/fa/ - Fashion

Come pour your hearts out lads and lasses

Tfw my sister is a solid 9/10, she could easily be a model, meanwhile I'm fuck ugly with terrible teeth and a weird head. Every time she calls herself ugly I die a little bit more inside, because she'll never know what it's like to actually be called ugly in school, to actually have fuck all friends, and the ones you do have backstab you and talk shit behind your back.

I hate almost everything about myself, and as soon as I start getting close to someone new I just stop talking to them because I'm so scared of emotional intimacy. My depression over the last two years has led to me losing almost all of my friends. I never want to talk to anyone or meet up any more, I buy clothes and try to do well at uni in the hopes that that will help me turn my life around, but I know that's not gonna happen when I have such a drastically low self worth and self esteem. I know I have to learn to love myself but I don't, I get anxiety attacks every time my mum calls me.

Shits pretty rough guys

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