/fa/ - Fashion

>>7657135
Yes, I've thought about suicide every single day since I was twelve and really grasped what I felt.
It wouldn't be in everyone's best interests though. Mine, sure, but everyone elses?

My cousins 6mo old baby girl and 2yo boy, would surely suffer, and so would their parents because they'll need a new babysitter, and so would the new babysitter when the kids won't stop asking about me...
Then of course all the other people who interact the kids when the kids won't shut up about me, then of course the people who I live with and my mother when she finds out would blame herself, and likely tell everyone why I probably killed myself, and of course that will just bring more suffering.
My cousins will be horrified and assume I molested their kids, especially because I have to change their diapers when I take care of them overnight, or for a few days, then their kids would suffer because of the questioning, and then finally all the people I know would be shaken because they knew, and even liked a pedo, and they hated on his kind till he finally killed himself.

So no, it wouldn't be in everyone's best interest, just mine.
But yes, I'm a real pedo, I'm also attractive, well liked, and /fa/, welcome to reality.

>>7657130
You too, friend.
;~`)