/fa/ - Fashion

>>12176633
HER smoke

>been stalking a girl since 2013
>she was semi famous on instagram, but I kept following her every move even after she got bored with it
>posed as several people online with distinct personalities and befriended her to learn every side of her. each has intricate backstories with web histories to back them up (i used my throwaway email/facebook/reddit identities and built on them)
>started working out and dressing well for her. went from anemic mode to casually fit
>girls start paying attention to me
>moved to her city
>went from NEET to making $40k a year through ruthless ambition and 20 hour days, no days off. all with one goal in mind
>bought nice car
>girls are now directly sexual with me, I can barely hide my disgust
>get decent apartment in her area
>one of her "online friends" she was supposed to meet at the local coffee shop stood her up. of course, I happened to be there to meet her, asking if she got flaked on too
>we talk and I do my best to act casual and charming
>she notices I'm shaking, and I make a joke about needing even more caffeine
>we've been dating for 3 months now and I live in fear that she's going to find out the truth, so I'm extremely protective of my computer and phone
>she wants to move in, but I can't do that because then I won't be able to talk to her as one of her "online friends". something I never considered
>I have everything I've ever wanted but live in constant fear and anxiety
>just want to tell her the truth and get it off my chest but I know that will mean the end, which isn't going to happen