/fa/ - Fashion

>>15696589
my stay in the clinic had to do with a suicide attempt concerning things that have nothing to do with my (possible) ed. i was at 40kg at 164cm when i went in and now i gained 5kg and i am absolutely horrified at myself. also my most intense cravings are for these things and they are HUGE calorie bombs and i hate that they taste so good. ive been drinking a lot of water, replacing meals with it but theres still this extreme hunger and i just binge if it gets too much and eat several of pic related and theyre 500~ calories per piece (every bakery has a different recipe so actual calorie count varies) and ive been feeling worse and worse ever since i got out of the facility.