/fa/ - Fashion

breaking 30, not taking care of myself, al/ck/ing and working a lot, not seeing myself often enough in the mirror and generally disregarding life

ye, sometimes it hits
depend on what you do with it afterwards

take care of that disgusting body, start working out, visit the doc about those new growths on your skin or lumps under the skin, fix your disgusting feet that can pick up a carpet, get the grey shit off your teeth, stop biting your nails, ease up on the stimulants and alc?

or just spiral back into vidya, drinking the work stress away and eating shit food while getting no sleep and starting it over again until the days, weeks and months are a preditable blurry mess?

>>15985385
Yes. I don’t know why I lurk here. I think I used to look fairly normal but for the last several years I consistently feel myself to be disgustingly hideous. For example, I’ve grown out my hair for the last 6 months just to see what I was working with and the end result is so hideously pathetic, that it’s almost unbearable. No matter how much I lurk, I can’t seem to acquire a sense of style either. “Weird” doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel about my appearance.

>>15985385
Every day of my life
I constantly have dissociative thoughts - just a glance at my hands for examples - makes me think like wtf am I even

What is the deal with this body and my consciousness/self awareness.
Just look at ears. Noses. Eyes...and so on....if that doesn’t make you wonder about what you are than you are an idiot

>>15985385
>people are stragers
>when you're a stranger
>faces look ugly
>when you're alone

you're probably fine, just lonley

>>15985407
Typos*****sorry

Wtf anons... That's not normal

>>15985409
You got part of this wrong
But whatever
..you don’t have to be lonely to have introspective/dissociative thoughts
..Jim was probably trippin on acid when he wrote those lyrics bc faces can definitely look weird and you can certainly feel a bit isolated in your thoughts

>>15985407
He means people have aged or look uglier and it shocks him for a moment, not that he feels "dissociated" from his body and the other mentally ill shit you posted.

Seek help.

>>15985431
How do you know EXACTLY what he meant?
Is that bc you started this whole thread?

I don’t know why I bother anymore. With looks like mine I should’ve ended it a long time ago.

>>15985443
Because of BASIC READING COMPREHENSION and the pic he used retard.

He is not saying he feels disconnected from his body and his hands are no longer his or whatever mentally ill shit you are saying.

But cool for you to talk about your obviously deteriorating mental state. I'm sure the alcohol addiction is helping you.

>>15985385
99% sure that Eminem is gay

>>15985448
Oh my bad
My definition of dissociation is different I suppose
He probably meant to say he doesn’t recognize himself

>>15985407
>>15985431
OP here
what i mean is that sometimes i feel weird and in some way uncomfortable, i do not actually feel completely dissociated, but i wish i was different (better)
it has a lot to do with my mental state meaning that it happens every now and then but not often
maybe when i find myself in an embarassing situation or when im anxious

>>15985466
There is no problem with a reality check once in a while, looking at yourself and questioning things but somebody who doe sit every day of their life like "Me" thinking wtf she even is, si clearly someone who has mental health issues and we know this for a fact anyway.

>>15985466
There is no problem with a reality check once in a while, looking at yourself and questioning things but somebody who does it every day of their life like "Me" thinking wtf she even is, is clearly someone who has mental health issues and we know this for a fact anyway.

It's just important to know because they will try and make you feel you are mentally ill like them to normalize how they feel.

>>15985466
Sounds like standard insecurity
And unless you’re an egomaniac - these moments are hard to avoid

>>15985476
I know it would be difficult to look at YOUR reflection and not put up a defense mechanism up...so I’ll let it slide this time..out of pity

>>15985481
goddamn I’m here for help then you all me an egomaniac what the fuck you really are a horsefucker

>>15985485
>has to start talking about my looks

Wow, you just can't stop with your underhand flirting with me.

Get a clean bill of mental health and I'll THINK (no guarantee at all) about taking you out on a date.

>>15985466
I did not say this.

Also, Me, I was describing my general “shock” seeing me in the mirror, not quite recognizing myself

I don’t know why you have to be so demeaning and bitchy to people

>>15985510
I’m not being demeaning at all.
I was instigating that it’s normal

>>15985407
>you are an idiot

>>15985428
>You got part of this wrong

>>15985443
>How do you know EXACTLY what he meant? Is that bc you started this whole thread?

>>15985481
>you’re an egomaniac

>I know it would be difficult to look at YOUR reflection and not put up a defense mechanism up...so I’ll let it slide this time..out of pity

>>15985535
>person has had a few moments of having some kind of reality check or self reflection, looking ta himself, not feeling his face is his

OMG ME TOO! IT HAPPENS EVERY SINGLE DAY AND IF IT DOES NOT YOU ARE AN EGOMANIAC!!

>>15985545
lol what a rude-ass bitch

>>15985535
>person has had a few moments of having some kind of reality check or self reflection, looking at himself, not feeling his face is his

OMG ME TOO! IT HAPPENS EVERY SINGLE DAY AND IF IT DOES NOT YOU ARE AN EGOMANIAC!!

>her photo from a few months ago

>>15985545
>>15985560
oh wtf guess I’ll ignore and filter her

>>15985545
someone redpill me on this bitch

Same amount of posters
Cecil go home

>>15985385
People for the most part have always either treated me like dirt for no reason or as if I don't exist, and after a while you start to hate yourself and hate your own image. So I get that dissociated feeling pretty much all time now, it's become a survival tool for me.
And yes, it's a terrible feeling to look at yourself and feel no connection to your own reflection. Eventually you get numb to it though.

>>15985570
horsefucking druggy (snorts sand and drinks mouthwash) poverty poorfag who shames the poor

>>15985570
she also doesn’t know how women’s reproductive organs work

tfw ur thread gets raided by a certified schizo

>>15985407
>no reading comprehension
kindly stop spreading your mental instability, cecil never loved you

>>15985588
Take your meds, schizo.

You think every poster is me, every thread is me.

You think it's impossible anyone else here could ever have a negative opinion of you because are soooo beautiful and amazing!!

Give me a break, girl.

ITT
selfish self-concerned attention whore woe-is-me diary posting

>>15985670
Thanks for the free rent

>>15985633
>>15985611
>>15985560
>>15985550


Thanks for the free rent

>>15985670
fukken saved!

>>15985694

>>15985545
Thanks for the free rent

>>15985698
>>15985700
Thanks for the free rent

ITT
selfish self-concerned woe-is-me diary posting from horsefucking druggie/sandsnorter alcoholic/mouthwash drinker

>>15985704
you should stop posting on 4chan before it gets worse

>>15985708
lol ugly npc
where’s the horsecum on its face pic lol

>>15985708
lol what an ugly bitch

I had to swallow the buzz pill a few months ago.
I'm in my mid 20s and always thought I'd look above average. not perfect by any means but I liked how I looked. Now I feel very ugly, I though I'd get used to it but I miss having hair and still feel very strange when I look in the mirror or see a reflection of myself in public. I hope I get used to it soon but my hopes are running low.

>>15985700

YOU WISH YOU WERE ME

5'1" AND I STILL GET MORE UNDERAGED PUSSY THAN ANY OF YOU LOSERS

I WOULDNT FUCK HORSEFACE UNLESS SHE WAS 30 YEARS YOUNGER

>Why is it called a blowjob?
>Are you supposed to blow?
what did cumdump mean by this

>>15985766
HURRR JEWGLE SAID UR UGLY!!

I've been told by a real person I am moderately handsome.

>>15985790
>5'1"

I wish I was that tall. Massive.

>>15985385
yeah

>>15985803
5'1" little boy

>>15985814
Morning height in shoes, yes.

>>15985819
Stop trying to be me. I'm actually 5'1" and I'm not ashamed of it.

>>15985814
Love it when short daddies pound my boyhole in fits of rage so hot

>>15985832
I might be short but I'll still fuck you up. I'm a US army veteran with over 500 confirmed kills.

>>15985841
>army

Nope.

>this thread

Me !1n6WugqKa6 dilutes the shitty quality of every thread it posts on.

>>15985404
gah this is me

>>15985922
one time the retard mocked a faggot because he had to tell her how women get pregnant because apparently she didn't know how... LOL

It happens to me when I see myself in the reflection of a glass door, to be fair it has something to do with the window/door because I just know

>>15985765
white people should NOT be getting buzzcuts if below 8/10

>>15985924
which one, though? talk to me, homie

>>15985385
It’s usually a bundle of reasons why
>lack of proper sleep
>lack of hydration
>hormones out of whack
>diet has been shit past few days
>cortisol has been consistently high recently
>you looked at yourself in shitty lighting
>etc.
Everyone has shitty looking days but you can’t really tell with women because they can just slap on makeup

>>15985385
sometimes i worry i have a thin mustache growth or whatever then i see things like this

I've had constant dissociation pretty much my entire life. only one memory where I felt real in this past year

ITT
hole doesn’t know how her hole works

>>15986287
most of it. I feel beaten down and old, been sedentary for too long, covid times made it worse.

>>15986371
You don’t have better things to do?

>>15985385
haven't read the other responses yet so i don't know if this advice has already been said or debunked or something, but i am all too familiar with this feeling and have found ways of overcoming it. firstly, you gotta understand that there's nothing wrong with you for feeling that way. everyone does at some point, even those with those perfect features/lifestyles/etc that people tend to idolize. you just gotta identify where that feeling originates from, and find peace either through overcoming that issue/insecurity or learning to grow comfortable in its truths. i used to feel like disgusting garbage despite working--what i would consider--hard on my appearance, i.e working out / hygiene / style / whatever. and the feeling becomes increasingly more frustrating to deal with when it doesn't dissipate (or even grows stronger) as you put more effort into your appearance. instead of attempting to conceal your flaws, welcome them as a part of your humanity. we are all natural organisms full of things that fall out of the parameters of the fibonacci sequence. you are not lacking in value if you possess more of these "issues" than someone else. you are not lesser than the majority because you have imperfections. understanding that these things do not determine your worth, and that that worth itself originates intrinsically, is a pivotal step to achieving self respect and growing happy as yourself. stare at yourself in the mirror close as fuck and examine all of the "gross" things about your face, and convince yourself of their beauty. we do not exist to look perfect, we do not exist to serve the standards that society has created to determine value. good luck friend, this is a process that lasts the rest of your life, so make sure you approach it sustainably and consistently.

>>15985407
lol

gsrsvre

>>15985451
wouldn't be surprised he says faggot too many times in his raps its like all he knows as an insult

>>15986708
I just can’t imagine spending all this time going through archives and doing this. Do you have a deeper motive aside from working on your photoshop and collage skills?

my knees are weird and sometimes i notice

>>15985385
yeah all the time until i started taking estrogen, now only some of the time :)

>>15985404
GET UP AND MOVE MOTHERFUCKER DO IT NOW YOU SORRY ASS, GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER

GO BRUSH YOUR TEETH & GO TO THE DOCTOR AT LEAST god DAMN

>>15987796
lol you kinda ratty looking what did you go to prison for?

>>15987796
I love prison bitches bby your a goddess