2016 No.11132991 >>11132984 >breaking up over stupid shit like this instead of telling him >women

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:32:05 2016 No.11132993 >>11132984 All I'm getting from this post is "I'm a stuck up bitch"

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:37:37 2016 No.11133009 >>11132973 Kek How tall are you? Are you babyfaced? Is ur voice high? Can u pass as a 10-13 year old?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:39:54 2016 No.11133018 >>11131339 Yes. Give in go the D.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:41:14 2016 No.11133020 File: 104 KB, 447x604, 14592856246880.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11132070 fuck u

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:42:53 2016 No.11133026 File: 202 KB, 800x800, 14546232153000.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Fuck, just reading ur posts, and understand that mys storr is almost simmilar

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:45:51 2016 No.11133030 >>11132991 >>11132993 >implying I'm a grill

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:51:02 2016 No.11133041 >>11133026 Why is everyone here basically the same?

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:54:10 2016 No.11133047

I will post my story but it is generic high school drivel.
>be me
>all my friends are on the soccer team
>no ride home
>ask one of my friends who is like the only girl not on the soccer team
>she brings me for like 2 months
>one day we get rear ended
>not too bad, minimal damage to car
>for some reason after this I am attracted to her
>people begin trying to get us to hook up
>finally do
>hook up with her again a couple weeks later
>at this point I actually like her
>hook up a couple more nights
>want to become exclusive so I say "I don't want us to hook up with other people"
>she replies "you're the only person I want to hook up with"
>the very next night I get really really drunk and she doesn't want to talk to me
>start threatening guy she is talking to
>other guy separates me and says I need to get away from her
>I'm taken away by mutual friend of ours pretty much in tears
>hear she hooked up with the guy I was threatening
>devastated for like a month afterwards
It gets worse I'll continue in the next post

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:56:35 2016 No.11133057

>>11132993
I can't really say I'm not a bitch (in the personality way, not the sluty), but if I really cared for him I wouldn't want to break up with him, would I? There's nlt really point in us staying together. Also, there are plenty other reasons to dump him, I was just keeping it fa related.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 22:58:09 2016 No.11133066

Not too bad of a feel, but I hate that I'm terrible at saving money. I've wanted a car so bad for the past 4 - 5 years but just have a terrible habit of spending money when I have a plentiful amount (excluding my rent)

Making another attempt and have made it to 2K... pray for me bros, I've been on grailed/end. constantly trying to restrain myself. Watching a bunch of car related shit to motivate myself. Might watch Initial D again

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:01:18 2016 No.11133075

>>11133047
>about a month later
>things have settled down
>seems like this week I have the opportunity to get with her again
>see her
>instantly start drinking heavily
>apparently I was being stand offish to her
>I chill out and sober up some
>apologize for being a dick
>I was jk when I said "sober up" I'm still very drunk
>she won't talk to me again
> hooks up with another guy
At this point should I just give up guys? I have a fall back girl I was getting with during this period but she is kind of annoying. The girl I want kind of hates me now though I'm pretty sure. this whole story also has the added effect of all my friends think I'm a pussy now and my parents think I'm a depressed alcoholic. What should I do /fa/?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:01:30 2016 No.11133077 >>11132968 >over 1.8m Get out of here impostor.

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:01:37 2016 No.11133079

>Laying on couch this morning drinking coffee watching TV
>Wish gf good day at work
>look over at my clothes rack and see my cool collection that I like
>See my shoe collection of Rick, Raf, other rare shoes
>Have a comfy job
>Be young af for where I'm at
>Spring is starting
>Birthday in a few weeks
>open my windows and a fresh breeze rolls theough
>Turn great films on all day and download new music
>Flowers on my plants are blooming as well as the trees outside

Life is 10/10 right now

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:07:04 2016 No.11133093 >>11129565 same. nobody is balding in my entire family so no worries there. by my depression is definitely getting worse. also alcoholism. i want a gf to do heroine with and overdose. she doesnt have to overdose and die if she doesnt want to though.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:08:31 2016 No.11133097 >>11133079 Be careful anon Never forget how quickly things can turn to shit I'm happy things are going well for you. Make sure you keep it that way

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:09:50 2016 No.11133102 >>11129540 Money tight, depression Can't buy new clothes or shoes, mostly in dire need of underwear and socks Feels bad, man

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:11:46 2016 No.11133110 File: 180 KB, 532x783, 1459636563745.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm a self conscious narcoleptic loser and i want to kill myself

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:12:43 2016 No.11133115 >>11133110 If you would've waited a little, your post number would've been 11133111 and that would've been pretty cool

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:17:25 2016 No.11133131
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>tfw matching a lot on cute girls on Tinder but never manage to start an actual conversation no matter what i write

just matched with a girl who looks like a loli but is 20, for once let me pull it off

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:18:21 2016 No.11133134 >>11133115 I cant do anything right anon

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:20:28 2016 No.11133140 >>11129635 Same here man Happens with every job I get Can't decide if I'm a fuck up or not

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:20:33 2016 No.11133142 >>11130293 go full slavmode friend, it's the only way. Adidas and Nike all the way

Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:26:37 2016 No.11133156

>>11133009
I'm short, boy body. Like really skinny and small dick.
Yeah really baby faced
My voice sounds groggy. I think I might have low thyroid but doctor supposedly checked for that. Apperently some doctors just check thyroid levels but those could be misleading so sometimes they misdiagnose it and I'm starting to get really anxious thinking that I was misdiagnosed.
I pass as a child when I go snowboarding for discounts, movie theaters, and restaurants.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:33:10 2016 No.11133179 Please comfort me anons. I've never had a job and the sole reason of that is because I'm lousy and really clumsy. I feel like wherever I'd work I'd be a terrible employee and my boss and co-workers would hate me, even if I managed to get the job. 18.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:36:19 2016 No.11133186 >>11133131 TFW my last gf (and first, at that) was a literal loli but 18 Feels Fucking Bad I wish I just used her then left her and didn't put any emotions into her but welp. At least I had sex with her a couple times lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:41:49 2016 No.11133205 >>11133131 just matched with a girl who looks like a loli but is 20, for once let me pull it off she might be a loli dude, some guy from my hometown got arrested because he met a girl off tinder who said she was 19 but was actually 13

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:46:47 2016 No.11133220 >>11133047 >>11133075 You're not kidding, that's pretty typical HS shit lmao

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:47:06 2016 No.11133222 >>11133205 now you're scaring me, i'll have to take her to a bar or something at first to make sure i'm in the green >implying i will even get a reply

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:48:11 2016 No.11133229 >>11130009 neither and dont listen to the other people who responded to you, ignore your pleb gf

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 3 23:51:34 2016 No.11133237 I'm so tired that I don't care.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 00:02:10 2016 No.11133274 >shit acne >grades mediocre but im working on it, i think things are good though >actual model gf, sick fits, rich parents, good friends

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 00:09:42 2016 No.11133313 File: 251 KB, 480x479, ohrly.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11129618 You subconsciously, miss her

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 00:28:29 2016 No.11133387 File: 448 KB, 1280x720, wasntready.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11130140 admire those better than you, then you'll be better in return

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 00:30:35 2016 No.11133393 >new person at work is uptight and enforces a strict procedure I don't know why, but that shit left me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. I'm trying to be stoic about it, but I can't let it go...

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:19:22 2016 No.11133514 >>11132920 I'm just gonna take it easy. If he wants to take in anywhere its fine by me, but for the time being i'm just gonna have fun with it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:26:35 2016 No.11133528 >>11130614 Kill yo self lil bitch boy >suicide only logical choice >proceeds not to take logical choice Fucking retard.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:28:46 2016 No.11133534 >>11130595 These projections, it's like you guys don't understand people have different lives. I'm browsing this board on a train to kill time, so much elegiggle tards.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:31:58 2016 No.11133543 >>11129605 after each drink, rinse your mouth with water and swallow. do this for everything you consume. pretty soon, no more yellow teeth.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:35:55 2016 No.11133551 >>11131207 i also have these feels

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 01:38:26 2016 No.11133554

>Dropped out of top 50 college with a great GPA because the professors, students, and major were all garbage.
>Now working full time for minimum wage.
>Good employee, always 5+ minutes early and constantly receiving commendations during meetings.
>Knees starting to blow out from all the hours of standing and squatting I do.
>Have enough spending money to get what I want but know whatever I buy won't satisfy me.
>Working out, dressing well and taking care of myself no longer feel good, and as such, the last floodgate holding back the immense amount of negative emotions I'm subject to is gone.
>Few friends left, drifting apart from them in my beliefs.
>Can't meet new people, I have increasingly extreme viewpoints thus alienating potential friends due to incompatibility.
>Interested in many different hobbies, passionate and proficient in none.
>Try to get into drawing to help me feel better, fucking terrible at it, clearly have zero "talent" for it.
>Stopped playing guitar a year ago after having plateaud for a good year and a half and tutors actually causing me to turn away from it even more.
>Can't find a good coach for Muay Thai, and the stupidly erratic schedule of my job ensures that any consistent practice would never happen.
>Despite "seriously" thinking about it for 3 years now, still am on square one and have _NO_ idea on what I "want to do" for a career.
>All I wanted to do in life was to find a nice woman I could settle down, raise a family and grow old with in a modest house.
>Things are so fucked that this babby-tier life goal is currently extremely difficult, and steadily moving towards impossible.
>The cherry on top is that for the past month my nose has been constantly so congested that I'm starting to become a mouth-breather.
>The only solace I have left in my life is a literal fantasy world inside of my head.

Today was the second time in my life that I would have killed myself if I had the means. It's a surreal feeling.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:28:44 2016 No.11133651 >>11130228 God this is my life right now

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:32:26 2016 No.11133657 >no gf >just want someone to talk to and actually gives a shit about me

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:32:49 2016 No.11133658 im a tranny i dont like current fashion i want to dress decent and not look like a stereotypical tranny

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:33:05 2016 No.11133660 >tfw think falling for fuck buddy It hurts

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:50:54 2016 No.11133687 >>11133660 approach them about it and if they blow you off then no big deal right?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:52:02 2016 No.11133691 >>11133687 B-but then who will I fuck?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:52:54 2016 No.11133693 >>11133658 The best thing u can do is kill urself

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:53:40 2016 No.11133694 >>11133660 Man this is why I don't have fuck buddies. You go over or they come over and you guys just cuddle and chill after sex and not expect there to be any feelings?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:54:36 2016 No.11133699 >>11133691 If you care more about the sex than risking a proper connection, you might not be falling for them the way you think you are.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:56:58 2016 No.11133703 >>11133658 Go look at the last couple London fashion week collections, tonnes of people experimenting with cross-gender / a-gendered clothing.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 02:58:10 2016 No.11133706

>>11133694
Yea, idk how that's possible for some ppl

Also protip: never date a girl who's slept around a shitload so that she could feel better about herself and shit, because they're immune to true emotion and aren't capable of love, and also only care about themselves

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 04:18:15 2016 No.11133848 >>11129540 All of this, PLUS I live in fucking South America. probably gonna die soon due to mixing meds and booze too.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 04:36:39 2016 No.11133890

feeling good because no more school
feeling bad because socially awkward and i need a job now
feeling bad because need to get into uni
lost 8kg since december and looking and feeling much better
also no gf but that doesn't really matter anymore

i think ill make it

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 05:00:29 2016 No.11133932 File: 23 KB, 552x630, 1458942410077.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11132284 everyone dies alone anyway

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 05:02:38 2016 No.11133934 >>11129540 i could use a fedora right about now, its the only thing i have to get off my chest.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:11:46 2016 No.11134063 File: 66 KB, 813x615, 1453022947016.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] not going to school anymore, being depressed, my father too... tried yesterday to kill myself... still a virgin because i have several autism and can't talk with girls

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:23:15 2016 No.11134085 >>11129565 Same desu ..

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 06:39:03 2016 No.11134108

Balding now. I still can somewhat hide it by combing my hair to the side, but when my hair is wet or greesy and when hair is not brushed to the side you can already see my scalp. This is fucking terrible, really derpesses me. I have no muscles, I'm tall and I have a shitty form skull that would look terrible if I shave.

Thinking of starting fin, but afraid of possible side effects.

Thinking of jumping on minoxidil, but it's way too troublesome to apply it twice a day with no wet hair restrictions. I play sports every evening and get really sweaty, no idea how I'll do that if I gonna start using min.

That combined with shitty job and troubles with my GF. I really kind of hope I'd could get some advice on all this and start actually doing something. Right now I'm not doing anything, just constantly thinking and worrying.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 07:26:40 2016 No.11134153

>>11129540
Money problems usually but my student loan just came in so I have 2 months of non-poverty.

Paranoia of balding with a shitty hairline and I can't tell if it's getting worse or not and I don't have any pictures of my hair without a fringe that aren't 10 years old so I have nothing to compare it to.

I got fat over Christmas/New Years and I haven't lost any of it yet. I'm too awkward to go to the gym alone and none of my friends go with me.

To top it all off I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail this semester at uni.

All of this is contributing to depression and I'm pretty sure that's just making things worse.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 07:36:30 2016 No.11134166 >>11129605 Drink your coffee through a straw

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 07:49:26 2016 No.11134188 >>11134063 >tried yesterday to kill myself what do you mean tried thinking "maybe i should jump" when crossing a bridge is not trying

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 09:51:59 2016 No.11134433 >>11133075 Why did you post this normie shit

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:07:14 2016 No.11134467

>>11133179
What's your point of giving up before you even try? I literally have autistic hands and I manage to cut myself by accident like twice a week and still I had pretty decent part time jobs (still student). No one is going to hate you if you try your best and focus.

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:34:16 2016 No.11134518

>tfw only 4 more weeks in school
>comfy lifestyle is gonna change
>at least uni i'm going to is reputable
>don't like anonymity in lectures
>scared I might not like studying anymore when there are no friends around
>and there is still military service I have to do during semester holiday so I can't work

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 10:43:56 2016 No.11134544 >>11134518 >scared I might not like studying anymore when there are no friends around you won't source: no friends

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:32:31 2016 No.11135617 File: 1.15 MB, 1600x778, thisisfine.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>11129540 You had to name it all, didn't you?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 4 16:35:13 2016 No.11135630 >>11134518 Do you live in Austria ?

Anonymous Mon Apr 4 17:47:44 2016 No.11135892
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>literally 25 years old
>Am completely disillusioned with literally everything
>literally never had a gf
>have fallen out with literally every friend I've ever had
>literally can't even go to the job centre without getting into an argument with somebody
>Look fly as fuck 24/7

You have to take the good with the bad, man.

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