/fa/ - Fashion

a girl i secretly admired a couple years ago added me on snapchat out of nowhere.
thought i'd initiate conversation but not expecting anything at all, was surprised to see her replying quickly and in a very friendly manner.
looked on instagram and her profile is a mirror shot with a boy???
bummed out and confused by this, i stopped trying to initiate conversation, i think i sperged out and came off as too interested/needy so i aborted anyway due to minimal communication with humans
and despite my already low expectations of not thinking it would have went anywhere it's still bothering me.

and my fire as fuck fits and hobbies will never soften this empty void maintained by my reproductive reptile instinct and natural human desire to be around people.