/fa/ - Fashion

>tfw don't care about anything
>tfw try to force myself to care
>still don't
also
>tfw no gf

>tfw trying to build a wardrobe is virtually impossible when you're still a poorfag high school student
>have to save up for a long time to be able to cop something nice
>most nice things I like don't match the stuff I already have so I have to buy another lifetime to cop something that would match the previous thing
I've been here on and off for two years and I feel like I haven't progressed at all

>blue collar guys keep catcalling me and implying I'm gay
>feels like everyone is laughing at me wherever I go
>almost 90% sure people have taken pictures of me and posted them on facebook with some normie "lol look at guy who was dressed weird XD" caption and negro emoticon

>>11153450
>tfw no gf
don't care anymore
>closet is getting shittier the more i wear it
about to spend a big chunk of my savings on a new wardrobe senpai
>no plans for the future
eh, whatever.

>tfw crooked teeth and too old for braces
>tfw overbite
>tfw high hairline

>>11153460
op here, and i have the exact same problems as you. i want to buy designer items and pieces that i actually like, but all i can afford is h&m and sale items at nicer stores. expensive things just arent practical now and that really bothers me

main feels generator
>10/10 gf moved back to her country on the literal opposite site of the planet
>still madly in love with each other but not delusional so agreed on being ok to see other ppl
>have ok new fling for fun but she can be so very bratty its killing me - already cheated on her twice
>dont know what do

other then that
>confident in my rotation of fits, so not wanting to buy anything, if its not 100%me and i love the piece (and its second hand/not unethically produced) :)
>started to give anons advice on /fa/, trying to make the board a bit less shit :)
>uni will start up soon and i'll hopefully be happy again spending time designing dope shit again :(
>afraid i havent done enough extracuricular work to get an internship to get more internships to get a job :(
>mild sex addiction idk shame was effay :/

>>11153450
its gonna be ok anon, you got any cool hobbies? maybe focus on one of those to help you beat sad feels and make plans for the future

>>11153487
only real hobbies are coming onto the internet to go on sites i enjoy. play a sport but that doesnt really do much.

>>11153460
>>11153483
build a basic wardrobe with h&m and really try to find out, what your style is. you can like to look at things and appreaciate the design, without wearing or even wanting to wear them.
it took a while and a couple of regret designer-on-sale purchases for me, too (nothing too expensive but still, say 70€ that could've been spent otherwise) but you will not get this chasing-cops-so-you-can-wear-what-you-just-copped phenomenon anymore, once you know your taste.
>>11153464
hmm, are sure you yourself are comfy in your style
>>11153465
>crooked teeth
same
about the rest, maybe you can look like the weird looking but cool steve buscemi kinda /fa/

>>11153540
>try to find out, what your style is. you can like to look at things and appreaciate the design, without wearing or even wanting to wear them.
I'm already past that man, there's a shitton of things I like the look of but wouldn't wear because it would suit my style/aesthetic. appreciate the advice though

>hard to find size for trousers
>find a pair of cute as shit vintage loose tapered tan wool trousers on eBay
>my measurements
>no one else bids
>cop for 99p

Not all /fa/ feels have to be bad

>going to Amsterdam tomorrow
>know nobody, alone

What do, fa?

>>11153612
>know nobody, alone
>What do
get robbed

>>11153617

>don't look like I have money

phew. Should I let my scruff grow out some more to get that homeless look or is it non-effay?

>>11153629
they might think you're a rich hipster if you go overboard

>>11153638

thanks anon.

>>11153495
sport is good.
>no real hobbies
then pick up a new one.
anything that interests you really, maybe sth you read about on those websites. i drew a lot when i was younger and recently started to do re-learn it. start making clothes if you're into fashion, that could be fun, too.
shit like this does wonders for your mental health
if you don't try things out, you'll never know what you want to do/be able to make plans for your future.

>>11153617
make friends in the hostel
go on the free tour that starts at the national monument. make friends there? that shit is informative and fun and you pay as much as you want at the end (you can not pay if u r cheap) and can bail at any time
ann frank museum
van gogh museum
stedeljik museum looks dope
rent a bike & enjoy the beautiful city, but only if your not riding like a shitty tourist
dont fall for the weed lolxD meme, only do it if you want to, not because its an amsterdam thing to do
(same goes for prostitutes ;) ;) )
have fun

>in relationship with gf for 5 years
>want to see other people and she's going back to school
>break up with her
>get drunk and sad the next night
>cry on the way to my therapist the day after
>get back together with her
>still feels like I made the wrong decision and should have broken up with her
On the brightside I got some new jeans and have had fun with my friends lately

will getting /fit/ and getting enough sleep and stopping being a superficial loser make me feel like the 8/10 that people tell me i am rather than the 5/10 i feel i look like every time a pass a reflective surface?

>>11153700
shit i feel u anon
hope you have more fun times with friends until you can decide on what to do

>>11153720
yes. used to have the same feels and did the recommended routine. mainly getting /fit/ even, i found sleep to be less important.
having a fullfilling work/uni-life works even better

>>11153669

thanks anon, good suggestions. I'll also check out some good second hand stores.
I used to be a pretty heavy smoker so I'll likely only buy a gram or two but yeah.

>>11153765
sure thing boyo

>meet amazing girl
>has boyfriend

What do I do?

>>11153765
go to de pijp just over the canals and check out the markets, shops, and bars when you're sick of the city

>>11154144
cry

>tfw fucked up a chance with a super qt German girl
>tfw bitched out of buying a pair of Acne jeans when I saw they were $300

fuck i'm useless

>>11154144
Meet someone else.

>tfw have money to spend
>tfw always second guess my purchases
>tfw always regret what I cop
>tfw only have few clothes that I love

What do?

>>11154205
fuuck iktf how do i get out of this endless cycle. i see shit in inspos that i love but can just never find them

>>11153739
thanks, any other suggestions i have terrible self confidence and (unless i see girls looking at me) think i'm ugly. i should probably see a shrink

>you will never be able to afford an effay minimalistic apartment in a major city

>survive on thrifting for 6 years of school
>finally have money
>start buying high quality basics and a few nice cops
>trying new outfits, fun
>gf ~literally~ doesn't give a shit
>doesn't put effort into clothes herself
>won't be my effay partner
>steals an accessory every once in a while

>>11154579
If your girlfriend doesn't care about your interests, she probably isn't the one for you. I know you probably didn't come here for relationship advice. , but that sounds pretty shitty my man.

You guys don't know the real feels

>tfw ugly

>>11154592
This. It hurts a lot more than it should.

>Start liking palewave/normcore stuff
>Ive only seen it on tall, skinny guys and I dont think I pale jeans would look good on my short, stocky build

>bought 2 pairs of 510s online
>33x32 and 34x32
>the 33 is way too big in the waist
>one leg is tighter than the other
>the 34s fit tighter than the 33s in the waist and legs

thanks levis

>>11154175
hey man atleast u learned

>tfw no gf
>tfw manlet
>tfw about 20lbs overweight still (lost 40 lbs)
>tfw fucked up my school year and failed 4 classes
>tfw no real hobbies
>tfw no direction in life
>tfw feel pretty depressed and feel generally useless

at least I have a job that pays well for my age ($25/hr at 19) so I can buy things I like pretty regularly

>>11155142
What are you working as?

>>11155176
lifeguard for the city

I don't have any /fa/ feels I just legitimately hate everything about me and wake up every morning contemplating suicide

>>11154144
Cuck the faggot

>>11153612

fuck hookers

>>11154144
you should be as charmant as you can be, but try to not make her notice you are doing that because of her.
She should feel like leaving boyfriend because of you.

>Have girlfriend with shit fashion sense.
>Met gay lad who looks great in all his stuff and puts effort into his appearance

Love my missus but what do?

>last pair of raf derbies from last season on sale in my size for like $250 on some obscure boutique
>decide to save up for them as dont have enough cash on hand to buy them straight up
>about 2 weeks later still there, almost saved up enough
>finally get enough cash
>some cunt has bought them
kill me now lads

Who /body-dysmorphic-disorder/ here?

>>11155669

>genuinely considering it

I hope you don't think you're straight

>order MTM overcoat
>'oh we'll try to make the process fast, 4-5 weeks'
>wait 8-9 weeks for it to arrive
>have first fitting on Thursday
>'it'll be ready next Friday'
>didn't get a message saying come pick it up come Friday

WHY ARE THEY TOYING WITH ME??

Girlfriend broke up with me almost 2 months ago, not at all over her. Told me she couldn't love anyone, sucks hard because I loved her. Asked her to consider trying again but I'm stuck in this endless loop of wanting her but realising that chances are, any future relationship quite probably wouldn't be healthy and last like i want it to...

>>11153460
Holy shit, this. I love fashion and design but I'm a fucking poorfag. My entire wardrobe is just basics now. I can't afford anything experimental that wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb because I'd need other stuff to match it. Rip

>>11153612
smoke weed

>met an effay qt who has excellent taste in music and is very interesting
>she lives on the other side of the country
Every fucking time

>>11153458
>tfw can't feel emotions
>tfw no anco gf
>tfw no money for clothes

>>11153460
>>11153483
>>11155772
I don't know this feel. I have more money than most people my age where I live, but I can rarely buy clothes with said money because manlet and all the good quality clothes I want are generally too big.

Fuck. My. Life. Senpai.

>>11154587
Fucking narcissists, man.

i have no one to talk to, makes me feel so alone and empty. reason why i keep crawling back to this shithole really

>recently started drinking
>drinking every weekend
>woke up this morning after basically blacking out in a club with all of my peers
>good friend saved me and brought me home
>have to hide all of these habits from my family
>I've always been out of control but now I'm falling deeper and deeper
>I have no one to talk to
>the depression is faint only because of my increasing nihilism

>tfw i realize that i like fashion and music because i'm overcompensating...

>tfw no gf
>tfw no good fits
>tfw not sure if good looking, average or ugly. probably ugly
>tfw saving money for future use so can't splurge on fits
>tfw never owned a high end piece
>tfw spots
>tfw big feet
>tfw no true friends
>tfw london isn't fun for you because no one to hang out with
>tfw no motivation or discipline to do the things im interested in
>tfw no will to live
>tfw indecisive as fuck and never know what to buy and usually end up regretting
>tfw easily swayed by others opinions

>tfw not sure if good looking, average or ugly. probably ugly

>>11155828
T H E R A P Y

>>11155876
i think i've got BDD but for my face.
>last year or so everyone said i was good looking and i thought so too
>started browsing /fa/
>all of a sudden, shit jaw, shit nose, ugly eyes, big forehead, bad hair, too small

idk what happened i just woke up and was ugly

>>11155876
me too man, and too afraid to post my face on 4chan

>>11155844

>>11155876
>>11155930
>>11155970
We'll get there some day anons. We'll get there.

>>11155930
Spend some time away from this board

>>11155828
>recently started drinking
>drinking every weekend

let's just say there are many, many cautionary tales I could give right now but I think you know the gist of them all. watch out anon. drinking every weekend is babby level alcoholism. turn back now.

>Tfw smoke two packs a cig a day and keep coughing all the time

help me I can't stop

>tfw women don't have hair like this anymore
>tfw pornstars and models 30 years ago wore less makeup than average women today

>>11153813
That meme was uncalled for

>>11155783
go fuck her you pleb

>>11154205
holy mother FUCK this is me

>>11156308
Get an ecig it helped me wean off the cigs big time

>tfw skipping all uni classes kf this semester like a total idiot
>tfw neet'ing it up
>tfw all I care about is /fa/ & /mu/ & /tv/ related
>tfw will have the shittiest future if I don't come up with a plan soon

>>11156409
fuck this is me
i've developed serious social anxiety too

>>11156409
are you me?

>>11153720
Yes, another anon posted the same reply I was going to give. My job is still service industry (bartender) but it has helped me gain confidence and come out of my shell. I started working out in January and counting calories and macros, and I've never felt better. Down to 155lbs with 10% body fat and my body is tight everywhere. I'm told how attractive I am all the time, by young women and milfs and cougars. Hit on playfully by homos all the time as well. Feelsgoodman.jpg

I have more energy, strength, and best poops of all time these days. Only thing is the v-taper is killing my closet. Still small-ish at 6'1" but I can do 50 push-ups without slowing down, or a dozen classic pull-ups easily. Take it from Rick, "WORKING OUT IS MODERN COUTURE. CHEERS"
- RICK

>>11154519
no worries anon.
just keep doing the /fit/ thing, even when it's very hard at first, and you want to do everything but stay consistent with your workouts at first. with time it gets fun and thus easier.
also, pretty much everyone worth a damn should probably see a shrink, so if your situation allows it, do it.
>>11154205
i knew that feel until i stopped copping anything that i wasn't totally in love with. copping a lot less now, but am happier.
>>11154735
don't want to put you down, but you're prob right, anon :(
>>11156409
>>11156444
>>11156437
get your shit together anons, don't have a shit future!
maybe switch to studying something that has to do with /fa/, /mu/ or /tv/! it sounds cheesy, but if you like what you do, doin it is not that hard
>>11156373
it's literally a meme about /fa/ feels, how is it uncalled for in a /fa/ feels thread?

>>11155186
what the fuck? what city?

For my /acne/ bros out there, how do you guys feel /fa/ with acne scars? My actual acne has been gone for years but I've got scars on my face and forehead but my longish hair covers that. I can feel decent with the right clothes but I lose a shit ton of confidence cause of the scars, they aren't everywhere and my doc says they're really not that bad but I can't agree.

>>11156499
>maybe switch to studying something that has to do with /fa/, /mu/ or /tv/!
I already do

>future getting royally fucked because i procrastinate so much and get bad grades
>i know i can change everything but its fucking impossible for me to stay working on something for more than ten minutes, i have 8 month old essays that i havent been able to finish
>three very important tests next week instead of doing much im on 4chan
>will be poor with a job i hate in the future because i cant deliver even though im bright

and
>uncle had a tumor, they were going to check if it was cancerous in a while but he was at home
>this thursday he got pains so he took a taxi to the hospital
>he had to stay, they were going to scan as soon as possible
>during the night, for reasons still unknown, he got spasms and fell from his bed to the floor, bruised his entire body and took a huge hit to his face causing cerebral haemorrhage and swelling (also in the brain)
>many parts of his brain didnt get oxygen for a long time
>he gets put on an ambulance to a better hospital and we visited him the next day, he wasnt conscious and would never be again because of the damage to his brain
>my father and one of my aunts visited him again during the night
>they sat by him as his heart rate slowly sunk towards zero
>he was like an extra dad, always making us laugh with wit and always by our side

his name was Per, lived to be 47, youngest of his siblings but first to die, died before grandmother and grandfather too

and we put down our cat on april the first too a lot of things suck right now

>>11156751
>>future getting royally fucked because i procrastinate so much and get bad grades
>>i know i can change everything but its fucking impossible for me to stay working on something for more than ten minutes, i have 8 month old essays that i havent been able to finish
>>three very important tests next week instead of doing much im on 4chan
>>will be poor with a job i hate in the future because i cant deliver even though im bright
breh what the fuck this is LITERALLY me
shit fuckin sucks man i don't know how to get over it I have 0 motivation to do anything

>woke up
>lament ennui
>sleep

>be me
>buying shoes
>cute cashier compliments by bomber jacket
>don't want to spill spaghetti so i don't even attempt anything
>tried to rationalize being a pussy by not being able to tell if she was 18+

>>11155786
ill be your anco bro family

>poor
>overweight
>living in the 3rd world
>no friends

>>11156566
doctors will lie to your face about literally anything as long as they think it will make you feel good. even if you ask them for an honest opinion on something they will happily lie through their teeth. same with any emergency responders; they'll hold your hand and tell you you're gonna be fine even if you're clearly going to die. I think it's fucked up and unethical but what are you gonna do lmao.

>>11156566
acne scars are totally ok and even look cool on some people
>>11156576
shit man, then you just gotta do it. working out has been proven to make it easier for people to exert self control, when they have to work, so maybe try that? idk

>>11156751
>>11156831
i know that feel anons. we can do it. a friend told me to try adhd medication, so maybe thats a thing you could try to, if you find it as hard to concentrate on something, as I do.
>>11156861
do better next time
>>11156863
get fit, use your brain and leave the 3rd world.
you'll have a better life and have to make new friends anyway, you can do it anon

>>11155669
homosexuality is the most /fa/ orientation, especially if you're both stylin on everyone

>>11155844
are you me what the fuck

>>11153450
>feels thread shitting up /fa/ again on first page
feels bad man

>>11156912
>do better next time
yeah i'll try
it really depends on how bad my anxiety is/ how i feel about myself
some days i have cashiers blushing all day, other days i can't make eye contact to save my life

>>11153450
tfw i need pussy quick but i cant get it up for basic bitches

what do i do guys

>tfw gf is moving to europe soon
>have no motivation to do anything in life
>start doubting your wardrobe bc keep getting made fun of

>>11153612
Travelling alone is 100% better than going with friends or family, you do whatever the fuck you want. I traveled across Europe on my own when I was 17 and it was the best decision I made. Still think about it everyday

>have a gf
>be really good friends with cute theatre girl
>had a crush on cute theatre girl last year
>do theatre this year
>have an awesome time, get closer to theatre girl
>last day of theatre
>tell her how much fun i've had, and how she matters more to me than i let on
>tell her i had a crush on her last year, apparently she felt the same
>had some nice moments throughout the night
>both of us are in relationships but i want her

>>11153612
Listen to >>11157652 Being with people massively restricts your ability to do what you want and meet new people.

Met a girl at a festival once, got talking, wanted to go somewhere alone together but my friends just wouldn't take the hint and kept following us, she got creeped out and left after a while.

>take my jeans to the tailor to have them tapered and she does a shitty job and ruins them
>take my jacket to the dry cleaners and it comes back all starched and fucking ruined
>take my shoes to the cobbler and he didnt do what i asked, he put the wrong fucking vibram sole on

why are people so incompetent in this world?

>>11157652
>>11153612
I also did a 10-day trip through Europe alone. For one, try to stay at hostels (and look for the kind that might attract students/young people). I met people there to hang out with.

If I couldn't meet anyone in a city, I just went out at night alone. Went to some cool clubs in Munich, and some interesting bars in Vienna by doing this - and I met people there out of the blue, or along the way there (lots of people having a good time walking around). Just be open, and don't be afraid to talk to people.

It really was an amazing time.

>ugly
>peruvian-american
>5'2"
>acne is literally eating my face up and nothing works, not even accutane
>too broke to afford college
>genetically thick build, look like shit in jeans
>nobody wants to hire an ugly, pimply, 5'2" dark peruvian
>can only afford to go shopping at h&m once or twice a year
>girls never notice me, if i approach they attempt to shame me or give me nasty looks
>despite my best efforts to act confident, slowly losing it all
>spend my days applying for jobs, going to interviews, not getting the job, browsing 4chan and watching youtube videos because i can't afford a computer than can even play gta 3 or a netflix subscription

despite all of this i try my best to remain optimistic, hoping that this will change some day

>tfw summer in CDMX
>tfw cant layer

pls kill me

How do I meet new people? All my friends from HS have become boring as fuck and never want to do anything beyond hang around with their gfs and the autistic christian RPers at their youth group.

Where do I meet interesting people, especially girls? Im so bored by everyone I cant stand it, I feel like Im becoming a resentful cunt.

>tfw your school doesn't let students use black clothes
>have to go to school dressing terribly everyday

>>11153450
>tfw when have qt gf :^)
>tfw when ppl who talk shit on 4chin are all cucks
L M A O
M
A
O

>Come back from vacation today
>Go in airport bathroom
>Look in mirror
>Disheveled, bag thrown over my shoulder, slight stubble, at least 6 inches on everyone, hair falling into place

I feel like I've made it.

>>11156555
city in canadia

>>11158295
Same. Most people from high school were just acquaintances, and my actual friends are off working or away for college.

I go to a community college where everyone just goes home immediately after class. My classes are small and everyone in them are either really old or boring.

>tfw took a hot shower today
>cover my pubis and balls in liquid soap with a scent of white strawberry
>wash it really well
>it's ready now
>shave it real nice
>mm feels good man
>feels so fresh wow amazing
>go to the city
>eat two pieces of halibut with fries and salad
>drink some tea
>drink more tea, this time better tea
>go home
>buy sparkling water
>lie naked and type all this shit
>wash off makeup

amazing

i dont habe a gf, but who cares lmao xd

>>11158424
what the fuck is this

>>11158598
a day in my life, what else could it be?

>second week on wagecuck 9-5 job
>get first check friday
>spend most of it already on sweet sweet cops
am i effay yet? will i ever move out of my parents house? do clothes>anything else?
tfw should stop eating, bike everywhere and just hoard money for clothes
ENABLE ME /fa/

>decent paying job, nice new /fa/ apartment
>have qt wonderful Russian /fa/ bf
>moving in together soon after year and a half long distance
>get complimented on hair, makeup and clothes in public constantly
>get annoyed because I've heard it all a million times and I'm just trying to get my shit done but I don't want to be a cunt either
>mostly h&m desu, some more expensive pieces.
>doing really bad in school because health
>lost health insurance and because narcolepsy I sleep 12+ hours a day and never feel awake
>really depressed because I'm too sleepy to enjoy anything, just want to go to bed
>bags under my eyes don't look /fa/
>savings account is desolate, everyone thinks I've got a lot more money than I do
>keep lying to myself that I will feel better but then just get angry because I feel like shit even though just about everything is great.

>>11158424
>wash off makeup
Heh.

>>11158685
either use makeup or stay inside because of anxiety my nigga

>>11158406
What the fuck
In Edmonton lifeguarding is like $15 an hour

>>11158755
shoutout Edmonton,
Although I've moved to Mtl.

>>11159235
Shit, jealous, I want to study at McGill pretty bad
How is it down there?

>>11159243
The McGill ghetto is pretty aesthetic, not going to lie.
The weather has been meh. The city is unbelievably better than Edmonton. Taxes suck but living is cheap, you can find a decent apartment in the core of downtown for like 700$ inclusive.
I'm living two streets from the main st Laurent strip, literally in walking distance from everything (work, groceries, bars, gym, etc).

>tfw moved to Malaysia
>effay
>tall(for locals)
>fairly good looking (for locals)
>could easily make bank with modeling
>sign up to agencies
>they all tell me i could be perfect for them but my smile is not what they are looking for because my teeth are a bit crooked and not perfect
>"if any job comes up not involving smiling, we will call you anon. thanks"


sigh

>>11155828
>the depression is faint only because of my increasing nihilism
This.

>>11156128
I turned 21 last week and I already have at least one drink every night and need to be drinking anytime I'm with friends to be social, get wasted multiple times a week. I only abstain if I need to drive or if I'm with a girl who doesn't approve. Is that too much? It's been like this steady for the past year or two.

I've been told I'm alcoholic but I think it's overexaggerated and just environmental - the friends at my uni and the town it's at are almost all self-absorbed normals who can't keep up decent conversation, I need to dull myself to engage them. When I'm back in my home city with old scene, I don't even think of drinking, if I take anything it's going to be stimulants.

The thing about 'addiction' is that it's often by choice. It is very possible that the benefits of long-term abuse can outweigh the costs - addiction is knowing they don't but not being able to stop.

>>11158423
>>11158295
Have you ever considered it's because you're boring? What do you do besides going to school and using the computer? Sleep, eat and shit?

>>11159262
I imagine it's significantly better than over here in terms of fashion as well, yeah? There are so few good shops in Edmonton right now, especially now that Haven's closed.
I guess the downside is having to deal with the French but if I'm in McGill that won't be such a worry hopefully.

got psychosis and had a psychotic episode that lasted 3 months, had to quit my job etc.
now I can't afford all this Yohji I want to buy. also got fat.

>>11153700
does she put up with your shit? I was in your situation and I thought about how much I've fucked up the past few years and she's stuck with me the whole way through and that's a fantastic thing

>>11156566
I don't mind mine. gives your skin some texture if that doesn't sound weird

>>11156912
ADHD medecine might help but it makes me numb. this has been my problem for as long as I can remember. im capable of doing great in school but I just can't get myself to do anything other than doing drugs and chain smoking cigs

>>11157893


>>11158319
feck off m8

>>11159313
trust me man you don't want to develop an alcohol dependence. dementia? ulcers? liver failure? bad shit. I've seen so many of my friends parents marriages ruined by it. I used to get hammered at school every day when I was still in hs, and then smoke weed almost all of the time I wasn't drunk. it doesn't help anything, and it actually makes you more socially awkward after a short while.

>buy clothes from an online store i havent before
>theyre all shit

>always feel dead inside
>can't do anything about it
>too tired to kill myself

>put together an outfit the other day and instantly knew it was perfect
>Feeling good and confident all day
>Got 4 compliments on the shirt in that single day
>2 from friends, 1 from a barista and one from a guy while waiting for a train
I've transcended /fa/, I'm done here

>>11159573
its ok to pretend

>>11159576
it's okay to be sad anon, i doesn't mean other people are as well though

>>11159583
>mfw you lie to make yourself feel better
>mfw youre not going anywhere
>mfw you look in your closet and can smell the pleb

>>11159589
if it makes you feel better

>became instant best friends with someone in december
>realised i have feelings for him? was weird man
>we go to a grimes concert together, i tell him
>he actually responds positively and we get much closer
>over the next month theres a lot of drama, at one point he says hes gonna kill himself and i rush out to fkn save his damn life, turns out hes fine etc
>keeps doing this overly-dramatic stuff. I keep trying to hold onto this friendship cause I care, but he is clearly confused about his sexuality and taking it out on himself and me
>keeps going back and forth telling me he does like me and care about me, and that he doesnt and wouldnt care if i died
>eventually sends me a long hate message and attempts to cut me off completely
>i try to 1-up him by publicly sharing it
>he comes back apologising, saying he wants to be friends etc. I say he deserves to feel bad for a while after all hes done to me. then he threatens to call police
>after about a week passed, I started making attempts to reach out to him, make sure hes okay, fix things
>after about 4 attempts involving myself and a LOT of my friends to get through to him, its clear he now wants nothing to do with me ever again
>I feel horrible because he made it clear to me that i was an important friend to him, this guy literally has no one else, a loner that talks to no one and had a non-existent social life until he met me, and now he's going back to that and everyone knows he feels shit and i feel shit but he just refuses to fix things

feels so so bad
sorry for blog post /fa/m, i need to let it all out. tell me what i should do

asshole post of tha year

>been w gf year and a half
>used to be crazy in love with her
>gf moved countries few months back
>am in uni
>like this qt who might MIGHTMIGHTMIGHT like me back
>we go on coffee dates all the time
>she knows i have a gf
>we never bring it up
>gf is still hella attached

am i cheating /fa/

>3rd year of uni and still dont know what you want to major in

>>11159744
are you a guy
are you both gay
god this is it... this is the post that actually gave me aids

>>11159744
>i try to 1-up him by publicly sharing it
Holy fuck what are you doing son. No wonder he doesn't want to fucking talk to anyone. Christ almighty. Man the fuck up pussy, so he said some mean things and you be a a little bitch and share it round? Are you a 15 year old girl?

Fucking hell let him be miserable

>>11159757
No you're not cheating but watch yourself closely, I would tone it down if I was you

>>11159760
Are you really that butt-blasted by two boys dating?

>>11159744
the great new meme

>>11159744
>>11159881
the reason everyone hates /fa.
man i wish /fa could be cool but these faggots ruin it

>>11159889
I don't understand how this is anywhere near meme-worthy
Or how you thought that was worth the time you spent on PS making it
Or how plebs are still using yotsuba blue

>>11159895
>doesnt understand how this is meme worthy
>thinks i used ps
>has no life and spends 24/7 on 4chan
kill self, my man

>>11159893
You sure the issue here is that I'm posting qts on one thread to piss a guy off and not that we have such threads as Dylann Roof circlejerking, Shia LaBeouf circlejerking, and "which pencil is the most effay" on a daily basis?

>>11159904
That's a little bit of a stretch there mate

>>11159906
im pretty sure you got them all beat, reporting you, my man

>>11159911
Reporting me for what? Posting off-topic in an off-topic thread?
You seem a bit mad honestly.

>>11159889
Kek saving this... austim at its finest

I guess I am like the most of you. Delusional, not capable of appreciating the things I know that I am "supposed" to like. "Supposed", not because everybody else does it, but because I think this is also what should work for me. You know, the usual things. Meeting people, getting laid, live in a sweet place for close to nothing in one of the coolest cities on earth. Do well in school, satisfied with my own work. All that.

I decided to try and change it. Went to a therapist, and we are going to try and talk about it. I also begun talking to friends and family about my unhappines. And, naturally, turns out alot of people struggle with their own issues. Do smtn senpai.

>>11159889
>>11159904
Dude, stop, you're the one being autistic

>>11159921
>>11159943
same fag

Shit, you caught me
This is when you say:
>lol you just used inspect element because this shitty argument on /fa/ is really worth the effort

>>11159947
But that's not even the same conversation. Thou i guess i see the pattern now, you're discomforted by gays so you put emphasis on the sentence where he mentions realizing his feelings and called it autistic, and you are the same guy claiming faggots are ruining fa

>i know i can change everything but its fucking impossible for me to stay working on something for more than ten minutes
>three very important tests next week instead of
doing much im on 4chan
>will be poor with a job i hate in the future because i cant deliver even though im bright
This hits waaay too close to home bruh
I'm such a waste of potential man. I was kinda smart for a child so I didn't have to study much to have good grades and as a result I never learned how to revise properly so now I get easily overwhelmed by work. I've got my final high school exams in three weeks and I'm trying my best to push myself to working.
Fucking around nearly all 12 years of my education will forever be my biggest regret.

damn..i come here to share my shitty situation..i didnt realise you guys were homohpobes.. im not even gay, neither of us were, it was so good while it lasted friends, so so good. we were best mates and we had such good memoreis together.

fuc im literally so drunk right now ok lmao goodbye

>>11159744
LMFAO what did i just read

>>11159996
welcome to 4chan, brother
going down the toilet ever since /pol/ took over

>been getting really close to this girl over a month
>go to prison and when I came out she's heaps emotional
>standard girl things, nothing felt off key
>things keep developing, albeit slower due to bail conditions
>i catch feelings heavy
>push through, romancing her but still being a dumb shit and pushing my luck around her
>never buy her things, never take her out for food
>still whispering sweet nothings to her
>she would call every few days but mainly chat irl / via text
>sometimes shed drop her friends to spend time with me / talk to me
>other week particularly drunk, classic heavy emotions kick back in hard (not for her, i just have these roaming feelings of worthlessness that come and go)
>say some dumb shit to her when drunk about not being worth her time
>she aired a few messages (vmuch not like her) and I felt like i should stay distant and she'd say some thing
>end up messaging her after like 4 days and things start feeling ok again, shit feelings stil labout but pushing through
>send dumb emotional self pity shit to her again
>airs it
>ask friends what to do they say to call her

she just feels distant now

i really dont know what to do, these feelings are still clouding my eyes but i dont want to lose her

fucking shit how u have to hold a girls hand when they're emotional but when u show ur skin they cant deal

>>11160080
first girl ive ever fucking fallen for aswell

i just want to feel fucking wanted


i gave her a helmut lang polo and ive seen her put it through the wash like four times
should have just sold it on

>>11159996
You explicitly mentioned sexuality, so that seems to be involvedved. Anyway the way you describe him reminds me of an insecure guy i went to school with, he'd get sudden mood swings if he felt a tinge left out, or like un friend everyone on facebook etc.
But really no one wants to be alone, if he's got no one else then he definitely misses you. fuck if he's alone you could say hi to him once a day and then punch him in the face and he'd still miss you if you stopped.

If you were to have a normal relationship you'd have to make him understand that you actually care but that's probably hard and force him to be honest with what he feels and why he's pulling all the bullshit and to understand that he's actually fucking hurting you

just found out i had cancer ayyyyy

>>11159976 shit that was meant for >>11156751
I hate posting on phone

>>11155828
lmao this is teen tier

you should see what doing hard drugs on the regular does to a group of friends

I've had people overdose in my arms, heck I've seen friends go to rehab only to have them cut their wrists a week in

nice pseudo depression you have there in the meantime

>>11160229
> I've had people overdose in my arms, heck I've seen friends go to rehab only to have them cut their wrists a week in

that's so cool wow it's like you're in Trainspotting movie wow I wish my friends overdosed in my arms and went to rehabs

>>11160173
fuck man
i cant even imagine how that must feel

>>11160080
> go to prison
what did u do lmao

>>11160249
the world feels a lot quieter now i dunno how to explain it

>>11160350
is it terminal?

>>11153450
>tfw girlfriend is mentally ill

what do i do lads? already had to check her into the hospital once for a psych evaluation and I have to literally force her to go to therapy where she thinks everyone is out to kill her.

>>11160480
If you love her, support her. I mean, sometimes people come with baggage in all shapes and forms. Sometimes, somebody struggling with something like that just needs a rock to rely on. At the end of the day, that's all you can do.

However, if you really don't feel that into her and it's not because of the mental illness thing, I mean don't feel too shamed of it. It happens.

I'm not gonna give you a lecture on WOW YOU WOULDN'T DATE A GIRL WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? IT'S THE CURRENT YEAR. I don't think I could handle it. But if it isn't something you can handle, don't beat yourself up over it. Hell, could always just be close friends need be it if you still care about her as a friend.

>>11158262
If all you see is the worst in everything, thats all your gonna get

>>11159352
The language barrier isn't much of an issue, it's good to make an effort but people don't seem to care if you don't speak French.
I would say there's a lot of style conscious people here, although there's like 3x the population then Edmonton.
Truthfully, I like shopping in Edmonton, but that's just me.
New York is a six hour drive/45minute flight so that's cool.

>>11158424
my man
i always feel better after a good ball soap and shave

>>11158674
A friend of mine had the same problem and amphetamines helped him alot. He orders online completely legally 4f mph which has the same effects as methylphenidate (brand name ritalin) and that keeps him awake and energized most of the day.

>>11160445
yeah need to tell my mum dunno how to tho

>>11155843
Being an uncool kid just cripples you for life man....

I feel you

>tfw send my CV to a 5 star hotel
>tfw they seem interested in hiring me as a room service waiter
>tfw I have no idea what to wear what to do
>tfw crippling self doubt
>tfw remind myself I get nervous around strangers

JUST

going to a therapist soon, but in the mean time
>over the space of a year i think i have developed GAD
>anxiety because of anxiety
>fear of losing control and becoming violent
>fear of becoming mentally ill
>constant self doubt
>think everyone hates me
>think i'm ugly despite being handsome
>mild to moderate social anxiety
i make it sound way worse that it probably is, but fuck it's killing me. i'm becoming a neet and people are forgetting the funny guy i used to be
any tips on CBT and accepting ur anxiety

> want to buy military jackets
> measure chest
> 30"
> everything is 34" and upwards
> afraid I'll look like pic related
> such is life of skelly

>Wardrobe is practically all rare archive pieces from old seasons.
>can't even wear clothes anymore because if I damage them I'll never be able to replace them.

>tfw don't dress effay at all
>tfw tapered black or indigo jeans, plain grey button downs, plain black tees, dress boots, leather jacket
>tfw collect vintage punk & horror tees that usually cost $100-$600 each to wear as beaters
>tfw dating young 10/10 qt
>tfw 30, successful, but still shitpost on 4chan an hour or two a week when taking shits

I literally don't belong here

>>11161501

Hi me.

>>11161509

your chest has a 30" circumference?

how is that even possible?

>tfw gf is more fa than me

Hold me bros

>>11159996
I couldnt give a fuck about two dudes falling in love ‐ it was just read like a big melodramatic teenage drama post you baka. That anon could have said the same thing in about a quarter of the space and not come across as much of a gossipy effette. I would have found it equally embarrasing to read about a hetero couple.

This place is one of the most fag‐friendly boards on 4chan, so dont come here crying homophobia.

>>11160904
HIGHFIVE SHAVEBRO

>>11161537
>>fear of losing control and becoming violent
do u get this too?

>go from 32 to 24 bmi,a healthy bmi range for the first time in 15 years
>parents start my day off by saying i look ugly and should eat more despite being borderline overweight, the same people that have told me i would look good if i lost weight
>girls went from wincing when making eye contact to immediately breaking eye contact
>failing all my courses, even the mickey mouse bullshit courses
>gpa down the shitter
>memory,concentration,speech and insomnia have been getting worse in the last 5 years
>no job
>cant suicide by military because i fucked up my back
>can't even cry anymore, i used to hate crying but i miss it now
>have absolutely no one to talk to irl
>look in the mirror and see the exact same fat fuck from a month ago
i dont want to die, i want to vanish and never have existed

>>11160126
:^( yeah clearly sexuality is one of the big issues with this situation, I guess more so for him than me bc I don't give a fuck what people think of me as long as I'm happy /fa/m
But I can't really reach out to him anymore, I mean I'd kill to hold onto that friendship, but he did blow up a few weeks ago and take it to the point of blocking my number and my Facebook. still follows Instagram though, and I'm pretty sure he tried lurking my shit on his backup fake account so I blocked it myself. Lmao I feel fuckin shit. I know he must feel miserable bc of his personal social circumstances, but he's not doing anything to help himself. And there's nothing I can do now

>>11162037
it gets better, quit school go to a trade school for plumbing, electrician, welding etc. Go to the gym. Focus on money instead of girls. youll be fine

>watch porn
>actress dressed like shit
>100% boner killer

what have you done /fa/

>>11159235
Hey im from montreal too, great city

>>11159764
This This This

>>11162110
Sweet,
The rain sucks right now. I can't wait for next week, supposedly it'll be sunny and warm.
Where do you recommend to eat/shop/hang out?
I've literally ate at coco Rico 5x this week.

>talking to ex gf
>broke up over a year ago but still have feelings for her
>find out she still has feelings for me and wants to hang
>she has a boyfriend

honestly it would probably be tight to cuck this motherfucker but at the same time he's a family member of a close friend and i would be starting drama that will be annoying in the future. not really feeling sad just a bit conflicted 2bh

>>11153450
>go on 4chan
>some anon is sharing feels because his 10/10 gf is moving back home all the way across the world
>wonder if it's my ex because she moved to another continent not long after we broke up, but started seeing someone else in the meantime
This happens, like, every day. You guys need to date less exotic women.

>>11161404
just google it
You probably wont get as much nervous if your are working, its like there is a barriere you dont see people the same way

>>11162131
Yeah i cant stand that never ending winter
I really wouldnt know man, im a college student so i usually eat shit. But if you want some good smoked meat, go to the Main, not Shwartz. If your into thrifting there is a bunch of thrift store on St laurent, check out Eva B if you havent, mostly for girl tho, kind of overpriced but lots of stuff.

>>11162226
It just keeps on coming in waves, like a bad mushroom trip.
There's some decent places for college budgets.
Thanks for the advice, cheers.

>don't know where to branch out after building basic wardrobe
>hate everything I buy recently
>browse for hours, don't know what I'm looking for or even where to look
>beginning to hate all of my clothes for minor discrepancies in how they fit compared to my ideal fit
also
>slowly losing all of my friends because of my alcoholism
>am around them every day but I know they dislike me for the most part
>I think they hated me since before the drinking
>get drunk and fight them almost every weekend
>girl I liked stopped talking to me months ago
>has made alcoholism even worse
>I'm not even done with high school
>WAKE ME UP INSIDE

>>11155828
there is nothing to be gained down the path you are going. You probably won't listen to my advice but throw this vice early anon or it will probably ruin your life. Don't romanticize it, don't accessorize it, just be you.

Apathy.

>>11159999
look at those numbers

>6'1 large frame
>always been ~220lbs and shit in school
>go to college
>get down to 175lbs
>still depressed
>flunk out of school
>drink my way to 195lbs

6 months later

>realize purpose
>want to get educated
>want to be /fa/ and /fit/
>I am currently a 23 y/o pizza guy with no money

I'm gonna make it some day

>>11163646
literally my life senpai, just a bit younger. hang in there

>tfw ugly but dress well

girls dont appreciate

>>11155828
>Drinking every weekend
>As if thats remotely scandalous
>Dude, like, muh nihilism bro
>Everyone ITT empathising with this teenage boi juvenile bullshit

Fuck this board...

>studying natural sciences
>hate math
>everything is math
>stressed out a lot
>have no idea what to study after this
>rarely ever get to talk to my best friend
>only things I look forward to are vacations and F1 weekends
>no clear goals in life

clothes are pretty to look at though

>tfw i will NEVER find a perfect pair of jeans

the fact that i live in the australian equivalent of a fly over state (actually people probably dont even fly over it) doesnt fucking help

>ask second girl in my entire life out
>just like the first one she just came out of shitty relationship and isnt interested in another but still wants to hang out

life is suffering

>>11164070
>isnt interested in another

you know thats just shitty girl code that she doesnt want one with YOU?

>>11164077
Probably. We already went on one date and it seemed pretty good, but she said she doesnt want another relationship anytime soon. Regardless of whether that means with me or at all, still feels shit.

thread bump for consolation

>>11157358
Hahaha

>gf recently had birthday
>got a tattoo for her birthday
>can't decide if I dislike the tattoo or if I'm just jelly of her having one
>everyone has been fussing over her for like a week and I'm getting sick of it
>actually physically ill as well so feeling worse

This shit is making me want to get rid of the only thing that I fucking get up for in the morning. She's a spoiled self-centred brat but I fucking love her and hate that I'm reduced to whining about this shit on the Internet.

Can someone just thoroughly and clearly tell me why I'm an immature waste of oxygen for this? I need to hear how much of a cunt I am.

>>11156933
>tfw gay with unstylish bf
>tfw we'll never be a fashion power couple

At least he has a big dick

>>11164883
if she's a brat, then leave her
You are clearly capable of getting a gf, so don't get stuck on a dumb bitch if you don't have to. Oftentimes being single is less miserable.

>>11163646
Jesus man are me?

>>11155805
>>11153460
Try being a 5'5 poorfag, life sucks dood, on top of that parents won't let me get a fucking job because they are overprotective assholes

>>11161509
I'm guessing it's because they don't expect children sized people to join the military.

>tfw failing college
>not even challenged by the work, i just hate it and can't wait to drop out
>worried my family will be disappointed when i tell them it isn't for me

what do family

>>11165339
If it's not difficult just do it so your parents don't get pissed and they can brag about how their kid has a degree now

>>11155694
h-ha no comment.
...anyway shes a really nice girl and i like the idea of having kids.

>>11156933
>>11165034
See this is the thing that annoys me. I love mens fashion but my girl friend is isistant of wearing like, the same outfit all the time.
>red trench coat
>if warm, gereric shirt. If cold, jumper with animal on it
>ill fitting black trousers that look like work trousers from primark. Never wears tights or skinny jeans because she finds them "uncomfortable"

And the worst item
>Black scetchers that would be very hot to someone with autism.

Hell i even bought her some light purple converse high-tops but she never wears them because apparently she needs to wear the shit shoes out first.

Seriously at this point id be willing to suck some cock now and again for a fasionable partner...

>...imply i wouldnt like it anyway lol

>>11158262
Damn, dude.
>peruvian-american
>worked ass off in high school, got full ride to t1 school
>studying what i love
>intelligent qt gf who entertains whatever crude or edgy humor i subconciously inherit from this shithole
>literal average height, but not an ultra manlet at least
>somewhat pale complexion, de facto white
>have all the benefits of being a white person while still having the 'spicy' and 'exotic' twist of being 'foreign'
>pretty talented and well-read, appreciated by my peers and mentors
>self-aware enough so as to not turn into a bad person without emotional depth
>constantly ascertaining meaning from experiences new and old
>things are looking good tbqh

>>11153460
Just visit local thrift stores on a regular basis. You'd be surprised how much good stuff you can find so long as you keep an open mind.

>>11165593
I like thrifting but my shithole of a town almost never has anything for even having a look at

>tfw no job
>tfw been unemployed for a month now
>tfw had to move back in my parents in a dead UK city
>tfw lent too many clothes to friends
>tfw all my nudie jeans have crotch bursts
>tfw the rest of my jeans either don't fit or have knee holes
>tfw my skin condition has worsened
>tfw closest friend lives 20 miles from me
>tfw no gf

I need to get out of here,
I need to get a job,
I need get back to Leeds,
I need to get a girl,
I need to get effay again

:___;

>slowly starting to hate everything and everybody for no serious reason
>losing interest in my hobbies
>the only time I really feel good is when I'm feeling my current fit

>tall, thin, and handsome
>most clothes look great on me
>decent amount of friends
>no gf but could get one if I really wanted to
>current job pays well, boss is cool
>got accepted to a government research position overseas
>TFW life should be good but still feel depressed af

>>11165390
It's honestly just emotionally taxing - I miss my gf and friends that live in my home town 2 hours away and would much rather be working full time, playing music, and spending time with them. I don't even know what I want to major in yet so this honestly feels like a waste

Any advice for me /fa/
>slacked off in high school
>junior year is about to end most I can get is a 2.8 GPA
>ACTs scores aren't back yet but probably 24-27 range
>no extracurriculars because shy af and parents shelter my ass
>I'm pretty sure my life would be 100x better if I wasn't so sheltered
>barely allowed to leave home
>when I do I have to be back by 8:30
>college was my only chance to escape this
>but 14 year old me decided he didn't give a shit
>came to conclusion at 16 that my life would be shit since my grades already are
>only thing I have going for me is an upward trend (2.3 9th grade 2.5 10th 3.0 11th)
>is it possible to get accepted to Penn state or Ohio state or any other decent school outside NJ so I can get away from this shit life
>parents won't let me go to a school out of state unless it has a "good reputation"

>>11159395
I don't really fuck up that much. She's incredibly loyal. There's not much wrong with our relationship, we don't fight at all really, we know each other perfectly and stuff

It's just, I want to see other girls. I just don't know if I can break up with her again and give her the same excuse I did last time.

>>11165834
Ohio State is relatively difficult to get into as far as state schools go. OU and Akron U have decent reputations while being more accessible, however, if you're interested in going to Ohio

>>11165169
Underage b&

>>11165866
I just wanna go to a big school so I can force myself into situations where I can that i can make freinds and party and have all the fun I never had in HS, it's my parents that worry about the reputation they don't want me going to a bad school and not getting a job because of it, (to them Montclair State is below average, so you can see their standards from that)

>>11153450
>rich old money family
>can cop pretty much anything under 1k whenever i want
>a handful of friends whom i love
>ive heard that im handsome
>study a something pretty niche
>belongs to the same field of work as the company which my family owns
>certain employement after i graduate

<feel empty inside
<drink a lot, almost every day
<act like an asshole towards people
<in a witty, confidence-crushing way
<no hobbies
<no interests
<im never going to get any credit for my achievements because of my backgroun

>tfw i hate myself for having an easy life
>tfw im chad

>>11153464
>people have taken pictures of me and posted them on facebook with some normie "lol look at guy who was dressed weird XD" caption and negro emoticon

are you fat or something?? i live in a hick town and dress a little out there but people respect me. makes sure you find a style you're comfortable in.

>>11165891
Your parents wanting you to go to a great school isn't going to bring up your GPA or test scores, unfortunately. OSU routinely rejects students with 3.0+ gpa and 30+ ACT scores. It's not impossible to be admitted - for me it took 4.0 gpa, 32 ACT, APs, IB, and extracurriculars - but it seems like a reality check might be in order for your parents. A college degree is a college degree though, and there are a multitude of schools that will admit you with your stats.

On another note, I came to OSU with similar intentions and realized that it wasn't me at all - what I actually wanted all along was meaningful interaction with others. You won't find that here and that's why I can't stand it, personally.

>recently broke up with gf
>cried a fair bit for a few days
>now i just feel numb, going over all the ways i keep fucking up as a human being

>>11165898
>nobody's going to give me any credit for getting that job my dad gave me :(

>>11165924
I never said osu specifically, it's just one of the out of state schools my parents would let me go to, I've heard of people with 2.8 and under 30 getting into Penn state so Im crossing my fingers that I can go there, and another main reason I want to get away from them so bad is that their rules prevent me from having a social life, they make me come home when it starts to get dark so I never have anything to do so I end up looking pills and pretending I'm asleep and I hope if I can occupy myself I'll stop or something

>be grill in a tropical country in Asia
>jockpot on slim body, form of legs (gap, no big veins, etc), feet, posture, teeth, hair, hygiene, no BO, etc.
>attract few guys and some grills too despite being no life scum
>ultimate bane is got hairy body
>cant shave because once you start doing it, there will be no end to it
>cant wear shorts/skirts, etc.
>develop an eternal tan; arms and face are tanned and inconsistent with the lighter, lighter body, legs and feet because they are always covered by clothing
>also, country is in an eternal summer season with shit shops allover and more shitty jewish customs who will always open your online puchase package and charge you many shekels
>good luck trying to be /fa/

>>11160229
>you dont even know what real pain is
wow arent you special. Does this mean you basically fought in Iraq? How was the Holocaust?

>>11165949
I don't specifically want to go to OSU I just want to get away from home, I've heard of Penn state accepting people with 2.8s and under 30 ACTs so I hope I'll get accepted there, I wanna leave home so bad because it's impossible to keep friends or have a life under my parents rules, I have to be back before it starts to get dark on the rare occasion I go out and it's impossible to go out because my friends all start hanging after dark, so that's really my main problem

>>11165834
how are people this bad at school? I can't comprehend it. I go to the #1 ranked public school in my (albeit shitty) state and I consider my freshman year a disaster since I got a 3.2 gpa. I literally did not do a single homework assignment at home, instead doing any work I had due for the day in my hour long study hall. I realized I was fucking up sophomore year and brought it up to a 4.1 without much effort, which I more or less retained for the rest of HS
How dumb do you people have to be?

>>11165958
Laser hair removal

Or marry me and move over here

>>11166024
By not doing any work at all and being a lazy 14-15 year old

>>11165834
>>11165891
>>11165924
Worse case you can go to a shit school and get good grades and then transfer into a better one.

>>11166080
Probably anons only option if they want to get a degree from a high-ranking school, but it's not unreasonable

>>11166089
I also want to get away from home, but that's probably not gonna happen so I'll be stuck living under my parents rules and miss out on all the fun I should have in my late teens/early 20s

>tfw lamenting ennui
>tfw all this money and time does nothing except alienate me from my friends who I feel resent me for being constantly sad
>tfw constantly traveling to try and add meaning and color to my life only to just feel malaise in front of different backdrops
>tfw I only attract girls who are as pseudo deep as I am and the only ones great in bed are too happy to get along with me

> have terminal brain cancer
> 3 weeks - 2 months to live
>mfw

>>11155805
>fucking narcissists
he's right though, I once cheated on a girl because she wasn't interested in hiking and kayaking. I didn't leave immediately because pussy game too strong

>>11165576
damn, complete opposite of me despite being peruvian-american as well, but gratz dude i wouldn't wish the lifestyle i live on anyone

>>11166661
:( why are you here bro?

>>11160229
I'm glad everyone is calling you out for being a faggot. Becuase that's what you're being, a faggot.

>>11164069
Tasmania? Just come to Melbourne brother, I moved here recently and there's heaps of nice stores. I just bought a pair of jeans from APC.

>tfw gf broke up with me
Seems to be common occurrence

>install tinder
>moderate success
>2 qt girls showed real interest in me
>hang and fool around with one of them
>told my dick is kinda big
That was nice but
>tfw she never finished me off then went all weird on me

Separate feels
>tfw start start smoking cigarettes at concerts and when drinking
>also going to a lot of concerts lately because free of gf duties and last semester of school so everything is ez
>tfw on the path to being addicted to nicotine

And lastly
>start lifting right after gf left me
>newbie gains
>losing bf% and gaining muscle
>feel good and look better

>was a neet
>no life no job no gf
>sad everyday
>decided to better myself
less than a year later...
>got a well paying job
>bunch of friends
>lots of qt girls
>somehow even more depressed than before
>think about ending it everyday

What's even the point anymore, it's all shit either way.

>>11167022
in adelaide. would probs never move. im too ingrained into this shithole

>>11167391
because you're addicted to the internet, and when you're away from the internet, you're anxious. after you finally get back to the internet, you're depressed that you're sitting in front of a screen with your free time

>arts degree graduate
>neet and no aspirations or job prospects

i knew i was fucking up, but it didn't hit me until now

>>11167306
>losing bodyfat and gaining muscle

keep lying bitch nigga

>>11167853
why is that so hard to believe for you, thats exactly what happens, when you lift?

tfw know ill never be content with any bomber but rick
tfw know ill probs never own one

>>11159757
you are an asshole, my boy

>>11154205
Pay me to be your stylist, I got you family.

>>11167814
holy shit, this sounds like me.

>decide to go back to uni a few years back
>work as off to get high grades
>acquire gf in the meantime
>graduate cum laude
>have hard time finding job in my sector
>see everything crumbling as I sink away in NEETdom
>start working as volunteer to have something to do, gain experience and meet new people
>it makes everything seem even more futile

I just don't know what to do anymore m8s.

>>11159471
always wait for a sale before you buy something from a new store. Bought a Quiet Life tee on sale for $15 instead of $35 and found out it was shitty quality screen print on a gildan tier tee. the design was all fucked up after one cold wash and now its all distressed and shrunk. never again. but at least i only wasted 15 instead of 35.

Been dating a feminine Venus for a couple of days now
Yesterday at the beach while was holding me she told be that being honest the relationship is not going to last long
I just remained silent and held on to her as if it was the last time
She's not texting me back today..

>>11165898
I'll trade you, senpai

>>11165645
I didn't post this, these are my feels

>>11165847
fuckkkk man you should have left and not got back together. this is just gonna make it harder when you wanna break up with her again. you guys are gonna think "oh this is just another one of those days" and get back together the next day. i hope you figure out what you wanna do and if the girls are even worth it. im in the same position as you with a loyal gf and i wanna talk to other people but idk if it would be worth it

>>11159757
no but its pretty fucked up. many girls would say that you are cheating because youre sharing an intimate moment with a girl which is "cheating" to them pretty much. so yeah, you are cheating (your gf would think so). is your relationship with her worth it? whats the point of a long distance relationship? do you like the coffee date girl better than your gf? man up and make an executive decision

>>11165339
Suck it up and get the best results you can out of the term. You may want to come back to school at some point in the future and it's worthwhile to maintain a good gpa.

>>11167853
Lol
What >>11168228 said

I have nothing to gain by lying on a Cantonese radio forum my guy

I'm not making massive gains in mass by any means but I'm not eating in excess too

>>11155786
>tfw can't feel emotions
>tfw have bf but still can't feel emotions
>tfw no money for clothes

>>11163669
I know that feel, it used to hurt a lot when I was younger because Id see these people wearing shitty fits but still somehow looking great even when they looked rubbish on me. It all changed when I figured out they were just attractive and that I was not and that looking handsome is a huge handicap in fashion

>>11171694

Try eating food

>>11167391
escape Samsara

>>11153464
You need to man the fuck up bro. Who gives a shit if some neanderthal construction worker cat calls you, shit like that doesnt stick to a real man. Im saying this with love bro.

> Have receding hairline
> Have a tall forehead
> Only young people that has it are the ones in my family
> Only other people that seem to have it are 20+ years older than myself
> Have had this shit since I was a child
> Have dull coloured hair
> No money to fix any of it
> feelsbad

Doesn't help the fact that I have some of the dryest hair in the world. And it's like each individual hair hates all strands of hair around it. Doesn't help the fact that I first started to notice these things when I was 16, and I was a retarded anti-social little shit before.
It's stupidly demotivating too.

Tomorrow I'm getting a haircut at a much better place than before.

>>11172874
Also, it doesn't seem that bad since I almost just came out of the shower.

> know i could get a gf because I almost have before
> too socially anxious/shy to talk to girls and engage in social situations


just kill me fampai

Jesus christ you people need to reprioritize your lives.

Accidentally started a thread on this so I'll repost it here while I wait for mods to delete it


>Have a GF who is increasingly getting more attached
>She's in my friendship group and good friends with everyone
>dating for 4 months
>says she wants to be with me forever
>I'm considerably hotter than her and feel like I could do better
>Not ready to commit, only age 20, want to play the field more
>she's almost perfect in every way apart from looks
>is the type of person I would long term settle down with
>feel like I've just been going along with it the whole time
>feel like I would be a terrible person and would lose out if I dumped her

;_; hold me /fa/

>>11173038
Just drink some alcohol.

>>11173132
and if that doesn't get you a gf, just drink some alcohol.

>>11173089
>feel like I would be a terrible person
Don't worry, you already are one

>ok with my looks most of the time
>strangers and friends constantly tell me that I'm attractive but body dysmorphia fucks heavily with my confidence
>either feel like a greek god or an ogre there is no inbetween
>atleast I'm 6'4 with a huge dick
>want to get into modeling but basic bitch agencies probably won't be into my look since I'm kind of ugly-hot
>have really sweet gf but she bores me
>it's probably because I've become increasingly shallow over the years
>by the way she has no idea that I'm bisexual
>love my clothes but never feel like I have enough
>constantly buying shit to fill the void of not having a satisfying social life or fulfilling aspirations
>pretty sure I've developed a mild eating disorder
>depressive episodes getting worse
>not consistent in my creative endeavors or hobbies
>talented and intelligent but can't find the motivation to apply myself
>scared to death of what my future will hold
>feel like a loser but atleast I look pretty good

life doesn't feel real right now ha

>>11173089
You're not ready to date yet.

>>11159906
You can't handle the memes m8

>Notice hair thinning out in some places
>Started minox a few months ago
>Go for haircut last week
>Girl cutting my hair commented on how surprisingly thick it is
>Comments on new hair growing all over
>Compliments how my hair feels

This made me feel so fucking good.

>>11173740
Don't worry mate I can meme
That said there's just far too much of it on the arts boards as of late
/mu/ in particular has deteriorated so much in the last few years

>>11173292
>by the way she has no idea that I'm bisexual
doesn't even matter dude
unless you're bislut enough that you're gonna cheat on her just to get some dick on the side nobody needs to know

>never had a close friend
>no one has asked me to hang out in like 2 years

>have giant head
>large heads on both sides of my family
>no hats fit me except beanies

I just want a comfy baseball cap for the summer.

>terminal brain cancer
>in hospice now
>2-3 weeks to live

>>11173292
>feel like a loser but atleast I look pretty good

that should be /fa/'s motto

>Bought pair of dark navy jeans
>Not colorfast, bleeding dye
>Hands, bags and shirt stained blue
>Washed jeans several times every time with vinegar
>Still continue to bleed

> In love with girl
> All is well during high school
> Going to college hundreds of miles apart
> Only see each other during breaks
> Calling every night even when friends want to hang out
> She's overbearing and needy
> She's always been there for me
> Even through all the mental illness
> Soon going out west for career
> She's still in school
> She thinks we can make it work
> We're both miserable
> I'm still not effay

>>11165934
this feeling is what is keeping me from just breaking up with my gf. At least you're stronger than I am Anon.

>I'm in a relationship but I'm too mentally ill to be in a healthy relationship
>already fucked up hard and lost their trust
>want to break up with them to spare them from it but I'm too much of a pussy to do it
>know I'll miss them every day and hate myself for not being able to work anything out if we break up
>know I'm going to hurt them eventually cause I'm fucked if we stay together
>only hope is councelling helps
>if it doesn't and I'm still fucked I'm just going to end it senpai

More clothes related:
>get new clothes
>not paying attention and wash them with lighter colours
>everything is fucking blue now

Tips on how to kill myself

>>11174854
wow this is eerily similar to my current situation
besides accidentally dying all of my shit blue

>>11161182
:/

>>11174873
Sorry to hear... I'm having some inner turmoil because I know the moral thing to do would be to end it for their sake, but I'm really stuck on them and I feel like I'll forever hate myself for fucking shit up even if I do eventually get better.