/fa/ - Fashion

my body disgusts me a lot. my chest is all fucked up with acne, my face is awful (thankfully no acne), and I feel like i haven't made any progress in like two months. i don't binge/purge, i don't think i overeat, and i don't even want to live if i can't lose enough weight to look like one of these ana hedi models (what do you think their IMC is by the way?). i don't even care about being healthy anymore, i'd fuck me up if that manages to make me thin.

any tips? i'd like to hit the gym, but i want to lose more weight before lifting. plus, i'm really short of time with uni, so i'm waiting for my vacations in july to hit it.

M/19
H: 173cm
Highest Weight: 77kg
Goal Weight: 50kg
CW: ???? (can't bring it to weight myself anymore)
Preferred methods: don't eat, count calories (800-1000), drink lots of water.