/fa/ - Fashion

athletic mode master race (5' 11'' 165lbs), recently i've gained loads of mysterious weight tho without getting any fatter, i was 150lbs not so long ago, and whilst i do work-out i havnt been eating all that much so i dun get it. id like to be <160

>>9416248
im not really how they could really help me. i have an obsessive mind that isn't able to let things go, it's just who i am. food and my body image is basically my obsession right now and i'm constantly in a cycle of binge eating/low calorie diet, but i don't wanna get any bigger or leaner but still the obsession lingers..i'm stuck in limbo, basically if youre obsessed with something even the first place you'll never be satisfied, you'll never be free of it.

'Worship your body and beauty and sexual allure and you will always feel ugly'

i guess i need a new hobby that doesn't revolve around selfish vanity