/fa/ - Fashion

>>13156775
>At least mental illness helps my aesthetic, right?
Not just helps, but is what actually built it. It sounds to me like your appearance is meticulously crafted to attract positive attention, whether subconsciously or not. What you've written gives the impression that your only gratification from life stems from receiving looks, smiles, being valued amongst friends. At your core, you might feel deeply unsure of yourself, maybe even hate yourself, and those little positive interactions are what keep you afloat.

Take what I've said with a grain of salt, though. At the end of the day, it's all just aimchair psychology from a shitty, past-its-best-before-date fashion forum. Best of luck to you, anon--I hope you find something to look forward to in life. And lay off the alcohol.