/fa/ - Fashion

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(cont...)
(I forgot the pic but pic related is what he looked like)

>'omg what thanks'
>get a hesitant hug
>walk home with him, his older brother up ahead
>look even more like an idiot because i try to offer him a cigarette, he turns it down
>lighter doesn't work
>i dont even smoke i just thought he did
>we part ways at an intersection
>next day, no word
>next day, nothing
>next day,
>nothing
>tried messaging him
>vague and distant replies, if none at all
>eventually, i was officially ghosted
>Mark Renton has ghosted me
>pretty disappointed, extremely embarrassed at making him a fucking mix cd
>I had also walked to his work which is across the road from mine to lend him my copy of Lolita
>both this and my discman is now in his dumb Casper purgatory
>hanging out with a friend a week later
>bring up my ghosting experience
>she tells me he's been talking to my friends about how much I'm 'obsessed' with him
>after my date with her I go for a drive blasting music, feeling pretty mad
>takes me a few days to confront him
>try to tell him that I don't mind if he doesn't want to hang out with me again but I'd prefer some honesty from him
>he gets scared and apologises
>find out this whole time he was also flirting with the friend who was lying next to me the night i met him
>she's a pretty, petite Asian makeup artist
>i'm a french idiot who makes fucking mix CDs and lends my copies of Lolita to people
>tell him that I don't mind just being friends with him and that I'd still like to hang out and do shit with him sometimes
>'yeah dude we should hang out, you're really cool'
>since then, no word
Feel like a fucking incel