/fa/ - Fashion

I'm a fucking balding 20yo KHV incel with wide hips, babyface and on top of that a total fucking robot nerd personality. I bet everyone secretly laughs at me when they spot me in fancy ass shit
I picked up fashion about 3 years ago when I had a lot less self awareness, now I realize how stupid I look but can't stop.
Should I just kill myself?

>spend a good 30 minutes getting hair perfect
>step outside
>wind immediately fucks it up beyond repair

>dress "nice", i.e well fitted jeans and collard shirt
>feel confident, receive looks from average looking wymn and decent treatment
>dress like bum, i.e fucked up clothes feel self conscious make girls uncomfortable and palpably disgusted

>/g/ shitposters ran out of town
>start dumping their dogshit over here and now this general is ruined too

>just got a watchgecko leather strap
>exactly the same quality of leather as those dogshit plastic feeling $1 ali express (((leather))) straps

>5'11"