/fa/ - Fashion

>Know crush for years
>she kinda has big teeth
>but her nose is perfect
>she has short hair
>she dresses really mediocre
>wears an N7 hoodie all the time
>really good friends with her
>told her i am into her
>OLd abusive bf used her for sex
>He said he only would have anal with her because he didnt want to get her pregnant
>visited her a few times when i go on leave to Portland
>milfag here
>Still really good friends
>slept in same bed and seen her naked a lot
>ass is fat
>told me she just isn't into me like that
>but she is into my inuit friend he
>is going behind his current gfs back and planning on dating her when he gets to portland from Alaska
>says he wants to marry her
>says he wants me to be a groomsman
>i think about her everyday
>i quit talking to her and him
>they think i am depressed
>I am depressed
>i want to get deployed again so i have an excuse to not to talk to them
>and so i can kill more sandniggers
>And maybe die so that she is sad about me dying

sorry i spilled gatorade on my keyboard and the keys kinda stick now