/fa/ - Fashion

>>9644894
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Also, I realize that a lot of this is extremely vague, especially considering that I have not provided you all with example, but there is a huge hesitation on my part to do so.

The reason is because as soon as I do, a lot of you will project onto everything I have just mentioned.

I do not know what it requires for a person to awaken that part of their brain, and that's why I'm disappointed I cannot remember when I began to develop it myself.

There are parts of me that are happy because its like my secret, but there are times where it makes new feel Incredibly alone

I've been in relationships where I've tried hard to try and show them the way I see the world but it is like talking to a wall, the stimulation that truly excites them is just sex and sweet talk. I have been close to people and it has hurt me so much that I was never able to give that part of myself to them.

I remember I had a girlfriend who would tell me" I am tired of people taking and taking from me" on regards to past relationships ( she had very bad experiences)

Yet I could never break through to her and show her life through my eyes which is something I think is part of what makes a connection with other human beings so beautiful

In the end, it sank. I wish one day I will be able to show the people I care about life through my eyes

THIS SYSTEM IS NOT JUST ABOUT CREATIVITY! It cuts through to who we are as people.

WHY DID I LOVE HER EYES?
Her nose?
Her smile?

All these building blocks constructed to make what to me was the pure beauty.

At our core we can understand it unconsciously, what I was aiming to do was make it a conscious effort