/fa/ - Fashion

>streetwear meet coming up for my uni
>I don't have any good shoes

Help pls

>had lots of friends through childhood to 15 years old
>social life dropped off in high school
>still read, researched, and was intellectually inclined but socially pretty retarded
>now have a bizarre sense of humor almost no normal people can sympathize with because of years of internet use and am literally too intelligent to have conversations that are engaging for me with most other people
>have a few acquaintances from work I sometimes do things with, and two friends I actually see on a somewhat regular basis but otherwise am pretty socially inactive
>am able to be sociable with people, but most of it is forced and not at all natural, I just know how to act amiable; If I'm ever in a shit mood it fades and I'll start to avoid eye contact, mumble words, etc.
>aesthetically normally rated 8/10, tall, and get regular compliments on the clothes that I wear, although don't normally have a response other than "oh, thanks"

I'm more or less okay with my personality, my only experience regularly socializing with others is work, I may gain more friends if I actually ran in areas that intrigued me, but my social retardation hinders me from being able to communicate with strangers outside of environments where I'm forced to be with them (ie: school, work). Embarrassingly, the only people I talk with regularly are ones I've fucked or who at one time had the impression that I wanted to fuck them. My outer shell can seemingly only be broken with the jackhammer of sexual tension.

>>11741537
stey ewey pls

>>11738140
u messd wit the rong frofg

>>11696255
u dont kno whu u messd wit

>>11690637
I told you something