/FA/ FEEL THREAD :((( or :)))

[Anonymous No.10211722]

Feel thread for both happy and sad feels

can be fashion related or not

Bad feel

>tfw just under 6ft
>don't think I'll ever reach 6ft
>younger brother is now taller than me
>ugh

Good feel
>saved enough money of my holiday at the end of the year, can finally start copping sick cops without digging into my savings

[Anonymous No.10211734]

Bad feel:
>i realized /fa/ is utter shit long time ago but i still come here from time to time hoping it's not "x general" and /soc/ lite anymore.

[Anonymous No.10211763]

>haven't bought any clothing in months
>have enough side money saved to buy five new pairs of geos
>can't decide what I want to cop next
>wear the same shoes everyday because I don't give a fuck
w/e

[Anonymous No.10211822]

>>10211763
cop og dunks

[Anonymous No.10211969]

>was feeling pretty good bout self
>seen girl around uni campus recently, thought she was pretty cute
>finally talked with her the first time the other day
>seemed really cool and I was sorta picking up that she was into me / flirting a little bit
>got kinda excited cause I've always had such shit luck with girls
>heard from a friend of hers today that she's known to be a bit of a flirt so to be mindful of it
>became way less motivated cause maybe she wasn't into me but instead just being how she usually is

still gonna try anyway but this kinda made me feel pretty shitty

also

>never had much luck with girls
>I personally think i'm kinda ugly, maybe like 6 out of 10
>pretty girls never seem interested in me from what I can tell but slightly above average girls are
>maybe they have lower standards
>keep thinking maybe I'm aiming too high and should lower my standards
>but I know I'll never be truly happy, it's selfish but it's true
>unless I find a girl with 10/10 personality

idk guys
I'm always so conflicted

[Anonymous No.10211985]

>>10211969
>kinda ugly
>6/10

That would mean kind of attractive. Kind of ugly would be 4/10 you geek.

[Anonymous No.10211987]

>Dont know if i should make my move on a girl thats in the same social group as me because if i fuck it up ITS ALL FUCKED FAM

good side i copped a new denim jacket today

[Anonymous No.10211996]

>oval face with chubby cheeks, almost no facial definition and trying to build a routine for my problem skin

[Anonymous No.10212000]

>>10211987
life's about taking risks. if she doesn't accept your love, fuck it, you still have the other friends

[Anonymous No.10212001]

>>10211763
this is a good feel tho

[Anonymous No.10212007]

>>10212000
thanks i think i will

[Anonymous No.10212018]

>try stuff on in stores
>looks good
>get home and try it on again
>oh god none of it fits

why does this keep happening I look like mfa ;_;

[Anonymous No.10212019]

>graduated high school and all of my friends are the year below me, and i didn't apply to college

>now they are going back to school but i am going to do nothing while they are @ school

>had a lot of fun over summer with parties, but now that will end since school is starting

>girls like me but im a virgin because i can't make advancements and get nervous

>kinda wanna die...

[Anonymous No.10212022]

>>10211969
You need to gain some confidence. If you don't even value yourself, how can you expect girls to?

[Anonymous No.10212024]

Bad feels:
>gained weight
>skin's fucked
>realized best friend was actually a serial killer in the making

Good feels:
>getting paid to drink wine tomorrow
>uni coming soon
>Schenley OFC Canadian whiskey
>date on friday with qt

[Anonymous No.10212048]

>>10212019
jsut fuck you child

[Anonymous No.10212049]

>finally got signed to a modeling agency
>made some friends within the agency
>model friends are actually nicer than my regular friend group
>start to hang with new friends more bc of this
>old friends start distancing themselves more

it's a weird feel, but maybe it's a good thing.

oh also fuck this;
>break up with gf of 1.5 years about 3 weeks ago
>hook up with girl a few nights ago
>bad kisser
>overall lazy during the hook up, was so awkward
>feel regret setting in, not concerning my ex, but like, I knew I could do better.
>not tell anyone about this
>"hey what'd you and ~badkisser~ do last night?
>"uhh, just talked and i took her home"

[Anonymous No.10212063]

>tfw your package is arriving tomorrow

;^)

[Anonymous No.10212065]

bad feel:
>>5'9''
>>Not 21 yet so I cant go to clubs, but still some time to grow
>>I'll make it to 6'' right guys?...–guys?
>>Waiting for rMBP 15 to incorporate SkyLake so I can strap out on a new mac
>>Fell for the Stan Smith meme cause I was in desperate need of new shoes for a photo
>>My beaters are Racer red roshits to make me look 5''10.5 ish
>>Stans aren't really height boosting
>>TFW Still no shoe that can make me taller

Anybody know a new balance that has similar sole height to the Roshits?

good feel:
>>lost a lot of weight, muscles/veins are more defined
>>grills eyeing me and bumping into me purposefully to cop a feel
>>started producing good music on a better DAW than Mem-leton
>>regaining some confidence in me that I never had as a prepubescent teenager
>>might get my GPA back up to an honors undergrad level
>>taking more manlier /fa/ risks that I never took as a fuccboi

>>10212024
Elliot Rodger?

[Anonymous No.10212069]

>stopped receiving financial help from family members
>working 40+ hours a week but somehow still broke
>been wearing the same pair of apc jeans and ratty new balances for like 6 month straight

ive got two t shirts that i alernate between

[Anonymous No.10212096]

>>10211722
>read that 6"4' is too tall to be a model

is this true?

[Anonymous No.10212114]

Bad Feels

>5'6 and too old (22) to grow more
>Balding
>tfw no gf

Good Feels
>I enjoy my job
>I get to travel for a living

It could be worse, right /fa/?

[Anonymous No.10212127]

>>10212096
yeah, it is. most agencies will not take higher than 6'3.

[Anonymous No.10212146]

>>10212127
What's the lowest most will take? Like 6ft?

[Anonymous No.10212150]

>>10212114
oh you poor soul...

[Anonymous No.10212155]

>>10212127

[Anonymous No.10212156]

>>10212146
In my experience, yes. It really is those 2 inches they can work with. Although some agencies have a "petite" section. I know a male model who is 5'5". So there's always that I suppose.

[Anonymous No.10212163]

>>10212146
>>10212155
Although this is mostly just for fashion. Lifestyle models can be any size. and you still CAN make it in the industry, just not in high-end runway and fashion shoots.

One of my agency's signed models is 6'6, but he lies and says 6'4, and still does editorials and lifestyle shoots.

[Anonymous No.10212182]

>>10212156
>>10212163
and this is just from my knowledge within the industry. take it with a grain of salt. If anyone knows better they're very welcome to correct me.

[Anonymous No.10212184]

>>10212022
Thanks man
that's actually good advice

[Anonymous No.10212193]

>>10211969
>>I personally think i'm kinda ugly, maybe like 6 out of 10
>>pretty girls never seem interested in me from what I can tell but slightly above average girls are

cut out the rating system thing

you're just putting people you're more attracted to on a pedestal (thus lowering your chances)

[Anonymous No.10212195]

>>10211987
let's see the denim jacket

and >>10212000 :)

[Anonymous No.10212197]

>>10212069
Can you list everything you spend money on in a month, and how much it costs?

Having someone with an outside perspective looking at your expenses can help you figure out where you can improve them.

[Anonymous No.10212198]

>literally just feel like shit all the time
>overwhelmed by moving out in a few weeks, not remotely prepared
>rooms at my house right now are all a mess
>I've stopped working out, stretching and eating well
>haven't even been brushing my teeth
>feel emotionally disconnected from everything
>super stressed, largely freaked about being in a new city
>feel super lonely
>except the people I talk to that i don't want to
>have no will to even make an effort to dress well like I used too (also too hot for sik layers)
>haven't gotten new glasses in a year since I broke them, just keep super gluing them

what the fuck is happening to me, /fa/? Is it the isolationism getting to me? I feel like I did last year when I flipped out on my qt gf for no reason other than stress.

My will that I might grow up to be mediocre isn't working like it used to, even though I fear that my eating habits will one day catch up and I'll fall into _that_ pit.

[Anonymous No.10212221]

>>10212198
Hey, I can relate to some of what you wrote, especially the part about just feeling disconnected from everyone and everything.

Earlier this year, I spent days at home instead of going to school, and of course I ended up not having many (any) friends. I did not brush my teeth or shower on some days. And I barely left the house.

I think I MIGHT have depression (I have never had any sort of psychiatric test, but I want to, to see what the result is) and you probably should see a psychiatrist too, just to have a chat.

One piece of advice I CAN give you right now is that you need to care for yourself. Your body is the most important thing you have in this world.

Get new glasses.

Clean up your room.

Brush your teeth once in the morning and once in the evening, even if you have to physically drag yourself out to do that.

It's small changes like that, valuing yourself as a person, that makes life a little better.

I'm a little better now - I chill and study with a friend I can relate too, I go outside way more often (even if it's just to take my work out to the library/Starbucks), and I'm optimistic and feel "normal" - even though I do feel worried, regretful, depressed at times.

Hope it all works out for you man.

[Anonymous No.10212222]

>>10212193
Never actually thought about it like that before
thank you

[Anonymous No.10212228]

>>10212222
I'm glad you found that helpful. Nice quads by the way, and I really do agree with what the other guy said. It's insecure, invisible people, even those who are girls, that nobody really notices. You're better than that :)

[Anonymous No.10212238]

>>10212228
:))

[Anonymous No.10212245]

when I was a neet
>had time to work out and stay in shape
>ate properly
>lots of time to be social
>generally happy

>when I got a job
>always feel exhausted after work so I don't have the energy to work out
>barely have the time to eat anything because I work so much
>lose weight but gain fat
>barely any time to see friends
>feel depressed because i realise this is how life will work from now on.

[Anonymous No.10212248]

>>10212022
everyone take notes yo. Always care for your self before others no matter what. It's your life. Do it right.

[Anonymous No.10212255]

>>10212248
so much good advice in here today

[Anonymous No.10212258]

>>10212114
im as short/tall as you. It sucks I guess but im glad everyday im not 5'2 or some shit. be grateful yo. And its good that ya doing what you love! GL to you anon and pic is tinytrip pretty sure hes like 5'4

[Anonymous No.10212262]

>trying to lose weight
>my mom cooked a big greasy dinner today, first time in ages
>tfw i binged

Fuck me, I'm scum with no self-control

[Anonymous No.10212264]

>>10212258
im not even gay at all but i'd love to rub up against and feel his bod

[Anonymous No.10212279]

>>10212264
same

[Anonymous No.10212283]

>>10212197

too much effort to list everything
but basically

$907 monthly for rent (i'm doing my best rn to find a cheaper place, might be able to cut my rent down to $500-$600)
$150-200ish monthly for food

haven't paid electricity or wifi bills in like 3 months lol

i'm making about $1300 a month if i can manage to get enough hours

>tfw school starts in less than a month and i'll be lucky if i have time to work more than just weekends

although once school starts up i'll be able to get some help with my rent from family, so hopefully i won't be too fucked. sucks tho, fresh fits are basically out of the question, who knows why i even come to this board anymore. i like to tease myself i guess

[Anonymous No.10212284]

>>10212258
Thanks man.

[Anonymous No.10212296]

>>10212019
Kid, you're practically living the next Great American Novel. Cherish all of these feelings: the rejection, the thrill of sneaking out, the chase, the sadness of losing your friend, the joy of drinking underaged under a starlit sky.

Because when you are older it's not that life hurts you more

You just don't feel it. You won't feel a damned thing like you're feeling them now.

[Anonymous No.10212317]

>>10212264
>im not even gay at all

[Anonymous No.10212319]

>>10212296
damn man you made me really happy, thanks for writing that

part of my sadness is that all of those feelings are ending now though, like i can't drink with friends anymore, i don't need to sneak out since im 18, i just miss that shit so much already, and am now to old to do the stupid shit i did in highschool, and now i am going to rot away over this year since i have nothing planned

i guess i can just try to lose my virginity, probably won't be that hard, but i feel like once i do that i will have nothing else in life to go for. I guess my only option of what to do over this year is to travel?

should i just stay in town and work for the year and make friends where i live? or go full yolo and fuck around in china like i want to, but im honestly afraid of losing my friends since i like them a lot, but i guess i will lose them either way...

hey thanks for listening, i've never actually talked about my emotions to anyone before

[Anonymous No.10212358]

Bad feels
>broke up with qt gf cause moving away for school
>not gonna make enough money over summer for pops to be pleased
>wont be able to find another gf for a while cause im an awkward fuck
>face goes beet red and sweat like a beast whenever I talk to a cute girl
>No confidence even though I know for a fact women find me attractive
>have shit dental hygene
>ate dons 3 days in a row

Good feels

>have solid group of friends I hang out with almost daily
>been going to gym again and have supreme ottermode body
>finally almost on my own and going to a good school and studying what I love
>still good friends with ex gf and we still support eachother emotionally
>parents are together and brother is a good dude

Things could always be worse

[Anonymous No.10212366]

>>10212065
>>TFW Still no shoe that can make me taller

My boy Hedi's gotchu fam
http://www.ysl.com/us/shop-product/men/shoes-french-booties-french-85-double-buckle-ankle-boot-in-black-leather_cod44838530mq.html#dept=shoes_men_

[Anonymous No.10212375]

>tfw weak jaw

just fuck up my whole life forever fam

[Anonymous No.10212388]

>>10212319
No prob bud. But yeah the worlds yours. Losing your virginity honestly isnt shit lol. it seems like a big deal but once you get it done its kinda like, oh ok. So don't make that your main goal, I'd say do the shit you've always been scared to do. When I'm scared to tackle an obstacle, I close my eyes and pretend I'm an 80 year old man who regrets not tackling all the obstacles he wanted to in life. Then when I feel like that old man, I say to myself, "I wish I was young again", then I open my eyes... and BOOM! I'm young again. If you wanna stay in your town, hey man thats all you but if you've always been scared of traveling or the unexpected try it out for a year and maybe youll wanna wait for your friends or maybe start a new life. Hope ya still here but if not hope someone else takes something from this.

[Anonymous No.10212401]

>TFW GOD STOPS U AT 5'11
>TFW UR DONE GROWING
>TFW U HAVE NO FACE

[Anonymous No.10212405]

>>10212388
yeah still here man, you're the nicest person i've ever met on the internet, and you are giving me really solid advice

i will fucking do it then, no point in staying in my town just to try and keep the friends who i am going to inevitably get disconnected from

i hope i see you posting here more, i wish i could talk to you more or something. thanks again man

[Anonymous No.10212408]

>>10212319
>i guess i can just try to lose my virginity, probably won't be that hard, but i feel like once i do that i will have nothing else in life to go for. I guess my only option of what to do over this year is to travel?

You're at the age where you find meaning in life (so am I). Travelling is a good idea. Explore new interests, meet new people. Figure out what makes you happy, what gets you out of bed every morning, what meaning you can create with your life. You're still young and there's lots of time for you to discover yourself.

[Anonymous No.10212409]

>>10212375
i feel u fam

[Anonymous No.10212410]

>>10212358
So for the girl thing. You've honestly gotta just talk to girls till it's the norm and you don't turn into a asparagus. Sounds like average bs some pua dood will tell you but look at it like this. You wake up every morning and you're confident the sun will be out right? It's honestly just like that. Repetition.

[Anonymous No.10212415]

>Self confidence low, I feel like this is because of my appalling teeth.
>Want to get braces but don't want to burden my family with the costs.
>In uni now, if I get a job my grades will suffer for sure.

[Anonymous No.10212427]

>>10212283
You seem to know what you're doing.

If you can cut your rent down to 500, you'll have an extra 400 a month - nearly $5,000 next year. Best decision you can make imo, don't bother trying to save pennies on food/other necessities.

And if your parents/family are willing to help, that's even better. And pay your bills my dude. Best of luck :)

[Anonymous No.10212428]

>work on a music festival
>meet an absolutely stunningly beautiful girl
>very witty and flirty as well
>still somewhat secretive and elusive (which only makes my dick harder)
>very similar music tastes
>basically my dream girl come true
>she isn't interested

Heartbreaking, but I could feel that she is way out of my league. Still, ;_;

[Anonymous No.10212443]

>>10212428
LOKI

[Anonymous No.10212448]

>>10212415
honestly man you gotta do with what you have, and I can honestly say no one really cares about your teeth as much as you think. I had the same amount of girls interested in me before i had braces as i did after, it seems like face and body are the main things that matter

i don't recommend getting braces to be honest

>>10212428
it's fine bro, just remember you're god so she fucked up by not trying to get with you

[Anonymous No.10212497]

>>10212448
Good attitude, I always try to act like that myself. But girls like her, you almost wish she were lesbos (so they don't get impure by dick). A bit of a naive thing to say but you get the idea.

[Anonymous No.10212501]

>>10212245
When you're an adult the most important thing in your life is your work/fun balance. If the balance is fucked up you'll be unhappy. Tolerate working more than your comfortable with if it is a short-term thing for monetary gain, but if you're planning on doing it long-term then try and cut your hours.

[Anonymous No.10212502]

>>10212065
>>>Waiting for rMBP 15 to incorporate SkyLake so I can strap out on a new mac

Kek so much this

[Anonymous No.10212512]

>be 21
>move to different state to finish senior year of pre-dental undergrad at different uni
>end 2 year long relationship with gf, 1 year of which was spent living together while addicted to drugs while attending uni
>know nobody in new state
>desperately lonely
>summer classmates tell me I'm "charismatic" and "charming" and ask what classes I'm taking in the fall
>but why do all qt3.14s have bf's?
>thinking more and more about making a tinder to meet girls

[Anonymous No.10212514]

>>10212497
you're in love my friend :-)

but worry not, there are plenty of fish in the sea

[Anonymous No.10212526]

>>10212512
honestly man the best way to meet girls is just by socializing and meeting more people through other people

don't come off as over desperate to make friends, but literally ask people you see somewhat often to like hang out or something, it's not really weird

for example if you go to the gym, compliment someones workout and just ask if you can workout together sometime. if you just keep doing this you'll make friends and eventually have a lot of people you know and you'll not really be lonely.

don't just go specifically after girls, i'd say friends are more important

[Anonymous No.10212530]

>>10211722
>gf wants me to have other gfs and make her a cuck and part of some harem
>nigga i just wanted a qt
>she lives in another city so its like a 3 hour drive
>become friends with another girl
>we get really close
>hangout alot, cuddle, etc
>try to have sex, but either anxiety/depression/adhd/fap induced ED
>she didnt flip out
>we hangout, study, kiss and hold each other. have loads of fun just driving around
>my gf thinks its great
>really worried about the subject coming up to the new girl, she knows I had a gf, pretty sure she just doesnt want to ruin what we have bringing it up
>I really really like her, shes loads of fun to be around, and is confident and just. I feel happy with her
>still very much love gf

why is this a thing. why did I agree to this. I really dont want to hurt this girl. shes fantastic.

I can hope she just never brings it up, but I feel its inevitable at some point. How do I explain "lol my gf is a cuck, so its cool lmao"?
more fashion related. god damn i've been killing my fits lately.
also:
>Take adderall for ADD, really improved life
>fucked up my sleep, think it gave me ED, and also its hard to eat
>lose like 30lbs in a year
at least clothes look good

more feels:
>got to visit YSL, RL, Prada, etc stores at the Galleria
>got a new GT mustang, can't wait to start slightly modding it performance wise(full exhaust, oil separator, CAI, etc)
>have an analog synth to play with
>classes are going good
>got offered an internship
>face is clearing up
>have new bottle of knob creek


I just feel happy. I'm really worried about the qt here. I don't want this to end.

[Anonymous No.10212534]

>poor

>good looking

[Anonymous No.10212535]

>>10212264
they said the angels carved his body but got tired and toss away their tools for beers before they can finish tiny's face

[Anonymous No.10212539]

>have to write a timed essay in class tomorrow, haven't prepped at all yet
>graphic design assignment due monday, V behind
>classical studies report also due monday, also V behind
>business studies report also due monday, also V behind

at least after monday it'll all be over
I need to change tho, for real, i'm such a fuckin slacker
I hate being this stressed

[Anonymous No.10212544]

>go to uni
>eventually get good group of friends
>start to enjoy life a bit more
>lose weight dress better get a summer job

>fail some exams
>miss out on study abroad

>all my friends are leaving to go do cool stuff for a year and i'm stuck doing resits

well shit

[Anonymous No.10212552]

>>10212530
man you'll get through it. it seems like you really have you're shit together, advice i can give would just be to workout and develop good habits.

as far as the girl thing goes, it seems kinda fucked up and unhealthy, but hey if you and your girlfriend enjoy it, might as well keep it going.

>>10212539
make a spreadsheet on the shit you have to do, and follow it religiously.

for example homework at this time, gym at this time etc.

I know you feel like you can manage yourself, and you can, but this has helped me out a lot, just fucking do the shit you have to do.

>>10212544
you're still in uni so you have a ton of life ahead of you, just keep yourself going and follow interests you have. you still have tons of time to travel and do cool shit and develop yourself

just keep yourself going this year and try to pack as much cool shit into it that you can

also sorry if my advice is shit, i just want you all to know that i love you and that you're /fa/ as fuck and will be able to get your grails eventually.

[Anonymous No.10212564]

bad feels
>5'6" and struggling to make my thighs thinner
>can't wear rick

good feels:
>i finally have some nice clothes that fit quite well
>recently been pretty popular with some qt pies who are actually taller than me

[Anonymous No.10212569]

>>10212552
thanks man

I'll make that spreadsheet tomorrow cause ima go to bed after I've prepped for this essay

have a good day/night :))

[Anonymous No.10212604]

>>10212319
>18
>too old
>going to rot away
Holy shit this is the most pathetic thing I ever read, man the fuck up and do something about your life, instead of just deciding that you won't have fun anymore. That's not how it works, and it will never make you feel better.
No, you are not going to rot away, if you are feeling bored, get a job, save some money, quit the job and travel for as long as possible. At the age of 18 life has basically just started for you, don't give up already.

[Anonymous No.10212623]

>>10212182
If you have god tier facial aesthetics a couple of inches off won't ruin your chances.

[Anonymous No.10212628]

>tfw wasnt born as a cute girl

[Anonymous No.10212630]

>>10212198
Sometimes the little things do a difference.
Buy a new fragrance, dress up and go out in the evening. Try to feel confident and seek out new people. Maybe you will get some new friends, and if not you will at least have a good time. Cheers.

[Anonymous No.10212632]

>>10212245
Yo talk to your boss man. Just straight up tell him how you feel, and he/she will most likely understand and maybe give you a day off.

[Anonymous No.10212648]

>>10212604
i think that lad just has some sort of mental health problems. can't really reason with that.

[Anonymous No.10212651]

>>10212632
you think a day off will sort him out?

[Anonymous No.10212662]

>>10212651
No it won't fix everything, but I will give him some surplus nonetheless. He can go to the gym or whatevs.

[Anonymous No.10212672]

>>10212405
You should travel man. Going to another country really broadens your perspective. If you're American and you go to an Asian country, you'll probably be blown away by how different everything is over there. It sounds like a chapter in your life in coming to a close, and thats not necessarily a bad thing. I know it probably sounds repetitive and patronizing but its true: You're only 18 and you have so much of the world left to experience. Start a new chapter in your life. Even if you only plan to live abroad for a year, do as much kick ass shit as you can and then bring those experiences back with you.

[Anonymous No.10212696]

>Spent the last two days making the last one of three pictures for my collection.
>Almost didn't sleep. So tired.
>It looks good.
>Tfw I didn't like when I put it next to the two others.

[Anonymous No.10212923]

>>10212049
i hate it when girls don't know how to kiss well. totally ruins the vibe even if they are pretty

[Anonymous No.10212929]

>>10211722

Lol manlets, they neber lern

[Anonymous No.10212931]

>>10212696
post it anon

[Anonymous No.10212955]

>just got a great new job that makes me appealing to qts
>got like 5 girls numbers off okcupid in the past week
>texting like a mad man and arranging meet ups
>still fucking with a qt who lives 3 hours away and is visiting me next week
>great new apartment in a big city
>waiting for paychecks to start rolling in so i can go get some new duds at barney's

fuck i have finally found a new life after being nearly NEET for almost a year.

[Anonymous No.10212991]

>Be friends with guy from college
>Me and him start dating different girls around the same time.
>I see his GF and think "man, he could do better."
>my gf at the time was insanely hot, but also insanely annoying and brain dead.
>Start kind of disliking my friend because he's super unoriginal and self obsessed.
>I move into the city to be closer to my college.
>Start to talk to his gf.
>"She's actually pretty cool and attractive.JPG"
>Her and I hang out really late at night for around a month.
>My friends tell me im making a horrible mistake.
>"Meh, I don't even like her boyfriend enough to actually care."
>She vents to me about him, and how shit he is.
>I stay the night at her house a couple times.
>Felt her up, but we didn't go all the way because I'm an idiot.
>A few days later we make out.
This is where things start to go downhill.
>She starts being distant
>I realize I actually have feelings for this girl.
>She's horrendously bad at showing affection and keeping plans.
>I tell her I can't keep doing it anymore.
>Eventually I came back, telling her I was sorry.
>She tells me "The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore."
>ouch.gif
>Me: "How can I fix it?"
>Her: "Wait."

Basically I was super fucking depressed because I missed hanging out with her, smoking Port Royal on her balcony, Walking through the city at 3 in the morning, Discovering weird stores and looking at shitty furniture.
I guess im still kind of cut about it, but at the same time she's such a cold human being, so I don't know whether or not I'd even be able to handle a relationship with her.
I started browsing /fa/ and suddenly I stopped caring so much. Also found out that nothing gets me out of a depressing episode quite like buying new clothes.

[Anonymous No.10213003]

>>10212991
literally 'pfffftttt' out loud mate haha how fucking gay
>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

are you in a fucking movie or something I refuse to believe people actually talk like this hahahhaha
stop being such a faggot

[Anonymous No.10213018]

>>10212991
I've homewrecked before bro and take it from me, the only way you're gonna get over this is when you realise that this isn't about you. You don't matter. They have to work things out because they're together now, and you're not a part of that. Maybe they break up, maybe they don't. All you can do is wait and see after and not think about it in the meantime.

>>10213003
Those are pretty reasonable things to say. Serious situations call for serious dialogue, not everything is deserving of 4chan-tier cynicism.

[Anonymous No.10213024]

>>10213003
this sort of reminds me of a childish gambino lyric

sometjing about saving the world with some girl

[Anonymous No.10213029]

>>10211722
>after 3 years of being mostly jobless get to university
>move from shitty rural town to a lively city
>probably very little money for new cops, though I'm fairly happy with my wardrobe
>feeling conflicted over a girl and probably won't try to pursue any sort of relationship before I can be introspective enough to realize how I fucked up
On the positive side though

[Anonymous No.10213030]

>>10213018
>Serious situations call for serious dialogue

what
>The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore
is serious? hahahahhaha fucking hell
you literally cannot think like this
if I said this to anyone I'd get laughed at, and rightly so
why could you not just say
>sorry I just don't think we should be close any more
without trying to sound like you're in a fucking movie it's literally laughable

[Anonymous No.10213035]

>>10213030
Why does it matter if he's telling the truth or not?

[Anonymous No.10213038]

>>10213030
No dude, it totally isn't. Context is relevant you dweeb, I'm guessing it would sound a lot more natural with the rest of the conversation there. Like don't get me wrong it's very dramatic and that was the first thing I noticed too, and I DEFINITELY wouldn't ever say something like that myself, but it's definitely applicable and not "laughable" by any means.

And of course you'd get laughed at if you said that. The idea that you've ever been close to anyone in the first place is hilarious :^)

[Anonymous No.10213048]

>>10213038
>>10213035
I am in disbelief that you think its acceptable to talk like such a dramatic cunt

[Anonymous No.10213055]

>>10213048
Do you ever think that maybe 4chan has affected you to the point where it has changed how you behave in real life?

[Anonymous No.10213060]

>>10213048

I'm with you bro, this dude sounds like a huge fucking fag

[Anonymous No.10213064]

>>10213055

stop being such a little queer and defending your soap opera bullshit

you and this cunt are DONE
you're fucking nothing.
she's FUCKING her bf RIGHT NOW and you're crying like a little CUNT on 4chan

[Anonymous No.10213070]

>>10213003
>>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>>"How can I fix it?"
>>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10213075]

>>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>>"How can I fix it?"
>>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10213087]

>>10213064
... why would you think I'm the guy from the story

[Anonymous No.10213089]

>>10212991
this is some immature shit. move on with your life and stop associating with people that act like they live in a romantic comedy

she was interested because you weren't. then you were interested because she wasn't. welcome to dating. this is not a unique situation.

[Anonymous No.10213094]

good feels
>went down from 95kg to 68kg
>realize that I have a nice jawline and great facial features
>qt 3.14 chic has a crush on me

bad feels
>183cm tall
>really pale skin

could be worse

[Anonymous No.10213145]

>ugly as fuck
>clothes look shit on me
>hate everything I own and haven't bought anything new for a year or so
>get depressed trying things on because I have to look at myself in the mirror

why do I bother

[Anonymous No.10213150]

>>10213094
>183cm
>bad feels
You're 6 foot what's bad about that. Is 6'2" the new cutoff for manlets?

>>10213145
Why do clothes look shit on you?

[Anonymous No.10213151]

>>10211722

>short
>skinny
>can't manage my retarded hair
>hate shaving because of sensitive skin
>look like a fucking tryhard if I don't shave
>can't decide if I have a decent looking face or a fucking ugly one
>don't like being around people in general so no gf
>most new people I meet (mostly through work, it's not like I actually I actually go out and socialize) like me and proactively try to be friendly to me, but I can't deal with that shit, so I usually just ignore them politely until they leave me alone

[Anonymous No.10213157]

>>10213150
horrible proportions, skinnyfat body

[Anonymous No.10213158]

my hair grows too fast and it makes me feel bad

>visit the barber
>one week later hair is long again

i should learn to cut my own hair but it's probably going to look bad if i try

[Anonymous No.10213166]

>>10213094
183 cm it could be worse anon and pale skin is aight

[Anonymous No.10213210]

>>10213157
Sounds like you could solve that by working out and eating better. Horrible proportions you're stuck with, but your body improving will cover that up too. Go read the /fit/ sticky, I've heard it's actually pretty good. That way you can get some info and get to avoid the cesspit that /fit/ is

[Anonymous No.10213237]

>>10213210
I really should, I've tried it before but I'm a quitter so that didn't last long. I use to be in much better shape when I climbed, but I injured my foot and can't wear the shoes.

[Anonymous No.10213276]

>>10213048
Agreed.
The last three lines just scream tumblr
>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore."
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10213291]

>>10213094
Pale is good wtf?

[Anonymous No.10213332]

Bad feel:
>girl I've hooked up with on several occasions has a bf now
>I've got some mild feelings of jealousy
>It's like I fall in love a little bit whenever I have sex with a girl.
>she's recently called me up just to catch up, and this is when the bad feels come up.

Good feels:
>girls have been noticing me lately
>word gets around, apparently they think I'm sexy and that my voice is sexy
>even my fucking manager called me hot, and he's like a manlier version of Adonis fucking Bosso

I guess this even things out?

[Anonymous No.10213367]

>>10212195
cant seem to find a good pic of it online, and i know its camera quality.jpg haha

[Anonymous No.10213377]

>>10213332
>manlier version of adonis fucking bosso

[Anonymous No.10213389]

>>10212221
Thanks man, you are right. The body is the only thing we absolutely own, so I guess i shouldn't treat myself like shit. I'm moving to a lot livelier of a city (Boulder, Colorado) so I'm hoping it will force me to get out and DO more.

Glad you are working your habits out too, man.

>>10212630
Yeah, I think that I will make that my goal. I sorta let myself get swallowed by uni this last year, so I gotta make sure I don't do that again.

Anyways, I feel a lot better than I did last night. Thanks guys.

[Anonymous No.10213412]

>>10213291
Probably mean bad completion. that's what most people mean by pale.

[Anonymous No.10213413]

>>10213151
>can't decide if I have a decent looking face or a fucking ugly one
Oh I know that feel

With good lighting and a good mirror, I can look like a solid 7.5/10

But anything else and my ears look fucking massive, nose looks huge in most lighting, skin looks shit

Ranges anywhere from 3/10 to a 5/10

Fucking sickens me

[Anonymous No.10213514]

>>10213413
When I look in the mirror at home/in a changing room I look solid as fuck, when I see my reflection in public I still look decent, but as soon as I take a picture of myself I look like a completely different person, suddenly my mouth is tilted by like 10°, eyes look retarded, jawline is uneven, etc. And of course being the autist I am I can't stop thinking that's how I actually look like

[John Green No.10213800]

>>10213003
>>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>>"How can I fix it?"
>>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10213836]

>>10213800
it's a metaphor...damn...

[Anonymous No.10213851]

>>10213514
same. its hard to come to terms with the fact that we will really understand what we look like to others. i guess just take less pics since phone cameras no doubt fuck up proportions and shit and focus more on whats in the mirror

[Anonymous No.10213854]

>>10213851
*never understand

[Anonymous No.10213862]

>>10213003
hhhhahahahah this is fucking hilarious
i'm laugh pretty fucking hard here dude is a fucking loser lmao

[Anonymous No.10213868]

>>10213851
>take less pics
but... but I delete all the pics I take 2 seconds after I see them anon

[Anonymous No.10213872]

>>10212991
on another note she sounds like shes a drama queen if shes cool with cheating/confusing relationship status shit and fucking speaking like shes in a soap opera. so dont feel too bad about it man, it may have been fun but you dont need that in your life

[Anonymous No.10213898]

>>10212604
yeah man, for some reason I felt like everything cool in life has just ended, but I guess that's not the case

>>10212672
already have a job and saved up about $4k. I think that would be enough to live off of to travel around asia for a while if I keep a very tight budget
re-reading this made me feel sick to my stomach for some reason, but i was honest about everything

maybe i do have some fucked up disorder like that guy said, because for some reason i am really afraid of losing my friends, but whatever I am kind of coming to accept that now

now the real question is, china, japan, taiwan, or korea? or like more than one? sorry ill just switch to /trv/ after this

[Anonymous No.10213900]

>>10211722

dont know why i come to this board anymore

[Anonymous No.10213931]

>that fucking feel when i accidentaly smashed my favorite mirror yesterday
>tfw you think you're fat but your friends say you're thin
>tfw your beat up white chucks don't look as good as you would think
>tfw you spill something on your favorite clothes
>tfw self counsious when people look at your outfit in public
>tfw you check out guys since you started browsing here
>tfw can't wait until fall to start layering
>tfw unemployed and don't have money to buy new clothes
>tfw no gf

[Anonymous No.10213940]

>>10213931
that was sad man

[Anonymous No.10213949]

>>10211985
that feelt suprisingly good

[Anonymous No.10213970]

>>10212530
i had same situation in my life with my qt gf, anon

and i chose to leave her. i have noticed that some habits of hers were way too fucked up for me, it was starting to slowly destroying me from the inside, especially when girl from my town i was hanging with was showing some more interest into our relationship than just being some small affair behind my gf back. at some point, i asked her is it possible to love two girls simultaneously, she shortly replied: 'no'. and i think that was the moment i realized how screwed i am, that i have to decide, and for god's sake, it was the best decision i could make.

anyhow, it's your choice my friend. but if you feel happy with qt you're friend with, go for breaking current relationship and just be a happy man, no regrets.

[Anonymous No.10213984]

>>10212502
I want one too. Prob going to wait until next year though. Current machine is still amazing.

[Anonymous No.10214020]

>>10212564
how are you trying to thin your thighs?

[Anonymous No.10214037]

>>10211722
>>>tfw just under 6ft
>>don't think I'll ever reach 6ft
>>younger brother is now taller than me
THIS

[Anonymous No.10214044]

>>10213514
>>10213851
ugh stop moping and use your brain for 30 seconds

no shit you look weird in photos. you're used to seeing your reflection. the photos are backwards from what your brain is used to so it looks instinctively 'off' to you.

to everyone else you are just as attractive as you've always been.

[PlsSuduki !Pz7Yzda5ZM No.10214049]

>went to doctors appointment
>i have been trying to gain weight this whole summer
>find out i lost 3-4 lbs since the last time i went there
>it was only in like 3 months
>struggling to gain weight
>tfw i always eat a lot but never seem to gain from it

When will this pain end...

[PlsSuduki !Pz7Yzda5ZM No.10214051]

>>10214049
>also found out i grew 2 inches 11 months later..

Atleast theres a upside to the story :)))

[Anonymous No.10214136]

>tfw just got awarded a $3,500 scholarship

we did it lads

[Anonymous No.10214148]

>>10212534
i feel u fam

[Anonymous No.10214149]

>>10214136
How old are you?

[Anonymous No.10214254]

>tfw i don't like my body
>no motivation to start exercising
>had planned to do things this summer: exercise everyday, change my diet to be healthier, read books. It's been a month and a half and i haven't started any of those
>i just spend all day on the internet or playing an online game i've become addicted to
>tfw no willpower, no motivation and no ambition when i'm only 18 years old

[Anonymous No.10214271]

>>10214136
>tfw paying 26k for uni and housing this year

fucking cunts made me pay $6000 for a meal plan that I probably won't even use all that much, for fucks sake

[Anonymous No.10214362]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."


literally John Green tier

[Anonymous No.10214407]

>>10211722
Bad Feel
>Store full of Nikes I fuck with, can only afford one pair
>Stores have nothing good when I have ass tons of money
>Debating whether to get 10 cheap things or 2 nice things

Good Feels
>Slim fitting shirts that fit me perfectly
>Anything Giraffe pattern
>Legit ass floral patterns

[Anonymous No.10214422]

>realized that everything is pointless
>nothing will matter when i'm dead
>even if i do somethig huge with my life, it'll be forgotten in a few generations
>even if i make it to the history books, humans will eventually go extinct and my life will be pointless
>human emotions are just results of evolution and are just there to make you breed, feeling are basiclly just illusions to make me want to make babies
>as nothing matters i might as well kill myself
>dont know how to stop thinking all these depressing thoughts

[Anonymous No.10214461]

>>10214149
21
>>10214271
I knew that feel the last two semesters, now I'm living off-campus but within earshot of my classes, just for one semester, the savings (housing, meal plan, parking) is over $2,000. I highly suggest you look into doing the same, the savings can be absurd

[Anonymous No.10214469]

>>10214422
sounds like you need some MDMA

[Anonymous No.10214476]

>>10214461
>>10214271
what the fuck is a meal plan?

[Anonymous No.10214486]

>>10214469
I've done shrooms and 4-aco-dmt (which basiclly is shrooms) and that made me realize these things.. I've decided to stay away from drugs for a while

[Anonymous No.10214490]

>>10214486
this is why you dont do psychadelics

[Anonymous No.10214493]

>>10214486
Also a bunch of other non-psychedelic and therefore non-relevant drugs. The 4acodmt is what really fucked me up.

[Anonymous No.10214535]

>>10214490
I kind of feel relived in a way, like i "know the truth". But i dunno if i prefer that to staying happy. Also i'm planning on doing shooms one more time, i just figured that i cant be more fucked up than i already am. I also dont care anymore

[Anonymous No.10214540]

>tfw first time under 180 pounds in over a year

not even fat, most people call me "skinny", because i guess i carry it well, but i've been bulkier than i'd like to be for a while so its nice to finally be making progress

[Anonymous No.10214635]

>can't cop anything this bc copped too much last month
>don't know whether to cop pants, shirts, polos, t-shirts, sneakers next month
>no gf

>winter cops sorted out, dem Valentino, slp cashmere sweaters
>will be able to cop stuff next month

[Anonymous No.10214727]

>have an asymmetrical face
>like one side of my jaw is developed really nicely, while the other isn't
>ears stick out a bit too much for my liking
>can't stand looking at myself in pictures because i think i look fucking retarded

now comes the good feel

>visiting london
>just got off a train
>walking through the crowded station
>some random girl stops me
>"excuse me, are you a model?
>"what?"
>"i'm a talent scout for a modeling agency"
>anwser some questions and she tells me i have "a very interesting look"
>can't accept her offer for this chance at modeling cause i don't live in london

there's still hope bros

[Anonymous No.10214834]

>>10214486
>>10214490
>>10214493
yeah, this is exactly why i try to stay away from psychedelics. it shows you something you can't really unsee and it doesn't always turn out for the best. my mind is quite fucked up as it is, i don't need more mindfuckery, so i do stimulants instead.

[Anonymous No.10214839]

>>10214727
for you

[Anonymous No.10214925]

>tfw hit on by gay guys and fat girls
I need to work out

[Anonymous No.10214973]

>have great hair genes and will most likely never bald
>high IQ
>good sense of style and trends, etc
>1/4 south American, will be a manlet forever

:(

[Anonymous No.10214975]

>>10214422
read this: https://philosophy.as.uky.edu/sites/default/files/The%20Absurd%20-%20Thomas%20Nagel.pdf

[Anonymous No.10215009]

>resting face looks serious/angry
>6'5 been told I look intimidating
>crippling loneliness

:(

[Anonymous No.10215048]

>>10215009
u should go skele

[Anonymous No.10215049]

>Be 23, look and feel about 16
>Extremely immature and inexperienced at basically anything 'adult', from relationships to jobs and just being social
>Avoid Facebook because my feed is full of people I went to highschool with who are actually living their fucking lives

People mature at different rates, right? Or am I fucked forever?

[Anonymous No.10215061]

>>10212296

this is really well written, thanks anon

[Anonymous No.10215098]

>>10212931
#edgy
They look better in full resolution.
I'm going to discard the one on the right.
The half bow tie is covering my name.

[Anonymous No.10215102]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10215124]

>>10215048
>tfw muscles from manual labour job

I just wanna be skinny skele (94kg right now)

[Anonymous No.10215141]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10215160]

>>10213003
kekd hard. +1 upvote

[Anonymous No.10215171]

>>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>>"How can I fix it?"
>>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10215192]

>>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore."
>>Me: "How can I fix it?"
>>Her: "Wait."

[troalpost !!M/8ntLE+we3 No.10215210]

CURRENT /FA/ HAS THE ABSOLUTE WORST MODS SITE-WIDE

The shit clogging up the board most times
>Rate threads
>should i cop this,forget the cop or not thread
>fit check waywt sucks
>lol random /b/ thread
>4th worlder thread
>rate me
>facial hair thread
>facial thread
>hair thread
>Fashion thread with only 1 post (right because an entire fashion board wasn't enough)
>Height troll thread
>10 different id this for me plz thx threads

it wouldn't irk me so much if the mods didn't fucking delete actual board related thread/mainstays like the techwear etc

>want to have a cool fashion pic dump/discussion thread
lol deleted after 100 posts while active

Yeah it's ironic im posting this in THIS thread but ffs mods

[Anonymous No.10215247]

>>10212923
dude it killss it. like all attraction lost for me, if its extremely terrible.

[troalpost !!M/8ntLE+we3 No.10215258]

>>10212991
>>10213018
>Serious situations call for serious dialogue

hey I'm all for being articulate, but fucken hell that's some indie flick tier broken dialogue.The accompanying story doesn't make for good visuals either
>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

cringe life tbh

[Anonymous No.10215275]

>>10213898
>maybe i do have some fucked up disorder like that guy said, because for some reason i am really afraid of losing my friends
Don't listen to that tard lol. It's just fear. Everyone is scared. You might not feel it but it's deep down in there. And why not travel through all of them? lets see you have 12 months in a year, so 4 months for each country. Live it up, make connections, make memories, find purpose, and then comeback or follow whatever path you end up on after it all. But I'll say this, don't let your experiences just turn into light and pixels. really live the moment.

[Anonymous No.10215281]

>>10213003
I agree

[Anonymous No.10215294]

>>10215210
>>Fashion thread with only 1 post (right because an entire fashion board wasn't enough)
Fucking this. Shit threads get the most attention here.

[Anonymous No.10215301]

>>10213514
Take your photo and flip it

[Anonymous No.10215317]

>>10215049
Yes, it is normal for people to mature at different rates. You still have 60, 70 years to figure it all out.

[Anonymous No.10215323]

>>10213367
Looks pretty good homie. I gotta find a denim jacket for myself too:)

[Anonymous No.10215325]

>>10213389
:)

[Anonymous No.10215337]

Bad Feels:
>I'm 5'4"
>borderline autistic
>have social anxiety that has ensured that I remain socially stunted
>I'm 5'4"
>I have no strong sense of purpose and direction in life, no idea what the fuck I'm gonna do once I graduate from college
>I've got a bit too much fat, nothing crazy or even really that noticeable at all, but enough to make me self conscious
>I'm 5 foot fucking 4

Good Feels:
>I kinda like my hair now.

[Anonymous No.10215347]

>>10211969
bruh stop ranking women and yourself like you're objects. everyone is a person and if you rank them, how are you supposed to value their individual aspects? you will find someone, you just need to treat yourself and others with more respect. good luck anon, sending love your way

[Anonymous No.10215359]

>>10212018
you're probably overthinking it, or dictating your opinion of yourself based on what /fa/ has to say in WAYWTs. Bruh just chill you good

[Anonymous No.10215361]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Rape."

[Anonymous No.10215364]

good:
-about to get a 1k+ check to disposable income on ricks
-new rick piece coming in the mail


con:
-I get back from vacation a week after that rick piece arrives so itll just be sitting there :'(

[Anonymous No.10215367]

>>10213898
$4k will be perfect if you plan to backpack Southeast Asia.

There will be many young explorers just like you. Your biggest expense will be airplane tickets there and back. Watch for good deals on tickets. Once you are there, you can travel between countries by bus or otherwise. $50 maybe. A hostel in a backpacker area will run you $20 or so a night - you get a place to sleep, free wifi and all that. Food is really good and really cheap - $10 or $20 a day and you can be eating at most restaurants.

I lived in Vietnam for a long time, and it is pretty popular with backpackers. Beautiful country. Also surrounding countries like Thailand, Cambodia, Laos etc.

I know there are also many backpackers on a budget travelling in some parts of Europe, South America etc

[Anonymous No.10215368]

>>10212019
nut in a hoe and chill. also listen to the great american novel guy

[Anonymous No.10215372]

>>10212024
please elaborate on best friend...

[Anonymous No.10215377]

>>10211822
>>10211763
definitely go with OG dunks

[Anonymous No.10215379]

>>10214476
It's basically a card that lets you grab food from the school cafeteria everyday. You pay yearly. It can be useful if you live in a dorm and cannot cook. However, it can turn out to be expensive.

[Anonymous No.10215381]

>>10212065
Ableton is a fine DAW ya dingus, there's no such thing as a "bad" one. Whatever you enjoy is good though, just don't knock a delightful program when there's no reason to. :)

[Anonymous No.10215386]

bad feels
>lower middle class family
>no job
>no money for clothes
>no money for a computer
>not seen another human being for over a week
>penis is broken
>surgery soon
>still a virgin
>humans i dont mind spending time with all outta town
>everyone thinks my country is an eastern european country while history proves that its the west
>fake yeezys guilt

good feel
>got a chance for education in the u.s.

[Anonymous No.10215429]

>>10212065
>>>started producing good music on a better DAW than Mem-leton
I love ableton you meme it's the GOAT

[troalpost No.10215430]

>>10215386
>taste life

[Anonymous No.10215469]

>"The world where we were close doesn't >"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

>tfw

[Anonymous No.10215477]

>>10214422
Believe me, I've spent many nights awake thinking about the same things.

I'm sure there are philosophies written about the meaning of life and all that, but I'm not familiar with any.

I feel there is meaning to life though, and this is my logic:

Our short time on Earth is all that we will ever experience. We - the electric currents running through our heads - do not exist before or after.

We do not like that neither us nor our actions will last for eternity.

I say eternity doesn't matter: our lives ARE our eternities. Nothing afterwards can matter to US - our own lives

Be happy: do things that are meaningful to yourself, find people who value you as a person, and enjoy those spontaneous moments that you'll remember forever. Because nothing else can matter.

[Anonymous No.10215482]

Bad feels
>qt grilfriend and I broke up, she's leaving to uni
>tfw when big California uni
>don't have any real friends, closest friends I have, get annoying
>I'm a highschool senior, friends still act like they're in middle school
>tfw when 18 and don't know what the fuck to do with my life

Good feels
>package arrives tomorrow ;)
>other package arrives in 3 days
>making 400$ a week , fuck it I'm still in highschool
>Fashion and music only things that have made me feel these past 3 empty weeks
>new shoe smell

[Anonymous No.10215491]

Good feels
>"The world where we were close doesn't
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

Bad feels
>"The world where we were close doesn't
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10215565]

>>10213931
u make me cry

[Anonymous No.10215594]

Good feel
>lost 75 pounds since March
Bad feel
>still 10 pounds overweight and still 50-60 pounds over where i'd like to be (heroin chic)
Good feel
>probably will be at ideal weight by christmas and then i won't have to worry about being fat ever again in my whole life and i can finally dress like i want


I know it's my fault that I got fat and i shouldn't be proud of losing the weight because i gained it in the first place, but i feel good because i'm very young and this was my first attempt at losing weight and it's so easy

I resent my family a bit because the idea was always 'we're all obese and it's just in our genes so you'll never be thin etc'
I was never taught healthy eating so I genuinely thought up until I was like 15 that I was eating the correct amount and it was just my metabolism because that's the BS my family told me forever

[Anonymous No.10215673]

>>10214254
I'm the same age as you and I think I can relate. I also feel very unmotivated. I spend most of my day online, scrolling through useless crap, all the time knowing that I am wasting away my youth.

I've always had trouble with getting things done; in all my years at school, I have always handed in things very late. In the back of my mind, I know I want to do something different, something productive. Catch up on work, start working out, start eating properly, do anything that will marginally improve my future. But I never do, and I hate myself everyday for it. I wrote earlier in this thread that I might have depression or ADHD or something. I've read that it can cause the same things. I will see a professional to ask.

But I'm making small changes in my life. This summer, I am taking three summer school courses so that I can raise my meagre high school average and get accepted into a mediocre university. My goal is to transfer to another university the next year. I'm a few days behind on my courses (and it's even harder that they're online and there's no one to keep me on track) but in the past, I would not even have touched them.

I drag myself to the gym maybe once a week, even just to spend 10 minutes doing easy bodyweight exercises. It's not a huge improvement, but it's something.

Here are some of the things that helped me a lot:

[continued in the next post]

[Anonymous No.10215677]

>>10215673 >>10214254
[continued from the last post]

• Getting rid of distractions was the huge thing for me. I admit I don't have any self-control. I disabled notifications for Facebook, Instagram, Snapchat, and every other distracting app on my phone. I only need to check them once at the end of the night.

If you are distracted by the computer, physically distance yourself from it. Grab a bag, go outside, sit on a bench or in a cafe and figure out what you need to do. You will be so much more focused when you physically can't be distracted, I promise you.

You don't need to invest your time into games. I used to be online on Steam 24/7; now, I don't even know how many months my profile has been inactive. Gaming does nothing to improve your state of mind the next day. You are simply escaping reality. Multiplayer games are particularly addicting for this reason. Just stop logging in; virtual items, characters or friends don't mean anything.

• If you have to focus on schoolwork, do it in intervals. 25 minutes of nothing but work, 5 minutes to do anything in between. You can also opt for a longer 10 minute break if you're glad with the work you did. Put http://tomato-timer.com/ in your bookmarks bar and use it. Also close any distracting websites/apps on your computer when you need to work.

• Use reminders for things you have to do. You can set alarms on your phone, use a to-do app, or even put sticky notes on your homescreen that you can't miss (I use an iOS tweak called Sticky for that). Plan your day with things you MUST drop everything else to do, like "7pm: Read book for 30 minutes."

[continued in the next post]

[Anonymous No.10215683]

>>10214254 >>10215677
[continued from the last post]

• Something else very helpful: get a notebook.

Every morning, write down only 3 things you will do in the day. At the end of the day, you can reflect on your day, your feelings, just write down every single thought that runs through your mind. It doesn't matter how embarrassing or lame they are; you're just offloading all of your thoughts.

I have a notebook I use for this, but I admit I only remember to reflect when I feel particularly down. Still, I can scroll through my reflections 1 month, 3 months ago, and see that I'm actually caring for myself better. I would not have noticed otherwise.

• You want to make some lifestyle changes that will make your day very different. If you want to start, you must start with a few simple goals only. Look up one easy recipe for a healthy breakfast, learn one very short exercise routine. Don't overthink things or try to learn everything before you start - doing anything is better than doing nothing.

• And most importantly, you will fail. You'll relapse, end up realizing you've wasted more days on the distractions you've tried so hard to avoid, but don't let it get to you. Just stop as soon as you realize and try not to repeat.

But yeah, I realize I've written a lot. I don't know how much of this will apply to you (if any of it even does). But I hope it helps you or anyone. It helped me :)

Best of luck, my friend.

[Anonymous No.10215691]

>>10215594
That's great. A lot of people don't have your motivation. Keep it up, I know you'll get to your goal weight.

[Anonymous No.10215694]

>>10215673
>>10215677
>>10215683
That's a very long post anon.

Can you read it to us on vocaroo?

[Anonymous No.10215698]

>>10215482
>>tfw when 18 and don't know what the fuck to do with my life

Don't worry. At this age, almost nobody does. I don't either. All that matters is you know you're looking for a greater meaning.

[Anonymous No.10215706]

>>10215694
I guess it was a blog post meant for myself as much as for anyone else. I just needed to get it out of my head. Sorry about the length.

[Anonymous No.10215731]

>>10215347
thanks man
I've never thought about it like that before, you and the other anons are right

[Anonymous No.10215745]

>>10215706
I wasn't trying to be mean, I'm just really tired and I would prefer someone reading things to me instead of reading them myself

Now that I have read about half your post I think it's pretty good anon, I can relate to a lot of things and maybe something you posted will help me in some way
thanks for sharing tbh

[Anonymous No.10215756]

>>10215745
:)

[Anonymous No.10215770]

>>10212019
That painted a very accurate picture of the average beta failed normie /fa/ poster

[Anonymous No.10215813]

>>10212019
>>10215770
yep that's actually me, every single point

just fucking shoot me

[Anonymous No.10215862]

>>10215813
>>10212019
>>10215770
Can u like go to cc or something? It's not even fair to call it easy work it's such a breeze.

[Anonymous No.10215911]

>>10212955
whats your job?

[Anonymous No.10215913]

>>10213094
nothing is bad wtf

[Anonymous No.10215917]

>>10215491

[Anonymous No.10215922]

>>10213898
taiwan is sick. not a fan of china really. have you seen those videos of lifts and escalators killing people?

japan is a little more expensive but still awesome. korea is fairly boring imo, if you go to japan korea is mild af :)

happy travels.

[Anonymous No.10215930]

>>10213970
what kind of habits? mine has some fucked up ones too but i love her so just let them slide

[Anonymous No.10215942]

>girl spills beer on my new naked & famous jeans at a party
>play it cool bc i don't want to look like an ass
>"ay its cool they're just jeans"
>on the inside i'm dying
>they end up not staining or smelling like piss
not a bad night tbh

[Anonymous No.10215943]

>>10215862
What would be the point of taking random courses at some shitty college?

[Anonymous No.10215947]

>>10211822
>>10215377
i don't really have the wardrobe to support dunks at the moment, I only own one Rick garment. I've been meaning to delve more into RO though.

pic related + some Rick or AnnD boots would be my ideal shoe lineup

[Anonymous No.10215979]

>>10215922

Different Anon, but is prostitution and the sex industry as rampant as the rumors make it out to be?

[Anonymous No.10215990]

>>10215942
Shoulda said thanks for the sick fades

[Anonymous No.10216148]

>got a good summer job
>made some sick cops
>school starts am excited to wear new fits there

bad feels
>failing out of school
>gpa is shit
>lost passion for my major
>talking about school stresses me the fuck out
>not sure what I want to do in the future
>so lost
>tfw no bf or friends
>all friends graduated last year

[Anonymous No.10216177]

>>10215337
you'll make it man

[Anonymous No.10216268]

>>10215947
then buy some wardrobe to compliment your ideal shoe setup, then buy the shoes

try save like at least 1k tho and put it towards something else, don't blow it all on clothes

[Anonymous No.10216286]

>brazilian
>no gf
>under 6ft
>no money to cop decent /fa/ thing

[Anonymous No.10216302]

>>10215813
yeah man feels bad. wanna skype ? :)

[Anonymous No.10216324]

>>10214973
same here. just keep on keeping on. being a manlet isn't the end of the world even if the internet tells you so

[Anonymous No.10216411]

>>10215698
Thanks for the wise words anon , your absolutely right. I guess with time you'll know

[Anonymous No.10216492]

>>10215979
I can answer that as a tourist

Japan and South Korea are first world countries, the same level as USA, UK, Canada etc

[Anonymous No.10216599]

bad feels
>tfw 5'5
>i don't listen as much new music as i used to
>no money
>haven't bought anything in months
>gf always wants to travel together and i use all my money on that
>tfw too much of a pussy to tell her

good feels
>i'm eating healthier
>got into fashion again

[Anonymous No.10216670]

>"The world where we were close doesn't
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Wait."

[Anonymous No.10216690]

>>10211987
JUST. DO. IT.

[Anonymous No.10216725]

>>10215477
Yeah, i've thought avout that too. Also about that beacuse nothing really matters i might as well try to be as happy as possible. I'd like to say successful
l too, but money and work probably wont bring me happiness. My current dream is working for a few years and then buying a sailing boat and primarily live on it.

None of this is related to fashion but idc, i kind of feel at home on /fa/

[Anonymous No.10216746]

good feels
>6'3
>defined jawline/cheekbones
>all of my clothes fit well and go with my personality andblifestyle
>finally starting to produce good electronic music
>solid backup plan of packing up all my clothes and valuables and copping a one way ticket to another state

bad feels
>really shitty hairline + untamable hair
>asymmetrical face (eyes are most noticeable)
>very little money
>no friends
>fleeting confidence
>schizophrenic tendencies
>about to break things off with gf of 3+ years
>considering dating men
>dependent on alcohol or marijuana to feel anything other than indifference

at least I look pretty good, right guys?

[Anonymous No.10216778]

>more often than not, gf dresses worse or more hs than you

[Anonymous No.10216789]

>>10216746
Focus on your music, pour your soul and suffering into it, and most importantly don't become too shallow.

[Anonymous No.10216793]

>>10216746
ey bro, all that shit is stuff that doesn't actually matter as much as you think.

try kratom also, best thing to ever happen to me.

[Anonymous No.10216955]

>>10216324
You're probably right, I mean I never had a problem with it before coming here, and now I can't unsee it. A lot of people say the same thing about weight after coming here. I guess it's a price you have to pay lol. Either way, can't fix genetics so I have to live with it

[Anonymous No.10216970]

>>10216955
yeah man, /fa/ actually fucks with a lot of peoples self image. but honestly who the fuck even cares about height, like it is something that is completely out of your control, and if someone is shallow enough to make an opinion on you based on your height, those are the type of people who are fucking terrible to be around anyways

like of course people will notice it, but it honestly isn't a big deal to anyone who isn't a shallow piece of shit.

for example i have a weak as chin, and constantly used to be self conscious about it. I would like fucking position my face towards like girls and photos so that my face would be facing them because I have a shitty profile. Then I realized, that all this effort is fucking ridiculous, I am who I am and that's that, like no fucking changing that

Only advice I can give is to lift weights and get shredded

[Anonymous No.10216975]

>>10212552
can you post your spreadsheet?

[Anonymous No.10217009]

>>10213898
dude you need to learn how to be alone and happy/ not lonely

[Anonymous No.10217022]

>tfw 5"5

[Anonymous No.10217034]

>>10217009
yeah man, basically what happened is for my entire life I just played video games and was anti social and had a few friends, nerds. Then I turned 16 and started caring about what I looked like, but still was anti social/awkward/just played video game.

Then my final year of highschool I started making more friends and having fun and drinking and partying, and realized how badly I fucked up. I feel like I wasted my entire life playing video game and shit when I could have been doing fun stuff and meeting cool and interesting people.

Basically the friends I made kind of got me out of that shit so I feel really close to them, and basically got me to realize that I am in no way an introvert and basically live off of being with other people. Everytime I'm in my room alone I honestly feel really fucking lonely, and every night after a party or something I'd get really fucking sad that it's over and that I won't be able to experience that same night again.

And with summer ending that basically meant goodbye friends (who are all a year below me) and made me feel like I am going to restart my old life of being an introvert and being in my room playing videos games all day.

I guess I still have the problem of not being able to cope with loneliness, but I have a job for now and will be travelling, so I guess I should be set. I wish I knew a better way to be ok with being alone in the meantime, for some reason I just constantly want to be doing something outside and shit.

[Anonymous No.10217045]

>>10213158
it just takes practice

[Anonymous No.10217095]

>>10217045
yeah but the reason no one practices is because no one wants to have fucked up hair while they are learning to cut it.

[Anonymous No.10217100]

>>10215683
Thank you so much for taking the time to write this anon. I really appreciate it. I will try to make small changes and see where it goes, and maybe visit a therapist too. Best of luck to you too

[Anonymous No.10217106]

>>10217100
No problem :)

and thx

[Anonymous No.10217129]

>>10211722
Bitch I'm 5'4 shut the fuck up

[Anonymous No.10217261]

>>10213389
Boulder is pretty nice! I hope it's a good place for you too

[Anonymous No.10217266]

>>10214975
thanks, that was interesting. do you study philosophy?

[Anonymous No.10217272]

>>10217034
This sounds like shitty advice but you should start mediating man.
Try to come in peach with your mind and your body, there is no need to feel sad or alone.

[Anonymous No.10217345]

Could have been blue eyed + dark skin & hair (2 of my grandparents have blue eyes)
Filthy totally black eyes instead

[Anonymous No.10217377]

>"The world where we were close doesn't
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Skate."

[Anonymous No.10217381]

>>10215379
man that sounds retarded. where i live you just live in a proper house with 4-5 other students.

[Anonymous No.10217386]

>Tfw no qt.14.. waterproof gf to explore the urban jungle with

whats even the point of being alive?

[Anonymous No.10217409]

>>10217345
I dont get it why people hate brown eyes, maybe its because im dutch that im used to blue eyes

[Anonymous No.10217432]

>>10217345
this fucking feel.
also my small brother he is just 6 years old and he is already like10times hotter than me, black hair and blue eyes.

[Anonymous No.10217467]

>>10216789
Solid advice. I really appreciate this, thank you

>>10216793
Dude yes. There's a kava bar like 20 minutes from my place that sells this stuff. It's amazing, I need to stock up on a couple bottles

[Anonymous No.10217923]

>>10216970
thanks man, you're totally right. I started running a few months ago and plan on getting a gym membership soon as well, so the last part is on its way lol, I used to really not pay attention to my health and drank soda all the time and it fucked me up

[Anonymous No.10218170]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Hate."

[Anonymous No.10218193]

>>10211722
>only one fucking attractive woman in all my classes this semester
>1.7m tall
>pretty face
>nice hair
>my age
>likes art
>likes the games I play
>has nice convos with me and sits with me in class
>only have one class with her per week
>ask her out
>I have a bf

Why do all the attractive ones that I get along with have bfs. She was still friendly and talking to me after I asked her out. I am a bit confused as to what to do now. Also I must mention when I first met her she told me she still lived with her parents but her little sister didn't because she had a boyfriend. Does this imply she actually doesn't have a boyfriend? Was she making shit up because I wasn't attractive to her or I was rushing shit way too fast?

Please answer faggots. This bitch has only like 50 friends on facebook, she is so lovely.

[Anonymous No.10218199]

>>10218193
become friends, get closer, when she breaks up with her imaginary boyfriend, make a move

[Anonymous No.10218376]

>under 6ft
>virgin
>no rl friends
>stuck in village
>heavy acne
>yellowish-blue face skin
>huge widow peak looking like balding
>pimples after shaving everytime
>constantly see better-looking people

[Anonymous No.10218543]

>>10215942
it's character brah

[Anonymous No.10218784]

>>10217432
>6 years old
>10 times hotter than me

lol you're pathetic anon

[Anonymous No.10218864]

>>10217034
I can relate to this a lot. I just cherish the memories I made in the last year of high school and appreciate the fact that I was able to experience them, rather than worry about what I missed for the first three years of high school when I pretty much just played vidya games.

I'm going to start college this year and I don't know if I'm going to try being more social and involved, or go back to my old, introverted self, similar to what you said. But the good thing is that I feel like I can make that choice, now that I've experienced "both sides," I guess, and I can decide what I want to do. Plus, it doesn't have to be one or the other, you can appreciate video-game-alone-time and still have a socially active, fun life. I guess it's just about a balance between the two.

End of rambling

[Anonymous No.10219582]

>"The world where we were close doesn't exist anymore"
>"How can I fix it?"
>"Kill yourself."

[Anonymous No.10219584]

>tfw always "cute" and never "hot"

[Anonymous No.10219600]

>>10215386
y is yer penis broken?

[Anonymous No.10219631]

>>10213003
>not being theatrical with your life

Do you actually enjoy wasting this existence on being a bore?

[Anonymous No.10219635]

>>10212296
fuck me i'm 20 years old but u just made me feel middle aged thinkin bout those things why bruh why

[Anonymous No.10219651]

>>10212319
think of your 20s as your teens minus the hyper insecurity and popularity contest of highschool. Find who you want to become, and peruse what you like, because your life hasn't even begun yet.

[Nigga{e} !EMraGAEm42 No.10219677]

>>10219584

[Anonymous No.10219700]

>>10219584
Nothing wrong with being cute, there are girls who are madly into that.

[Anonymous No.10219716]

>>10215337

There is a friend of mine who's 5' 4",Korean/Mexican mixed, and who has had more luck with qt women than I ever could have hoped to. You will make it man.

[Anonymous No.10219732]

>>10212065

Is it fucking true that you can still grow after like 16-17?
19 and 5' 7" here

[Anonymous No.10219762]

>>10215943
To transfer. I started cc 4 years ago this August and I'm starting graduate school at Georgetown. You've got to start somewhere.

[Anonymous No.10219767]

I've blown 6k at tres-bien alone these last 6 months. I wish this was a cheaper hobby tbh

[Anonymous No.10219787]

>date in a week
>hair looks like shit
>skin is shit
>manlet
>spent $2000 on clothes in the last couple weeks and i still can't dress

[Anonymous No.10219801]

>>10213151
Dog are you me?

[Anonymous No.10219803]

>>10219732
I was like 5'6 at 18, and I'm 5'7 at 21 now. It's not much, but maybe you can still grow an inch or two. Also, I heard stretches can improve your posture and give you another inch or so of height, but I haven't tried it

[Anonymous No.10219828]

>>10216725

What happens if your boat capsizes within the first week?

What happens if you die before you save up the funds, and you spent all of your time building your means and never achieving your end?

What if you hate that idea after you achieve it?

Not trying to be a party pooper. I've just had some bad experiences with being dependent on dreams. Nothing helps, except death, realistically.

But it's better to get up in the morning, put on some clothing that fit well, and bump around until you potentially reach the point where that isn't easier than ending it. So I'll go with that for now.

[Anonymous No.10219872]

tfw skinny skeleton but size 13 shoe size in US

im so disproportionate

[Anonymous No.10219873]

>>10219767
please post fit

[Anonymous No.10219884]

>>10219787
she's probably going to flake, 99 percent of girls flake when you plan a date more than a few hours after.

[Anonymous No.10219890]

>used to smoke
>want to smoke again
>tfw not sure if I will or not
it's horrible

[Fuck !!ez8QQW3Mo6e No.10219896]

>>10219890
Start excercising a lot. Like start running heavily.

[Anonymous No.10219899]

>>10217377
>tfw copped a board today
I should get it monday

[Anonymous No.10219902]

>>10219896
Why?
I don't want to smoke to lose weight, I just love smoking

[Anonymous No.10219933]

>>10219873
lol i should. I've spent nearly 12k these last 6 months. It's pretty stupid. I should get an Instagram and starting making a presence or something.

[Anonymous No.10219940]

>>10217467
hey i highly recommend not buying it from a place like that and instead buying it from a website

I highly highly recommend kratom underground, when buying it from a shop you are getting ripped off pretty badly and you can't really be sure of what you're getting. It's cool to go there to relax with your friends and stuff every once in a while, but if you want to actually take it you gotta buy it online

just fill up a glass of water and put the kratom in and stir it with a spoon. is really hard to down, but the feeling is so worth it. Just try not to get addicted like me, I'm spending almost $10 every day on this shit

[Anonymous No.10219944]

>>10219933
damn bro, where do you work and how can you spend so much? please post some photos online sometime or something, i really like to see $$$ fits.

[Anonymous No.10219999]

>>10219944
I'm full time in grad school. I just got a nice mom, hate me. I'll start soon.

[Anonymous No.10220032]

>>10219902
if you start liking running, then you won't want to smoke anymore. I used to smoke weed a lot, but then I started boxing, so now if I smoke, I will gas quicker and get beat up. So now I don't smoke

[Anonymous No.10220040]

>>10211722
seriously are you me? I know all of ur struggles my man

[Anonymous No.10220090]

>>10212262
hey man, I've done this. What worked for me was really being aware of how I felt after I ate a bunch of greasy awful stuff. and realizing that I feel like that all the time when I'm eating poorly. Don't starve yourself, eat small, healthy portions when you can. focus on how you feel and take care of yourself.

[Anonymous No.10220110]

>>10220090
>>10212262
>tfw mom does some dumb super healthy diet and takes all her vitamins but keeps buying you lots of candy

mom why

[Anonymous No.10220115]

>>10211722
>tfw i was bisexual all along

[Anonymous No.10220151]

>>10220110
she's a witch.
Seriously though talk to her. Tell her you want to eat better and go out of your way to do it. Buy some foods yourself. Drink water and tea. Taking care of yourself will do a lot more for you than starving yourself.

[Anonymous No.10220223]

>Starting Uni in a 2 weeks but still haven't packed
>Hated HS, I moved throughout each year and never made close friends ( I think this actually fucked me up)
>Essentially asked a girl out for the first time in years and pretty much got shot down
>Have a scary feeling that uni will be the exact same
>I have a prescription for Adderall, but honestly just take it so I never make too much noise and people think I'm weird or annoying.
>Family tells they will be glad I'm gone.
>At least I can pay attention.
I don't want to be alone and jaded forever, please tell me I can change?

[Anonymous No.10220233]

>>10220223
You can definitely change, and heading to uni is a great time to start. Get to know yourself, pursue your interests, develop your taste and do things you normally wouldn't.

[Anonymous No.10220324]

>>10220223
>Hated HS, I moved throughout each year and never made close friends ( I think this actually fucked me up)

same here man.

>move across the world at 8
>move again at 10
>move again at 12
>move again at 18

making friends is very tough under such circumstances

[Anonymous No.10220436]

>>10220324
The worst part is that no one in a new place will understand what you're going through. They have a tight group of friends they've known their whole life, while you know no one. Eventually you just stop trying to make friends since you realize they are fleeting and temporary. My parents genuinely think it is my fault for not making friends for the 5th time and I can't understand how. I wish I didn't sound like an angsty complaining child, but at least you could relate to me and that's something.

[Anonymous No.10220620]

>>10218199
I've been considering this too. It will be hard to do this while avoiding the friend zone, but I think it could work because she is a nice kind of girl. The only thing getting in the way would be sloppy seconds if her bf was real but I'll have to deal with it.

Why do you say her bfs imaginary? Do you agree that she lied to me about having one? Why would she lie?

[Anonymous No.10220622]

>>10219584
Bro, girls say cute because hot is a big word, they are too shy to say you're hot. Just like how guys tell women they are gorgeous/ pretty instead of sexy.

[Anonymous No.10220632]

>>10220620
I would not take his advice too seriously.

The way I tjink about it is that if she is lying about a bf, she is simply doing it out of social courtesy so you can save face. If she is interested in you, then obvioisly she would have agreed to go out w you.

[Anonymous No.10220641]

>>10220632
Now I am even more confused. But thanks for the advice. I guess I'll keep being her friend just to see where things go. Going to be a bit arrogant here but it's hard for me to believe she isn't attracted to me, I get complimented on my looks every week. Then again attraction is weird.

[Anonymous No.10220734]

>>10217386
What brands can I grt waterproof clothing from? Patagonia?

[Anonymous No.10220735]

>>10219884
lmao projecting

[Anonymous No.10220894]

>>10211722
I love it when /fa/ turns into /r9k/

[Anonymous No.10221137]

>>10220324
>>10220436
I dunno guys. Here's me:

Kindergarten - Gr 1: home country
Gr 2 - Gr 6: overseas
Gr 7 - Gr 11: another school overseas
Gr 12: back in home country
Now (entering uni in Sept): university

I've all but lost touch with everyone I knew from middle school or earlier. My friends from my previous high school I still talk to sometimes. And my final year of high school, I did not really have many friends because of the "tight group" thing you talk about. And because I still need to work on my social skills.

I'm not mad at my parents for having me move around so much. Well, I was, at the time. Now I'm just grateful that I had the chance to meet so many people from so many places. It has really broadened my perspective. Way better than being born and growing up all in one place, with no idea of what people elsewhere are like. And like, I don't even care, because I'll make friends in uni.

[Anonymous No.10221356]

>>10212049
Ru- I know it's you buddy. Danno here, I'll be in LA soon, keep your fur collar up bb

[Anonymous No.10221595]

>>10218193
Forgot to add, I only have one class with her per week and asked her out on the second day I've ever known her. Is this fucking weird or too early? I thought it was enough because I can't be wasting time since I only see her once a week.

[Anonymous No.10221656]

>>10212530
What analog synth anon?

[Anonymous No.10221665]

>>10212539
I remember reading something where people who procrastinate almost get off to the stress of doing all their work at once.
Sounds weird, but I forget if they called it the devil's playground or what.
It was basically about people who procrastinate but always get their work done, it's just they keep getting very stressed out about it.
Why else would you continue to do it if you didn't enjoy it/feel like you deserve it on some level?

[Anonymous No.10221684]

>>10221665
I'm an extreme procrastinator too and I'm not going to lie, there's some good feelings when I complete work that was meant to be done over weeks and days in the span of a few hours.

However it does make me feel pretty bad when I realise how much better I could have done if I did the work over weeks if I could make so much progress in one hour.

Been passing recent semesters with credits and passes.

[Anonymous No.10221694]

>>10221684
Yeah, that's how I feel.
I feel terrible afterwards, and feel stressed the fuck out during, but there's always a feeling of "I just wrote this term paper in one night and did better than these other people who have been working on it for a month".
The best thing for me is to place the homework out by me so it's effortless to start.
If it's typed I'll actually stop explorer.exe so I can't even navigate outside word.